arrghhh..m so streesed out..i am in total confusion..arrghhh..my mind is in total blankness..i seriously dunno what to do..sometimes i just feel lyk breaking down n cry..so many things happened today..
1 ) my new haircut is so bloody fugly..
2 ) my leg got stuck between the bus door twice thnks to the stupi idiotic bus driver..
3 ) i have loads of thing to do n to sort out but i just cant cope with all that..
4 ) i so freaking stressed out with a.math i just cant do it..but i reallie wanna pass..
5 ) my leg is hurt lyk hell..thnks to the bloody bus driver..
6 ) i just cant put all those thoughts at one place so that i can study properly..
seriously..i just feel lyk crying..
how i wished you were by my side right now..i so need you..haizz..its over ellyana..stop fantasizing..


haha..ok..woke up super late today..i tink at abt twelve..omg..tats super late..okok..den followed my prnts to some wedding..we have to waot for my uncles n aunties aftr we reach ther..so went they arrive we went in..ok..its been so long since i've gone to the wedding..the food there ws nice bt it became un-nice for the fact that it is nasi briyani..err..spoil my appetite..ok..den aftr the wedding..we all headed to my uncle hs which ws nearby..ok..we spent our whole day ther..i had so much fun with my baby cuzzin..she ws funny i mean hilarious..haha..ok..have u ever seen some who eats while looking at here reflection eating in the mirror..or even drinking while looking at the mirror..hhaha..crayzy rite..by my baby cuzzin did that..haha..kk..den at abt 10 plus we went hm..so nw here i am..crapping abt stuffs..okok..penat ah..wanna slp..nite nite..


ok..tis is goin to be my 100th post..ok..onlie 100th post aftr lyk three yrs..wat does tis show..it shows that i dun really blog so much..haha..wateva..ok..today is de 28..n i am supposed to meet my friends..but me being bad as usual..back out at the last minute..haha..i fel so bad..bt its ok..so i stayed at hm doin basically nth..den at abt at nite..we went to my mum secondary school reunion bbq..its lyk so borin..bt i tink it ws super fun fr my mum..coz u noe lyk aftr being separated 4 yrs den suddenly meet up..catch up on the olf tyms..talk abt wat happen during those tyms..n laugh abt all the childishness..coolness rite..haha..i wonder if there wud be a reunion party for the changkatians in our badge ltr on..mayb a few yrs ltr..haha..wateva..kk as usual being saturday..bowling agn..haha..it ws fun..n i mean super fun coz there is lyk more ppl..ok..haha..we were laughing and laughing throughout the day..so fun..kk..den my aunt gave my the ndp bag..she dun wan..so i gt it..super nice of her..hahas..kk..i gt some pics of the bags..bt lazy to upload..i'll post the pic ltr on k..aftr i upload..den cn make safi jeolous..haha safi..jkjk..


ok..today in school ws boring..n i mean super boring..nth much today..k first period ws physics..that ws the crazy part..we created a bluetooth of our own kind..or much of a wireless earpiece..haha..ok..it ws funny..thnks to lorrane earpiece..ok..den..aftr that ws english..mdm adibah say sumtin abt presenting to de sec 2t2 2moro..m so freaking nervous..nt really lh..i just scared if they are the type who asks loads of unaswerable qns..ok..den it ws chem..another boring subject..we revice on electrolysis..ok i finally understand part of it..den recess..den..i ws maths..double maths..kk..we did..prelim ppr of tis school..paper one..it ws bearable..de..at one..me, nad, syaz and anthony went out of class to do a presentation to the lower sec pupils..ok..it ws ok..we skipped ft..funness..ok..den went back hym n slacked de whole day..n omg..i didnt touch my books today..i just lost another day..omg..ok...her are some pics..


ok..this i when it still needs wire..


with all this high techology..tada..a wireless bluetooth is invented..with the adapter on the phone..it can do lots of things with the help of the remote..


ok..i am so sleepy nw..i woke up so early today..my prnts wants to have breakfast at tekka dwn ther..ok..i woke up so early bt its kinda of worth it..the food the ws nice..kk..i ate egg paper thosai..it ws super nice..bt its super big..i only ate half of it..ok..wasting food..bt i seriously cnnot finish..ok den..after tat send my sis to work den headed back hm..den my aunt n my grandad came over to my hs..we had lots of fun doin basically nth..haha..ok..wateva..i am nw super bored..nth to do..no nice shows also..


