nice right! so cool. its in china. saw it in the new paper just now. so cool. tht archetect's really pro! hah.
yucks. tmr sku reopen lerh. sianz.. so much homework not done yet. oops. they are just trying to kill us. ncelz have soooo much homework. sianz.. die. just hope tht sku hols will extend. but also raying for h1n1 to stop spreading. ironic, but do we have a choice now?
THANK and PRAISE the Lord for all that He had done for us this evening. had my confirmation with ALL the QOP confi 4 ppl! haha. so long not wearing a skirt out. beside sku skirt. feels weird. haha. but THANK YOU LORD! THANK YOU for everything that You have given me. and yeah. its the end of the confi 4 journeying tgt. ): sad. but still. hope to see you guys around real soon. and go for the YOUTH MASS next sunday!
anws, had confirmation mass and went canteen to camworred. haha. took really many pictures. with so many ppl. hah. waiting for rachel to upload. so slow. had dinner with nisha rachel and celine and yeah. wanted to stay to chill out in 4.1 but rachel and john ate so slow, we dint go in the end. i think they did, but we gtg.
sad. dint have a chance to take with like everyone. ):
so gonna miss this batch of ppl. that made me realise there is always this someone who i can tell my troubles to, that will always cheer me up with their contagious laughter and smile. thank you guys!
*wanted to upload photos but apparently, pictures of me doesnt' have a url for me to upload them. rarr. irritating
rachel! ^ OMG! I REALLY LOVE QOP! why must we get confirmed tmr? why must this end our journey together! how? i WILL miss ppl like nisha, rachel, stefanie, celine, liselotte, maria.. I'M ALRD MISSING ATTENDING MASSES WITH THEM! tmr will be the day. its somehow like some "graduation" ceremony for cathecism classes ): i miss the times we praised and worshiped God. the times we cried tgt. the times we attend masses tgt. the times we were there for one another. the times we had meals tgt. the times we messed things up tgt. the times we played. lamed. joked tgt. OMG! im so gonna miss you guys. especially celine. you too. 10 years. have just so much memories with you. since p1. i will never forget you. rachel! though only 4 years. but still. thanks for always being there for me. for always comforting me when im down. for always cheering me up with your laughter and lame jokes and your after-meal-after-effects. thank you so much! nisha and stef! thank you! for attending masses tgt. for making everything so enjoyable and laughable. thank you! LOVE ALL OF YOU! hope tht our friendship will not just end here.
and ofc, joe, john, all the facilitators and father simon! thank you for everything. especially father simon. for letting me experience the Holy Spirit. you rawk!
and thank you all for the warm fuzzies!
yeah! was facebook-hopping. and added many QOP-ians. aiyah. in the past really dint go take time go find all those ppl marh. anws, thank you ronda! from her blog: Met up with trombonists today to do stuff for the seniors.. blah blah blah. Did **** and bought **** for each of them.. Alexia's **** not nice!! Argh!! I wanted her's to be the nicest!! In the end................ :(:(:( I feel like redoing it lah!! Stupid stupid stupid!! :(
i shall pretend i dunno anything :P but still, THANK YOU! i was really touched okay. really. teared a lil' too. i know you will be reading :D and no! you are not stupid! its okay larh. its the thoughts tht counts. the memories tht shall always stay in our hearts. haha. so its okay. i shall be looking forward. and you abit funny arh. think i cnnt see ur other posts, think we dun read blogs isit. lols! cartoon arh. anyways, THANK YOU! love you!
i somehow got really notivated and got the urge to join the magnifica (or wadever they spell it). some youth ministry from QOP. real cool. dragging angeline with me :D and probably joining it after Os. i hope it will be a real fun thing :D looking forward.
its gg to be the end of this june "holiday" and yeah~ im enjoying it. finally. omg. i LOVE QOP! memorable confirmation camp can. i love this batch of ppl. and they ARE adding colours to my life. i will miss gg cat. class together. gg masses after classes tgt. how lame rachel's jokes can be. how high she can be after her meals. how dramatic celine can be. so gonna miss them. hope we can still attend masses tgt after confirmation! :DD
eye-opening today. for the first time in my life, i went for confession. im not sure if i was my first and best confession, but i tried. and im feeling so relieved now. like. sin-free! :DD
and had dinner and it was great! thank john's wife! and still intending to prepare supper for us. she's sure so cute. great chief. omg. getting real fat!
