张韶涵 - 不想懂得

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
互相照顧 就是幸福的

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折
我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手 就是感動的

我愿意 一秒鐘放棄全宇宙
擠在只有我們 緊靠的小星球

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手 就是感動的

(是誰惹誰　言不由衷)
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴 是愛不是負荷
能握著手 就是感動的


我真的累了。终于被这复杂的世界给难倒了。也许我需要休息。放心吧，我不会做傻事，因为我虽有点笨，但不至于愚蠢的地步。我不知道为什么世界必须这么复杂，但我想没一个人会懂吧。事情总不能一直如愿以偿吧。
也许，做回学生是件好事。至少，你不会，也不需要看见真正的人间丑陋，破坏了你原先对这世界的审美观。也许，有这个可能性。
人，总会有一段时间放弃了自己的自由，选择跟着这世界的步伐，因此放弃了自己应有的权利。做为一个拥有思考能力的人类，做为世界上最聪明的动物，当我们自愿放弃这权利时，不是沦为世界上最愚蠢的动物了吗？我们还有什么资格说我们比其他动物高一等。
感情，真的只需要靠感觉和心情吗？理性又理应放在哪里？我不会否认，爱情有时真的是瞎眼的，爱一个人不应该有条件的去爱，不应该理性的去爱，因那种爱不会幸福。但又有多少人明白真正的爱情？少之又少吧。有些人很奇怪，没有爱情时很渴望， 得到爱情时觉得幸福，但过了不久，就会take for granted，然后就完了。不知道你是不是属于这种人，如果是，请再进入一段感情之前三思而后行，可不要伤了别人的心。

突然的一种领悟：
爱情永远不可能完美。因完美的爱情不是我们不完美的人所能理解的。

Complication

So just why is the adult world so complicated? I mean, isn't it right and ethical to treat ppl as they ought to be treated?as in giving them what they deserve?that should be morally ingrained shouldn't it?
"When the world gives you crap, you just take it in, hoping that there's some value in those crap."
Becoming temperamental shouldn't become a surprise, it in fact should be expected. But, just know that i dun mean certain things at certain times when i say it.
This whole thing is ironic,certain ppl shouldn't be doing these things in certain ways, but they just did. which totally confuses the ppl around them. oh well, i dun seem to be making any sense huh.i dun even understand what i'm typing either.whatever.

Thanks for being there.It makes a big difference.

Blogging while working-multi tasker

Haha.ok, i know i haven't updated for long, but seriously nothing significant or happening happened.lols.except for george's bday in which the whole bunch of us went down to Timbre. lol.That place was pretty retarded cos they din have knife to lend us to cut the cake and they dun have small plates,so the ice cream cake elted on tissue papers while we were eating.lols.It's a nice but quite ex place to chill out if anyone is planning to go there.Cos the fruit punch cost $9 for a cup,like we can get the damn cheapskate one in sec sch for 50cents, though it's fake.haha.
Anyways, it's quite mundane at work, just scanning,editing and teaching for some days.So yup. And a random fact, this fri is Fri the 13th!haha.The next day just happens to be Valentine's day which means i have to go attend a wedding dinner of a cousin whom i see only once a yr.
Gerdine 'migrated' overseas liao and i'm sad :( cos i wun be seeing her anytime soon.Take care partner!Know that we'll always be supporting u throughout!plus there's God who's always there looking after you!Keep in contact :)
Sorry darling, i can't keep u company on that day.But i'll always be with you :)