PISSED

Stats is gone.w/o the marks from proj that were estimated to have,i can forget abt getting an A or even a B for that fact.
I can only blame myself for trusting ppl too easily, despite the fact that they failed me time and time again. But i still dun understand why. Even if they dun do their work, can't they even proof-read through what they've submitted? And for the fact, the brains of 4 year-twos can't beat the brains of 2 year-ones. So what if they are all at least 2 years older and have more experience in SMU? They are so damn freaking INCOMPETENT!
Prof wouldn't accept a resubmission and I perfectly understand the reasons. It was our fault to begin with. But I just feel so unjust for the two of us who did at least 3/4 of the work.
I know I'm not supposed to judge, I know I can rely on God to ride through the rough waves, but I just had to get it out.
The level of disappointment in myself is unexplainable.
WHY MUST IT BE STATS THAT IS THE MOD? WHY CAN"T IT BE OTHER MODS IN WHICH THIS OCCURS?perhaps i might feel better that way,COS STATS IS JUST WAY TOO CLOSE TO HOME!it's the only mod this sem that I am sure that I can get high grades for!
What's the pt of saying all these when it doesn't make a diff to my grades?Forget it.
It's all my fault.

Dear God, teach me to be more forgiving. Teach me the yr ways, so that I do not follow the ways of Man. Continue to be with me and guide me through these trying times. Constantly remind to fixed my focus on you, that nothing else is everlasting except for you and your grace Lord. Thank you Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

祷告

Wonderful christian song :) Once again reminds us the need to pray :D

禱告，因為我渺小；
禱告，因為我知道我需要明暸，你心意對我重要。
禱告，已假裝不了；
禱告，因為你的愛我需要；
你關懷，我走過的你都明白。

有些事我只想要對你說，因你比任何人都愛我；
痛苦從眼中流下，我知道你為我擦。
在早晨我也要來對你說，主耶穌今天我為你活；
所需要的力量你天天賜給我，你恩典夠我用。

I pray, because I'm so small
I pray, because I know that I need to
Understanding the importance of Your will

I pray, I can no longer fake it
I pray, because I need Your love
Your concern, Your understanding of all that I've been through

There are some things that I wish to tell You only
For You love me much more than anyone else
Even as pain flow down in the form of tears
I know You'll wipe them away

In the morning I will come to You
Lord Jesus today I'll live for You
You grant me the strength that I need each day
Your grace is sufficient for me



满有能力

Just wanna share a very nice song that we sang during worship! :D

我的盼望 就在耶稣基督里 在祢里面满有平安
生命泉源 就在耶稣基督里 有主在我里面活着

我宣告在我里面的 比世上一切更有能力
我不属这世界 我高举耶稣的名

我宣告在我里面有 活水涌流满有能力
有耶稣在我里面活着 我勇敢站立

有主在我里面 没有惧怕 能战胜仇敌
有主在我里面 没有惧怕 还得胜有余

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuuVAS8a79U

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