Short for A Change

Long hair. Curly long hair. Definitely what I had in mind. Had.

You know Mary-Kate & Ashley’s seemingly-natural curly, long hairs…I always want those kinds. Wanting them to a point that I decided, one day, to perm my hair! It was a big mistake. Luckily for most of you, actually for me, first few weeks of my permed hair weren’t really documented. By that I meant, not much pictures were taken or meetings were done of me with my super, overly curly hairdo. Phew~ FYI…I did blame the Korean hairdresser who did it even though I loved it after a few weeks.

Now, what in the world was I thinking having a short hair for a change?? Well it’s obvious. I was forced into it. Short hair for me is history. Unpleasant history. I’ll tell you why…

My mom’s a big fan of short hairs. Still is. Since I cut my hair short at nine, she has made me believe that short hair is the best hair cut in the whole wide world. Of course, the silly-unfashionable me then, fell right for it. It was a really unstylish short hair I had. Just imagine a helmet on a girl’s head. Yeap. That bad.

I know it’s in right now. Thanks to Victoria Beckham and Rihanna. But I would never have imagined myself in one, would I? I just did! And it turned into reality…

As much as I missed my long, curly hair…what’s done is done. Just have to mo-o-ove on. Maybe this bob style isn’t that bad. For one, it’s hassle-free! Secondly, it prevents the back acne I sometimes get. You know what…? It actually makes my thin hair looks a bit fuller too. Not to mention it could actually save the usage of shampoo! Ha-ha~

Short for a change? Not the first. But the last. Maybe^^

Hide and Seek

It was the start of Ramadhan holidays. A 12-days holiday. To have fun? Or to prepare for the upcoming examination? Only a strong determination and perseverance will do the latter^^

For us, the 1st day only has one word attached to it --- fun, fun, and FUN!!!=)
The girls, as stereotyped, wanted to do some sports to shed the extra fat off. That was the reason behind the plan to play basketball and swim afterwards. And again, as stereotyped, for the girls, doing sports under the sun’s scorching ‘stare’ is a big NO*___*. Which pushed the basketball-swimming plan to a late afternoon, or should I say, an early evening?

As always, plans never go as they are…err…planned. After all the rush preparations, swimsuits, goggles, change clothes, sandals, sport shoes, towels, and toiletries in a sport bag, we headed to our destination. Eventhough the journey took us more than an hour, we were hopeful of the cold water waiting for us. Then, the unexpected arrived. All the facilities were closed for the holidays!! Why? Maybe because the whole university is closed. Or maybe simply because there were no cleaners willing to miss out the biggest holiday in Indonesia. Sigh~

Disappointed, we brainstormed for other alternatives. Imperial Sports Club? Expensive (if caught, since we were actually planning to sneak=P ). Viper? Eww~ dirty, muddy, slimy swimming pools? Not a chance. Amartha Pura Apartment? Possible except going home with a drenched hair and chlorine-smelling body wasn’t an option. After a brief 10 minutes, we came up with a change of plan. Riding bicycles and jogging at Chintia’s housing complex. Sounds err…gr…great. Actually, it was better than sitting down at Coffee Bean and storing up fat instead of burning it.

Guess what?! One of the two bikes tires were flat!!*___* By the time we have finished complaining and all, the sun has almost set in. Then, we came up with an even brilliant idea --- hide and seek.

The location was suitable, considering the houses have no gates, leaving the beautiful garden and cars-filled garages open. The lighting was perfect --- just enough orange, dim, street lights. Lastly, the neighborhood was ideal --- quiet and not crowded. At all.

We hid behind bushes, at the back of cars, and even inside the cars!! Of course, it would be one of our cars^^ At one time, hiding, behind a car parked at a garage, I imagined how funny it would be if the owner of the house opened the garage door, to find three sweaty, anxious-looking people squatting down near his/her car!! Hahaha~ Luckily, it didn’t happen. The game would have stopped and we would go home with scoldings and naggings if it did. Phew~

It was never as planned. But it was over-the-sky FUN!! And definitely something we hadn’t done before =) The almost-2-hour trip wasn’t a waste after all~

Happy Holidays!!^____^
(okay...i know by now it's over=P sorrie~~late post hehehe)

toO inNoCenT

it hurts.

but when funny faces are made, all of it went *pOoF*

it's annoying.

but when jokes are made, all of it went down the drain~~

it's pissing me off.

but when smiles are in the air, all of it gone into the wind~~

it's sadness.

but when laughters are let out, all of it turned into smiles.

it's disappointment.

but when dances are seen, all of it turned into contentment.

it's cries.

but when the hums to a tune is heard, all of it turned into laughters.

iNnOceNce. doesn't mean u're childish^^

just means that u're helpless when it comes to other people's feelings.

just means that u can't stand looking at angry faces.

just means that u're stuck in a self-forgiving state.

just means that it's me. and is it a blessing? .... ....?*____*

tiMe fLieS?!


