arrrrggghhh. yes. arrrggghhh. my oh-so-gorgeous-hot-cute-looking abang is back. hes finally out. arrgghhhh. happy seh. finally seh. its been months. gosh. i miss him so. i cant wait to meet him. i wanna give him a big hug. oh i so miss him. haha. ok. ellyana happy giler. ok. anw i went for a job interview today. n yes. ellyana is jobhopping. ok. she feels a little guilty larh. bt she dont care cause she just fought with the oh-so-idiotic manager and this is the so right time to resign. hope i get through this interview. bt anyway. super happy today. many2 things happen. happy things. n yes i think i've been talking alot. finally feel so ellyana again. haha. m so nt use to being the quiet goody2 ellyana. its seems like as the days goes by. i've become quiter. i wanna be the old ellyana again. ok anyhow. ellyana is still very happy today cause she heard the news that her oh-so-gorgeous-hot-cute-looking abang is out. haha. ok ok. stop it. bt on the other hand she's sad cause she lost all her items;those papers pictures. cause it flew out her wallet and she has no time to pick it up. bt she'll get over it 2moro cause she's meeting all her primary school girlfriends 2moro. n mayb some boy-friends.


i broke my specs today. cause i stupidly knealed down on it. stupid right. i know. bt luckily it was just my home specs. if nt. gosh. ouh i didnt go to school today. mc. m not really sick larh. its just that my migraine came up early in the morning. n it was super bad. so i cannot get up from bed. and then there is this never ending cough of mine. and my stupid sighness. gosh. so i had to take an mc. stupid. ouh n to you know who you are. stop it sia. i know you read my blog. its just that you never leave a trace. bt si*l arh. you arent my parents. so you have no right to control my life. i dont have to report to you in everything that i do. pfft. last warning sia. serious.


i thought he was a good guy in nature. its just that he fell into the wrong company. i guess i was wrong. really wrong. he was never good. i pity his dad. really do. what a nice dad to have such an unfilial child who only knows how to asks for money2. what crap. i can understand if its other days. bt nt today. dad's sick in the hosp whereas he can go fool around on the streets. what f*ck. i cant believe i was that blind last time. wasted a whole year plus with someone like him. pissed with myself.


How Come You Captivate My Heart So Easily, Yet I Can't Find A Way To Grab Your Attention.
Its Unfair How The World Really Works.
Happy Moments Always Seems So Short While Sad Moments Never Seem To Fade Away.
Good People Always Leave Us First But Bad Ones Never Fails To Linger Around Us.
Why? Why? Why?


If you've got some worries on your mind, distract yourself! Don't listen to people who say you're running away from a problem -- if there is nothing you can do about the situation, you need to find a way to stop thinking about it! Shopping might be the perfect way to while away the hours and keep your mind occupied with silly things that don't really matter. That way, you can stop fretting over big things that really do matter. Wait this out, it will be okay.

this is my horoscope for today. n yeah i mean 22 May 2008. i know this kind of things are dumb. bt i got addicted to reading it thanks to naz. haha. ok. wonder how the day would be. shopping? money. i am so broke. nt really larh. bt i still need to survive until the fifth. n i am so working 2moro. ouh i mean today. how to go shopping. haha. horoscopes arent true. dunno about the worries part though. bt who the hell on earth dont have any worries or problem. ur life sure must be darn boring.


i want to be fourteen again. i know right. why fourteen. i think its just the best age of life so far. except for the promotion to sec three and my stupid wrong decision that change everything. everything else was great. fun fun fun time with my dear ones. fun friendships. nice relationship. ouhh. everything was great. now it seems like everything is so topsy turvy. i want to be fourteen again. really. really. if onlie i had a time machine to turn back time. i'll definitely will not make the wrong decision again.


it was awkward. it really was. even that simple hello became very awkward.

ok. today has been a fun day i guess. ok larh. so so. school as usual. went for lunch with pei ying. gossiped. haha. okay. then went home. rashid was over at home. waiting for sis to get ready. that funny joker. sumhow he is just too childish for his age. haha. my sis gonna kill me if she reads this. bt true. he was like playing with the make-up. wearing eye shadow. curling his long lashes. blusher. and end up kena screamed at by my sis. haha. my dear sister. what a bapok boyfriend you have there. n so they finally went out n m alone at home. i decided nt to go out today. i realised that i've been going out too many times. n i've been spending alot. n i mean alot. my pay is like only left with $20 odds. n m only getting my allowance from mummy in two days time. gosh. how to survive. mayb i cn pester dad for some money. lets see. so today outing is cancelled. no money. very very tired. m getting sick. seriously lack of rest and sleep. m gonna be good and eat medicine today. i want to be well. i have a date with my darlings this monday. so. i have to be well.


