Disturbing Dreams 3
I dreamt that I had to sleep in a room with a cage for a door. Oh. Yeah. There was a bear prowling outside the room, just waiting for the slightest crack in the door just so it could hop right in and eat me up.
That's right. Pretty terrifying while I was having THAT particular dream.
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Disturbing Dreams 2
They seem to be coming at me a lot more often lately. Wonder why? Maybe I eat too much before I sleep.
See, I dreamt about my dad last night. Yes, he was alive in the dream. Well anyway, apparently we had a big argument. I said many sarcastic things, and he grew redder and redder.
I think we were fighting over the words "Comment Allez Vous", cos I seem to recall that word being written on a scrap of paper.
I don't recall much, only that I made him really angry. But it seemed as though I was really angry too. Righteous anger. The kind of anger where you know you're right and the other party refuses to admit it.
Mum was there. And the Younger Brother too I think. Don't recall who else I saw though. Strange. I think I fell into a pond as well. Made dad laugh scornfully. Must be a byproduct of having heard Mrs Vanity Lee squash a fish when she fell into the pond.
Luckily, it was only a dream. Sheesh. Imagine yelling at your dad?
If only I could.
They seem to be coming at me a lot more often lately. Wonder why? Maybe I eat too much before I sleep.
See, I dreamt about my dad last night. Yes, he was alive in the dream. Well anyway, apparently we had a big argument. I said many sarcastic things, and he grew redder and redder.
I think we were fighting over the words "Comment Allez Vous", cos I seem to recall that word being written on a scrap of paper.
I don't recall much, only that I made him really angry. But it seemed as though I was really angry too. Righteous anger. The kind of anger where you know you're right and the other party refuses to admit it.
Mum was there. And the Younger Brother too I think. Don't recall who else I saw though. Strange. I think I fell into a pond as well. Made dad laugh scornfully. Must be a byproduct of having heard Mrs Vanity Lee squash a fish when she fell into the pond.
Luckily, it was only a dream. Sheesh. Imagine yelling at your dad?
If only I could.
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Can U Feel The Love?
Lol, just thought I'd put this in, considering the number times I've been repeating it.
[Timon:]
I can see what's happening
(What?)
And they don't have a clue
(Who?)
They'll fall in love and here's the bottom line
Our trio's down to two.
(Oh.)
[In a sarcastic mock-French accent]
Ze sweet caress of twilight
[Back to normal, but still sarcastic]
There's magic everywhere
And with all this romantic atmosphere
Disaster's in the air
[FS:]
Can you feel the love tonight?
The peace the evening brings
The world, for once, in perfect harmony
With all its living things
[Simba:]
So many things to tell her
But how to make her see
The truth about my past? Impossible!
She'd turn away from me
[Nala:]
He's holding back, he's hiding
But what, I can't decide
Why won't he be the king I know he is
The king I see inside?
[Chorus:]
Can you feel the love tonight?
The peace the evening brings
The world, for once, in perfect harmony
With all its living things
Can you feel the love tonight?
You needn't look too far
Stealing through the night's uncertainties
Love is where they are
[Timon:]
And if he falls in love tonight
It can be assumed
[Pumbaa:]
His carefree days with us are history
[Timon and Pumbaa:]
In short, our pal is doomed
Lol, just thought I'd put this in, considering the number times I've been repeating it.
[Timon:]
I can see what's happening
(What?)
And they don't have a clue
(Who?)
They'll fall in love and here's the bottom line
Our trio's down to two.
(Oh.)
[In a sarcastic mock-French accent]
Ze sweet caress of twilight
[Back to normal, but still sarcastic]
There's magic everywhere
And with all this romantic atmosphere
Disaster's in the air
[FS:]
Can you feel the love tonight?
The peace the evening brings
The world, for once, in perfect harmony
With all its living things
[Simba:]
So many things to tell her
But how to make her see
The truth about my past? Impossible!
She'd turn away from me
[Nala:]
He's holding back, he's hiding
But what, I can't decide
Why won't he be the king I know he is
The king I see inside?
