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ME
ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE
sixteen.JUNE
GERMINI
Nan.Chiau.Wind.Orchestra TROMBONIST
Holy.Innocents.Primary
Nan.Chiau.High
NGEE.ANN.POLY
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Monday, May 25, 2009; 8:49 PM
how?! sad.. regretful.. stressed.. troubled..
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
HOW?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
wah!! why am i so careless! why am i so forgetful!
kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns!!
very angry!! why like tht! kau eh. damn sad now! dun like myself! hate myself! why of everything! i seriously hate this! why is this always happening to me! why are my loved ones and beloved items gg away from me!!! hate this!
despite losing these, i dint even noe and yet had so much fun. by the time i worry and regret, wad's the point?! omg!! why am i like this!!!Labels: 25.o5.2oo9 monday
Sunday, May 24, 2009; 11:59 AM
quite hard breaking. everyone seems to be mourning over something. and somehow, it is double the impact on daddy. went to temple to baibai for my aunt's 100th day. haiz.. ): and on the way home, he went to buy new paper and saw his dearest friend in the papers. "bride for 2weeks and died 2 weeks later" something like tht but carn rmb the exact headlines. haiz.. life is just so unpredictable and people around me just seems to be leaving. come and go. haiz.. just cant get over them coz everything is just going too quickly. before i could even do anything to salvage, they are gone. haiz..
dun want to be emo but i simply cant help but to emo over these. haiz...
2 sets of chinese compres. dunno when will i complete them. just another 28/70 i guess. hope i could do well in this mock exam and O so tht everything can just be over. cant wait and dreads.
intensive training next week. GG. 14 periods of chinese. seriously gg. dunno how to survive. but chiong for this first battle. sianx. the thot of it bores me. but do i even have a choice in the first place? zzzz..
carn wait for band practice :PLabels: 24.o5.2oo9 sunday
Saturday, May 23, 2009; 12:19 PM
wha kau eh! i damn bu shuang now can!
like wad' the freaking problem with them. i knew this would happen and tht's y i drag till today. and this is how u react. like wtf? i knew this would be ur reaction but juz felt v disappointed.
please. im really tired of everything now. im really tired of ALL YOUR NONSENSE! wad's the freaking problem with you! you used to told me tht if i carn cope i must let u noe. and what would you do when i told you that i carn cope with my humans? all u moe is just to offer to tech me.
HELLO!
PLEASE GET THINGS RIGHT NOW. I CARN COPE IS NOT EQUALS TO ME NOT UNDERSTANDING! PLEASE GO CHECK YOUR DAMN DICTIONARY!
thanks for ur offer. i understand but i just dun want this way. all i asked for is that 50bucks for my final decision. wad's the problem with that? if you refuse to pay this 50buck, fine! i pay! i rather pay 50bucks den to waste my As! i dun want only an A2. i want and must get an A1! this is my GOAL and my AIM!
are you afriad that i throw your face? sorry! i dun give a damn now! i hate this! seriously! humans are just more time consuming wad! wad you want! stop it! its driving me crazy!!
i juz woke up and this is wad i get! rarr!!!!! i seriously dun get their mentality larh. dad came and ask wad's gg on mom told him and all his remarks was: huh! want to drop again!
wad's the problem with them?!
im proud of my cousins that they are really born genius. but must you keep comparing me with them? wth larh! they take pure then i must take pure with them meh?! wth larh! wad's that freaking problem! rarrrr! im pissed! super pissed!Labels: 23.o5.2oo9 saturday
Friday, May 22, 2009; 7:50 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009; 5:46 PM
YEAH! PRELIMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!
at least 1/3 of the torture is done with and over!!!
ordered band photos after school :DD
den went to cp and shops are all closed. too early so went to kopitiam eat desert before having our main course. lols. talked and saw tht cyberactive guy! but he is not good looking anymore!!! ):
yeah.. walked talked and shopped before gg to ajisen for lunch. yum yum. but the ramen soup is~~ so qiang(4). nice but dun like. but the side dish is nice~~ haha. pictures up ltr or tmr. ;P
walked talked played and went home.
