Christmas eve

Was suppose to be awake but accidentally fall asleep. =) wished an hour late.. I feel bad.. Hahaha.. I dont wanna ask for any presie coz I don't like troubling anyone. That wish I received is worth much more than any presie. =) I don't have to explain why... and thank you for entertaining and making me smile even though when I am not in the best of moods..=) I find that the =) are influencing the way u type... Hahhahaha

With the new year coming soon, it's only natural to have a new years resolutions list to keep me on track...

1. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (can't be mentioned due to "political" reasons)
2. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ( same reason as above.. U r welcome to guess but I don't think u will get it right)
3. To save up more money
4. To spend the money saved earlier. Hahahaha
5. Reduce swearing ( very important)
6. Still thinking bout the rest...

Ps: I really need a laptop.. Charging my phone 3 times a day because of my Internet surfing habits is bad..

Christmas

Listening to it everyday is showing how much I am missing. Wish could be there rite now and get away from this mess. =)

On a side note Merry Christmas people... It's the time of giving. Giving brings more meaning compared to receiving. What do you want for Christmas??

My holiday...

What do you do with about a month to spare? I think I should finish up my fyp.. But my com's in Kl.. And I am getting the repainted, so maybe a week into January, I'll go back and start with my fyp. Finish it asap to enjoy... Hope that results are good. Don't wanna think much bout it now... Coz I have something else to think bout at the moment. ;)

The thought of the next big thing to do is playing around in my mind. I have lot of things running thru my mind at the moment but it's ok. Let's hope everything goes as what I think it would and just sit back enjoy..

Do u know how sometimes the days feel shorter and time runs out faster than it should? It feels like it lately... There's still time to think what to do.. "Just go with the flow".... 'It' is always on and will nvr leave my mind.

"Life is weird yet wonderful and mysterious. When all seems wrong, it could just turn around all of a sudden and make it all right again."

'drugs'

i've got a feeling i would be deprived of my 'drugs' for a couple of week. this has is running thru my mind a lot... how do i get around this? any junkies with good suggestions? hahaha

i know i am a lil rough around the edges sometimes. but thanks for understanding =)

on a side note, back and thighs are in pain. and i can hear my whole body cracking like crackers.. driving back later in the evening after i feel much better.

misunderstanding

something is horribly wrong lately... swt am i giving the wrong perceptions? haha u guys think too much... chill la..

always

in my short life so far, i've never been demanding. always giving in to lectures and always listening to advices and try my best to follow them. but for once... i would like to.... i cant really say what i would like to do so i guess nevermind.

studying for management sucks coz there's sooo much to read and yet its difficult to remember. sorry if i look a lil too serious. its my game face. hahaha. hate the fact that its difficult to remember soo much.

been reading stuff i dont need to when i should be studying. and lots of things going thru my mind... i need to learn from my mistakes and keep on reading my management notes.

on a side note, i dunno whether its the stress, or the way i slept or something health related as i feel stuffy and a sharp pain under the ribs on one side of my chest. maybe its just the way i slept and dehydration.

sometimes

have u ever played a game where u have to jump from one place to another like mario and when u accidentally dropped into a void section, u feel that u r dropping as well?

Part Of The List

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

....something bout this that reminds me something bout "it" a lot.

hello~

i know i have a lot of posts which are a bit terrible but been controlling my anger a lot lately. hahaha i hope i am not judged by the few posts.

i am on "drugs"

Substance abuse, also known as drug abuse, refers to a maladaptive pattern of use of a substance that is not considered dependent.(qouted from Wikipedia)

Lately i've been "high" a lot which is actually a good thing. =) I think i am "addicted" now and can be considered as a junkie or druggie depending where u r from. i wonder what will happen if i am deprived of my "drugs". i will surely go cold turkey. hahaha.

To those having their exams soon, good luck and all the best. ;)

Just You and Me

Life has many suprises up its sleeves. All we have to do is wait and see what it has to offer. I dunno what else i can do but hope for the best and plan ahead. i have plans that will piss a lot of people but at the same time doing the opposite.

