n i thought i could have a wonderful sleep waking up just in time to go to work. bt all thanks to MS. SYAZANAWATI BINTE ABDUL MALIK for barging into my room and waking me up depriving me of it. arrggghhh. THANKS ALOT DARLING!!! ouh. there is a new colleague at work today. his name is rivan or isit ravin. haha. nt too sure. he is quite a nice chap actually minus the fact that he calls me minah. ellyana the minah. wtf. me minah. argghhh. he is such an ass. m so gonna think of a name for him. nnn. i tried fixing him up with one of the maids that arrived just now. haha. and the maid actually responded. i mean smiling and giggling at him. it was hilarious. i was just about to ask the maid for her num when he complained to my supervisor. idiot. spoil the fun. m gonna get back at him soon. ouh anw. i encountered this super fucked up passenger just now. gosh he screamed at me at the airport. idiot. n its nt my fault anw. all thanks to his agent and m the one getting it. pfft. so anw. ellyana is feeling super duper bored. she just finished doing her powerpoint for IntHT project. n shes feeling so less burdened now.

blue clapper oh blue clapper
help me forget your master



my worst friday of all. its friday and i am cooped up at home. wth right. wargghh. ok so school has been more fun lately. except for all that tons of projects and assignments though. there is more things to talk to classmates now. its not that quiet as it used to be. now. its really a feeling of a class. with gossips and all. and not forgetting the cute nicknames we created. should not be called nicknames to be exact. should be called handsigns names. cute shit.

sayang, i walked down the streets in search of you but all that i found was the memories of that one blue clapper.
some things just dont turn out the way we wished it to.
but m contented with all those memories you've given me.
it may just be a stupid clapper that people would not even take a glance at.
but to me it means alot.
i'll cherished it. i promise.


yay. i felt happy today. i got an A for my comm skills. ok. stop bragging ellyana. bt hey. i have every rights to brag and be happy. its like the first time in my entire lifetime i got an A for english. woohoo. haha. ok. for all my test. i can say i totally flung all. i only did well in comm skills and BCS. i barely passed my RHT and OB. econs and IntHT. i dunno yet. bt i have a feeling. its nt done well either. can i go back to secondary school. its so much fun and relaxing then. projects3 depriving me of my beauty sleep.

waking up with swollen eyes.
i thought those days were over.
little did i know slowly its coming back again.
i thought you'd be the one.
i guess i am wrong again.


what a start of the week. to have not recovered from sea sick cum food poisoning i think. now my mother is affected. and to be late to hand in my excel project by a bloody 4 hrs. who knows how many percent would be deducted. to be late for RHT tutorial by 17 minutes. 2 minutes over to be marked by as absent. and to run out of tutorial class at 4.45 to submit IntHT Field Trip Report that is due at 5. how cool. a hectic start of the week. and then to onlie be dissapointed by looking forward to it. and not mentioning the damn ear-piece which is spoiled onlie just after buying it yesterday. stupid.


CDS! CDS! what should i take. gosh its so difficult to choose. how many choices do we have aniwae. i dunno. haha. i noe m gonna take psychology. sumore. french/japanese/italian/intro to mass comm. i dunno sehh. sumone help me choose.


i miss my nani. yes suddenly. its my uncle's burthday today. bt he is feeling sad cause his mum my grandma isnt here animore to cook his favourite dish like she used to every year. i pity my uncle to have lose his mum at such a young age. i miss my nani. gosh really. to folks out there. treasure your grandparents eventhough they might be a nag. you'll will never know how much you'll need them when they are gone. deaths. i hope i wont have to face animore deaths. i rather die first then to see my love ones go b4 me.


m bored. seriously bored. so lets do some stupid questions. found it on friendsters. bt i dont like to post bulletins. so lets do it here.

1. You're really upset; who is the first person you go to?
-my bed to be exact. i'll just cry my heart out in my bed. bt of course my friends too. they are sure a great help.

2. If someone likes you right now, would you want them to tell you?
-depends who.

3. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
-not really. as long that he doesnt smoke around me. i hate the smell.

4. Can you do a split?
-nope. used to.

5. Do you get along better with guys or girls?
-hmmm. both.

6. Last person you texted?
-muhammad fauzin.

7. Do you like shows like Forensic Files and Unsolved Mysteries?
-err. never heard of it. bt CSI is nice.

8. Do you prefer to take showers at night?
-ouh yes. the shower is my second bestfriend. i'll take a long shower at night to think about stuffs.