[Chorus:]
Can you feel the love tonight?
The peace the evening brings
The world, for once, in perfect harmony
With all its living things
Can you feel the love tonight?
You needn't look too far
Stealing through the night's uncertainties
Love is where they are
[Timon:]
And if he falls in love tonight
It can be assumed
[Pumbaa:]
His carefree days with us are history
[Timon and Pumbaa:]
In short, our pal is doomed
Minefield!!
Oh yeah. That's what being at home feels like. Well, at least, some of the time. When he's at home.
Sometimes, I can just sit in the hall, watching tv, and worry about a few other things at the same time.
1. Is he finding the tv too loud?
2. If so, is he going to yell at me?
3. Should I make it softer?
Invariably, I do. The tv suddenly becomes so soft, that I can't really hear at all.
It's the same with the computer. When he's at home, I never dare to use it for too many hours at a time. Too many times I remember getting yelled at for "overusing" the comp.
This particular fear extends even to board games. A bunch of us, including him, were playing Risk. His territory bordered mine, and though the borders were weak, not once did I even consider attacking him. It ended up with the others saying we were in cahoots.
It's quite funny.
Stepping around the house cautiously, hoping to heaven that he won't be in the room I'm about to enter. And if he is, I will look past him, as if he wasn't in the room.
We never refer directly to each other when talking as a family. He might latch on to something I said to my mum, and add on his own statements, and I do the same. It's like direct contact is a big taboo.
An unspoken truce lies between us, almost like the borders between North Korea and South Korea. I hope to hell I'm South. Wahaha. I'm richer. =)
All this, happening day in day out. I feel free only when he leaves the house, or when I do. It's like a sudden lessening of weight. It's like a sudden freeing of the shackles that bind me down.
It's like leaving the minefield.
Oh yeah. That's what being at home feels like. Well, at least, some of the time. When he's at home.
Sometimes, I can just sit in the hall, watching tv, and worry about a few other things at the same time.
1. Is he finding the tv too loud?
2. If so, is he going to yell at me?
3. Should I make it softer?
Invariably, I do. The tv suddenly becomes so soft, that I can't really hear at all.
It's the same with the computer. When he's at home, I never dare to use it for too many hours at a time. Too many times I remember getting yelled at for "overusing" the comp.
This particular fear extends even to board games. A bunch of us, including him, were playing Risk. His territory bordered mine, and though the borders were weak, not once did I even consider attacking him. It ended up with the others saying we were in cahoots.
It's quite funny.
Stepping around the house cautiously, hoping to heaven that he won't be in the room I'm about to enter. And if he is, I will look past him, as if he wasn't in the room.
We never refer directly to each other when talking as a family. He might latch on to something I said to my mum, and add on his own statements, and I do the same. It's like direct contact is a big taboo.
An unspoken truce lies between us, almost like the borders between North Korea and South Korea. I hope to hell I'm South. Wahaha. I'm richer. =)
All this, happening day in day out. I feel free only when he leaves the house, or when I do. It's like a sudden lessening of weight. It's like a sudden freeing of the shackles that bind me down.
It's like leaving the minefield.
Mediocrity
Something Dick Lee said got stuck in my mind. "It was just mediocre for me"
That got me thinking. I've been feeding on everyone's praise so much that *gasp!*, I actually thought I was better than I really was. Really, perhaps that was why I joined the whole competition in the first place.
I've been thinking. One of the reasons why I don't want to head voices. And NO, it's not because I'm shirking any responsibility. It's because I'm not good enough.
Gee, I seem to be thinking every paragraph or so huh? But then, I'm just digressing.
Right. I'm just not good enough. The operative word here is "ENOUGH". Some people might think that well, I'm good or something, but c'mon. Give me a break. I break at high pressure.
I don't know. Maybe I should just stick to studying. Be boring. Be safe.
Be Singaporean.
Something Dick Lee said got stuck in my mind. "It was just mediocre for me"
That got me thinking. I've been feeding on everyone's praise so much that *gasp!*, I actually thought I was better than I really was. Really, perhaps that was why I joined the whole competition in the first place.
