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TheLady ♥
2:15 AM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
I tried hard enough. Its time for me to stop now. Its been a whole month. And I am so done feeling blue. I am moving on to a new chapter in life.To A,
Its been five fridays now. More than a month since it was back to you and me. You can never imagine how I managed those fridays. It sucks I have to say. Abruptly changing the fridays with us to just being my friday. I miss you A. I miss you badly. I know that everything you did was for my own good. Or atleast thats what you claimed it to be. But sayang I dont see any good in this. Its more of a torment to me. I know you promised but you know A, some promises are just meant to be broken. You should know what I really want when I asked you to promise me that. Or for atleast I thought you did. But clear enough you did not. Never did I want to end things between us. I never did A.
I know no matter how long of a post I write things had already happened. You gave me your reason. And I know that it would not change the decision you made or neither would I get us back but you need to know that I am not the very least thankful or happy that you kept your promise. In fact I am regretting making you promise me that.
That aside, A, I want my abang back. Seriously. I want the abang I knew 3 years ago back. If not as a sayang, take it as an adik, that I am pleading with you to please stop doing whatever that you are doing now cause seriously I do not want to receive a call from your mum nor B telling me that you are dead. Ohhh comeon! I know you too well and I know them too. I know too well what they might get you into. So please larh A, stop it! You knew the trouble you could get into and thats why you casted me away, so why not just get away yourself. It saves us both the trouble kn. Eiiisshhh. Bodoh sungguh I have to say. Kesian your mum atleast. She is one nice lady and you know how much you mean to her. You hurt her once A. Don't do it again! Ohhh fucckk it. I am pleading. Please Please Please!
You know what A. I think I tried hard enough. Its time for me to stop now. Thank You for those beautiful memories we shared. I am grateful that there was a part of my life with you in it. Eventhough things didnt end the way I wanted it too. Since you chose to fulfill the first promise, those other promises we made, I still do hope you'll keep them. And when you see my family, just tegur please. I dahh naik penat defend you infront of them. Dahh naik penat putting in good words for you and Im wondering why I even do that. Plus the baju, tolong larh, its ours okay. Anndd dahh. I am done here. Done feeling blue. You nak sangat I move on kan? So here I am moving on. Trying so hard to make me hate you right? Oh wells. I DO! See me on the road, tolong jalan and dont even bother to acknowledge. Treat it as if our lifes has never crossed paths. Dahhh. GoodBye!Regards,
Yana
TheLady ♥
2:51 AM
