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Monday, March 11, 2013
It's has been real long since I last posted. I don't know where can I post this. Cos sure will have ppl ask me. Seriously seriously, why must I always think for others when they don't think for me? Package your works will die ah? In case you don't know, you can also get your message across by telling in a nicer way or use nicer words. Haiz. Not first time... Tuesday, October 30, 2012 Yup, just some thoughts. It has been long since I post the last time. Finally i fell sick. Took me quite long huh... Well done my dear body. I really cannot understand myself sometimes. What i want? Yes, i might have a stable job now but is this what i really want? What will happen to me in a year's time? Having a stable job does not mean that i am happy. I got so emotional this time round when im sick. I begin to think through what i have been doing for the past few months. Who is there for me and who is not? I... You... We... They... Who am i? Where is the real me? You! You putting in effort towards others but you cannot force others to put in the same effort back to you. This is life, face it. You thought you are happy with your own life, better than others. But when you see others again closer, they are not that bad. In fact, happier than you. Carefree. you suck, thinking that having a busy and packed schedule, making your days passed so quickly will make you better, happier. So wrong. Found out the reason why you always plan things? Cause you dont want to be left behind, cause you dont want to wait for things to happen. Cause you are afraid of loneliness. You are not that extrovert after all. You have your weak side too. Stop thinking you can tank everything. You cant. You might be thinking alot now, reflecting on your own lifestyle. But you also know that it will not be easy to change yourself. Family, Work, Friends, Studies, Money, many more. Where are the love and laughter? Where are the comfort and coziness? Where are the forever ever after? I really want the time to stop, stop at times when i can really laugh out loud, stop at times when i speak without thinking, stop at times when people are true to me. Even if time cannot be stopped, can you please grant me 48hours a day? Many things could be accomplished. Someone please bring me awayyyyyyyyy. Weixin, you are really a loser. This stupid virus really got me so emotional without a reason. Damn you virus, I hate you. With all these in mind, i still have to continue doing my portfolios. My kids are innocent. I miss them though i really hate going to work. I doubt anyone will still be visiting this site, so i shall post it and not be a loser to delete it again. Monday, March 19, 2012 BINTAN IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TIME!  Meeting all at 8am at Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. Meeting Weizhi at 730am to cab down. AND I AM STILL AWAKE. haha. well done! && none of them are sleeping. All cant seem to fall alseep. HAHA. WE ARE ALL TOO EXCITED. p.s. i have not pack my bag. gg. - weixin Thursday, March 15, 2012 I GRADUATED! No idea if this is a good or bad thing, for me to be happy or sad. Result is out! GPA went up! OH YES :) Now that I've completed all my modules and my GPA is finalized, time to really start applying for SMU. STOP BEING LAZY! No UNI for you then I laugh... No idea what my future will be like. Too much uncertainty and I really hate this feeling. Scholarship bond going to start soon, earlier than expected. 17 days more :( I have not enjoy myself to the fullest yet. Crazily chiong-ing exams, tests, projects for the past 3 years, only get to rest for a month. 2nd April, new phrase of my life. I have not been active on this page. Since my last post (aug), lots of things happened and it was all too much for me to blog out. But all in my heart huh. <3 1. Last school Bangkok trip with TPVB 2. Family year end gathering 3. Many dinners and catch-up with friends 4. Countdown to 2012 5. Party at Trudie's place 6. First prawning experience 7. Chinese New year 2012 8. Valentines' Day 2012 (Javier's!) 9. Anni's 20th; Zetten gathering and many more.. Ever since 29 Feb (last day in TP), I had been travelling to new places. :) 1. Exploring Henderson Waves with Jiayuan, Cherie and Sharifah 2. Going food marathon (328 Katong Laksa, udders) with Cherie (this is crazy and sinful!) 3. Working in an event with Kahhui and meeting nice new people (YWCA; Youth Social Enterprise Workshop) 4. All the crazy and impromptu late nights with pasir ris peeps! (midnight movies!) 5. Going Pulau Ubin with TPVB 6. Visited PCF HQ centres 7. Fionn's 21st 8. Ferlycia's 12midnight failed surprise 9. First time going LAN shop, with Mithio (I fell asleep :p) 10. Melvin's advanced birthday celebration 11. Yiling's wonderful, weird belated birthday celebration 12. Dinner at With a Pinch of Salt 13. Tried L.I.C.K and Ice Cream Chefs 14. Takeaway Lao Ban Tau Huay from sister Upcoming: 1. Bintan with Jane Sophia Michelle Apple Weizhi 2. TP DnD night 3. Clubbing with pasir ris peeps??? 4. Ikea with Kevin Kahhui Kenneth Crystal 4. Mithio 3d2n Chalet 5. My 20th Ups and downs, swinging all around. Really hope my 1.5years in Tampines North will be good. Monday, August 29, 2011 One week of SIP had past! It was not too bad. I was posted to the nursery classes. They were all so cute. But when they get mischievous, they are really horrible. I was told I have to smile and I cannot scold them during my practicum. Oh my, endure! Think of methods to teach them!!  One of my student gave me this :) 'Teacher Weixin, I have sticker for you!' So sweet right? Awww. Had a hard time thinking of what to wear. Not too formal yet not too casual. Cant be too revealing and body-hugging. So troublesome.  Shirt and pants. Search for the pants for damn long. In the end bought it from code red!  Maxi dress with cardigan, so grey-ish. Overall, the one week experience was good but the assignments, waking up time and travelling time are shitty. I have to wake up at 6am everyday! Damn. I ate my dinner at home for this one whole week. HAHA, miracle. It has been so long since Im home for dinner so the whole damn week. All my friends are either having exams still or just like me, SIP. Oh man. So no life. In my previous post, I briefly mentioned about the railway trip I had with my dear friends. We went for some adventurous 'hiking' at CLEMENTI RAILWAY. Was real excited the day before we went. Thinking of what to do there and what would i see. 