and was the reconcilation. omg. this is really. i nvr felt so peaceful after all these commotions in my life. i really felt the presense of the holy spirit and it was great! thank you Lord!
it was really great! i think i must go for confessions more often and for healing sessions. it is a really great feeling. you feel so free, so blessed, so holy, so calm, so peaceful. omg. tht is real scary. being so innocent and pure. haha. but the after-effects are so uncontrollable. tears just carn stop flowing and from all the cryings, i think my eyes are seriously so puffy now. :P praised and worshiped! haha. one way rawk!
carn wait for tmr. and dread tmr. i dun want to break camp. omg. im so gonna miss you guys.
sorry! carn go to batch outing tmr. im really sorry. hope your have fun. and investiture's cancelled. why!! dun like. stupid h1n1. really hate this flu. i carn bear grudges but this is really. bleh! yucks!
believe in the Lord and the Holy Spirit, and they WILL do wonders in your life! *off to finish my fuzzies! :DDD*
rarr! confi camp was going fine so far. hah. better than expected. just so sad that its not overnight.
omg! i just got home. dead tired. and yeah. omg! my dad is so freaking irritating. the music was just a lil louder and he shouted at me to ask me soften it. i just said "wait larh" cause i nid time to switch programme, and he scolded me. wtf!! wth can. like he's being so.. RARR! irritating!
john said something today which realaly make me reflects (something like tht larh): is god no.1 piority for you? but friendship is equally important. but really very relaxed in camp. and when im back, im really just feel so peaceful. that's just the wonders and power of God.
this friday. batch 6 ncwo-ian official step down ): outing in the morning before the investiture. camp in the morning. how?! should i miss the last chance to go out with whole 6th batch or go to God? friendship or God?
thought of graduatinng make me tear. haiz.. why am i so weak? rarr! things are really clashing. and this hol is not like a hol at all. homeowrk still undone. who cares. sick and tired.
and im going for band this friday. was talking abt it in the car just now and was scolded AGAIN! "band" is like some swear word for my dad can. the moment it comes out, i'll just get nagged and scolded. and just for driving me home tonight at 9 and tmr at 10 from QOP, he lames me for getting baptised and involved in this "stupid" camp thing. wtf! and he goes on with scolding me for gg band this friday. he is SO FREAKING IRRITATING! omg. really feel llike slapping his face larh. always so unreasonable with serious moodswing. was joking with me a minute ago and the next scolding me. wtf larh.
YUCKS! i wasa like happily packing and this is the result. celine: due to h1n1, i think the camp is no longer a stay over camp. just a day camp. blah blah blah. YUCKS! damn you h1n1! rarr! pissed. i was looking forward to the last stay over camp with QOP-ians and this is it. shitter!
shopped in bugis with mama again and yeah. finally bought a skirt and clothes! hah. i like it. had oral before and i was index 6, with like 6 ppl in front of me[not my maths fail, but bl went first too. so 5+1=7] and my turn was like only at 1030? omg. and it started at 9.
yeah. abit sian. got a band 2 throughout. oops. yeah. and ms betsy teo made the most.. i dunno wad.. comment. "your voice is generally low. so you can maybe bring your voice higher when reading the passage and have more facial expressions. and you have a good voice, you may sound nice singing..." omg! shocked. she said something like tht. not exactly like tht but slightly rephrased but meaning the same though. omg!! scary!
den on my home, saw brandon and kay wei, taking the same bus as me, walking behind me. thot they gg the lan near my hse or wad. but actually they gg the swimming complex. msged ber, von and supposedly angeline. but dunno wad the hell i thinking, instead of angeline, i send it to kay wei and brandon saw tht msg too!!! OMG! freaked out when kaywei replied tht msg. and i happily send tht msg without noticing anything can!! omg!! so paiseh!!!!!!!