oh so today was supposed to be class outing but me being me didnt go. ok. i was werking okay. the notice came too late and i cant take leave. bt still we had loads of free time at werk today. and since the outing is at changi airport t2 swensens. i met up with my classmates. and there all came the ques about my werk ans stuffs and how cool my uniform was. really mehh. i dont think so. denie was so amazed. nt reallie amazed karh. hw shud i put it. attracted?? to my uniform. haha. okay. n gosh. i so cant believe it. he is taller than me nw. arrrggghhh. i nw have to tip-toe when taking picture beside him. why the hell must guys shoot up so tall. makes me feel short. warrgghh. anw. had fun at werk today. there were basically no flights. so we talk and talk and talk. about stupid stuffs like duh. it was danial's last day today. he going fo ns. so sad. he the funniest guy arnd. sayonara danial. have fun in ns. n ouh. m so fed-up with excel. i wanted to do my assignmentbt ended up i have to like redo it again and again cause i went wrong at some place which i still cant figure out where. i am going crazy because of it.


i super tired as i just came back frm werk. bt there is just many things to do so that means less sleep. mayb i shall consider quitting my job bt then that means less money to spent. hmm. lets see. bt i think with more money i have. the more i spent. n i guess what m onlie left with $88.10 for the next 13 days till the 21st. how am i going to survive. i shall pester mum for some money. i will. or just ask her to gimme me my next m onth allowance in advance. lets see how it goes. anw. it was super free at werk today. there were many staffs. nt many flights so its like everyone just sitting arnd at the counter doing nth bt being pais. haha. hw cool. bt i then being semangat. sat infront of the flight details computer. and turn to the IATA codes page and began copying all those three letters IATA codes for countries and also the two letter IATA codes for airlines. haja. ok. because the InHT tutor said that we have to know this codes. so. i felt a great sense of achievement. oh wow ellyana. ok then. off to do some stuffs.


and so i think today can be considered as the worsts day of my life. first thing first is that i cudnt sleep at all the night before til about 6am in the morning. n yes. 6 am in the mornin. causing me to wake up late at 8am. n yes with onlie 2 hrs of sleep of course i am super2 tired. bt luckily m nt late. its nice living near the campus. ok. and so then my face was super merepek today. you can never imagine. or isit merepek evryday. haha. ok. and my eyes keep twitching for god knows what reason. the worst has yet to come. during luch a bird actually landed on my food even before i started eating. wth right. i know. and so i lost my appetite to eat resulting in hunger of course. i now like got phobia of bizpark already. and when i get back home was too tired to eat and so i went straight to bed. and i actually had a nice time sleeping resulting me to miss a very imprtant something. there's more to it. not elaborating. what could get more worst than this. and for me to sleep earlier on means that i wont be able to sleep. i shall force myself to sleep.


Take Me On A Carousel.

ok. its shattered. it wont happen arh. i just realised that there isnt any carousel in singapore. the should have made a carousel instead of the singapore flyer.

p.s. there is more to it.


yes. ellyana is still wide awake right now. and guess what she still has to go to work 2moro. woohoo. what a joyful event. ok stop it. i just cant get myself to sleep larh can. anw. had a long day 2day. went to school. its friday today. T.G.I.F. so of course must go out larh. went out with yan2. were supposed to go shopping bt end up neva buy anitin. pfft. bt we talked alot. fun larh. its like very long since i talked alot. eversince school started i mean. its usually quiet in class. we were lyk reminiscing about the past. quite fun bt sad at the same time. oh common it LIFE. there is alot of questions in it. walked arnd till ike 6 plus. coffe bean-ed. ws weird. were bored of starbucks so we thot we try sumtin diff. coffee bean. nt nice. still prefer starbucks larh eh. i still prefer my caramel frap. then ws supposed to head home bt met naz at tamp instead. i just didnt want to go home that early so i started merayap-ing larh. walking like lost souls around tm. parted with naz abt 8 plus when she meet with her family. and there i start my long walk home. i purposely took the long route can. its so fun walking alone at night. with your ears plug-ed. sounds like a loner i know. bt you really can think about alot of stuffs. ppl do need some time alone sometimes. ok for atleast thats what i usually do when i want ti think about stuffs. walk alone. n yea. i suddenly have the crazy idea of writing a novel. bt like duh right. this is ellyana. common. she is not cut out for this kind of thing. her lang sucks. so its just another passing crazy ideas of hers. which never ever lasted. haha.

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