 Although Im so afraid when Im standing up there, I still enjoyed myself. Just look at those pictures above. HAHAHA! After which, we took a bus to Thomson Road, Old School Delight - First time there. I know i noob :(     ① While waiting for our food to be served ② Done with the yummy food, fooling around after we played the card game, 'Donkey' ③ Leaving OSD, took a group photo at the entrance/exit ④ Waiting for Jolene and Jiayuan's bus to arrive. We were eating ice cream from 'Salty Caramel' Sharifah - Photographer  simplyweixin (: One of the projects I had done during semester 3.1 was to do up a poster on children's nutrition. I am totally clueless on what to do. Therefore, came out with such a lame poster, with my own face on it. HAHAHA  Don't be a picky eater! *Although I think I am one myself Must totally remember this damn day, 18th August. I got into a car accident. I ran into a taxi, in school. What a joke. I shivered like shit. Please weixin, drive carefully in the future. Oh, forgot to mention. No work today (polling day's pay back day), tomorrow (public holiday) and friday (teachers' day)! Happy :) Time is always the factor; -weixin Saturday, August 20, 2011 You think it did not matter to me? Let me tell you, it impacted on me whole damn lot! Thursday, August 18, 2011 I regret the decision. I believe it will not be easy to get back into the team. You know, the bond. Gone, no more. i guess it's time :'( When I'm not occupied with my work, i feel so alone. On a side note, SIP starting next monday, 22 Aug. Posted to PCF Punggol South. I didn't expect it :( Wednesday, August 10, 2011 1. You 2. Volleyball 3. Hard disk 4. Studies All within 2 months plus. When will the list ever stop? Sick of living at times. Oh, and i seriously hate to miss things out. TMD Now, back to SHN write up. Hard disk, i miss you :( Thursday, August 04, 2011 things changed so quickly within 4 days. Monday, August 01, 2011 I actually wanted my next post to be a happy one, talking about my wonderful journey to the railway with Jiayuan, Sharifah, Jolene and Quincy. But, i cant help it but to vent my sad thoughts here again. All i can say is, it's all fated. Really. I always thought time can help me slowly put down everything. I was wrong again. Simple thing like an SMS can trigger everything. I've been thinking about it the whole day, trying so hard to tell myself to stop. Your explanation made me feel worse. So much worse. Childish actions and differences can be put aside, so easily, only after my decision. Isn't it all fated? What if my decision was the other way round? Would things still be the same? Oh well, all the best to you then. I may not be the last, but definitely not the first. I cant smile at all. If one day i really do, i think it would be a forced one. Saturday, July 09, 2011 I just made a major decision ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (Edit, 12th july) I thought i got over it already. I thought i can face it with no sorrow, no fear. I was wrong. It was him, always him. Whenever he mention my name in front of all, or call me ah xin during our h2h talk, tears roll down my cheek. I believe this will be etched in my mind and heart forever. Just like the 24-10 incident. Till now, i still cant forget how Mr Hoo talks to me. 心酸的感觉真的不好受 :( Saturday, July 02, 2011 yup, there i go thinking about it again; not sure if it is 感情 or 爱情 :( Thursday, June 30, 2011 逃避不能解决问题, 但是逃避偶尔可以让人在那一瞬间心情好过一些些 . . . 我的心情你能体会, 能体谅吗? 我只是需要多一次的机会, 真的那么难吗? :( -weixin Sunday, June 26, 2011  credits: http://disfordanger.deviantart.com/art/heart-warming-97213539?q=boost%3Apopular%20heartwarming&qo=19 It really warms my heart when Caleb hug me as i open the door to greet him Good morning. It really warms my heart when i see Ashley starts to open up and talk to me like a little chatty girl, saying she loves to pull my shirt as she walks back to class. It really warms my heart when i see parents recognizing the efforts of the front desk. It really warms my heart when i see teachers sacrificing their lunch time just to conduct the parent teacher meeting with the parent, for the benefit of the child. I know, its just a job. I know, its just for money. But, Children can be pleasant, Parents can be cooperative too. Not all children are nuisances, And not all parents are bastards. Wonder how long can