woohoo..prelims is over..nothing to be happy about though..i decided to giv myself a rest after all those studying..so here i am..24 more days to o's..n i am like so freaking out..i know i havent been really studying..someone slap me please..haha..kk..puasa is like finishing soon..n soon it'll be hari raya..haha..so fast..how time flies..n soon it'll be the much awaited o' levels..haha..as if..i cant wait for next week..get results n everything..scared though..papers were all so difficult..ok den..i tink this will be my last post till aftr o's..this tym its for real..toodles den..


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arrggghhhh..some ppl just dunno how to say thnk you..wth..ppl help already bt there wasnt even a thnk you bt this n that..wat say..appreciate larhh..yaya..everything is not good for you..next tym..dun ask for my help..go do it yourself den you can blame yourself..i had it..its never good enuf for you..you think you are always right..next tym..even if you ask..i wun care..arrggghhhh..okok..enuf bout this kinf of ppl..anw..i ws bored just nw..just wanted to relax frm all th studying..guess wat i did..haha..i read all my post these past two years..its funny larhh..reading hw my life had been..there was a certain tym wen it was all abt studies..there was aso these long period of tymm wen it was all abt HIM..haha..all th problems n the tym wen its goin to be over..it doesnt really matter nw as its really over..sob sob..its sad larhh..i miss him..haha..wateva..lyf has to go on..y waste my tym crying over him..haha..kk..then there was this point of tym abt werk..funny larhh..reading it all..my life has been quite interesting lehh..haha..bt nrml larhh..there are tyms or sadness..happy..angry..n a whole load of emotions..haha..i wonder wat will happen if i still have this blog ten yrs dwn de road..nn i read it..i tink i wud laugh at my immaturity..haha..


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sometimes things just dun go the way we want it to be..to think of it..sometimes life is unfair..when you want things to go this way..it would go the other..sometimes the best way is to just be not hopeful and demanding and just let nature takes its course..den atleast..you wun get hurt wateva the outcome is..sometimes you just have to learnt to accept things the way it is..den..mayb everyone would be happy..kk..emo tym is over..sorie peeps..i just need to write things down..its nt good to bottle things up..atleast i am true to myself not like some ppl..kk..prelims is here..n o's is just arnd the corner..haiya..so stress..i need to lyk atleast improve two grades up for all my sub..den i cn make it..haha..kk..gtg..must study for ss..nn atleast make an effort to study for a.math..i'll be contented if i can just pass..


ok..wat a day..its nt reallie a day..ok..did not went to school today..coz..ok..slept really late yest..nn..i tink i did not have enuf sleep nn when i woke up..my head ws hurting..aiya..nn i kinda wake up late too..so decided not to come to school..wat a lame excuse..i noe..haha..bt its nt my fault..thnks to all those many hw..coz of it i cannot sleep early..nn i woke up really late today..i tink at abt noon..haha..so late..tired larhh..n that explains y i didnt reply ur msg miss azyan..early in the mornin wake ppl up..tsk tsk..haha..kk..i'm crapping..gtg..have to study now..i have to put in extra effort larh since i did not go to school today..prelims is lyk 2moro..so nw i have to start cramping stufss into my head..


wanted to update yesterday actually..but i couldnt coz ermm..my sis ws talking on the phone..so i tripped and accidently pulled the wire..nn den the microfilter broke..kk..so suay..so no internet for yest until it ws fixed just nw..haha..clumsy me..kk..yest ws mum's birthday..my dad did not work..he took the day off specially to celebrate my mum's birthday..kk..so we had to wake up early in the morn..arrggghhh..tot i cud wake up late..so we went out to do some stuffs with the car..go for inspection or sumtin..den..we went jln jla..den go some grocery shopping..lurvve it..i bought lyk practically loads of stuffs..haha..lyk snacks..to keep me awake if lets say i am studying at night..den..my mum had wanted to eat there for a long tym..for dunno wat reason..so we went there to celebrate her birthday..so we went to simpang bedak to eat actualli..n so..we all being so suay..went ther..ordered the drinks and only to find out that most of the stalls there are closed..lyk wth..even the seafood stall there was close..so we decieded to go sumwher else..so we had to finished the drinks..since we already ordered it..i bought milo dinosaur..n i had to finished the whole cup of it..n it is not nice..it tasted lyk milo plus chendol..so i didnt really finished it..ok...aftr that..we went to bedok corner to eat since it ws the nearest..saw alot of familiar faces ther...n then we went hm..n i missed my chinese show..arrgghhh..wth..kk..it ws quite borin actuallie..so den today..woke up..did nth..ws so restless..studied awhile....mayb studying agn ltr..mayb..just mayb..haha..


aiya..i feel so restless..so dun feel lyk studying today..lyk as the days are getting closer..the more tense i am..the more i dun feel lyk studying..ohh mann..wats with me..wake up ellyana..okok..i tink i am sick..ok..i am sick..i am lyk flu-ing..coughing..n having sorethroat at the same time..wah lau..hate this mann..den cannot study..haha..ok..excuses..i dunnoo y..bt my mood is lyk down everyday..dunno because of wat..mayb too stress..or mayb..my mind had been too hyper-active by remembering the past..tsk tsk..wat a sad lyf ellyana..okok..its ok..i shall persevere..onlie lyk 52 days more..den can hooray hooray everyday..cant wait mann..kk..abw..i feel lyk changing to live journal..shud i..shud i not..haiya..nn..i tink..i shud ask my mum to lyk put away the laptop..so that i wont use it till aftr o's..coz each tym i see it..i'll be tempted..bt if i ask her to put it away..lykk..arrgghhh..cannot cannot..cant survive..haha..gatal me..


pissed..pissed..pissed..i am so bloody pissed..i've been receiving calls frm someone lately..i mean this few weeks..private num..bt wen i answer the phone..that bloody idiot just keep quiet..wth..waste my time onlie..some ppl arh..really gt no lyf..want to call ppl den dun wan to talk..arrggghhh..waste my tym..cud have done loads of things den waste my tym picking up the phone..wat a coward sia..wan to call but dun wan to talk..arrggghhh..pissing me off man..bloody idiot..

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