yeah. one month just pass so quickly and finished esclipse. :DD carn wait so is reading breaking dawn online while waiting to go back sku to borrow the hard copy from yc :DD thank you!
oops. abit paiseh when i returned the book. oops. went for chinese lesson ONLY! and yeah. had breakfast before tht and went for lunch with angeline ber vanessa and yvonne after it. hah. i scared out sudden. tht a1 is just so not confident afterall. haiz.. how?!
went to st anne's church with angeline and her god-bro today. nice church, nice ambiance. HAH. went hougang mall for lunch with angeline after tht and bought another top from cotton's on. hah.
went for massive shopping in bugis street ytd. was supposed to go search for confi white skirt but apparently dint see any i like. so added up buying tops on the way. yeah.. oops. and a new BAG! and wallet! hah. all mama paying. oops. wallet and bag was really unexpected. saw and got discount so buy lorh. typical singaporean, i noe. but yeah~ i like tht bag! hah. i like my new ozozo wallet! :DDD
really SORRY to my dearest trombonists! wasnt allowed to go ytd. im sorry! and i hope you guys had fun there. SORRY! syl, really cnnt make it. im really really really SORRY! and to -peisi and tiff too. sorry for pagseh-ing! :((
yeah. cool right. 15june: baolin 16june: me 17june: leroy, ben, dean 18june: christopher
haha. anws, thank ber and angeline once again. yeah its so hot! and it smells good too! haha. THANK YOU!
ate pasta mania with wx, zack, nelson, angeline, von and ber! :DD camworred lots in mcky! its really a nice cool shop! the disney characters are just so cute like in the background of those photos. haha.
ate and shopped shopped and shopped. the guys were with us initially, but after tht, they went arcade and we continued our shopping in t1, yeah. the shops there are really cool. but we spent like majority of our time in t1 in uniqlo. the shop's nice. big and so systematic and the staff are just so friendly and approachable. yeah. but things there are little ex. but the material's really nice. quite worth the money. but honestly the guys clothings are so much our style. oops. haha.
went to camworred in the toilet before leaving and dunno wad's the problem with angeline's eyes. they just keep closing when the cam snapped. haha. examples:
yeah. oops. no offense though. haha. and im really sorry to the guys. hope you werent bored to dead shopping with us. haha. and im still looking forward to the video. so wx, hurry up! anxious.
this is so unglam! omg! yeah.. but love you darling :DD partial clique. haha
YEAH! THANKS PPL! EVERYONE OUT THERE, THANKS SO MUCH!! okae. this post shld not be enough for me to express my gratitude to everyone out there who made my day today, but still THANKS! love you!! *high pitched smoochesss*
THANK YOU!!! church clique, lisalotte, celine and rachel. for being the first to wish me a happy elated birthday! haha. really enjoy attending masses and catholism classes with you guys! especially rachel, for always being so retardedly funny! hahaha. THANKS!
jerick! for wishing me an elated birthday! though we barely noe each other, but still, thanks! and you actually rmbed ur promise and wished again at 12! haha. its really appreciated and thanks!!
valerie! though we may not be as close as before, but you nvr forgets my birthday! thank you! its okae tht you may fall asleep before 12, but still, thanks!!
peisi! noe tht you cnnt ta han till 12 but sorry tht i read ur msg not 5min ltr. but its okae. thank you! i noe wad you meant and thanks for staying up! haha. TFL!!
