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ME
ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE
sixteen.JUNE
GERMINI
Nan.Chiau.Wind.Orchestra TROMBONIST
Holy.Innocents.Primary
Nan.Chiau.High
NGEE.ANN.POLY
QOP
LOVES
♥ GOD
♥ FAMILY
♥ NCWO
♥ IBES PEEPS!
♥ GIRLS!
♥ CLIQUE!
♥ TROMBONISTS!
♥ QOP CONFI.Four-IANS 09'!
♥ 4DISASTROUS 09'!
♥ IBZ 10'!
RANTS
AFFILIATIONS
MUSIC
STALKERS
MEMORIES
CREDITS
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Monday, January 31, 2011; 11:31 PM
SUPER SHOW 3 WAS REALLY AWESOME!!!! just WOAH!!!! & omgomgogmomgomg. the boys are like CUTE MAXXXXXXXXX!!! SWEAR! EETEUK & RYEOWOOK!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOH. JUST A BLAST. HOT BODY, NICE VOICE, SUPER CUTE!
okay. enough of fantasizing. HAHAHHAHA. & it's real long since i became a fangirl93! ahahha. esp with vontan! just hiao max!!
but i srsly think that the jtw just cant tank me anymore huh. ranting non stop, or hiaoing non stop for this week. HAHAHAH.
& sadly, my ranting buddy is out of town for this week. so i can only go sch myself, & no gossips on buses :P hahahahah.
CNY's around the corner & im so in the mood for it now :D CNY snacks! reunion dinner! 4 times in fact! just eat & fat until die. hahahah.
& if possible, really hope can go overseas with JTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
planning the camps just making me more & more excited!!! sports camp 11/12, IBZ CAMP! WOOH. saying it is making me EGGCITED ALR!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE. cant wait for exams to end. for the new term. new juniors. more trips. more fun! IBZ LET'S GO!!!!!!! <33333
Friday, January 28, 2011; 11:34 PM
probably i just became more sensitive to the things around me. & this made me realise many things you normally dont realise from your friends. just like those small habits they have, their small habitual actions etc. because they do it so often in front of you, you always tend to miss them out, until one day, when you just sit at a corner & start noticing these habits, or just have a small talk with them, then you will realise how well you actually know that person. & it hurts sometimes when you realise you were made used of or just simply be taken for granted. that feeling just sucks.
but it is really nice when those small & stupid stuff your friends do that make your day. it's really nice to have a few close friends who would always be there for you to rant to when things just gets out of hand. thanks to germs & yihui soooooo much who is just there to hear me rant despite having so much work on hand.
even if it was a small matter, i thought it just changes the impression of you totally. just how one can just take things for granted so easily. maybe it's really just a small matter, maybe it's just me pms-ing. but i really wonder. what have you been doing. how much do we really value in you. really like what you say??
enough of rantings. but really SO RELIEVE LMS IS OVER! i dont care if there is one more lesson the week after CNY, but im really tempted to just give it a miss, & can actually 4hours of my time. esp when exams are not too far away, with so much so much more to catch up. the thought of everything just sucks.
& finally, after soooo long, im home before 10pm. but my weekends are so gonna be burned with piling projects & tutorials. ):
Saturday, January 15, 2011; 9:52 PM
just as i was complaining how much 2010 sucks, im really not looking forward to 2011. all those nonsense from the house. im really getting sick & tired of it alr. how i wish time could ever get back into 2010, when we had all that fun & madness. im really not enjoying my 2011, & im currently desperately looking for something to get me out of this reality. i really dont want any of this shit to be happening to me. im really missing taiwan, vietnam, the times spent with the girls, with jtw, with ibz. just so much. i wanted to go back to.
i really hate the fact that im being accused for something i've not done. for being ignored & given cold shoulder to for your nonsensical pms. i caan swear to whoever whatever everything, that i have not done anything wrong. & totally dont deserve any single part of this treatment. just fuck off will ya. for once, i really dont look forward to what i used to call home.
but thanks so much to germs yihui & hengxuan for all the nonsense things they done, that i really appreciate. for once, how much i really appreciate these ridiculous things which i once took for granted. coz it really made my day. at least made me forget all those shit im facing & be laughing my ass out at them. this is what jtw is famous for i guess. to come up with all the stupid ridiculous but yet funny things, or just by screwing songs up with our horrible singing, always nvr fail to make my day. really appreciate every single member, every small action done to make my day.
really miss the girls. & really looking forward to meeting them before the new week kicks in. packed/screwed up/havoc week. just everything's on this week. cramming in all the projects & assignments in any free time we have. really hope at the end of the week, everything can be put to a stop. it's been really long since i felt so drained.
Thursday, January 13, 2011; 12:22 AM
after so long, i finally have the urge to blog. i really dk what to say or comment. but always believe that there is time to joke, laugh & talk cock. but when it comes to serious stuff, i dont see your sincerity at all. idk if you really dont care, or you just didnt realise. just shock at how you reacted to everything today. disappointed i can say. but what else can i say. it's so not cool to see the disappointed face in you & really shame on you for not realising anything at all & only thinking about your own interest & schedule. too bad. this is life. even you said that you were buddies, from how i see things, you dont fit to be.
& just to realise how lousy i am as a friend. owing ppl birthday present is so not cool. i dont care if vontan reads this, but im just so sorry to be giving you your belated 18 birthday present. ): but really hope you would like it.
had class outing, finally. & WENT TAIWAN. omg. long long things to blog about there. but i guess photos speaks a thousand words. heheh. celebrated seth & hengxuan's birthday. & not too long later, yihui & comes the girls. so much work to do. so much things to prepare. but looking @ their satisfying face is really awesome :D
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