Apologies

Sorry, shouldn't have asked so much. I know it's annoying but its just that I am worried for u. Thats all. Please don't say that... I am really sorry. You have the right to be mad at me. But please know that I worry too much for u. I care too much to for u coz u mean a lot to me =)

Faith

Sometimes, in many things we do or hope to achieve... a little faith goes a long way in helping to get there. It doesn't matter what u r doing or what do u wanna get, hard work can only do soo much unless u have faith. i might not know what goes on in there exactly but what i do know is... if we have faith and work for it, anything could happen... anything is achievable no matter how difficult it might be. This goes to everything that u do.

I know i have certain character defects which sometimes is useful and at times, annoying. i am learning to adjust to be a better person. my biggest weakness is my temper. i find that my temper gets worse with a lil age. hopefully it will dies down fast as it should with age. i wonder why is it difficult to control my temper lately.

It's weird. I am just hoping that u know how much u mean to me. and i kinda gotta the feeling that i am guess it correctly. i know u feel that u might get hurt. trust me, we can work this out together. it just take a lil faith. =) something u kept telling me before, go with the flow. so far, i am taking ur advices all with hope and faith. i know u r avoiding urself from saying that lately. =). its ok. i couldnt and wouldnt make u.

Sometimes, good things do happen to people. It might even be ridiculously good that it seems unreal. But it is happening, therefore its real. I find myself thinking sooo much with my thoughts getting sooo messed up that i couldn't think straight. Please... lets just go with the flow. Let's see where it will take us. Its something i am willing to do... just for u

Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder if what i did was worth the while, maybe i should have taken the bigger risk. if only i knew this place is just a big pile of headaches.