Saturday, January 29, 2011
Something
Something is bothering me a lot lately but I have been trying to control myself to not think. Everytime I do.. My temper goes 100% and I will be crazy enough to hit anyone and do things I know I shouldnt. Seriously, either I get help... just jump off the balcony.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
one step at a time
=) i know some would know how mean i could be at times but not many knows how good i can be when i need to be. sometimes, both of this qualities are not present and are replaced with a cold, hard rock. its difficult to stop this but its something i am trying to control. temper has been very much under control of lately and trying really really hard to reduce myself from cursing.
i know its not the bad kinda ones but i just worry for what it could mean. the things i told were something i would never tell a living soul unless i am sure it wouldn't leave the boundary. i know sometimes i could be a lil pushy but i am trying my best to not be. always allowing the greater good side of me to appeal to u. i know its something very sensitive to you as the way u reply shows. it also shows that u know what i would think when u say those to me. i am glad to have told u what i need to tell. its something i just need to say just in case anything happens to me. life is unpredictable. i wonder one thing tho.. i wonder if what i told u made u think that way... i am serious when i told u what i am going to do. its just a matter of time. look at the bright side of stuff and always hope and pray for the best and we'll see what happens next.
so far, the way things are going... things look good and i would like to keep it that way for now. i know... i know... u've been telling me that soo many times and i've lost count. go with the flow... i always have that in my mind, keeping me sane and my foot on the ground. we still have time. lets see where it will take us and just enjoy the ride. =)
PS: people who are reading my blog... errrrr... u guys think too much.. hahahaha this is creative writing.. hahahaha
i know its not the bad kinda ones but i just worry for what it could mean. the things i told were something i would never tell a living soul unless i am sure it wouldn't leave the boundary. i know sometimes i could be a lil pushy but i am trying my best to not be. always allowing the greater good side of me to appeal to u. i know its something very sensitive to you as the way u reply shows. it also shows that u know what i would think when u say those to me. i am glad to have told u what i need to tell. its something i just need to say just in case anything happens to me. life is unpredictable. i wonder one thing tho.. i wonder if what i told u made u think that way... i am serious when i told u what i am going to do. its just a matter of time. look at the bright side of stuff and always hope and pray for the best and we'll see what happens next.
so far, the way things are going... things look good and i would like to keep it that way for now. i know... i know... u've been telling me that soo many times and i've lost count. go with the flow... i always have that in my mind, keeping me sane and my foot on the ground. we still have time. lets see where it will take us and just enjoy the ride. =)
PS: people who are reading my blog... errrrr... u guys think too much.. hahahaha this is creative writing.. hahahaha
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
sometimes
why do i still get the feeling like stomach just flipped and vomited on the insides and blood temperature goes up a lil every time i read it. i should also have learned to control my temper better now. sorry but there's just things... i guess i'll just have to learn to be a lil colder than a piece of rock.
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