was like lets say. mmm. surfing. yeah. n so i came across this ques.
Congratulations, you just had a daughter! What do you name her?
haha. ok. me n sis just had this children naming talk few days back. n so we were talking about names we would give our child. my sis got so mezmerized by this actor n so she going to name her son that. hahaha. but the name is quite cool larh. haha. i dunno whats up with me bt seriously. naming people could be ever so fun. haha ok. so this would be what i would name my children.
for a girl it would be Anaylle Qistina [A-NAI-LI KISS-TI-NA]. (notice her first name is the direct opposite of my second name)
for a guy is would be Muhammad Anaqi Qishdan [MU-HAM-MAD A-NA-KI KISH-DAN].
cool right cool right. ok i find it cool. haha. why A and Q. i dunno. dont ask me why cause i dunno the reason. its just that. haha. aiya this are just random thoughts. things may change ltr on. bt i really do like these names for now. hehehe.


that may be our last meeting. that would be the last goodbye eventhough it was not meant for you. nw that he is gone there is no other reasons for us to still meet each other. n so. i hope you stay strong. that was the very first time since knowing you that i've seen you so weak. that was the first tear you shed infront of me. hah you know you were always the one who is there protecting me and comforting me when m in tears back then. bt now i really have no way to do that to you. so i'll just give you my silent encouragement. everyone has to pass on one day so you have to just face it like i had to two years back. i know the feeling of losing someone you love the most especially since he is your dad. bt you have to let him go dengan redah. i know you can do it. stay strong wan.

and to arwah tuk jah. semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat dan kamu ditempatkan di dalam golongan2 orang yang beriman. terima kasih atas segalanya yang kamu telah beri kepadaku sepanjang hidupmu. aku amat menghargainya. dan kerana kamu larh yang membisa kn ku untuk bertemui wan dan berkongsi masa bahagia bersamanya walaupun buat sekita. kamu akan selalu diingati dan takkan ku lupai. moga kamu tenang di alam sana. amin.


m bored. bored. bored. extremely bored. its raining and like cannot go out. if i go out aslo must be home early. why? i have to go visit wan's dad agn. was force cn. n since m bored m gonna do this thing which both yan and naz ask me to. i know. no life.

1)do you have a wide group of friends?
i dont need loads of friends just those who stays true.

2)If you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you?
yar. my close friends will.

3)Will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
most precious thing? if its most precious why would i. i dunno. see what and in what situation.

4)Do you believe in BFF?Best Friend Forever?
BFF. i think only kids believe in that. from experience friends dont stay. ok nt all.

5)Do you think a straight guy and a woman can just be platonic friends ?
nope. never can. speaking from experience cn.

6)Do you have a male friend whom you can trust with almost everything ?
male friend. nt now. used to. ermmm 3 weeks back. they come and go. you know question no. 5. so uhuh.

7)Do you think friends should tell each other everything?
no no no. if we have to tell each other everything including our secrets than i rather not have this friendship.

8)If your friends are in trouble , what will you do ?
they know m here for them.

9)In future, if your friends get married and ask you to be their best man , will you agree?
bridesmaid. yeah.

10)What if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
haha. been there done that. and no obviously. how can i trust her again when obviously she has done something super bad to become my enemy.

11)What will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
hmmmm. find out the reason. and wahla. bye bye.

12)If your friend snatches your boyfriend/girlfriend away , will you hate him or her completely?
no. i will get angry with her. bt i'll hate my boyfriend.

13)What if there is a girl that has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help her?
dunno. lets say phobia. did that b4 and i kind of regret it now. cause i kinf of lost my friend in the process.

14)Do your parents think your friends are a bad influence ?
no. my parents dont know most of my friends. haha. they only know my schoolmates which are all so goody goody.

15)What will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
transfer school. if currently. now. i'll be super happy. cause i dont like my class at all. overseas can?

16)If your friend organizes a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go , will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go?
they have no reason to not let me go. aiya they've never restricted me so no worries.

17)How will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?
one worth to be remembered.

18)Define friendship.
Dictionary meaning:
1. the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
2. a friendly relation or intimacy.
3. friendly feeling or disposition.
Ellyana's meaning: is about being there whenever your friend is in need and even that to know the limit of that friendship which means privacy has to be respected.

19)Name 20 people whom you can think right now.
1. Shasha
2. Nazeeha
3. Azyan
4. Jannah
5. Safiqa
6. Danial
7. Shaun
8. Fauzin
9. Zul
10. Wan
11. Syafiq
12. Xuan Qi
13. Rizal
14. Nadiah
15. Juhana
16. Juhanis
17. Khai
18. Faez
19. Nadrah
20. Mr. W

don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people . at the end , choose 5 people to do this.