"Everyday is a beautiful day with "it" infront of me. I hope I got it right. I wish for the same as well. Now let's pray together"

a super sweeetttttt song

Valentine by Kina Grannis

love, it's a special day.
we should celebrate
and appreciate
that you and me found something pretty neat
and i know some say this day is arbitrary

but it's a good excuse to put our love to use
baby i know what to do, baby i will love you
i'll love you, i'll love you.

love, i don't need those things
i don't need no ring
i don't need anything
but you with me, cause in your company
i feel happy oh so happy and complete

and it's a good excuse to put our love to use
baby i know what to do, baby i will love you
i'll love you, i'll love you.

so wont you be my honey bee
giving me kisses all the time
be mine, be my valentine

so wont you be my honey bee
giving sweet kisses all the time
be mine, be my valentine

this song reminds me of you everyday, everytime, all the time.

new stuff

so lately i've been doing a little research regarding my fyp and stumble onto this little thing called autofoam. well, as we know foam is a substance that is light and well at time spongy i guess. as we know or might not know that most luxury or PROPER car makers incorporate the usage of lightweight, closed-cell foams into their cars to improve their cars. foams are injected into frames on the chassis, A,B,C pillars, door sills and other parts. This foam will effectively increase the rigidity of the structure of the car and as a result, the car will be stiffer, quieter since less resonance can be heard and also making it much more safer in car crashes. this is due to the fact that the foam helps to dissipate the energy uniformly and allow for a better, stable folding of the members. those who went to do their cars with this product claims better road handling and response. interesting thing here. if there's anyone would wanna try... try searching for autofoam by klauto. the owner is very friendly. haha

on a side note, i am in a big trouble. fyp progress too slow. i am also trying to reduce my cursing. and also have many problems in my head that i have trouble sleeping.

updated rage

Its been a long time i haven't post anything. i've been a bit busy and wasn't in the best of conditions to blog. thing is because i might just write something really bad... again but oh well.

Lately i've been to the movies a lot. and i think i can say i've watched almost everything. i am not proud of this. just i find it amusing when i couldn't think of something to watch. now i think we all know that its rude to talk in the cinema while the movie is ongoing. now i am not a blardy racist or anything of that sort but yesterday(sometime ago, just didnt have the time to complete this and post) i sat behind 5 of the most idiotic malay kids in my life. talking so loudly on the phone for 3 times and talked and laughed all the way till the movie ended. if u have something to talk or discuss, u can always just walk out of the cinema to do it. don't be an ass by doing it in the cinema with everyone else trying to watch the movie.

the machine that could change everything.

I think most of us would know about the World War 2 which involves almost all the countries in the world. From our secondary education, we learned that Hitler was out flanked and out played by the Allied forces and committed suicide. This led to the end of the war as we know. We also knew the Allied captured Germany and divided it into West Germany, the capitalist block and East Germany, the communist block. Then came unification and became the Germany we know.

What our textbooks was unable to tell us is what happened during the capture. You see, during the war, the German's have already had experimented with technologies far beyond the capabilities of the Allied forces. When the allied forces captured the cities of Germany, they found so much German tech that they've never seen before. One of the most prominent tech which would definitely change the outcome of the war would be the nuclear tech the Germans are already toying with. Imagine the war extended by another year or two, the Germans would definitely have working nuclear bombs at their disposal.

Besides the nuke tech, they've also aviation tech which is extremely incredible at that time. At that time, the nazi already have stealth tech on their side. This all thanks to the work of the Horten brothers who designed the Horten 229. The 229 considered to be extremely advance at that time. Its able to achieve the max speed of 1000km/h yet it is very maneuverable. It uses two turbojet engines which enables it to fly soo much faster than any other planes at that time. If it were to be deployed in larger numbers, its speed and stealth would dominate the skies. This would have allowed the nazi to take control of the skies and attack the UK.

When the US was attacking Germany, Hitler wanted to the the battle to them. He wanted a intercontinental bomber which would be able to attack the cities of the US. The Horten brothers came up with the Horten 18 which is based on the 229. The 18 is an enlarged 229 with 6 turbojet engines powering it. Theoretically, it would be able to deliver the nuke payloads to the US with ease. Imagine a situation where the Nazi's managed to build this and deploy it. It would definitely affect the spirits of those fighting the war in Europe. I think if only the war was extended by 1 or 2 years, we would be speaking in German, Japanese or Italian. hahahaha okay... back to studying..