One of my affiliates, Comberan*, just turned 22 a few days ago. Hold it. Before u even think of assuming me as being 22 too (emm~~ that actually rhymes^^), I’m still 5 months away to becoming a head 2. Pause. *sNaP!!* Okay. Back to my corny yet funny affiliate. “WoOw~ that’s o-ooLd!!” u high-schoolers might say; or, “WoOw~~ what was I like again when I was that age?!” for u successfully working-married ones. Well for us, uniform seasons are certainly a history, but suits & ties aren’t the fashion just yet.


I’m the youngest in my family of five. At a big dinner gathering with my mom’s relatives, I’m still the youngest. Well, u might be wondering why I seemed sad to be the supposedly-most-loved, most-spoilt, most-irresponsible-yet-still-be-protected youngest child. *noD* *nOd* I admit that being the youngest isn’t all that bad~~ For instance, when I was an adolescent, whenever my cousins teased me, all I had to do is use the most powerful and deathly weapon in Mother’s world, CRY~~ I would just started crying and all my cousins’ satisfied-laughing faces turned into scowls, then fearful ones. Yeaa~~ that’s what I’m talking about. The power of tears~~ However, this weapon has an expiry date. It’s not gonna work once you become a teenager. If you ever dare, all you’ll probably get is more teases and bullies saying u’re a “weepy, crying Mommy’s baby”. Now, you wouldn’t want that, would u?! ^^


Despite all the good things that fall to e youngest child, one of the downside of being e youngest is u won’t feel that u’re ever old enough. Some of u might say that it’s a good thing. Save all the anti-ageing money for other stuff is not a bad idea~~ But, think about it. My friend has started driving a car recently to church because she has younger siblings to count on her to drive. For me? I have only managed to drive around my housing complex because I always have someone to drive for me. LAW: e eldest learns to drive 1st. “U’re 19?!?! I can’t believe u’ve grown older now~~ but u’ll always be the baby of the family” sounds familiar?! Maybe not.


19~~ in 5 months I’m gonna be 20!! Time flies or am I just too forgetful to remember all that’s happened in the past…err...10 years?!?! (considering before the age of 9 I would still be half conscious with whateva I’m doing)


What have I done those past years?! (except the wagging of bOring classes and the oh-so-dramatic Korean series~~) Have I changed as a person?? Have I grown matured?! Or have I gained weight?! *___* (argh~~ stoP it!! my self-conscious side is eluding out!!) Were there memories?? en lastly...Have I made myself seven lOveAbLe-yet-cHeeSy-but-still-cUte-and-always-there4me friends?? Definitely…^^


Time flies, I know. But what I've found will never be forgotten~~


Dedicated to d’brandalz~~


*name has been changed due to confidentiality:P

eVerYtHinG is U


Morning.
Sleeping underneath a blanket. Warmth.
Her warm innocent smile.
Taking a cold shower. Refreshing.
Her round eyes, full of mischief and surprises.
Waiting for a bus at the bus stop. Patient.
Her comforting attempts when he's down.


Afternoon.
Eating lunch at a restaurant. Satisfying.
Her small talks once in a while.
Wind blowing against his face. Soothing.
Her sweet words against his ear.
Helping a friend in need. Meaningful.
Her littlest cares towards him.


Evening.
Practicing the *violin. Relaxing.
Her sweet humming to a song.
Joking around with friends. Playful.
Her mean yet funny teases.
Admiring a newborn baby passing by. Adorable.
Her chubb, loving face.


Night.
Hanging out with friends at the café. Joyful.
Her cute laughter after a joke.
Eating a friend’s birthday cake. Sweet.
Her tiny presents given to him.
Tidying up his dirty, messy room. Tiring.
Her face, her smiles, her eyes. Constantly haunting him.


Everything is U.