i so guai lorh. came home and helped did some laundry. but msned while waiting for the clothes to be washed.
talked to ethan and he so act cutely lied to me tht he was from band. and trumpet section. lke juz sitting next to me? he said he was there since sec 1 till sec 3 and made it sound so real but i was alrd doubting. den he finally admits tht he was lying. so lamb rite. but he said he was really one in primary school. quite shocking.
but i think he lied coz he dint noe tht i was from band i suppose. lols. and when i told him i played a trombone, he was shocked. haha. funny!
sianz.. after exams, though relaxed, but now must worry and mug for O chinese. sianx.... dun like.. but carn wait for everything to be over. because of this O lvl, got to push all the activities, and shopping trips to after tht O. sianx sianx sianx... did so many facebook quiz and its quite fun actually. haha
anws, tmr only nid to report at 145! yeah! can slp late and wake up late tmr! im lovin' it! oops. abit high now after all the laundry and labour.. haha. but im enjoying my life now? hahahahahaha
and congrats weixiong! for topping dnt!! ur apple tea is ready for collection anytime!Labels: 2o.o5.2oo9 wednesday
Sunday, May 17, 2009; 3:24 PM
ytd slept till 11++. woke up for brunch and went to novena to attend the service there. den went to velocity and novena square to shop. shopped from 4++ all the way to 6+. dinner-ed before gg home. not bad larh. at least managed to buy confirmation clothings.
only settled top but not bottom. haiz.. got this white top. but i want the other one!! sad. ))): nvm..
mom nearly got me this bottom tht so dun fit tht occasion. and its so freaking ex! like this normal berms at like 50? omg. cotton on offered this nicer berm and only at 30 lorh. but.. berms so not suitable for this kind of occasion lorh.
must continue to hunt after O lvl chinese. stress!! dun like tht kind of schedule and feeling lorh. wth! is the school trying to kill us?
prelim one from 7may till like 20may (for non-bio students).
21may is suppose to be a relax day for us and the school arranged for us to be back after the msp and bio exams to check our mt papers.
22may- marking day!
finally there is a day when we can rest? but they demand us back to school for chinese mock exams. arghhh! finally got over chinese compo and they stuff and they want to write another (i suppose the mock to be an entire paper). wtf! i hate this kind of schedule!
if there's nth on, we are supposed to have 21may-24may free! a supposedly "long holiday". and now, GG! wth!!! go die can.. rarr!!! and the following week will be an even more hectic week. one whole week of chinese drilling for O lvl chinese. can we have a break!
dun und the school can! since we are alrd having a continuous drilling for Os. why carn they push everything to tht following week!! wah lau!!! damn not happy now lorh.. wad kind of education system does sg have sia! kns!!!
apparently chiong-ing geog and the amnt of stuff we needed to learn up juz turn me off. wth larh.. juz realised tht food is so complicated and i dun get a single shit. damn sia.. where is mr siah!!!! where is his notes!! kns kns kns kns kns kns kns kns!! i seriously miss sec 2 life!!!Labels: 17.o5.2oo9 sunday
Friday, May 15, 2009; 10:12 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE & ONLY LAOBER!!!
YEAH! hahaha. hope u like the card and the monkey. :D :D :D :D :D :D
went to punggol plaza with vanessa angeline, von, ber, weixiong, zack, nelson, leon and anthony. yeah. went to try their duck rice there instead of banmian. abit sian of the band mian there lerh. so yeah. duck rice not bad but the soup was like drinking msg. omg! yeah.. played with yvonne's fone and disiao her.
thot she angry coz she and vanessa walked away. den was like calling them and vanessa was still laughing over the phone. quite irritating arh. den yeah. so pakcheked and it really spoil everyone's day. coz von's fone still with me, so went to angeline hse to wait for them to come. and after the whole commotion, we onlly found out tht they were not angry AT ALL and they just went to buy tidbits. really damn pekchek.
wadever.
played with lucky/lucy den went to watch 200pounds beauty. nice!
den watch material girl which was so bimbo and boring. left at 615 and got a ride home from vonny's mama. thank you!!!
came home and only realised tht mama not at home yet. and dinner was.. but the soup, i like! its tht soup vonny old maid used to cook. so nice. yeah. watched tv and play com till now. abit tired arh. the papers nowadays are so hectic ==!! sianx. so brain-cell-killer.
half the battle had finsihed left 2 more subjects. carn wait for it to end. !!!