9. Name the best person who could cheer you up?
-currently i should say its him. bt my girlfriends is still the best.

10. Have you been to New York City?
-nope bt i wish to.

11. Who is the last person you added to your contacts list in your phone?
-forgot. oooh wait. maybe its shawn.

12. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
-yea. bt my mum keeps it.

13. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-nazeeha.

14. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
-yea. he is such a great help.

15. Heard any really great quotes lately?
-hmmm. kind of. bt i cant recall it right now.

16. Do you think you have made a difference in anyones life?
-i think so. i dunno.

17. Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
-kindergarten. PAP in block 226 in pasir ris.

18. Have you ever tattooed anyone's name on you?
-nahh. its against religion.

19. Why is your number one on Friendster number one?
-huh?

20. What is the name of your cousin's best friend?
-me. haha. how am i supposed to know.

21. What's the most appealing thing about the opposite sex?
-hmmm. the way he talks to me.

22. Which year has been the best so far?
-ouhh. i wanna be fourteen again. bt now is fun though.

23. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
-uhuh. $10.

24. Has anyone ever been more important to you than a family member?
-nahh. family will always be my first priority.

25. Last time you smiled?
-always smiling.

26. Last text message in your inbox?
-fauzin saying thanks.

27. When is your next road trip?
-sea trip can? will be going to batam over the weekends. so excited.

28. Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
-of joy yeah.

29. Where is your phone?
-on my left.

30. Do you think your current pets will be alive ten years from now?
-no pets. hate it.

31. When was your last bubble bath?
-hmmm. donkey years ago.

32. Do you know anyone by the name of Dennis?
-nahh. denise can?

33. Where is your pet right now?
-dead. i thought i said i dont have one.

34. What color pillow do you have?
-pink. blue. green. black. white. i have many pillows you see. i need them all to go to sleep.

35. How many kids do you want to have?
-2. a boy and a girl.

36. What outfit do you have on?
-t-shirts and shorts.

37. What color are your eyes?
-black.

38. What are you doing tomorrow?
-work.

39. Do you know someone who likes you?
-*shrugs*

40. Does a heartbreak feel as bad as it sounds?
-i think its worse.


you know ellyana. always contemplating. making decisions in the last minutes. ooh i should rephrase. she makes decision quite early. its just that she like to change her mind at the last minute. gosh. OK. i'm so fixed. should i go or not go. haha. i think i just did this think for making a decision to go to batam over this weekend with my uncle. after much contemplation she finally decides to go. should be fun going with him. ok stop. right now. at 4 am. i am now making a decision to or not to go to this somewhere in like 12 hrs ltr. i know i wanna go bt at the same time i am having fever+flu+sore throat right now. n naz is also having flu+sore eyes. bt at the same time i cant not go. it'll be too evil of me. gosh. thats why i said i don't like making decisions.


i messed up today. i know. all i can say is that m sorry. im really am. sometimes its just inevitable to break promises. im really sorry. you arent that petty are you? i'll make up for it. just say it.
anw. happy birthday SYAZANAWATI BINTE ABDUL MALIK. like i said. youre seventeen. act like one darling.


*edited

so bored. all thanks to my oh so good colleagues. tkper arh. pai tau jer. gosh. i cant believe they bubbled us. and to think we especially took the day off today. dumb. all those plannings we had for today. all just useless. gosh. i cant be bothered with them animore. i wont plan things animore. ouh wateva.


yay. my pay is in. finally. like finally. i've been logging in and out of the internet banking portal to check if its in. and its finallly in at about 12 just nw. woohoo. happy giler babe. shopping. shopping. haha. ok. i've nt gotten any sleep from the past 36 hrs. and i can actually survive. cool or what. aiya. its a nrml thing to ellyana. shes abnormal you see. and mayb her frequent migraines are caused bt the super lack of sleep. haha. bt nw she cant stand it animore and her head is in a whirl. so she going off snoring.


please call. please call. please call. gosh. 've never anticipated for a call this much before sia. ok. there was once bt he wasnt that impt. this is impt. my kuzzin gt the call already. and we went for interview together. and to think i reccomended her the job. please call. please call. please call. mayb she has sales background while i dont. bt m happy for her though. she's been like looking for a job since donkey years ago. gosh. please call. please call. please call. if they do call today. m so gonna resign immediately from pms today. so no need to fret about nt getting anyone to replace me 2moro and being screamed at by kakak. damn it. please call soon.

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