**dedicated to a fRieNd^^ ** hOpe U like it yAaaA :)

pReTeNdS

polite greetings with smile across faces

forced laughters at jokes

gracious dances along with the music

everything is fine. it isn't.

sleeping at night, waking up e next morning

meetings, phone calls, business deals

hanging out with friends, shopping at malls

everyday activities are normal. they aren't.

sadness. fear across faces

loud cries poured out of one's heart

shivers down the spine along with tears that fall without cease

everything isn't fine. no it's fine.

sleepless nights, waking up restless e next morning

daydreams, perturbed calls, rushed deals

a blank mind while out with friends, impulse shopping at malls

everyday activities are a mess. no they are as usual as it gets.

BoReDoM

Yeap. I'm talking about boredom. A very boring topic.

...okay...I'll tell u why... cos I'm bored=S

So...waD do peOpLe dO wheN they're bored??

here's a list:

1. no. One (wHoOPsS isn't there 1. theRe?! pause anywayssS...) thinK...they'll staRt to thiNk...oF what?! emmm anyThiN unDeR e SUN!! a PLaCe? mOst ProBabLy...oR...fOoDsS!!! wait not unLesS it's suMoNe whoS on a diet...(aka ME*___*) emmm mayBe sUmOne...thiNk of PeOpLe...u HaTe oR LovE~~ paUuSsEe *1...2...3!!*daTsS swEeeETtT~~ actually i think i might have takeN daT frOm a moVie!!=P o well...
   
2. tWoO... they daYdReaM!!! daYdReaMin is goOd...juz nOt when u caN't seeM to be awaKeN (e.g ZoLa^^) daTsS sCaRy...hehehe
   
3. waD elSe wuD a BoRed peRsOn do?! eXcePt wRitiNg on his/her bLog aBouT hOw BoReD he/she iS of Coz...(hey!!~waD dO u MeaN?! daT sOundS faMiLiaR...=P )
   
4. fOuR...(wait...did i jUz skiPpeD thRee?? errr...pause eniwaesssSs..^^)
   reaDinN!! nOveLs, newSpaPeRs, cataLogUes, any wRitInGs the eyeSs happeN to LaY on...eXcLudiN PUSH or PULL signs of coz... =S
   
5. fiVee...(btw~ iS it me?!~! oR aRe the fOnTs geTtiN biGgeR?...okaY! havta change e settiNgS...)now we're talking... =) enihOw...peOpLe who are BoReD will tenD to nOtiCe anYthiNg that they (okay mayBe it shuD be 'WE' coz i'm in e cLuB)see... every detaiLsS, every woRdSs, eveRy fLaWsS, name it. they...i mean WE nOtiCe. we ObSeRve.
   
6. SiXx....err....SiixX....okay...i'm rUnniN oUt oF iDeaSs...*___* mayBe i shUd juz dO one oF the aBoVe... moRe pRodUctIve?! emmm mayBe =)

haVe a NiCe & hOpeFuLly not-bOrIng daY liKe miNe^^
fOR thOse buSy peOpLe~~enJoY e fast-ticking cLocK!!! coz miNe is SuRelY eveR so SlOwLy~...~...~...

aLL aBoUt PuCcA

HisToRY

PuCcA is a media franchise from the South Korean company Vooz Character Systems

The main character Pucca is the youngest daughter of Guh-Ryong Chinese noodle restaurant. The Noodle House is located in Sooga Village, a small Chinese village in the mountains. Pucca is in love with the ninja, "Garu". However, he desperately tries to avoid Pucca's advances, and does not return her affection. While Garu is a skilled ninja, Pucca always seems to best him in combat, and unintentional competition, simply by sheer wit.

ChaRaCTeRS

Name: Pucca

Age: 10

Date of Birth: 07 July

Constellation: Cancer

Likes: Jajjangmyon & pickle radish

Dislikes: interference in her LoVe

Trait: Quick delivery skill & mysteriously strong POWER

Personality: Cheerful, Determined, Quick tempered

Name: Garu

Age: 12

Date of Birth: 02 December

Constellation: Sagittarius

Likes: Martial arts exercise

Dislikes: interference in his exercise

Traits: Quick jumping skill & accurate landind skill

Personality: Serious, Careful, Taciturn

NoTeS: i Like puCcA siNce i foUnD the wallpapeR to my k800i phOne^^

UsuAllY i wOulD geT boReD of a wallPaPeR and cHanGeD to anOtheR oNe witHiN a WeeK:p

BuT PuCcaS nOt e CaSe...i haVenT chAnGeD it for oVeR a mOntH now!! :)

i think...i'Ve gOtteN to Like it mOre and mORe~~

Check OuT the fanCLUB!! http://puccaclub.com/eng.

