touch, love, leave.

"Remember when you asked me what I was thinking about all the time when I was with you? Here's what's been on my mind. I've been wondering about how much I can trust you, and how much I can afford to risk.

You say I'm your number one, and that logically means there's a number two, three and four. And I know that that's true. What I don't know is, just how far the gap is between us all.

I want you to know right now that I'm not comfortable with being a competitor. I'm not just another charm you hang on your charm bracelet. I cannot deal with having to compete for someone's affections. I'm not a stupid dog clamouring for your affection.

I need to know I can trust you. I need to know you won't run away the moment I fall in love with you."

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"Why did you do that for? Did you forget what I texted you the other day? I said, 'don't walk away from me. not now.'

Why did you run away just now? I thought I told you I could take care of myself? Why do you feel like you have a fucking responsibility to take care of me? I can fucking look out for myself. What happened just now was consensual. You said yes, and I said yes as well.

Did you think my words were meaningless? You think I don't matter? It's always about how you fail to take care of me, how you're the fucking heartbreaker, how you're the wrong fucking person to fall in love with.

You you you. Well fuck you. Can you not be so fucking selfish for once?

Can you look at me? And tell me that you want me to stay? Please?

Could you please, not walk away from me?"