by Nib
I researched flights for Bouchercon. I checked my
email and had an on-line conversation with my daughter. I wandered over to
Facebook and blew an hour. After that, I messed around with some hot tub
maintenance. Then it seemed like time for coffee so I brewed a pot and read a
few articles in The Week.
I dug into the file cabinet looking for an obscure
bill from last year to compare with this year. Checked my emails again and
answered some questions. Then back to Facebook. And out to check on the garden….
All of this while carrying around a fifty-pound
sandbag of guilt, knowing I have a big word count I set for today. I can’t seem
to force myself to BICHOK this morning. (Butt In Chair, Hands on Keys) Now it’s
nearly noon and I’m still in high-speed avoidance behavior. To break the seal and
get the words “flowing,” I’ve finally settled into writing this blog.
I finished the draft of a novel and sent it off to
an editor three weeks ago and I’m going crazy waiting to hear what she thinks.
I know there will be suggestions, dear lord there are always suggestions. But I
don’t know what those will be and how much work it’s going to take to make my
little snot-nosed manuscript presentable. Still, I finished a book and have a
great beginning on the next one.
And that’s my problem. I’m battling that “Hey, you
rock” attitude with the “Don’t quit ‘til you’re done” guilt. I spent a lot of
years as a Lutheran and I am from Nebraska, so you can see where the work
ethic/guilt part might be pretty ingrained. Seriously, though, what would be so
wrong with taking one day off? Sure, I know Stephen King never takes a day off,
but I’m no Stephen King.
Then I happened along a TED Talk on something called
grit. (Yes, I stumbled upon it while browsing in Facebook, why do you ask?) http://tinyurl.com/c2sxaay. According to Angela Lee Duckworth, grit is
what causes success. It’s not how smart we are or how talented we are, but it’s
the ability to dig in and keep working toward the goal.
Angela Lee Duckworth
I even took the quiz linked to the video. (Well, I was murdering time so
why not?) If I answered the questions honestly—and I’m not above lying to
myself—it turns out I have quite a bit of grit. I might go ahead and agree with
that assessment, though. I’m not the most brilliant bulb in the chandelier, nor
am I gifted with great heaps of writing talent. But I’ve been toiling away on
writing books for a very long time.
I haven’t achieved success in terms of John Grisham or Nora Roberts but
I’m continuing to make progress in my writing career. I’m becoming a better
writer with each book I turn out and I’m learning more and more all the time.
To stick with this crazy business and challenging career, it takes grit, not to
mention a loose grasp on sanity.
So now, duly inspired and my fingers well oiled, I am shutting off
Facebook, turning away from email and setting up in the blocks in today’s race
for word count.
When you hit a writing funk, what fires up your gritty nature and sends
you back to the keyboard?