so today was just like any other random days. to think of it my past few days has mostly been unplanned and random. bt so. this isnt the point. cigarettes. i think m allergic to them. bt is there like such thing. due to some reasons. i've been with cigarettes or the smoke to be exact for the past few days. n weirdly aftr that person finishes a stick. i'll start sneezing and my nose would be runny. its weird though. for it has not happened last tym. when things were much worse. hmmmm. is there any cigarettes allergy in the first place?


gah. i feel like screaming and shouting my lungs out. but would it even matter? damn. i'll go crazy. sooner or later.


its funny on hw i've been talking to ppl whom i least expect to talk too. bt oh wells. its nice talking to them. ok. i know i shudnt be here blogging. econs supps is like 2moro. haha. ok. ellyana. tk serik serik.


hello ppl. m back frm camp. ok i ws back frm yesterday. bt i ws lazy to post. camp was like fun fun fun. haha. except for those little kids that makes up super super angry. haha. sec ones. what do you expect. m so loosing voice now thanks to all the shouting done. gosh. i tell you. they are so diff than what we were when we were in sec one. bt oh wells. i had fun in total. night walk. was a totally hilarious thing. me and iman(my partner for night walk) had a whole load of fun scaring the campers. haha. we hid by the trees and leaves keeping quiet and finally scaring them. hilarious. haha. had a great time with hidayat too during the treasure hunt. except that it was very tiring to be walking up and down the whole campsite for a lot of tym. capfire was just totally fun. i think us instructors had a whole more great loads of fun than the campers. haha. we know how to entertain ourselves. ok. thats all. pictures.






ok so fine. i've decided. ppl say just go and be happy for now then chiong and study. i shall do just that. dont think abt supps for nw. and happily go for camp and see those interesting kids. and then come back and chiong all the way for supps. yes. i believe i can do it.


so right. i seriously feel like a stupid bitch today. bloody shit. and my wound got rubbed in by a bloody idiot named daniel. fucktard. warrghhhh. and so i got the verdict at 1412hrs today. n seriously i feel like screaming my lungs out. i kept opening and closing the msg several times before finally accpeting reality. ok so face it. m taking supps. and not one at that. bt two. ellyana ellyana how dumb can you get. i talk to sumone yest. a sumone that once played a huge role in my life. n so we were talking and saying about hw useless we are now. n he insists that he is useless-er. oh wells. now i feel that i am bloody hell more useless then hym. damn it. i cant even pass papers. so yes. m creating history in ellyana's life by failing papers. shit head larh ellyana. ohh i failed POM and MacroEcons btw. the two papers which i so didnt have confident in. warrgghhhh. i so dont feel like going for camp now. how am i supposed to happily go like this with supps at the back of my mind. oh. when is supps btw? ok ellyana is seriously hopeless.


and ohh shit. i learned that it one more day. meaning results wud be out 2moro. specially delivered to me by an sms. cause i signed up for the sms shit. ohhh damnn. its like 12 more hrs to go. nt even a day larh. wth.


2more days. till the verdict is out. 2more days. n that would decided my mood for the upcoming camp. just 2more days. gosh. i am so getting the jitters now. no supps please.


n so yes. i was woken up today by my sister practically yelling. 'adek. ader firemen ketuk pintu'. n i was like wth. bt yeah. so this was what happened. a group of firefghters were practically banging on my door. yeah. at like 9 in the morning. its frustrating since i went to slp at 6. warrghh. n so they thot there were a fire inside our house. they've been banging for quite awhile until my sister woke up and realise. and so they were like checking our house. n for goodness sake. my sis and i were like in fbts and boxers larh. wth. nnnn oh we realise they were holding a cutter. i think if we were to not open the door soon enought. they would like cut our door down or sumthin like that. its irritating to have sumone banging at your door in the morning especially when nothing really happened. someone might have pranked call them or sumthin. whoever it is. damn you. disrupt my sleep.


i met someone a few days back. and yeah he got me thinking about this. relationships. be it family ties. friendship. or even those between lovers. its funny on how relationship works sometimes. like one day. you could be friends. and you then grow to become lovers. and then the next day you find out that you guys are actually related. haha. from friends to lover and then to being family?? not thru marriage though. its that you share a common blood. its funny but sad at the same time. ohh wells. its fate i guess.

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