updates....

"long" time haven't updated my blog. let's see... was very sick 2 weeks ago. it was rite after my final paper. that means i wasn't able to finish my Dark Sector. Its ok, i will continue it this weekend and finish it. Dead Space too.. this weekend.. hope its enough time to finish.. lol.. been a bit cacat lately.. brain rosak due to high fever i had right after the papers... now regenerating my brain cells.

okay... lots of rubbish bla bla bla.. oh ya... maybe i should talk bout my new interest. my new interest.... how to get a Nissan GTR or maybe an Aston Martin Vantage RS or before i get too old to even drive myself. hehe... since some of u are a bit car blind... cant even differentiate a Myvi from a Jazz. i post some photos.. for the blind..
this is the GTR. not exactly the best colour though. i wont mind getting a red one.. hehe.. 3.8 liters V6 twin-turbo which develops... well no1 actually knows... the engine are hand-made so there's a chance u could get a high-performer or a no-performer. this is different from those mass produced cars cause mass produced cars have engines that are almost identical to one another. This is to keep the product as ermmm how to say.... as standardize as possible.. u get the idea.. its like making sure that whichever MCD u go in the world.. they all taste the same.. u cant have one taste like Indian and another taste like Chinese..



This next pic is the Aston Martin Vantage RS... this is suppose to be the entry level Aston but well.. it is actually.. smaller than the DB9 less powerful with a V8 only.. but its a proper Aston.. the looks.. the sound it makes... according to jeremy from Top Gear.. u can hear the Vantage 2 miles away... imagine driving that in a housing estate at 4 in the morning... hehe.. waking up everyone with 1 rev... now thats something.. But thats the V8... now Aston had taken out the puny V8 and placed a 6.0 liter V12 straight from the race bred DBRS9... producing over 600bhp in a car weighing just 1.5 tonnes.. its like putting a rocket engine in a Kancil and watch it fly away into the distance... now... with the V8 it weighs around 1.690 tonnes i think... but with a heavier V12.. it actually weighs less... with only 1.5 tonnes.. so expect a very spartan interior... empty like an old mens head... helicopter pad.. but atleast with air conditioning and a audio system lar... dont so empty rite... the V8 sounds like a screaming whore then i bet the V12 would sound like a rocket being launch into space... ahhh if only... if only...

thoughts

hmmmm lately think too much unnecessary things when i have a paper on the following day... like for example.... how to fight the gigantic boss from Dark Sector... lol.. and what games to dl... to play next.. today just finished that dumb paper which i got no idea whats the questions... lecturer sooo smart... teach A, ask B... goddamn it...so far the best lecturer is miss jaslynn.. haha... arghh... headache... fuck... no thanks to that dumb lady in the exam hall... coughing and sneezing like a mad cow... now i have a fever already.. shitty... this always happends... whenever there's a holiday.... for sure i'll get down with something.. by the way Dark Sector is a nice game... too bad for those who cant play... hehe

Feel cheated... frustrated..

u know what's worse than getting shot with a gun in the ass?? eating lunch at Secret Recipe.... frustrated with the waiter who can even speak proper english... cacat like cock.. and worse of all the food... i think the cakes and the others bits are ok... except for their meals... sucks donkey. and the worse part is... my order came like... a million years after jee loong finished eating his.. jee loong is not a fast eater.. he can grow a beard while he eat... people could actually die and decomp waiting for him.... i ordered the beef stew anyway.. coz it looks ok.. didnt expect to wait till the next ice age to arrive to get it though..
this is the beef stew i ordered..

at a glance looks ok... big chunk of meat with side dishes.. okok only... it taste ok too... but as i progress deeper into the abyss(digging thru the meat), i find something.... the whole chunk of meat is actually half fat... WTF... i am paying for cow's fat? pukimak... really cheepet lor... no thanks a certain friend... encouraging me to get it... asshole...
should have ordered chicken... fuck... if i were to continue get this kinda treatment... i will turn into...

except.. i would have bulging stomach... and a feet shorter.. since Vader is around 6+ or 7 foot tall... and i want a turbo-whistle aka blow-off valve instead of that stupid asmatic like sound... imagine talking talking then... PSSSSHHH! fulamak.. like a GT-R weay.. hehe

errr

whatever i wrote this couple posts... were all rubbish due to instability of my mind... haha too much formulae.. sorry for any inconveniences that may arise from reading my mind's content... Reading from all the crap may cause severe craptoma.. a disease that causes the brain to crap too..

