bodoh?
I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
You still despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some clever
lines to say
To make the meaning come true
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
Friday, February 27, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
heh.
I BE CLEANING NAZI.
I can't stand the oiliness of the stove.
I can't stand how sticky the tables are.
I can't stand how smelly the toilet is.
I can't stand how fogged the mirror is.
I can't stand how disgusting the floor mat is.
And so.
I cleaned the stove.
I wiped the tables. Three times just to be sure.
I washed the toilet, twice. Because one is never enough.
I wiped the damn mirror.
The mat is now in the dustbin, where it belongs.
And all the while, my housemate meekly moves about the house while I tear it apart.
I'm not anal retentive!
I just like a clean environment to live in, even if it means washing like crazy.
Jif, is my new best friend. She smells clean, and makes things look spotless.
My toilet bowl is now spotless, and shiny.
My sink is shiny too. So is the tap.
Newly Shiny Ceramic Bowl of Glory. O How I Love Thee.
As a small sidenote: I guess I truly have to thank my time in the military service for instilling in me a sense of how low I cannot go. For helping me survive in an alien environment with no one to depend on but myself.
I can miss all the people in the world, but that's just useless. They're all way back in Sunny Sg. And what good would it do if all I could do was mope about and look at photos and letters and presents and sulky emoticons?
On a monday I'm waiting, and tuesday, I am Fading.
No no melvy. That just wouldn't work at all.
And so I move on.
And so I remind myself why I am here again.
And so I tell myself why I left everything behind.
And so I repeat to myself that nothing can stand in my way of that degree.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
Except maybe that emoticon.
I BE CLEANING NAZI.
I can't stand the oiliness of the stove.
I can't stand how sticky the tables are.
I can't stand how smelly the toilet is.
I can't stand how fogged the mirror is.
I can't stand how disgusting the floor mat is.
And so.
I cleaned the stove.
I wiped the tables. Three times just to be sure.
I washed the toilet, twice. Because one is never enough.
I wiped the damn mirror.
The mat is now in the dustbin, where it belongs.
And all the while, my housemate meekly moves about the house while I tear it apart.
I'm not anal retentive!
I just like a clean environment to live in, even if it means washing like crazy.
Jif, is my new best friend. She smells clean, and makes things look spotless.
My toilet bowl is now spotless, and shiny.
My sink is shiny too. So is the tap.
Newly Shiny Ceramic Bowl of Glory. O How I Love Thee.
As a small sidenote: I guess I truly have to thank my time in the military service for instilling in me a sense of how low I cannot go. For helping me survive in an alien environment with no one to depend on but myself.
I can miss all the people in the world, but that's just useless. They're all way back in Sunny Sg. And what good would it do if all I could do was mope about and look at photos and letters and presents and sulky emoticons?
On a monday I'm waiting, and tuesday, I am Fading.
No no melvy. That just wouldn't work at all.
And so I move on.
And so I remind myself why I am here again.
And so I tell myself why I left everything behind.
And so I repeat to myself that nothing can stand in my way of that degree.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
Except maybe that emoticon.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
household fun!
or not.
I got excited over spices today. Like, OMG THEY HAVE THESE SPICES HERE TOO I CAN COOK *insert name of weird dishes*!
And, to think I was actually half tempted to buy the pestle and mortar so I could like, pound my chilli. T'would totally be a Little Nyonya moment if anyone caught me squatting at my backyard merrily pounding away.
Now to prepare dinner.
or not.
I got excited over spices today. Like, OMG THEY HAVE THESE SPICES HERE TOO I CAN COOK *insert name of weird dishes*!
And, to think I was actually half tempted to buy the pestle and mortar so I could like, pound my chilli. T'would totally be a Little Nyonya moment if anyone caught me squatting at my backyard merrily pounding away.
Now to prepare dinner.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
sis where are you?
Sis, this post goes specially out to you. I'm about to sms you my new phone number after this, unless you've already seen it on facebook.
I miss you like a lot a lot too. I wanted to hug you one last time before I left, but I guess I ran out of time. And probably also because we'd be crying together.
Take care of yourself okay? And dont burn yourself out doing concerts and studying. Take time out to relax. Always remember that.
I still want to see you alive kicking and in great shape when I return come November. Remember, we still have our photo shoot together!
Oh yeah. I decided. The photo album is probably going up the wall at my new home. I'll give you my address too so that you can MAIL ME STUFF muahaha.
Oh, and about jurlique, no problems. I found the shop on my first day there already so it's hardly a problem. =)
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU you stupid idiot. hmph.
Sis, this post goes specially out to you. I'm about to sms you my new phone number after this, unless you've already seen it on facebook.
I miss you like a lot a lot too. I wanted to hug you one last time before I left, but I guess I ran out of time. And probably also because we'd be crying together.
Take care of yourself okay? And dont burn yourself out doing concerts and studying. Take time out to relax. Always remember that.
I still want to see you alive kicking and in great shape when I return come November. Remember, we still have our photo shoot together!