I've been thinking. One of the reasons why I don't want to head voices. And NO, it's not because I'm shirking any responsibility. It's because I'm not good enough.
Gee, I seem to be thinking every paragraph or so huh? But then, I'm just digressing.
Right. I'm just not good enough. The operative word here is "ENOUGH". Some people might think that well, I'm good or something, but c'mon. Give me a break. I break at high pressure.
I don't know. Maybe I should just stick to studying. Be boring. Be safe.
Be Singaporean.
The Truth
I was just asking myself how truthfully I felt about not getting into the next round of competitions.
Here's the first reaction.
Here's the rest of it.
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Yeah well, there would have been a lot more. But then I would have gotten weird stares. Ah, well. One must always compromise to maintain one's sanity.
I'm not angry. I'm not exactly sad either. I'm just blah. Now there's a nice word. Blah.
That's right.
Blah.
I was just asking myself how truthfully I felt about not getting into the next round of competitions.
Here's the first reaction.
Here's the rest of it.
sdKL:JFVHSKELFHSD SIhshsiug hsEGWUHASDiugHSDAADGAHDFGADFGADGKsdjghaghADGHAKLGHADFHADFKAF;DOHJADO;FHAOD FO Joh;aohao;ho;ahj;aldf jal;df gjafjgadfgadflghajghkdgadfghadfhhHOPhopdfddfjo
Yeah well, there would have been a lot more. But then I would have gotten weird stares. Ah, well. One must always compromise to maintain one's sanity.
I'm not angry. I'm not exactly sad either. I'm just blah. Now there's a nice word. Blah.
That's right.
Blah.
Never Had I Imagined...
Received an sms from a friend detailing what happens to my heart.
"you got not enough blood pumped and your blood suddenly flows back into your chambers causing the pain"
From this point of view it looks potentially scary. Doesn't it?
Ah well. The doctor could be lying and just trying to cheat me of my money. Of course, I could be delusional.
Received an sms from a friend detailing what happens to my heart.
"you got not enough blood pumped and your blood suddenly flows back into your chambers causing the pain"
From this point of view it looks potentially scary. Doesn't it?
Ah well. The doctor could be lying and just trying to cheat me of my money. Of course, I could be delusional.
Monday, June 28, 2004
It's that hard?
Some people say that I'm hard to understand. They can't tell what I'm thinking, they can't tell what I'm feeling.
Really?
I always thought I was a heart on the sleeve kinda person. Guess I'm not. Perhaps those people are right.
Maybe I keep too many things to myself. But then, telling people would serve no purpose. Either it would a in one ear and out the other, or it would be something they don't understand.
I just can't seem to tell people my thoughts coherently.
Some people say that I'm hard to understand. They can't tell what I'm thinking, they can't tell what I'm feeling.
Really?
I always thought I was a heart on the sleeve kinda person. Guess I'm not. Perhaps those people are right.
Maybe I keep too many things to myself. But then, telling people would serve no purpose. Either it would a in one ear and out the other, or it would be something they don't understand.
I just can't seem to tell people my thoughts coherently.
Sheesh.
Words can get a little wearing at times.
You want to lash out with remarks you know may lead to a fight.
You want to say things that you know will really hurt.
But you tolerate.
You keep quiet.
You feel it's better to be patient.
You think it'll die out.
It continues.
Without respite.
Without a light at the end of the tunnel.
Patience draws thin.
Patience wears out.
Ignorance is bliss you say.
People are childish you proclaim.
They are just trying to play the fool, you feel.
Of course, that doesn't mean you can't be nasty. But then again, why risk losing a friendship?
Then again, nobody really knows how nasty anyone can get do they?
Words can get a little wearing at times.
You want to lash out with remarks you know may lead to a fight.
You want to say things that you know will really hurt.
But you tolerate.
You keep quiet.
You feel it's better to be patient.
You think it'll die out.
It continues.
Without respite.