ber! for reminding and making sure tht i stay up to 12am to receive her msg. and yeah! you are the one and only most accurate one! yeah~ the only one tht sent the msg at exactly 12! haha. thanks for staying up to sent tht msg too. haha. and yeah. i am tarzan and you can be my friend. and you are jane tht enjoys riding elephants. get FUNKY!! and all thanks to you, this song is now stuck in my mind like forever? haha. and okae. i will not feel quilty but not because i will see your beatiful face on thurs. haha. oops. oops. but i'm still looking forward to it :DD LOVE YOU!! *muacksss*
angeline! yeah! its like so fast. 10 years!! omg!! its so freaking scary but its unbelieveable true. thanks so much! for always being there when im down, for always sharing ur joy with me. haha. thanks so much!! LOVE YOU!! (always as much as ever) *muacksss*
desmond! thanks arh. but i dun want anymore unglams on your blog lerh! :((
yvonne DARLING! thanks darling!! no larh. its okae for not being the first few. haha. and thank you so much! for randomly waking up at 12 instead of 9 and msg-ing me. haha. shockeds tht i woke up right! haha. thank you too! for being such a great friend, always there. haha. and for your chocolates too. ofc. thanks so much. really owe you TOO MUCH.. LOVE YOU too! *muacksss*
melissa! haha. THANK YOU meme! not unexpected. haha. so dun sad.
tiffany! THANK YOU! for planning everything today. to make feel so panpered? haha. lols. thanks. yeah! and i did enjoy my day and had an unforgettable and enjoyable sweet 16th birthday! haha. thank you!
joshua! haha. thanks! this was really unexpected though. haha. still, thanks!
clarissa! yeah! THANKS! can watch nc16 movies alrd. but not interested to watch mild porn movies with you! so save it for urself larh. oops. jkjk. omg! not another 16 hits. please me from tht please. yucks? and I AM alrd mature enuff. even if im not, u're definately NOT my role model. oops. still, THANKS!
baolin! thanks bao lin! haha. yeah! can go watch nc16 movies tgt next time. but violence ones please. haha
givon! THANK YOU! just realise tht left qh is 15. haha. TFL!!
charlene! thanks jie! haha. must meet up for lunch someday? haha.
ethan! thanks for tht message! haha. dint knew tht you would rmb. haha. and ur happy birthday song for me! no need chinese ver oso okay larh. haha. and better not let wx see this, or he starts to crap again. oops. jkjk! haha. still, thank you!! and CAMP ROCK! JOE JONAS ROCK TOO!!!
ying! thanks for you GOOD BIRTHDAY! haha. yeah! and you jealous tht you still cnnt watch nc16 movies right. haha. urs coming in 1 month. haha. you horny person. haha. still thanks for you creativity! and indeed i did enjoy my birthday cause of you. haha
ronda! blackie! THANK YOU! haha. for being such a great jr and always there for me to suan. oops jkjk. but THANK YOU! dint expect you to rmb. LOVE YOU!
yanyi! victor! haha. thank you!
elizabeth! always so cute and chubby. haha. nvm larh, just always stay like tht. cute marh. THANKS!
hongkiat! for rmbing my birthday! haha. and you did get the right date. haha. and happy enjoying your last 4 months of your sweet 16! haha. oops
jun yong! doreen! for your not so late wishes. haha
wei xiong! thanks for tht mms and this! haha.
and this! yeah!! thank you!!
valen! eunice! yeah. its not too late. haha. thank you! okae! and i will love you guys more and more! :DD
and ofc, my CLIQUE! yeah! making me feel so pampered for once. haha. thanks so much!! thanks for treating me to movie and lunch at ajisen! yeah! not even letting me open my wallet today, for not letting my 10bucks in my wallet to rot. haha. really thanks so much! really had an enjoyable time today though we did not do much. haha. but all thanks to ying, i really had a great time today! LOVE YOU!
and daddy, mommy and shannon! haha. thanks shannon for the non-stop wishes whenever i see her, like 5 times alrd? haha. thanks dad and mom for my dinner at jack's place. nice~~ yum yum.. haha. oops
and jack's place for your happy birthday song! haha. dunno if its for me, but still thank you! oops.
oops. i think i will be severly overweight after this week? ajisen for lunch, jack's place for dinner, and thurs steamboat in my hse? omg. scary! haha. but still, thanks :DDD hey! and im waiting for my tag heuer watch at the end of the year. and it comes with my vaio notbook arh.. haha. oops. :DDD
carn wait to go shopping during the weekends to get my new baggy :DD and confi clothes. haha.
and hannah montana the movie is not bad.. somehow reminds me of camp rock. but i like her songs. yeah~~ quite funny! but its really worth the $$
yeah~ busy week. school school and more school. went to school from monday to friday and lunch with angeline and ber and von for almost everyday.
