A Nocturnal Reverie

Friday, June 29, 20071:26 AM♥

Dearests, welcome back !
Thomas came back with this !

Its hard not to feel fortunate. You are feelin' so shagged yet u still came all the way just to pass me these doughnuts and u even remembered I dont really take chocolate, that's why u only got one ( for douglas right? ) :)

Daisy for the ywd stomp trainers by tingting. SWEET !

Gladys and Krystle. ( Stomp trainers )

Jada & myself. ;))

Now, these are dead smiles, after training. Jada looks brighter than the diasy ! Agree? Love them.
Labels: pictures

Wednesday, June 27, 200712:44 AM♥

While watching beautiful life, samm called from msia. :)) Didnt quite expect her to do that as its just a causeway apart. It's so happening over there and boring over here.. Nevertheless, no regrets because of other commitments here. Sometimes I hate her too.. cos' she affects me alot. Things are just missing when she's not around, like now.
Something to be happy about though. That is, it will be my first date with JIAXIN in hours time. Yes, such a nice name la.

Monday, June 25, 20075:50 PM♥

I had a profile at wholivesnearyou.com ages ago when I was still into mirc & icq. Eh, probably during the secondary school days. Active for a few weeks since and then no more till yesterday night. Was amazed to see so many fresh faces just around my neighborhood. And so I thought I probably should come to this webby more often to make friends. I admit that we do have nice people here at my neighborhood, but then everyone is always busy with their own...A second thought held me back..I still want that privacy. Dont like the idea where everyone around cck knows where exactly I'm residing at. So i stayed quiet.While browsing through profiles, "Knock knock" came in, it was the alert for new messages. And it came in continuously. Some said "hi, chat?" , some said " intro?" , some said " new neighbor?" and one said, " supper?" at 3.30am. Maybe he meant breakfast. Another guy sent a message saying " so all those are deadly smiles". Clearly referring to my pictures and hinting me that Im not as friendly as how my pictures speak to be. . .

If I were to make friends with all those 64 people who knock knock me in one night, I would probably know the whole Singapore in weeks time. And I honestly dont think being friendly with strangers is my cup of tea. So the bottomline is, if you somehow think that I'm not open, it means I have no intentions to know you any better. Isnt that obvious? SORRY. I think wholivesnearyou.com is useful to track down friends staying near you. Please, not in that sense whereby you are residing at cck and one changi guy "knock knock" you....
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1:36 AM♥

I walked and I kept turning back..I walked and I looked upon my own shadow.. Wondered if there would be someone dressed up in russell lee outfit and stab me from behind...all these because Ive watched HOT FUZZ. *laughs*

A show where boys will be boys at every available opportunity. The plot is unpredictable and I guess this is what a movie is for. Smart lines right from the beginning and you will NEVER expect who turns out to be the culprit. It is a show overstuffed with jokes that you have to pay full attention to it to catch all of them. I shouldnt say more because YOU should really watch it. Be a dumb and give this show a miss. ;)
Labels: hot fuzz fuzzy

Sunday, June 24, 20077:32 PM♥

Thankfully, people grow.
Unfortunately, in a wrong way.

You are starting to get desperate for a partner.
You grow up & you dont talk like how you used to anymore.You were in that top few positions in school and now you're the last few.You hated people who dont care much about their future, but you didnt realise, you're one.You begin to dress like others but you never give it a thought if you look as good as how those shirts look on others.Now that you're alil rich, you spend your money like there's no more tomorrow. How scary.

Going out for a movie now. Be right back.
Labels: you changed.

4:23 PM♥

Went to Pan Pacfic hotel again. With family and daddy's friends this time round. At 8pm sharp, while indulging in good food, dad pointed out at the uob building from where we were seating. The fireworks began.... It was for the ndp's rehearsal. We were damn lucky having to see it while eating. :)

1:18 PM♥

LAST FRIDAY.

Labels: village

Saturday, June 23, 200711:38 PM♥

Finally, we spent some decent time together, OUT OF SCHOOL. Hell lots of fun we had. :) And we realised that we're all singles. What an identity !

Here we go.. 24 years old vietnamese old man, celebrating at Merchant court hotel.

serious look he had. si bei action right? haa..

;)

Quite gd'looking yea ?

Besides the cake and the dinner, we got him a new bag, with many compartments enough for his ahpek habits like the green tea bottles.. oops !

crayfish to crave for.

Thomas's creation.

Ok, im sleepy now. Continue tomorrow.
Labels: pretty happy

Friday, June 22, 200712:33 PM♥

Wala! Over & done with the papers. Wasnt good but then.. OVER. The class make one heck of a good combination today. So good that I'm shocked. aha. :) Gon' meet up w jada then for trainers meeting after which would be celebration for do minh tri. I tell you... I'm in high life condition now. Warning you to spare me a good time too. Bla bla bla.
Labels: HIGH

Tuesday, June 19, 20075:28 PM♥

Exam week. Let me pause for a few days... *pause*
Labels: Pause mode.

