Fickleticks.
We are all ordinary. // We are all boring. // We are all spectacular. // We are all shy. // We are all bold. // We are all heroes. // We are all helpless.
It just depends on the day. find me.
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Monday, November 18, 2013
Sometimes we forget how to live life...
Monday, August 26, 2013
How long do you think it'll be before, you forget?How long do you think it'll be before, you'll feel better... I think never. Cos that's the only way to remember. Monday, February 04, 2013
Its amazing how even when I was so upset, angry and hurt, I didn't walk away. - and in that moment as much as I didn't want to believe it myself, I would do almost anything you asked me to.
All that replays in my mind as I walked on, red in the face and pain in my gut were the things you said and the things you didn't do. Why do I have to figure out what you can do to make me feel better? and even after i asked, so barely was anything done. Why didn't a solution come from you? Why?
Now, it feels all so strange - stuck in the middle of a quick sand of blinding love and refusing to pull myself up with the reality
check rope. Friday, January 04, 2013
I'm wishing and i'm hoping that destiny has a plan for me.Why cant i have both? Why is it so hard to hold on to both love and career? I only seem to have one in two hands, its like sand falling through the cracks of my fingers, the more i grab the more falls out. Why cant i stick my head straight and be motivated? I cant seem to remove myself from you, you're my addiction and as much as i love you, our current route in life is so very different, I need to be excited for me now. or i'll toast, dead, a liability. I know I'm falling, falling real deep. I despise this feeling. of uselessness. of despair, in myself. Help. Friday, November 09, 2012
Not only do i feel like a fool, I feel upset with you &
angry with me for feeling like this over you.
Fuck this shit.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
I never knew the heart breaking felt like this. And that crying with the person that broke your heart sleeping so sound asleep while holding you feel so much more painful then being all alone. |
Everytime you go.
Shirin!
Zongling!
Amanda! Jiahui! Mayguss! Syarafina! Vanessa! Wyncy! IAD DA15! KOBA! |