ok..so..today or shud i say yesterday..wateva it is..it is a very fun fun day..ok..there ws basically no one at hm in de afternoon..my sis is out with her bf as usual..peacefulness..my bro is out to the national day preview..double peacefulness..btw..this year national day looks so fun..i wanna go..the fun pack is so nice..nt fair..i wanna go..there is lyk loads of cool stuff in it..there is lyk cool fan..cool star..n most of all there is lyk a butterfly hat in it..super cool..i so love butterflies..okok..den my dad is sleeping lyk as usual every sat when he came back frm work..den mum is lyk doing housework..so i have my room to my self..coolness..atlast i have the tym for myself to sort things out..atleast my lyf is not so messed out animore..things are fine noe..ok..den..abt at night my sis came back..den we took my bro frm pasir ris mrt station..ouh..btw did i say that my bro school actually chartered a mrt..cool-ness right..chartered mrt..haha..kk..den as usual being saturday..we went bowling..m so loving bowling..haha..ok..my s happy today coz i think i improved alot..haha..kk..m tired..its already so late..nitey nite..but b4 tat here are some pics..


ok..this is one of the shiok sendiri moment..haha..i ws bored lh..


aha..tis is what we call sisters love..haha..wateva ellyana..


more love..


my cousin..ok i kinda force hym on tis one..tat explains hs smile...


he was more willing this tym..


my baby cousin..isn't she just cute..n u noe what..she bowl too..her mum wud put the ball on the floor and she would just push it and the it rolls..


ok..tis idiotic guy behind..scared me with this cockroach..to think that i actually freaked out and scream..n its only tis plastic cockroach..arrgghhh..he seriously gt nth to do..


ok..this is my score for the first game..its lyk so sucky..its ok..have nt gotten into the mood yet..


woohoo..yeah..see..practice makes perfect..so happy..i got 2 spares and a strike..haha..i am so freaking happy..i actually beat my sis n my cousin..haha..


ok..the last and third game..i deproved for about lyk 3 points..another spare for me though..woohoo..but my cousin beat me though..he gt so high..so nt fair..




haha ok..today is such a fun day..i mean..it ws fun coz there were lyk alomost no one at hm..my sis went out..peacefulness..and my bro is nt at home as he went to the national day preview..double peacefulness..i have my room to myself..btw i so wanna go national day..my bro say it was amazingly fun..n de fun pack is so nice..there is butterfly cap in it..nt fair..i love butterflies..ok wateva..my dad as usual sleeping aft he came back frm work..n my mum is doing chores..so the house was so peaceful..ok..atlast i have the tym to myself..things are sorted out n my lyf is not so messed up now..kk..den being saturday..as usual..bowling tym..woohoo..funness..ok..so took my bro frm pasir ris mrt station..oh ya..did i say that the school chartered a mrt to get to marina bay..coolness right..chartered mrt..ok..wateva..den we headed to the bowling alley..so fun..i am sooo lovin bowling..haha..i am so happy..i improved a lot..m i have a spare n a strike..haha..kk..i am so tired and it is so bloody late ready..kk..nitey nite..bt den here are some pics..


ok..a pic of myself..its one of the shiok sendiri moment..haha..



me n my sis..we were so bored..we had to wait quite long..



haha..ok..my cousin..i kinda force hym to take the photo..that explains his smile..


ok..he ws willing this tym..


ok..this is called sisters love..haha..wateva..


more love..


my baby cousin..she so cute..n u noe noe wat she bowl too..haha..its lyk de mother put the ball dwnn..then she pushed it..haha..cute-ness rite..


ok..that guy behind..he scared me with the cockroach..i screamed for nth..so paiseh-ing..arrrgghhh..he lyk gt nth beter to do..


ok..first game..my score ws lyk sucky..bt its ok..havent warmed up yet..i ws lyk de lowest..


ok..second game..i am improving..i gt lyk 2 spares and a strike..haha..so freaking happy..i think i am third..yayness..


ok..third and last game..i deproved..bt its ok..i gt another spare..yay yay..haha..i won my sis..my cousin get so high..nt fair..


i am so stressed rite now..i just dont want to do anitin..how i wished i had a day to myself only..solely to myself..thinking abt other tings in lyf except for studies..i just wished i had the tym..i really need that day..my lyk is so messed up now..


i feel dumb..stupid..idiotic..n tats all because of you..why do i even bother waiting..i was wrong..totally wrong..i thought you were true..but you are full of lies..your words..your talk..your say..your promises..evrything about you were all lies..n i stupidly believe you..it never crossed my mind this wud happen..i hate you stupid liar..n i am thru wit you..i shall remember this day July 15, 2007 forever..

p.s: sorry ppl..i just gotta let this out of my chest..