Oh yeah. I decided. The photo album is probably going up the wall at my new home. I'll give you my address too so that you can MAIL ME STUFF muahaha.
Oh, and about jurlique, no problems. I found the shop on my first day there already so it's hardly a problem. =)
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU you stupid idiot. hmph.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Alive and Kicking
Hello world. I'm all alive and sound in Adelaide. The flight was good. Good considering I watched Batman, Batman 2, and some Nights In Rodanthe movie.
I also ermer... shed a tear or two, cos I miss everyone so much.
Well.. I'll be uploading photos as and when I can, but nothing yet.
Generally the people are nice and friendly. I'm also getting that asian stare that every asian seems to possess. Like, *STARE!*. lol. That's as best as I can describe it.
There are cafes on every corner. I'm so getting fat.
I'm going to be living on Bailey Street, St Mary's. Sounds so cute right? Ha!
It's cold. I can't imagine winter. I shall die when it arrives. My landlady is japanese and so are my 2 housemates! I shall intro them to sambal belachan and turn them into little nyonyas and babas. =)
That's all for now. Internet costs a bomb.
I love you all!
Hello world. I'm all alive and sound in Adelaide. The flight was good. Good considering I watched Batman, Batman 2, and some Nights In Rodanthe movie.
I also ermer... shed a tear or two, cos I miss everyone so much.
Well.. I'll be uploading photos as and when I can, but nothing yet.
Generally the people are nice and friendly. I'm also getting that asian stare that every asian seems to possess. Like, *STARE!*. lol. That's as best as I can describe it.
There are cafes on every corner. I'm so getting fat.
I'm going to be living on Bailey Street, St Mary's. Sounds so cute right? Ha!
It's cold. I can't imagine winter. I shall die when it arrives. My landlady is japanese and so are my 2 housemates! I shall intro them to sambal belachan and turn them into little nyonyas and babas. =)
That's all for now. Internet costs a bomb.
I love you all!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
I would translate thie song, but I think I don't have time right now.
Maybe, after I've landed.
It's just an amazing song, by an amazing singer.
final frontier
In a few hours time, my little dream is finally put to a rest.
You don't have to work so hard either. Can have the rest you finally have before this coming Friday. Something tells me you're going to need the energy, given all your inquisitive questions today at Haagen Dazz.
Our little escape is almost complete.
It's just... why did it have to be an escape? Ha.
In a few hours time, my little dream is finally put to a rest.
You don't have to work so hard either. Can have the rest you finally have before this coming Friday. Something tells me you're going to need the energy, given all your inquisitive questions today at Haagen Dazz.
Our little escape is almost complete.
It's just... why did it have to be an escape? Ha.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
to anyone who's read below, do you understand why i've never invited you to my house? it's because no one in my house gives a fuck who you are.
to anyone who's read below, do you understand why my parents don't know you rname? it's because they do'nt fucking care.
to anyone who had their outing with me suddenly cancelled, it's because the night before i came back late. i'm sorry i'm so inconsiderate in keeping time that i have to cancel with my outing the next day, because i can't go out for more than one day because there's an obscure scale of balances to keep to, like... one day go out, one day stay at home. BUT JUST IN CASE YOU DIDN"T KNOW, MRS LEE SAYS, TODAY IS TODAY, YESTERDAY IS YESTERDAY, so therefore, staying home for tuesday and going out for wednesday is wrong, BECAUSE tuesday is tuesday and wednesday is wednesday, so tuesday, does not make up for wednesday. fuck all of you who disagree, who are you to disagree? is your surname lee? are you her child? no right? so fuck you.
mommy and daddy please don't say anymore i've held it in for 23 years please don't say anymore already please i cannot already mommy please dont do this to me already i cannot already. please please plaseplaseplase.
to anyone who's read below, do you understand why my parents don't know you rname? it's because they do'nt fucking care.
to anyone who had their outing with me suddenly cancelled, it's because the night before i came back late. i'm sorry i'm so inconsiderate in keeping time that i have to cancel with my outing the next day, because i can't go out for more than one day because there's an obscure scale of balances to keep to, like... one day go out, one day stay at home. BUT JUST IN CASE YOU DIDN"T KNOW, MRS LEE SAYS, TODAY IS TODAY, YESTERDAY IS YESTERDAY, so therefore, staying home for tuesday and going out for wednesday is wrong, BECAUSE tuesday is tuesday and wednesday is wednesday, so tuesday, does not make up for wednesday. fuck all of you who disagree, who are you to disagree? is your surname lee? are you her child? no right? so fuck you.
mommy and daddy please don't say anymore i've held it in for 23 years please don't say anymore already please i cannot already mommy please dont do this to me already i cannot already. please please plaseplaseplase.
lessons to note please.
to all my friends, mr and mrs lee say, fuck you.
if you have any problems, please note that our son, mr melvyn lee, has a response time period from 9am, to probably well, ANY TIME WE SO FUCKING WISH. anytime we think is too late is too fucking late.