hOLiDaYsS

it's a time for celebration. (celeBraTe the stresS fRee daYs of NoT oPeniNg BoOks, meMoRiziN druGs *___*hahaha)

it's a festive time. (festive oF sHoPpiN.festive of bDaY PaRtieS.festive of beNtOn niTeS.)

it's a time to enjOy sLeePin laTe en wakiN uP laTe^^ (err...this OnE is nOt realLy HaPpeNin' as a matteR of FacT...it'S e OtheR way rOunD~~sLeePiN laTe en wakiN uP eaRlY!!)

it's a time to gO all cRaZy and WiLd. (*whOoPsS* i meant crazy and WilD as in do eXciTinG stuFf!! dUn thiNk anywheRe eLse...hehe)

it's a time to haVe lOts en LoTs en stilL LOTS of FuN:) (fUn stuFf: sQueeZin' 10 people (fyi: 4 guys, 4 gals, driver, a maid) in an INnOva caR with all e BaGs, FooDs, RubBisH, en PiLlOwS!! fun fun fun~~)

it's a time to LeaRn new leSsOnS in LiFe. (lesson 1: sleeping in e car makes ur mouth go all dry eek*___*)

it's a time to GaiN neW eXpeRieNcEs. (new xpeRienCe: beiN cuT oFf fRom the tecHnOlOgy WoRld of comMuniCatioN i.e. handPhoNeS for 20HoURs!! not fun not fun~~)

it's a time to ReFleCt oN oNeSelF. (FAT!!FAT!! tiMe to sTaRt dieTiN!! *____*i mean seRiOus dieT!!steP 1: no fRieD foOdS for 2 weekS.yes. pOsSiBle.)

it's a time to maKe e RiGhT deCiSiOnS at e RiGhT tiMe. (shUd i buY the bag?!it's a gReaT baRgaiN~50%OFf!! oh wait...waD aBouT e ShOeS i JusT bOuGhT?!it waS a baRgaiN toO!!60%ofF!!)

it's a time to be aLL LoVeY dOVeY. (lOve my FRieNdS (zoL,ciN,cinT,FranCiS,MuT,JaY,DiT) n luPh LuPh LupHh pUcCa!! i think it'S becoS my waLLpaPeR is this KoReaN caRtOon!!hahaha^^)

HoLiDaYs. certaiNly a time we all lOoK fOrWaRd to. enJoY!

aMbiGuiTy

can only accompany u till here
some things are already prohibited
surpassed friendship, yet not lOvE
it’s going to be a rainy view at the far end


should i cry?
Is it u or I who’s thinking too much?
I am reluctant yet starting to doubt
Whether in front of me is truly u…


ambiguity makes one surrender
couldn’t find the evidence to be in LoVe
should I walk forward or give uP?
no courage to even hug


it makes one greedy
until waiting loses its meaning
I can’t bear the fact that a happy ending is impossible
let the beauty of regret cease here


by Rainie Yang^^

fRieNdShiP

friends.
What would we do without ‘em?

We met ‘em by chance.
We didn’t choose ‘em out of the millions of people.
It was all planned by God.
Something that’s planned would never be wrong.

We didn’t like ‘em instantly.
And we certainly fight with ‘em once in a while.
But at the very end, we’ll still be laughing together.
There was never a doubt that e bond is strong.

Time will separate us physically.
But in our hearts, they will always stay close.
Because what we’ve shared,
Could never be forgotten.

To dear Friends: ciNdy, ZoLa, cHiNtia, fRanCis, RuStaN, eGa, aDiT
A year has passed, and four more years are ahead of us.
Waiting for us to fill it with beautiful memories, laughing moments, and unexpected surprises!!! *muachh*

e GraY aRea


it’s neither WHITE nor BLACK
it’s never sure where to GO
…or what to DO
it’s always in doubts when reality sinks in


the SUN still shines on it
…but not as warm as the black
the SNOW still covers it
… but not as pure as the white


move forward or turn to either sides…?
e decision will always be suspended
but one thing it knew…
reality is the MUSIC it has to face


hoping a line will be drawn across it
wishing the sun will move it’s rays MORE to its side
awaiting the snow to cover it MORE
then it’ll AT LEAST know which is it…
-AnoNyMouS-

BuT...s

I need to step out of this comfort zone.

BUT I can't do it.

I wanna pamper it.

BUT I know I shouldn't.

Progressing is strictly prohibited.

BUT I can't help it.

I want to shout out my inside.

BUT it'll not change a thing.

I forced myself to forget.

BUT my mind's alarm keeps ringing.

I said I can't.

BUT I can...one day.