Without a light at the end of the tunnel.
Patience draws thin.
Patience wears out.
Ignorance is bliss you say.
People are childish you proclaim.
They are just trying to play the fool, you feel.
Of course, that doesn't mean you can't be nasty. But then again, why risk losing a friendship?
Then again, nobody really knows how nasty anyone can get do they?
Sunday, June 27, 2004
I Didn't Make It
Yup. Singapore Idol Reject. I wasn't good enough lah. Yup. One interesting thing though. Florence Lian said I was CUTE!!!!
But then maybe it was because I was dreaming about crispy chicken during the time I was in the waiting room. KFC's 2 piece chicken meal.
Oh yeah. I went straight for that after the audition with Kay, Nad, Azi and Nad's Mum. She's called Aunty. Yup. Aunty binte (insert father's name) =P
Ate like a pig, then went over to Macdonald's for Ice Cream!!
Nice end to the night I suppose.
Yup. Singapore Idol Reject. I wasn't good enough lah. Yup. One interesting thing though. Florence Lian said I was CUTE!!!!
But then maybe it was because I was dreaming about crispy chicken during the time I was in the waiting room. KFC's 2 piece chicken meal.
Oh yeah. I went straight for that after the audition with Kay, Nad, Azi and Nad's Mum. She's called Aunty. Yup. Aunty binte (insert father's name) =P
Ate like a pig, then went over to Macdonald's for Ice Cream!!
Nice end to the night I suppose.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Monday, June 21, 2004
Disturbing Dreams 1
I had a disturbing dream last night. I was with my younger brother, dad and mum at this place along the streets. Seemed a little bit like Geylang and Katong.
Then my Dad and Mum had to enter a building across the road from where I was at. It looked a little like a Court.
By the way, this was all in first person view.
Somehow, my younger brother found a hundred bucks. Stole it, more like. He gave it to me, and I found myself stunned.
So I ran off to this restaurant, and bought food, all the while fearing my mum would see me with the hundred bucks. Turns out, with the first fifty bucks you spend, they will give you forty bucks. So I landed up with more than a hundred after buying some food.
I hurriedly stuffed the wallet back into my pocket, and promptly ran into my mum. I don't understand why my heart was thumping so hard!
After making some lame excuses about being hungry, I woke up.
Totally weird ass.
I had a disturbing dream last night. I was with my younger brother, dad and mum at this place along the streets. Seemed a little bit like Geylang and Katong.
Then my Dad and Mum had to enter a building across the road from where I was at. It looked a little like a Court.
By the way, this was all in first person view.
Somehow, my younger brother found a hundred bucks. Stole it, more like. He gave it to me, and I found myself stunned.
So I ran off to this restaurant, and bought food, all the while fearing my mum would see me with the hundred bucks. Turns out, with the first fifty bucks you spend, they will give you forty bucks. So I landed up with more than a hundred after buying some food.
I hurriedly stuffed the wallet back into my pocket, and promptly ran into my mum. I don't understand why my heart was thumping so hard!
After making some lame excuses about being hungry, I woke up.
Totally weird ass.
Friday, June 18, 2004
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Answer This
I was feeling bored, so I decide to ask myself questions to pass the time. I know, strange thing to do, but c'mon, people do strange things every now and then anyway.
My question was: What does it feel like to miss someone?
Guess what? I couldn't answer that question.
When you think of someone all the time, is that missing someone?
When you miss someone, is there some sort of an ache somewhere? Your heart, stomach, rectum, spleen, left lung perhaps?
I really don't know.
Someone help me.
I was feeling bored, so I decide to ask myself questions to pass the time. I know, strange thing to do, but c'mon, people do strange things every now and then anyway.
My question was: What does it feel like to miss someone?
Guess what? I couldn't answer that question.
When you think of someone all the time, is that missing someone?
When you miss someone, is there some sort of an ache somewhere? Your heart, stomach, rectum, spleen, left lung perhaps?
I really don't know.
Someone help me.
Name Acronym
Weird Ass...