ok..had kenduri today..i mean yest..my nenek one year death aniversary..it ws fun..haha...shudnt be happy on a kenduri bt it ws seriously fun..my kuzzin n all...laughing here and there..had most fun with my two lil kuzzin..they are cute..it ws so noisy wit them arnd..singing here n ther,,running all over the hs..haha..ok..my uncle ws the chef of the day..n he cooked really nice..i mean seriously nice and he is a guy..wow-ness..so then as usual all kuzzins cramped into my room..while the adults were outside..so my kuzzin let me listen to this song..a creation of his hot friend..super nice..hs voice so nice n iam so addicted to it nw..ok o aftr the kenduri..aftr clearing up and all..we went bowling as usual..a saturday routine..haha..so one of my kuzzin and me were lyk competing with each other..n atlast we had the same score..haha..it ws fun..m so loving bowling nw..kk..m super tired nw..just came back..nitey nite..


it ws a fun day..everything ws goin on smoothly..i had loads of fun today..bt you had to spoil it at the very end of the day..what crap..yes i know your an elder bt so what..u keep scolding out of no reason..you are truly unbearable..everyone is frustrated wit you..yes i know i ought to respect you but with ur attitude lyk this..my respect for u is slowly fading away..u really spoil my fun day..every else bt tat ws fn..urrghhh..kk..lets talk abt the fun thing..so we went to watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix..it ws ok..bt nt reallie fun..i mean its nt up to wat i expects it to..its lyk from the first movie till nw it getting more boring-ier..so aftr the movie..we walked arnd suntec..den gt this build ur own bear shop..which u cn lyk chose the skin..put fur into it..give it a voice..dress it up and at the end print a birth certificate for it..haha..so fun..bt it is lyk so ex..nehmind i shall do tat some day..so den went back hm..n den followed my mum go do some grocery shopping..we went to the "sheng siong" supermarket at bdk there..so den i saw fauzie laily..he ws lyk beside me..oh my he lyk so hot n cute..haha..tried to take his pic but couldnt..den i think he noticed me trying to take hs pic n so he smiled at me..hw cool..haha..regretted nt approaching hym to take pic wit hym or sumtin..he is such a hearthrob..his bro too..both are them are cuties..they were lyk behaving lyk monkeys at the supermarket..kk..den on de way hm..it had to happen..really spoil my day..sob sob..


you make me mad..you make me cry..i am so frustrated..i am tired..but its ok..i am going to forget all that..coz sumtin maddee me happy..my dad bought DURIAN..haha..kk dunno if you guys lyk it or nt bt i love it..the durian is so nice and soft..its so DURIAN-LICIOUS..haha my mum and sis hate durian so much..while me, my bro n dad..love it so much..ok nt so much for me i guess..okok..seriously can someone ans me this ques..its still unanswered..CAN WE BELIEVE IN KARMA??


ok..went to sp for the open hs just nw..sp ws boring..tat ws the most boring-iest open hs i've ever been to to..there ws nth there..n everywhere ws the same ting..so we went out of there within lyk abt 2hrs++..we were so undecided wher to go to next..its lyk having a ride in de mrt...so after many train rides we decided to go to suntec to hv our lunch ther..lunch ws at macdonalds agen..m lyk so sick of it nw..den we go jln jln..window/door shopping..the shops there are nice..gt this one shop which sell all the dresses..cn use for grad nite one..its super nice bt its very ex..its lyk u buy to use for one day onlie nt worth it leh..den the aldo shades ther are nice..so den after that we went hm..den ltr at nite we went bowling agn..its lyk a weekly affair..its lyk a family gathering ready..everyone went except for my second uncle..bt i had fun tis wk coz atlast i know how to bowl..atlast i am nt last in the game..k just cn back nw..m soo tired..n btw the live earth tingi so crappy..so boring..kk nitey nite..here are pics..







haizz..some ppl just cant accept advices..what more do you want..i already said sorry..do u still have to gimme that cold shoulder..its nt really my fault aniwae..i noe i shouldnt rub it in but juz want u to realize ur mistake..is that even wrng..why do u have to make me feel guilty about it..why do i even bother feeling guilty..i am thru with it..i dont want to wait animore..haizz..ok enuf bout that already..thinking of it juz makes me angry bt m really relieved after letting it out..anw..went to airport todae bt i juz really cant make myself to study..i did study for awhile bt soon i keep seeing double images..ws so bloody sleepy..i slept for onlie lyk 3 hrs yest..so i decided to go hm..so here m i nw..bored..sleepy..bt i juz cant sleep..

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