Finals

Hey guys, haven't updated for a long time because was busy. Still pretty busy rite now actually but with the finals around the corner, I would like to wish all the best to all of you out there.

short talks

gua tak tau why but gua tak pernah try write something in a language that i always use. gua selalu cakap in a mixed way. tak tau why but i find it easy. anyways, the point of this post is to say happy chinese new year to lu semua and hope lu orang have a nice and productive CNY. haha

hiking

recently went for hiking with a couple of friends at a nearby place called bukit tabur. woke up about some time in the morning... i forgot the exact time. haha. so the 5 of us reached at the gates where the trail begins at about 7:30. there were another group of students already there and beginning to went up the trail.

since most of us are new to hiking. we try to follow them closely(maybe they have a little experience going up here). the trail begins with lots of grass and mud. pretty easy. but it gets a bit rough(the surface is rough... i am not tired yet). lots of rocks and some of them are pretty sharp and pointy. i can already imagine some kid slipped and fell onto one of those sharp rocks and die from excessive bleeding.

there were others hiking up the trail as well. they are mainly students. as we keep climbing upwards, we reached to a point where the view of the area is very breathtaking. the view of the dam and the hill blocking the sun is just great. as we turn to the right, we could see the view of KL. its incredible how a place this pretty could be just beside a busy, noisy and polluting city.

as we sit down and catch our breath(its actually photography session. they are busy taking so much pictures... haha), we saw some bees flying around. now, at that kinda height and if u have someone who has a phobia of bees.. you are in for a big trouble. but since none of us are afraid of bees. its fine lar... doesnt matter as long we're not attacked. but then... someone from our group got stung rite in the neck. its just a worker bee i think so its pretty harmless and since he's not allergic to bees then its pretty much ok...

so we continued on and as we kept on moving faster... we catch up with another group of students accompanied by an experienced hiker. i am not sure lar... but judging from the size of her calfs and the amount of scratches she has on her legs without a single complain... she's definitely experienced. they were at piece of rock trying to ascend down to get to the other peak. if i am not wrong.... there's 11 peaks? not so sure bout that... all in all.. its a pretty nice place to go... i would recommend this to anyone to try.. though it would be pretty tough for the vertically challenged aka short people.. i notice those with longer legs manage to get thru much easier..

after reaching to the end, we started moving down the hill.. heading towards the entrance. we end up in a jungle trekking trail and well... we end up getting out of course. haha... what do you expect? getting lost? haha..

New year

With the new year now here... I would like to wish all of you happy new year and may you have a better year ahead of you in every way. Now, back to blogging my thoughts. I find that many things happened lately wasn't up to 2010 expectations. For example, the 30 mil donation made to Utar to build a hostel for the students. The donation was rejected by Utar for reasons that might or might not be politically motivated. Any how, I just wish that this will come thru and the future students in the kampar campus will benefit from this.

At a rate of about 420 for a twin sharing room(qouted from webbie), this will be a burden to the students. Wouldn't it be wiser to build a proper on campus hostel to accomodate the needs of the students? If the uni is committed in it's goal to be one of the best in class, atleasr provide this to reduce the burdens of the students. I dunno how much it costs for a meal there but assuming it's cheap and there's no need to pay for transportation aka cycling or walking, it would be pretty okay for them survive there.

I have a little thought on this matter. I think that one of the reason for them to not have an on campus hostel would be to help develop the place with the student being the main drive. Imagine hundreds of thousands of ringgit spent in the area every
month. That will definitely help in a way but it won't help the students rite?

Another thing that caught my attention was an article in the net regarding the brain drain our country are experiencing. It's not something new but certain facts are interesting. Like for example, a couple
of years back, before the implementation of the NEP, our country's GDP are on par with Singapore and 2 other countries. But now Singapore has a GDP triple of our country. Therefore making them able to pay for the scholarships given to Asean students to pursue their secondary or tertiary education in singapore. This also indirectly attracted them to remain in that state upon graduation and the rest is history. ... Our people always ask why we are not patriotic enough to work in our own country... But they are missing the point, it's not a matter of patrioticism... There was a saying that goes "do not ask your country can do for you but ask yourself what you can do for your country". This is only true if the country has already done something for you. Don't you agree?

Anyways to end this post.... I would like to wish a happy new year to everyone. Let's usher the new year with an open
mind and a big smile on our faces. Let's let bygone be bygone... And let's hope for better days ahead.