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| M | Misunderstood |
| E | Entertaining |
| L | Legendary |
| V | Vain |
| Y | Young |
| N | Nice |
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Mahjong Heaven
I went to Grace's house last Friday. Grace is a friend from my church. Yeah.
Anyway, I learnt to play Mahjong!
Players...
1. Adrian (He's about 26, or 39, or something..)
2. Christopher (He's only 14!!!)
3. Grace (She's what? 25? I don't know..)
4. Aunt Angie (Ah, she's err, mature. Yeah. Let's leave it at that.)
5. Me!
Let's see, we started after dinner, at about 8 I think. I didn't play immediately, but sat beside Adrian, asking questions, and generally being a pain in the ass, cos I really didn't know a thing about Mahjong.
Things went along smoothly, until about 1 plus, then Auntie ask me to take over for her. She guided me for a few rounds, then went off to do her own thing. She was nice enough to let me use her money to play with them.
It was really confusing actually, kept doing the wrong stuff. I ended losing almost every round, causing my capital to drastically lessen. (I still ended up with a $10 profit though)
The game ended at about er, 7am. Yeah. That's when Chris really lost it, and fell asleep.
Then after that... I left for home to freshen up, and to meet Daph, Kish, Kit for a trip to the zoo.
In 36 Hours, 9 only were spent asleep.
I went to Grace's house last Friday. Grace is a friend from my church. Yeah.
Anyway, I learnt to play Mahjong!
Players...
1. Adrian (He's about 26, or 39, or something..)
2. Christopher (He's only 14!!!)
3. Grace (She's what? 25? I don't know..)
4. Aunt Angie (Ah, she's err, mature. Yeah. Let's leave it at that.)
5. Me!
Let's see, we started after dinner, at about 8 I think. I didn't play immediately, but sat beside Adrian, asking questions, and generally being a pain in the ass, cos I really didn't know a thing about Mahjong.
Things went along smoothly, until about 1 plus, then Auntie ask me to take over for her. She guided me for a few rounds, then went off to do her own thing. She was nice enough to let me use her money to play with them.
It was really confusing actually, kept doing the wrong stuff. I ended losing almost every round, causing my capital to drastically lessen. (I still ended up with a $10 profit though)
The game ended at about er, 7am. Yeah. That's when Chris really lost it, and fell asleep.
Then after that... I left for home to freshen up, and to meet Daph, Kish, Kit for a trip to the zoo.
In 36 Hours, 9 only were spent asleep.
Monday, June 14, 2004
Summer Sunshine
Pretty fitting song, considering the temperatures lately.
Everyone's changing, I stay the same
I'm… a solo cello outside a chorus
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm
Just sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?
You tell me you have to go…
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Now that you've left me, there's no returning
I keep comparing, you're always winning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?
Don't tell me you have to go...
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
To sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody knows
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Pretty fitting song, considering the temperatures lately.
Everyone's changing, I stay the same
I'm… a solo cello outside a chorus
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm
Just sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?
You tell me you have to go…
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Now that you've left me, there's no returning
I keep comparing, you're always winning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?
Don't tell me you have to go...
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
To sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody knows
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Monday, June 07, 2004
I made it!!
Yes! I made it! I got past the first round of producers!! Off I go, to meet the judges of Singapore Idol. I need to reflect on what happened.
5th June
It started on 5th June, where there was this super long queue. Nad and her friend were Deena were there, partly waiting with me, partly waiting for Deena's boyfriend I think.
Gee, I distinctly recall 2 Cheena Bimbos behind me talking, and talking and talking. From clothes, to why they joined, to what songs they thought others would sing, and other assorted brainless stuff.
After what seemed an eternity, I actually got myself INTO the convention hall, where I met the rest of those who joined. Seemed like a million people to me. And that's when I joined 2 other queues. One to register, and one to get my number tag.
That's as far as I got. And that cost 6 hours of my day. I was told to come back the next day, which is yesterday.
6th June.