these feeling stay in me, wanting to work with kids... Saturday, June 25, 2011  can someone stop the selfish and indecisive me to start acting? i really hate myself now. Friday, June 24, 2011  Currently,this is the show i am watchingg. As of now, rating would be... 7/10? It was just another taiwan idol drama. But i was feeling all the emotions more than ever... Many relates to me huh? Why watch at this point of time man... Relates well huh... Thursday, June 23, 2011 Went Skelto chalet on 20th June, night. Met up with them and managed to catch up with them! Its really the freshies and the clique that made me wants to go. If not.... haiz. I just dont understand. Anyway, went bedok 85 after leaving the chalet. Went with kenneth, kevin and jinghui. It was a good supper :)  Group photo with Skelto! I guess the most interesting event within this 2 weeks is the trip to USS and stayed over at resort world's festive hotel! :D  At USS (Y)  Festive hotel! Though Hard rock would be better i guess.  this photo is awesome! Early morning went over to vivo to met up with cousins. Had lunch and went giant for some groceries and off we went to Resorts World. Check in to hotel and was given the room 472 (lazy to upload photos of the room; nothing special) Slacked, unpacked, played, camwhored in the room :)  in the balcony  the room; on the comfy comfy bed  she went bonkers! hahaha After which, took a monorail and set off to siloso beach. Met Mr Joshua Tan and Ms Dawn Sim with their 2 kids. HAHA. So anyway, then we played beach volleyball and frisbee while the children played at the sand playground. They really enjoyed themselves. Me too huh...  Alvan so engross...  She was really happy!  Siloso beach!!  Backed to resorts world and took picture with Hershey's! Outside candylicious Took a super long time to decide what to eat for dinner. In the end, we settled at one of the restaurants in Hard Rock Cafe. The buffet cost $55 per pax. Oh my... But it was real nice.  Just look at the deserts... Maybe i did not took a nice picture but the food there was great.  Toilet was great too! Self time :)  look how much she is enjoying her brownie.. Day 2; At USS! (Pictures are not in sequence) The queue for the rides were all madness. Waiting is longer than the ride itself. All was good, except: 1) Weather. My goodness, we were all sweating like a pig! 2) The queue. Yeah, like i said previously. The queue was longer than the ride itself. 3) Lunch time looking for seats. I really cant stand inconsiderate people. You all understand the concept of first come first serve and queue up? I dont care which country you are from, whether local or not. But you should have the basic manners to act properly right? Courtesy! I waited for the seats for like 10 mins. The diners stood up, ignored me and gave the seats to 3 men (table for 6 - more suitable for me as we have 8). And! she claimed that the 3 men were her family so ya, gave to them instead. Can like that one ah? Wa.... The more i type the more i get angry. At least acknowledge my presence and let me know right? Not ignore me and act like you are at home!!!!! Next, this table for 4. The diners done with all their food! So many people were looking for their seats and you know what? They sat there to play with their iphone and play with their baby. Wa, outside the foodcourt you cant do that? Argh.... And and and, a plate of chicken rice cost $10.50. WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! Unbelievable. Enough of all these huh. Back to the rides (not in order)... Dino-soaring.  look at vivienne. enjoying much!  at sci-fi city. vivienne initiated to say Hi!  waiting for the beach party go-round (merry go round -.-)  A crate adventure (water boat ride) that vivienne and alvan missed! MADAGASCAR      waterworld show. with all the explosion effects! we were all semi-wet! haha  we already left USS and saw 'Po' came out. We ran back! haha. The eyes look pretty fake though... Dinner wasnt very pleasing due to all the messiness. Went back to hotel early as the adults were all going to casino. Mummy won 80 odd bucks! I would have went if im 21. All in all, really enjoyed myself there. Especially with the accompany of the 2 children, Vivienne and Alvan. All so adorable :) If everyday was like this; weixin |
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