-Anonymous-

Time.

Let time pass.

Then what remains will be just memories...to cherish^^

Dilemma

The rain fell hard on my head...

coldness I felt from the top of my head...

spreading slowly down to my feet...

along with the rain water...

I must be crazy...

No matter how many times I thought of it...

I still came up with that conclusion...

I must be out of my mind...

Let the rain wash it off of me...

Let the wind bring this feelings away...

Let the thunder scare me...to awake me...

Let the dark sky hides all my doubtness...

The sad music placed a bucket full of tears in my eyes...

If not, how could I possibly cry over a song?

I guess I've let myself get too close again...

This time... I have to let it go...

-Anonymous-

e 19th year

I turned 19 approximately a month ago... Never crossed my mind to write anything about my birthday party... ( I wonder why...) I can say, it was the best birthday party EVER!! Blame the holidays on the calendar, my birth date was never a holiday season... For that reason and another, until I was 10 years old, I never really held a big party where all my friends would come. It was always a small gathering with my auntie and her family @ either my house or theirs. I never seemed to realise this fact until I was 9 years old and begged my parents for one... I was so excited but then fell into a pit of disappointment when a few days before the D-day, I acquired chickenpox. Coincidence, wasn't it? Ah well~

In the last 9 years, I've been holding my birthday parties each year. But most of them made me disappointed in one or another way... friends not being able to turn up, plans didn't go as wished, ... and more. But this year, 2007, I had it!! ^^ Not only that, I celebrated it together with my coolest friend~~ (don't go too high fran...hehe) I'm not saying that the party went superb and 100% well organized... There were still a few setbacks... But overall, it was amazingly GREAT!!

Gaining another year made most people sad (especially the older people) but for me... It means that I've gone through a lot of trials and received a lot of blessings too. I have had my UPS and DOWNS for the year 2006; my confusion as to where I want to spend my future @; my setbacks in romance; my new, lovely (4 e gals), cool (4 e guys) FRIENDS; my bondage with my family members; and my busy uni life!!

Without those, I wouldn't be sure I would be what I am now~~

No person can live ALONE in this world....Loneliness kills.

So, thank u to all my family members & to all my FrIeNdS... 4 makin' my life a beautiful one~

(tissues, anyone?!^^ )

1 Liter of Tears

The heat’s risin’ to my face.
Throat’s startin’ to well up.
Nose’s blocked by the accumulation of mucus. Sob.
Hold it, bea…
Sob. Sob.
B-But… It’s sooo SAD…
Weep. Weeping~ ~

That is one of the few (well MUCH more than few) experiences I have.
Well… as Graham’s line in the movie ‘The Holiday’:
“A good novel, a birthday card, a touching scene, I weep.”
Chuckles. I would believe without any doubts that each one of us has a different sensitivity of tear gland. Guess I have an oversensitive one.
Alright. Call me a weepie, cryin’ baby. I can’t help it.

My tears never seem to run out of stock!! I’m amazed myself.
Have u heard of the Japanese series ‘1 Liter of Tears’?! I’m sure u have.
Well… my friends (all of ‘em so far…) only cried in a maximum of 2 scenes.
But me?! There were only about 5 scenes that I didn’t cry!!
It was too sad, too pitiful.
I can always imagine myself in their shoes, and that really gets my emotions worked up.
Sometimes, I would feel so tired of holding the tears, and crying, that I had to take a pause in watching the series.
Bad, pretty bad, I know.
But that’s me. And that’s what this blog is ALL ABOUT!!

a DReaM of LoVe

Do u dream often?...I don't.
Really, what is a dream?! some people say it's remnants of what is on your mind before you fall asleep... while others say it's a vision from God...
In any case, i like to dream... good ones of course...^^
Maybe because I rarely dream, when I do, it'll be impressing... :)

Wait...what the...?! that's not the dream I was talking about...
I'm talking about dreams... like dreams to be tall (for some gals ;) OR dreams to become a doctor...yeahh... THAT dream~~

I've seen a lot of love stories... and heard even more!! I think mushy for some, but envy for MOST... I'll be swept away from reality... and truly felt the intensity of the moment~~
wish that I could feel that lovely feeling one day...
I think such an intense feeling will only come when both sides have shared SO much memories... whether good or bad...
I want to keep mine for the right one... the BEST one...^^
For now... I'll just continue my dream... the endless surprises that it will give me~~

DreaMs of LoVe

~CherrY~

Thanks to my friend ZOLA... my sis & my dreams finally came true!!! What dream exactly?!

well here's what happened in the past....