Where did you meet no. 14?
Primary School.

what will you do if you never meet no. 1?
i dunno. then maybe life would be different. i'll be short of a starbuck buddy.

what if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?
haha. zul and Mr. W. hahaha. cn maybe. they'll be the weirdest gay couple ever.

will no. 6 & no. 17 date?
Danial and Khai? hahahaha. no never will. their personalities are too different. n besides Danial is too straight to be with khai.

describe no. 3.
yan yan. hmmmm. one noisy person. or for atleast we will be noisy when we meet. i think we are th noisiest and badest among the whole grp of friends. haha. ouh azyan. i miss you. lunch?

describe no. 7.
shaun-ie. haha. he arh. one troubled chap. everyday also gt problem. tsk tsk tsk.

do you know any of no.12’s family?
haha. no. i know she has a mother, father, sis and bro.

what will you do if no.18 confess to you that she likes you?
Faez? haha. never will. he has a gf. n besides its impossible. haha.

what language does no.15 speak ?
English and malay.

how old is no.16?
She's sweet 17!

when is the last time you spoke to no.13?
hmmm. rizal. two weeks ago i guess. he should be in camp now.

who is no.2 favorite band or singer?
oops. aper ehh? i know now shes into shayne ward and david archuletta song. bt dont really know her favourite singer. isit simple plan?

would you ever date no. 4?
Jannah? i got rejected tons of time. bt this tym she gotta date me if she wants her prezzie.

would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?
Syafiq? hahahah. no. were good friends. thats all. n besides he is trying to pursue this girl. haha. kesian kesian.

where does no. 6 live?
somewher west. chua chu kang i think. or isit yishun. nt sure larh.

what is your favourite thing about no.5?
haha safi. i dunno leh. she's ever so quiet.

Have you seen no. 2 naked?
haha no. why would i.

what is no.8's nickname?
daddy. thats what i call hym. he nags alot. at me.

Ppl to do this:
anyone larh. if i list out the names like they will do. cause they have a life unlike me. muahaha.


regrets? are there? hmmm. maybe. he is super hot nw. even they said so. ouh anw. yes. i went to visit wan's dad just nw. n of course wan was there and so things just goes with some weird moments. ouh anw. back to the point. wan's dad. its kind of sad to see hym like that. its like you know. waiting for his time. according to the doctor there's no more hope. he recognises ppl bt he cant talk. he cn. he mumbles n we cant understand hym. i hope he gets well.. i hope. ouh anw. that was the first time i saw wan so serious. n i mean really. 've never seen him so serious on the verge on tears. its always the other way round. hope he'll stay strong.


im heading off. to a place i've avoided for long. gd luck ellyana.


yesterday was already bad enough. to have met some infamous people on the street. n things cudnt get any better today. to wake up with almost no voice. n to go to school for a presentation only to be discriminated at. one word. ok no. three words. PISSED. PISSED. PISSED. what f**k. who the hell she thinks she is. ok they think they are. some great person. even a great person dont discriminate other's race larh. wth. oh yes. being the minority there put me at a disadvantage bt yeah m gonna fight it all out. thats ellyana. what. 'Malay's are not educated' 'They get free education' 'Their weddings are much cheaper because they do it at the void decks'? oh hello. pls get your facts right first before crapping for the sake of crapping cn. first thing first we are talking about now and nt decades ago. ouh hello. malays nw are far much more educated okay. n hello. if your talking about being nt educated. then i wouldt be here larh. we are on the same level pls. or wait. i think my commsskills grade are far much better then yours can. so what can you say now. who is nt educated??? idiot. n hello we dont get free education ok. we are only subsidies by our association okay. what free education. i still have to pay for my fees can. n what cheap weddings. nt doing at the hotel or some fancy restaurant doesnt mean its cheap can. we still have the dowry nt forgetting the ring gifts n the cost of the decorations the food the gifts to be handed out to the guests the wedding clothes the kompang and stuffs. hello. all that can easily add up to $40 K okay. cheap your foot larh. its just custom cn. thats all just race discrimination cn. hello singapore is a multi racial society. dont be so racist can. i may be a malay bt i do have gd chinese/indians friends who are unlike you guys. oh i forgot m nt racist while you are. what shit larh. i dont bloody hell care if you guys are going to read this. oh in fact i hope you'll read this so that it'll get into your thick skulls. BITCHES.


HAPPYness. oh yea. it turns out to be a happy day at first. its was quite ok in the morn. my mum did not go to stall today. national day. bt she was like waking me up in the morn like ' adik. adik. bangun. dh eleven.' (when its like 9 plus) she was like "adik cepat bangun. tengok cik som ngan laki dier tengah gadoh'. i was like. wth. why was my mum so kepo early in the morn. so dragged myself to the kitchen and true enuf the husband was shouting like hell. ouh it was my neighbour. then my mum kept on ranting on how unbelievable that was thinking that the husband was a good guy and stuffs. on like what she would do if my dad did that. n like how i should go and find a guy who is not like that. and stuffs. n yes all that early in the mornin. it was cute of her though. bt anw. i really thank god that my family isnt having an major family problems or those family abuse. i thank god that my dad is such a nice person. i thank god for blessing me with nice parents. i thank god for everything. n ok. so then i was super semangat to go for ob lecture today. bt then due to certain reason. i dint. so went to school for like about an hr plus onlie. oh well ellyana. bt then the day turned out quite happy and fun. n i was so looking forward to the wedding to meet my cute little cuzzins whom i have nt met since like ages. bt then. they didnt go so did i. my parents went though. n so i thot the day was a happy one. until..... ya. gosh. its all new. bt maybe its fate. time for me to start a new and forget everything. i guess so. oh wells. n oh ya. i got my phone. nt the one i wanted bt i guess it isnt that bad.


i thot i was naturally irritating. bt i guess i was wrong. or maybe i wasnt irritating enough. gosh. this sucks. the more i get irritating the more closer that pest gets. what shit. warggghhh.

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