Sunday, June 17, 200712:18 AM♥

THE MAN.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !
Without him, I wouldn't even be here........
He's our everything. There's nobody like him.
PERFECT DADDY.
I need 1000 days to tell you everything about him.
Bet you'll be envious. ;)
Labels: my love

Saturday, June 16, 20077:41 PM♥

How arh like this ? Bridesmaid tml. I dont even think I'm fit to be one. Look at that-never-serious-face. I don't want to be a wedding crasher. Anyway, its vivi's wedding tml ! Like finally. We've been waiting like years ? ;) What's next ? A baby ? *giggles. Everyone, please cross your fingers, your toes and if you can, your eyes. Hope that everything goes well.... HMPF !

Friday, June 15, 20078:18 PM♥

Some out-of-no-where pictures :

I just realised Im damn tanned. And Im getting darker every day.. :(

Now, this is a rare. I dont like white tops/dress.

Jane's shades.

SEE, I told you, these pics came out from out-of-no-where. More to come ?
Labels: outofnowherelikeisaid

Wednesday, June 13, 200710:29 PM♥

Its not so much of a pleasure being a fruitarian - missing out all the good food, the lil talks with friends and so much more. I wished I could discribe the feeling of dieting : but it is past my power. I cannot even render faithfully the effect it produced on me. How bad. Contrary to that, it was a pleasure to catch up with someone close to heart. We dont hang out, neither do we talk on the phone or chat online. Its also not our norm to sms each other every now and then.. But somehow, we know that we care. Heard her side of story and I really hope I can be there to kill her emptiness or loneliness. As it can be obvious at times, the one who puts on a strong front can be the weakest in fact, in there. Fatique kills even the strong, now that u're weak ( or at least to me ), it will kill you even more. Please, take your meals and have enough rest. :) Thank you for opening up to me.

~ I will still be the one to dry your tears. ~
Labels: SHE

Tuesday, June 12, 200711:49 PM♥

Its botherg me, honestly. MIS exam didn't go well. Haa, Im just not cut out for computers even for simple programmes like microsoft words or excel. Anyway, through MIS I did manage to learn something. Kudos to Miss lim?
Sidetrack now. Alright, got to say a BIG THANK YOU to all those who called up/ emailed/ texted after reading my previous entry. It wasnt for attention I swear. Again, what's a blog for after all ? To be bothered about my entries or not, up to you. You chose to visit didnt you ?

First, I felt that some friends are for just for show. Then, I had 'nuff brain crackg sessions thinkg how should I reject people in a nicer way. I realised that to reject itself is bad 'nuff. And finally, I'm down. With the fact that I'm being slapped across with the label "player" . Reason being?
" Jaws got so many guys yet she cant settle down. " and so they go..
People confess, I reject, I'm a bad ass. Like DUH !? Ok, if not, people ask me out, I aint free, I'm a bad ass. To those who love sayg I'm flirtatious or "how come ah? shes so fat and short, not say very pretty, why so many people like? ", c'mon whack your brain cells & ponder about what other interests can u get. If not, spare some time thinkg about the contributions u can bring out for the society. Many lives out there badly need some aid. And if u poison ivy have the magic power, you can take all of em away from me and have em all to yourself. SET ? ugh.

To end, stalkers,
Stay far away from me.
Don't waste your time on me,
Cos you'll get nothing out of me.
So dont be silly, but please sleep early.

P.S: Are you people sick of PRETTY GIRLS that you're looking out for something different? Sly dogs.
Labels: NIGHTMARES

Monday, June 11, 200712:48 AM♥

I'm Straightforward. As much as I have things to say, be it negative or positive, piercing or not, I just say. I don't really care. And I guess I shouldn't bother too much about how others think cos' nobody bothers about mine. However, trying to please everyone is the other side of me nobody fucking appreciate.
So, byebye to that.

Friends, sometimes you don't really know me at all. Ask yourself, do you really just care about yourself ? Are you making friends with me just because you think I'm funny, I can talk about anything, I can give whatever you want, I know more than you do, You just need a companion, I am 24 hours ready for you, I have the money you need or is it really just ME ? Its kinda depressing to know that sometimes even your closest wont be there during the difficult times. No wonder its often said that friends run when problem comes. How "nicely" friends turn to foes like how night turns to dawn.
Family is the best after all. Nobody shall deny that.
Labels: The other side

Saturday, June 09, 200711:08 PM♥

PAN PACIFIC HOTEL.
37th floor, Hai Tien Lo Restaurant. (Cantonese Cuisine).

The view from the restaurant.

The 3 treasures.
Sharkfin from New Zealand.