When I was in grade 2 and my sister in grade 5... we went to a pet shop near our house along with dad... There, we saw a few months old dalmation... we were so excited and immediately asked whether we could have it... but my dad said NO.. and promised to buy us the dalmation if we got perfect score in 10 of our tests... so we tried our best and achieved the goal in a few months... we finally went back to let my dad fulfill his promise... but unfortunately... the dalmation has grown to a relatively bigger size than the last time... so we gave up the hope of buying it when my dad told me how it hard it will be to teach the dog...

After that incident, we never really had the chance to have a pet in our house... not even a fish... (not considering the uninvited guests... u know... pests...)

But now... it's totally different... i was given a puppy!! and it'ss sooo CUTE!! It's a poodle cross... (I'm not sure what cross it is.. but i'm glad is not pure POODLE ^^)

Cherry... cherry... (altho its not really responding to her new name now... sigh) patience is what u need to take care of a puppy... it's soo cute but yet it's so stubborn sometimess... *___*

eniwaee.. it's just an update... on what's happening in my lifee... ^^

will be back with more news SOON~~

MasTeR oF teNNis

Sunday, 28.01.07
A Sunny, Summer day in Melbourne City.
Rod Laver Arena.
Presence of audience from all over the globe.
Fully packed stadium.
All awaiting…the winner. The champion for…
The Men’s Final for Australian Open 2007.

My heart was thudding heart when I watched the match.
Roger Federer Vs Fernando Gonzalez.
Go Federer!! I shouted when the ball went straight past Gonzalez’s racket.
(Yeap J I’m on the 3-years-in-a-row-champion’s side)
Oh mann!! Oh noo!! L
Federer made yet another unforced error

It took all my concentration away!!
I couldn’t control it!!
I was captured by the intensity of the game, the emotional pressures on both players, and the excitement of the excellent strokes…
My heart went into a meltdown when Federer won the match.
7-6, 6-4, 6-4
Relief washed over me.
I didn’t realize how hypnotized I was before!! *___*

Amazed. Amused. I really am.
How could these people play such an extraordinary game without going into a nervous breakdown?!?!
Seriously…
I mean… if I were in their shoes, I would be panting!!
Not only because of the energy I used…
But also due to the nervousness that led to an increase in heart rate!!
(Okay, why do I sound like a medical student?! I mean I am… but not at this context!!)

Calmness. Humble. Skill. Talent.
Main elements of a champion.

Go tennis. Go Federer!!

Anyway… This entry was just meant to be an informative one (for those tennis-lovers but happened to miss the match), an interesting one (for those tennis-neutrals), and a bored one (for those tennis-haters…why?! WHY?!)

I wish I was there~~ -___-

uSeRnaME?!

Lately, there is only one word that can describe my days. BUSY.
Just too much time wasted on pursuing my dream of becoming a doctor...(okay it's a +ve thing but still... it's wasted when u didn't actually hear what the lecturers were talking about) *__*

This business got a whole load of impacts in my used-to-be holidays EVERYDAY... I guess I'm not gonna talk about it all here... it's gonna be bo-o-ring-ng... so yeaa.. let's just say that one of 'em was that I didn't get to surf the net AT ALL!! Besides the fact that I can't check on my Friendster and update myself with the latest GOSS... it hit me one day that I haven't written a single entry to my "abandoned" blog!!!

So-o-o, I typed in the address and tried to log in... It said that I've switched to signing in through a Google account... Yeah that's right... I made one the other day... But... What was the username? Okay... calm down... I can't possibly forget it... I mean it shouldn't be far from simply_***

After trying the umpteenth time, I almost gave up... with a feeling of uncertainty and unbelief at the loss of my blog (my very own blog)!!! all just because I forgot the username!!! I was sooo down... (not down like totally depressed that I stood still for a long time, dun get me wrong...) I can't accept the fact that I can't get pass this whole web security thing... (it's safe of course... but it'll just give u a huge headache and anger when u happened to forget the password OR the username (it's usually the password.. okay my case's a bit diff)

So-o-0 what's the username?! (as stated for my heading..)
After 2 days of trying to figure out the likely possibilities but to no avail, I gave up... I thought I would have to make a new one... But just then... I went to the net... looking at the log in page, I had the tinge to give it one more try... and I did... and it worked!!! I was soo surprised that I thought there must be an error with the system.. but no there isn't.... and yeay! WelCoMe back to e bits and pieces of my heart*~~

*that sounded real mushy...*___* oh well....^^