I had to come at 3pm, to audition. I was nearly late. Lol. Walked like hell. Definitely didn't run, cos I'd probably look like this fool who had a million demons at his heels or something. But I digress.
There was another queue, but then there were definitely SIGNIFICANTLY LESS PEOPLE. I mean, I could actually count the number of people there.
Got me number tag, and finally, I was brought downstairs to the holding room, where you waited to meet the judges. Yes, that's right. Another queue. There, we were grouped into groups of 5. I was group 389 I think.
I sat there, holding my guts in, then suddenly, "Group 389, please proceed to Audition Room 6 now." And I was like, OMG?? I'm going to die.
Oh, wait. Before that, I tried to make friends with my groupmates. Did that just to shut Nadira up. Hehe. She needed it, after harping on about how I didn't make friends on 5th june. So yeah, made acquaintances.
We were brought to outside the room, where we queued (AGAIN!!!) patiently, awaiting our turn. I was the second person to go in.
There were 2 distinctly shit-faced looking producers watching me do my thing.
"Hi," said Melvyn.
"What song are you singing and who's the artist?" Shit Faced Producer 1 says.
"Uh, One Last Cry by Brian McKnight." replies Melvyn.
"ALright. Start." Goes Shit Faced Producer 2.
When I was done, SFP 2 went, "Okay, you may go."
Rather friendly huh?
Idiots. Got my results though, and I'm not complaining. Out of 15 people, only 2 got into the next round. Me, and this other Malay Guy.
And that's more or less what happened.
Yes! I made it! I got past the first round of producers!! Off I go, to meet the judges of Singapore Idol. I need to reflect on what happened.
5th June
It started on 5th June, where there was this super long queue. Nad and her friend were Deena were there, partly waiting with me, partly waiting for Deena's boyfriend I think.
Gee, I distinctly recall 2 Cheena Bimbos behind me talking, and talking and talking. From clothes, to why they joined, to what songs they thought others would sing, and other assorted brainless stuff.
After what seemed an eternity, I actually got myself INTO the convention hall, where I met the rest of those who joined. Seemed like a million people to me. And that's when I joined 2 other queues. One to register, and one to get my number tag.
That's as far as I got. And that cost 6 hours of my day. I was told to come back the next day, which is yesterday.
6th June.
I had to come at 3pm, to audition. I was nearly late. Lol. Walked like hell. Definitely didn't run, cos I'd probably look like this fool who had a million demons at his heels or something. But I digress.
There was another queue, but then there were definitely SIGNIFICANTLY LESS PEOPLE. I mean, I could actually count the number of people there.
Got me number tag, and finally, I was brought downstairs to the holding room, where you waited to meet the judges. Yes, that's right. Another queue. There, we were grouped into groups of 5. I was group 389 I think.
I sat there, holding my guts in, then suddenly, "Group 389, please proceed to Audition Room 6 now." And I was like, OMG?? I'm going to die.
Oh, wait. Before that, I tried to make friends with my groupmates. Did that just to shut Nadira up. Hehe. She needed it, after harping on about how I didn't make friends on 5th june. So yeah, made acquaintances.
We were brought to outside the room, where we queued (AGAIN!!!) patiently, awaiting our turn. I was the second person to go in.
There were 2 distinctly shit-faced looking producers watching me do my thing.
"Hi," said Melvyn.
"What song are you singing and who's the artist?" Shit Faced Producer 1 says.
"Uh, One Last Cry by Brian McKnight." replies Melvyn.
"ALright. Start." Goes Shit Faced Producer 2.
When I was done, SFP 2 went, "Okay, you may go."
Rather friendly huh?
Idiots. Got my results though, and I'm not complaining. Out of 15 people, only 2 got into the next round. Me, and this other Malay Guy.
And that's more or less what happened.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Me Me Me!!
Pardon the bad english that will follow. Ripped this off an email.
"PISCES MAN
He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future. He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon.
He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.
He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends.
He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too."
Pardon the bad english that will follow. Ripped this off an email.
"PISCES MAN
He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future. He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon.
He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.
He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends.
He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too."
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