if you have any problems. girlfriend problems, boyfriend problems... fuck off. my son, needs my permission before you talk to him.
if you want to talk to me about such problems can. but please.... my parents say fuck you. can see time properly a not? i need to be home so that i don't go home late. i don't want to cause my parents to lose confidence in me because i go home late. mr and mrs lee say, if i show concern to you, is fine, but please, beyond 11pm, please call my parents for permission to talk to me okay? if not, yo'ure being fucking inconsiderate for keeping me up beyond my sleeping time.
as long as i'm at home, it's okay. but if you come over, you are fucking inconsiderate to bring your problems to my home. so fuck you, you uninvited guest, okay?
please. anything, go thru them. i have had enough of them losing confidence in me. how come you have problems, it ends up being me not ending up with a degree? how come if you cannot get together with a girl, or if you and a guy cannot stay together, i cannot end up with a degree?
how come i have to watch out for your needs when your wife stays up at night? how come it's my fault. please, i'm sorry dad. i'm sorry i didn't watch out for you.
to all my future friends in australia, mr and mrs lee say, fuck you. dont imagine for a second that just becasue their son is in adelaide, they dont know what their son is doing. as far as they are concerned, you are fucking satan. you are the fucking snake that led eve to sin.
YOU KNOW THAT. ALL YOU FUCKING SINNERS OUT THERE. ALL OF YOU SHOULD BURN IN HELL BECAUSE YOU EXIST.
i'm sorry zhan. i cared too much beyond midnight because you're hurt. i'm sorry nad and azi. i cannot meet with you because i cared for zhan beyond midnight and i forget everything has a deadline.
i'm sorry. because as a law student, i should know. because i've learnt the law, everything action has its reaction.
when a parent asks why i stink of smoke, it's because they're concerned if i went back to smoking. it's not because i really stink of smoke, it's because, well, they are CONCERNED IF I STARTED AGAIN, never mind if i really stink of smoke or not.
To all my smoker friends, mr and mrs lee say, fuck you. like everyone who needs ot burn in hell, you do, too. because you exist.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry for being like that. but i have to please them. because they are paying more than 100k for my education. if you break up with anyone, so what? did you pay for my uni? if you kill yourself, i'll pay 10 for white gold, but did you pay for my uni? no. my parents did. so that's that. 100 fucking k. you pay me that much, and you tell my parents that i can hang with you to 1am okay?
please take note. i'm sorry.
to all my friends, mr and mrs lee say, fuck you.
if you have any problems, please note that our son, mr melvyn lee, has a response time period from 9am, to probably well, ANY TIME WE SO FUCKING WISH. anytime we think is too late is too fucking late.
if you have any problems. girlfriend problems, boyfriend problems... fuck off. my son, needs my permission before you talk to him.
if you want to talk to me about such problems can. but please.... my parents say fuck you. can see time properly a not? i need to be home so that i don't go home late. i don't want to cause my parents to lose confidence in me because i go home late. mr and mrs lee say, if i show concern to you, is fine, but please, beyond 11pm, please call my parents for permission to talk to me okay? if not, yo'ure being fucking inconsiderate for keeping me up beyond my sleeping time.
as long as i'm at home, it's okay. but if you come over, you are fucking inconsiderate to bring your problems to my home. so fuck you, you uninvited guest, okay?
please. anything, go thru them. i have had enough of them losing confidence in me. how come you have problems, it ends up being me not ending up with a degree? how come if you cannot get together with a girl, or if you and a guy cannot stay together, i cannot end up with a degree?
how come i have to watch out for your needs when your wife stays up at night? how come it's my fault. please, i'm sorry dad. i'm sorry i didn't watch out for you.
to all my future friends in australia, mr and mrs lee say, fuck you. dont imagine for a second that just becasue their son is in adelaide, they dont know what their son is doing. as far as they are concerned, you are fucking satan. you are the fucking snake that led eve to sin.
YOU KNOW THAT. ALL YOU FUCKING SINNERS OUT THERE. ALL OF YOU SHOULD BURN IN HELL BECAUSE YOU EXIST.
i'm sorry zhan. i cared too much beyond midnight because you're hurt. i'm sorry nad and azi. i cannot meet with you because i cared for zhan beyond midnight and i forget everything has a deadline.
i'm sorry. because as a law student, i should know. because i've learnt the law, everything action has its reaction.
when a parent asks why i stink of smoke, it's because they're concerned if i went back to smoking. it's not because i really stink of smoke, it's because, well, they are CONCERNED IF I STARTED AGAIN, never mind if i really stink of smoke or not.
To all my smoker friends, mr and mrs lee say, fuck you. like everyone who needs ot burn in hell, you do, too. because you exist.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry for being like that. but i have to please them. because they are paying more than 100k for my education. if you break up with anyone, so what? did you pay for my uni? if you kill yourself, i'll pay 10 for white gold, but did you pay for my uni? no. my parents did. so that's that. 100 fucking k. you pay me that much, and you tell my parents that i can hang with you to 1am okay?
please take note. i'm sorry.
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