tuition with von on sat and went to church with angeline on sun. st vincent de paul church is nice. compact but very holy. nice feeling.. probably gg to explore the churches of parts of sg soon? haha. haven decide wad church to go next week. but definately look forward to.
after mass we went jalan kayu and eat the roti prata. angeline ate banana prata. like plain prata with goreng pisang? lols. taste funny. but not bad. yum yum.. nice. prata is still the best. :DD
since she still had one hr before her tuition, she came to my hse and com-ed for a while.. lols. had fun "di-siao"-ing ppl. lols! damn funny.
dilemma.. sian.. carn just everyone go tgt? haiz.. stucked. carn do this way nor tht. sianz... dun want to make it so obvious, yet will let the other gp down. haiz.. nvm.. IM REALLY SORRY PPL!
OMG! I LOVE TWILIGHT!! its so addictive. okay. many may disagree with me. but who cares. i just love it! woots!
finished it in 1 week. if u noe me, im a slow reader. oops. but the description is nice~ and it still creates the suspense larh. addictive. hahaha. oops.. i finshed another half the thickness of twilight in at least 2 weeks. ooops. sorry larh. im born tht way.
this whole week is hectic. monday- O lvl chinese tuesday- tuition wednesday- out with clique thursday- phy SPA & tuition friday- school saturday- chem SPA
went home after chem SPA and completed the remaining 1/3 of twilight :DD oops. and if u're catching a movie, go watch night in the museum 2 (but not sure id its still in cinema). its really nice :DD damn funny! went to watch with clique and extra darren. oops. jkjk. was a long time since the whole clique went out. kae larh. everything just seems to be falling apart. dun bear more hope for this relationship. but dun feel tht sense of my belonging in it anymore. haiz..
chem and phy SPA was fun~~ yeah.. chem was so~~ i finished it in 20min and spent the remaining time, stoning, playing with my calculator, and nearly dying of heat stroke. oops. haha. still in a delimae to drop to combine science or not. but yet not confident in getting A1s for both sciences. this is my goal and im gg to get it no matter wad. haiz.. worried. and confused :(
luckily, v free next week. lessons will end arnd noon and can go home early. but no com still. dead! but nvm. with com, i doubt i can complete my homework in time. omg. gg.
finally. this is like the start of the hol? and the only day free in this week. other days all nid to go back schol for lessons and spa. yeah. tmr's phy spa and clique is still gg j8 ltr. oops. but who cares larh. really carn stand him?
like wad's the freaking problem with him?! he dint sae anything and like expect us to noe like tht. the graph thingy especially. he said this the previous time and tht the ytd. i told him and he juz doesnt admit his mistake. den fine lorh. is i stml and u are always right lorh. like wad rights do i have to argue with you. coz u are a teacher! and im juz a student? wadever larh. realy pissed with him ytd. and somehow, he just ruined my morning. wtf right. kns larh.
plus he dint even told us abt phy spa and juz kept scolding us ytd. he dint even tell us before hand tht its tmr! wad an asshole?! aye! pakchek larh.
O lvl chinese was okae.. if no moderation, maybe an A1? i dunno. stressed. drop? or not? haiz.. not confident tht i would be one of the four tht got A1 for pure sciences. so how?!?!?!
hol homework are just piling up and i really wonder when will i complete them. carn they give us a break? so much homework and expect us to complete within a week?! they are seriously out of their mind?
and now i still dun have my com. coz of my sis, my mom confiscated the com and now i have no com to use untill dunno when. and her com is so basic and lag can. shit it xia. haiz.. sianx..
woosh! chinese O lvl are finally over! i hope so. if nothing goes wrong. haha. wish me lucy! oops. inside joke. haha. went for lunch with angeline, ber, von and des. wanted subway but it was packed. so suggested sakura and yeah. it made me so broke. but kae larh. the food was nice. yum. haha. long time since we last ate sakura. but it isnt tht bad when we are broke once in a while and yet managed to enjoy good food. haha.
den went back for spa practice before the actual one this sat. sianz...
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