stupid boy...

hmmmm i am stupid... should i just tell what i wanna say... or keep my silence... haha... wow... i am getting better at this... i can monologue now... at the brink of becoming nuts... hahaha as a friend... i should tell be helping... ahaha but i really dont wanna help... i have something else in mind... arggh... lol... SS pundek gunjik harimau kencing atas kepala...

i am sorry

today i saw someone i knew from a long time ago on facebook... tried to add.. but hehe rejected... well.. i guess i must have made such a good impression. honestly, if by any chance u r reading this, i just wanna talk.. i got no idea what i did in the first place. i am sorry if i might have offended u in anyway. sorry.

just wanna add... SS u fucker...

another sleep full of problems.

lately been having nice sleeps with no disturbance. My brains totally blank, empty. I felt peaceful. But as the next papers come closer, i find myself having trouble to sleep. soo much things in my head ravaging, destroying my sanity. I sound like i am gonna be crazy soon. haha. i have to admit something here. sometimes, when people try to share their problems with me, i try not to listen. coz i know that whatever they said will be repeating in my head like a damn cd jammed.... or a song in ziqin's laptop... looped till infinity. haha u see... actually not that i hate... i just dont like. i get headaches from all that thinking. unnecessary thinking actually. hmmm... still inside my head. crap... i need that space to put that damn long formula inside lar... shit...

i hate self-righteous people

u see... i dont go to temples much or pray much. people say that this shows u're not a good person. well to be honest, i dont believe that if u go temples or any places of worship means u're a good person. it only shows u're priorities are wrong and u think that u r someone. i always believe that no matter how many temples, churches or masjids u go, it doesnt matter if ur heart is as black as coal. if u have bad intentions in ur heart, means u r bad. joining procession is nothing if u have bad intentions and are doing bad deeds in ur life. for all i care, u can even break ur legs to show u have changed but the heart is still the only thing that matters. some people think that being in trance means u have a pure heart, kind and clean from all wrong-doings but i beg to differ. i always feel that being in trance only shows that ur body is capable to accept that kinda things(even marginally). it doesnt mean anything at all... so please stop thinking that u r godlike. i think i know this the whole shibang better than most of u. i am not being self-righteous by the way.... i just hate people who thinks that when they have read religious scripts make them ultra holy and starts showing off crappy stuffs to me. do not insult my capabilities... u might just die if u try. i mean it this time

shitbang

a couple of weeks(or months) ago, we went for dinner at a place that suppose to be quite nice. Western food and stuff which means it wont be cheap and should taste ok. its a restaurant called Cola. Its themed after Coca Cola.. Which means the restaurant should be very bright red. But well they took it the other way around... its black as hell... with red lightings.. makes it look like hell... goddamn.. make me takut.. i thought i died when i step into the restaurant. well after settling down... started to look down the menu and look for interesting things to try... lots of stuff based of Cola.. cola chicken lar... that and this... bet if they can put cola into ur veges... they will... haha

We ordered and well.... waited and make dumb jokes. First stuff to reach is the drinks the one on the right is mine... yogurt cola... which incidentally taste like shit. and the other one is a float which should taste ok... goddamn impossible to mess up float... it takes a really sucker to mess up a float. then there's the Honey Coke chicken or something... cant recall.. freaking sweet.. a diabetic could die just by sniffing it... hahaha blogging this makes me hungry... swt

The end is near.

with only a week left before my final 2 subjects, it seems the end is closer than i expected. i am really looking forward to the holidays. gonna spend the holidays... relaxing(aka pool until late in the morning with friends... if they can tahan).. Come to think of it... my holidays were cut short by the abnormally longer than usual exam period.

Things to do during holidays
1. relax
2. do some reflecting..
3. polish my bike..
4. polish my head =)
5. maybe gonna go to the dentist..
6. help out around the house more..
7. gotta sleep more too...
8. brush up my hokkien... (gotta learn how to curse)
oh yea... gotta get my priorities straight. my mind have been wandering way to far lately and i am afraid i might be nuts soon. haha. i need to remember my purpose... i hate utar and some of its lecturers for giving such a bad semester. teaching crap. waste of money... bet many out there agrees with me..
hmmm what else... haih.. i got a feeling this will be the most boring holiday again....