Captured Moments
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
school started. n days are beginning to become very very short. you know. i'll end late everyday arnd 6. n so when i get back hm i'll get so tired. do some stuffs. nrml routine. check emails. reply impt ones. n stuffs. got tired. then go to sleep. and then wake up. get ready for school. school. then the routine starts all over agn. n on mondays and fridays. there is work. it gets very very tiring. you know go to work from school. wahhh. i shant complain. cause my dad is already starting to ask me to quit. ohh wellss. bt i cant afford tooo. unless they increase my allowance by like $300. hahaha. like as if they wud. n soo. then on my offs days which is like sunday only. you know there are cnfrm many appointments. meeting up with mates. go out with family cause its supposedly to be family day. i find myself getting lesser of my time. my alone time. i hope all this is worthit. bt yeah. making myself busy is a kind of good thing also. i know. she know. fullstop.and to someone. haha. happy busking in erhhmm. you know. haha. make the right choice girl. dont end up regretting aftrwards. you told me your decision bt i still find it too hastily made. think carefully. and i mean it. carefully.and to losers. i am nt interested in all that. you cn do wateva you want for all i care. just dont make a mess out of my life and everyone would be happy. geddit. you live your life and i live mine. thats it. i wont be back that often. as you cn see. i've been updating like mmm. fornightly. ooooooooooo. yes yes i tak malu. bt haha. ATTENTION ALL. DATES TO REMEMBER.
25 NOVEMBER!!!!!
ELLYANA"S BIRTHDAY!!!
WEEHHEEEE!! MARK THAT ON YOUR CALENDER.okay. btul btul tk malu. haha.
TheLady ♥
12:27 AM
Friday, October 17, 2008
m seriously craving for Iced Caramel Macchiato. been long since i starbuck. a month ago i guess. so starbucks anione?? oh and you know. it ws said that i wud meet sumone interesting today. bt instead i met sumone really irritating and its seriously is infuriating. woah it rhymes. haha. bt seriously he ws a real pest. buzzing around. school is strating n m like neutral about it. i dont really look forward to the long days ahead. thanks to cds cds. ohh i gt psychology and leadership. kind of happy i guess. bt itd be really tiring i guess. with work on the other hand. bt i shall nt complain or else dad will start with asking me to quit my job again. these few days has been really long and tiring. few fights and bickers somewhere. n there ws also our first bicker. results to ignoring each other, mayb it a good thing. anw it my arwah nani's supposedly 62 birthday on tues. bt i guess she is onlie 2 in her new world. n amazingly i was followed by this butterfly. its green in colour. from work sumwhere along the roads of the airport where it sticks itself to the window next to my bus seat. i tried hiting it but it wont go off. i thot it was nothing. bt then surprisingly when i reach home, the same butterfly was flying in my house. seriously. it gets me thinking. mayb its her. i dunno. bt if its really her. then its too sweet of her to turn to a green butterfly. butterfly being what i love and also green being my fav colour. ohhh. ellyana is tthinking to much. bt she really misses her nani loads. :(n you know i waited and waited bt you never did call me back. next tym dont make promises. :x
TheLady ♥
10:00 PM
Thursday, October 02, 2008
n so. today wud be the start of my boring hari raya. ohh. seriously its like a normal sunday when we go to atuk's hs and just slack. bt except for the fact where we wore baju kurong today. ohh yea. seriously there is like no where else to go. since nani and nenek's death. we already are like nt going aniwhere. and then the departure of nyang. and nw. the departure of tuk jah. and so onlie left with atuk. n so we slacked there the whole day just helping my aunt to entertain the many guest who came to their hs today. haha. i told her i shud be paid for that. haha ellyana. i think she's paid me enuf in one way or another. n so i spend my hari raya mostly on the phone. hw dumb to be stuck on the phone during raya. bt oh wells. bt aniwae i cant wait for sat. we'll be having the anually family jln raya thingi. with mum side. with my cute cousins. fun. and if nt wrng sunday with dad side. could be said my onlie left cousins frm my dad's side. sad. bt its ok. i rather onlie have them then have the others who..................n so that is hw my raye went. kind of sad. i wonder hw it wud be like next year. i hope just really hope no one in my family would depart us ever so soon. sometimes i just wish that i'd be the one to leave first so that i wont have to go thru the miseries of death animore. i miss nani suddenly.i ponder. really. maybe i shud nt go. mayb i really shudnt and just let this come to a stop. its becoming useless.
TheLady ♥
12:30 AM
