It’s 1.15 am and I really ought to hit the sacks, yet I’m sitting right here typing this. It’s not often that I get the mojo to blog, so I really am not going to let this moment pass by just like that.
Looking back on all the posts and blogs that I have, I really tend to blog about sad stuff don’t I? Let’s just end the emo cycle right here… Not stopping but am going to minimize it. But I do wonder, why and what have I been so upset about? I certainly have lots of issues but looking back, haven’t I survived all this years through HIS grace alone?
Speaking of which because of all my issues, I really have sidelined all those wonderful people and relationships. Built a thick barrier and now realizing that the saying “No man’s an island” rings so so true… Really, isn’t it a little too late to be thinking about that now?
It’s not gonna be easy re-integrating back into the world and people I left behind…. And I bet karma would really like to kick my ass till it’s black and blue… but I really want to give it a shot.