Everything is perfect. Ambience especially. I stepped in and I just go whoa.. You wont know what Im talkin' about unless you patronize the restaurant personally. The food is more than words, just like palace's food. $200 plus for 5 dishes and the service given is absolutely worth paying for. This is the place you have to go before you die. :)) TRUST ME.
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Met up with mum in town after stomp trainer's training today. It's always nice shopping around with mum.. Sometimes, I really envy her- she looks good in almost every kind of clothings. Thus, I always ended up picking up clothes for her to try. Not so much for myself though.. But then I shouldnt tell you how much she spent on me today, Cos' Im feelin' bad enough. Early saturday night today cos its gon be another hectic week ahead and my week starts on a Sunday, which is, tomorrow.
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.
Labels: leisure

Tuesday, June 05, 200711:00 PM♥

MILKRUN. ( 1st of July )
www.milkrun.sg if you still do not know what this is all about.
Anyway, Singapore Soka Association (SSA) is the Parade Co-Organiser of milkrun this year. Basically, the student division (SD) of SSA, which comprises of ntu, smu, nus, nyp, rp, np, sp, tp, & Itac (private schools- SIM, MDIS, Shatec & more) will be involved in the parade performance before the run. ;) All the institutions (except for Itac) will be performing a mass dance during the parade.

MILK JIG
Led by the students of the Singapore Soka Association, the MILK Jig will engage the crowd to join in the fun by learning the steps from energetic dance leaders placed at strategic positions on the event ground! (taken from milkrun website).

So what will Itac be doing? logistics. :) Other than that, few of us took up the challenge to be the stomp trainers. So u may ask what is stomp?

MILK STOMP
Signifying the heartbeat of youth, this item explores the different sound made by functional household items. Let the musician in you take over and swing your soul to the rhythm of the beat and the exhilaration of music making! (also from webbie).

For stomp, we are still recruiting participants (students only).
Anybody interested or need more details, please kindly email me at jocelyn_1988@hotmail.com. Let's be appreciative towards our own lives and learn how to give more and love others. This event can help to keep MANY young lives on track. I'm sure that at the end of the event, the feeling one will get is beyond words.. :)) It will be a memory keepsake that will last you forever. Further more, doing charity brings benefits to each and everyone. Think about how we can share happiness around and be happy ourselves !

" Making one new friend is a step nearer to World Peace" ~ Daisaku Ikeda.
Labels: MILKRUN

12:44 AM♥

12.24am & Im still in my shatec uniform. Decided to at least type something before I head upstairs. Well, busy day like always but a meaningful one I would say. Its a good day la. So good that I drank so much water and ended up controlling my bladder for an hour or so throughout the bus ride home. What an experience I tell you.. With the fear that I would wake up with wet skirt, I sat up straight and dared not close a wink. haha. One big action and that's it. My very first time feeling that way.. silly. Ive really got lots to share. About TIBS, about milkrun, about stomp and everything that is keeping me busy these days. Ive got new friends too !
But, not today. So, till thens. ;)
Labels: BURST

Sunday, June 03, 20079:35 AM♥

How funny it is to have used fushia for the old blogskin and only realised it now that I dont really fancy that color.. Honestly, I kind of hate that color. Anyway, just a simple skin this time. And as I was editing some codes, I thought of just changing to a new url, and ardently, I wished to close everything down. Just so that some aliens wont come by. In the end, I was stucked with a curious hesitation. Im already busier than before, probably one of the busiest u have ever come across. If I were to close this down, people may think Im missing-in-action again. SO, I'll stay. But then again, why do people read silently and pretend they arent here before......

Hmm, this is a gentle delineation, is it not, reader ?
Labels: REFRESH

1:41 AM♥

NERDY NERDY SHAUNY's spec.

First attempt.
Second attempt.

Clearest.
Safti night (OCS) wasnt as good as i thought it would be. Thomas and samm's absence made it twice worser. Joyce, sufi, faza, samm & myself were chosen to serve the vip so it was a waste samm wasnt ard, if not we wld probably play viking on the vip. haha.. Anyway, I thought we looked more like the maids of those vip. Like some kind of royal family dinner, we stood behind them and watched them eat while keeping the fake smile on. Wondered with regularity.. What's the big deal ? haha. Then again, just by looking at their name tags.. we had oct phua...Armour sword of honour, BG something something, president something something, infantry something something..IT WAS A REALLY BIG DEAL. Adding on, the king had to eat first before everyone else could. I giggled to myself at that moment of time when the "king" kept on talking & talking and the rest of the hundreds officers just looked at his way, waiting for him to start to eat..yea, probably without him realising. In a nutshell, it was an eye opener, especially when they did the toasting to the king of thailand, brunei & to our president. Well, it could have been so much better if there wasnt any drama rama...