Christmas eve

Was suppose to be awake but accidentally fall asleep. =) wished an hour late.. I feel bad.. Hahaha.. I dont wanna ask for any presie coz I don't like troubling anyone. That wish I received is worth much more than any presie. =) I don't have to explain why... and thank you for entertaining and making me smile even though when I am not in the best of moods..=) I find that the =) are influencing the way u type... Hahhahaha

With the new year coming soon, it's only natural to have a new years resolutions list to keep me on track...

1. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (can't be mentioned due to "political" reasons)
2. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ( same reason as above.. U r welcome to guess but I don't think u will get it right)
3. To save up more money
4. To spend the money saved earlier. Hahahaha
5. Reduce swearing ( very important)
6. Still thinking bout the rest...

Ps: I really need a laptop.. Charging my phone 3 times a day because of my Internet surfing habits is bad..

Christmas

Listening to it everyday is showing how much I am missing. Wish could be there rite now and get away from this mess. =)

On a side note Merry Christmas people... It's the time of giving. Giving brings more meaning compared to receiving. What do you want for Christmas??

My holiday...

What do you do with about a month to spare? I think I should finish up my fyp.. But my com's in Kl.. And I am getting the repainted, so maybe a week into January, I'll go back and start with my fyp. Finish it asap to enjoy... Hope that results are good. Don't wanna think much bout it now... Coz I have something else to think bout at the moment. ;)

The thought of the next big thing to do is playing around in my mind. I have lot of things running thru my mind at the moment but it's ok. Let's hope everything goes as what I think it would and just sit back enjoy..

Do u know how sometimes the days feel shorter and time runs out faster than it should? It feels like it lately... There's still time to think what to do.. "Just go with the flow".... 'It' is always on and will nvr leave my mind.

"Life is weird yet wonderful and mysterious. When all seems wrong, it could just turn around all of a sudden and make it all right again."

'drugs'

i've got a feeling i would be deprived of my 'drugs' for a couple of week. this has is running thru my mind a lot... how do i get around this? any junkies with good suggestions? hahaha

i know i am a lil rough around the edges sometimes. but thanks for understanding =)

on a side note, back and thighs are in pain. and i can hear my whole body cracking like crackers.. driving back later in the evening after i feel much better.

misunderstanding

something is horribly wrong lately... swt am i giving the wrong perceptions? haha u guys think too much... chill la..

always

in my short life so far, i've never been demanding. always giving in to lectures and always listening to advices and try my best to follow them. but for once... i would like to.... i cant really say what i would like to do so i guess nevermind.

studying for management sucks coz there's sooo much to read and yet its difficult to remember. sorry if i look a lil too serious. its my game face. hahaha. hate the fact that its difficult to remember soo much.

been reading stuff i dont need to when i should be studying. and lots of things going thru my mind... i need to learn from my mistakes and keep on reading my management notes.

on a side note, i dunno whether its the stress, or the way i slept or something health related as i feel stuffy and a sharp pain under the ribs on one side of my chest. maybe its just the way i slept and dehydration.

sometimes

have u ever played a game where u have to jump from one place to another like mario and when u accidentally dropped into a void section, u feel that u r dropping as well?

Part Of The List

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

....something bout this that reminds me something bout "it" a lot.

hello~

i know i have a lot of posts which are a bit terrible but been controlling my anger a lot lately. hahaha i hope i am not judged by the few posts.

i am on "drugs"

Substance abuse, also known as drug abuse, refers to a maladaptive pattern of use of a substance that is not considered dependent.(qouted from Wikipedia)

Lately i've been "high" a lot which is actually a good thing. =) I think i am "addicted" now and can be considered as a junkie or druggie depending where u r from. i wonder what will happen if i am deprived of my "drugs". i will surely go cold turkey. hahaha.

To those having their exams soon, good luck and all the best. ;)

Just You and Me

Life has many suprises up its sleeves. All we have to do is wait and see what it has to offer. I dunno what else i can do but hope for the best and plan ahead. i have plans that will piss a lot of people but at the same time doing the opposite.

"Everyday is a beautiful day with "it" infront of me. I hope I got it right. I wish for the same as well. Now let's pray together"