1st paper: chinese
was quite easy and but quite challenging. but still manageable.
english
like tht lorh. like how challenging can it be lorh. juz like tht but dunno how will the result turn out to be DDDD:
a. maths
paper 1 was manageable but challenging. but paper 2 was so difficult. totally.. like quarter of my brain cells killed ))): dunnno how well will i do. quite worried!! omg!!
chemistry
was challenging but yeah. still manageable. juz quite time consuming and nid to think. mostly applications then theory lorh. so can be considered quite easy.
ss/e.history
omg! chionged last min but are doable. haiz.. one of the questions are so shitty. huh! gg! seriously. crapped and smoked through. all could wish for is for everything to go well. :D
physics
was challenging but not as difficult as was gkw's brainwashing us. was easier than expected but coz i dint revise the paper thingy, i dunno how to do one of the light question! omg! dui bu qi gkw! im sorry! but wass quite lucky tht some questions i did in tuition came out. mcq was rather normal. but section B of paper 2 is sooooo time consuming!!! luckily i finished section A in like 30min. so got like another 1hr for section B. think so long and got like 15min to check but forgotten tht question on tht light is not done... ))): 4marks. can be little but oso worth quite alot. haiz.. GG!
left geog (GG!!!) and e.maths! haiz.. carn wait for the papers to be over!!!Labels: 15.o5.2oo9 friday
Monday, May 11, 2009; 7:54 PM
vonny and angeliny came to my hse to study today. and im so sorry!!! DDD:
did not give ur a good enough environment to study. dint expect it to be tht hot!!
oops.
didnt manage to do tht much study. abit.. but had quite a fun time with them today!! haha. rained to many times today! but it was still so hot!! OMG! dunno wad the freak weather this is! wahlau! haha.
ytd so funny! went church and rachel seems to go crazy lerh. she mass sent and ask and she typed from lift -> canteen.
she msged maria and she typed from right -> left.
GG!! lols. dunno wad she thinking oso. lols!Labels: 11.o5.2oo9 mondae
Friday, May 08, 2009; 10:09 PM
edited the quiz. and now i carn find tht delete button. saw it before but forgotten how to access there. sianzz... changed the link button too. so tht link from the previous post link to the new one lerh. haha
went tuition ytd and todae with vonny. ytd's was okae. but today's one was so funny. was flipping amost everyone's name and we were like laughing our heads off and like the noisiest. thank you soooo much vonny! had dinner at jack's place wif von and mom. thank you sooo much!
den today wanted to leave at 6 but den we dragged till 7! den go. omg! by the time we reached home alrd dunno wad time lerh lorh. dined bathed and mom's fren came to our hse. talked to yihui and vonny and was so funny! i said school as sku and yihui thot it was sengkang uni. lols! so funny!Labels: o8.o5.2oo9 fridae
Sunday, May 03, 2009; 4:11 PM
went church in the morning and attended kenjie's baptism. they are soooo cute!! the three brothers just look so alike and are like triplets of different ages. they are sooooo cute!!! OMG!!!
came back and started fb-ing till now. lols. fb so fun!!
i made the "how well do you know alexia?" quiz. lols. and apparently leroy, ber and mer did it but all got below 60%? are the questions tht difficult or do they not know me well enuff? sadded..
How well do you know me?
no harm trying so go do during ur free time! :DDDD
created the quiz den ber send this to me:
Dear Alexia,
I really don't know how to tell you this, Our affair is over. I think I realized it When I threw up in your sock drawer At the mental hospital and I saw you Sit on The elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're Senile enough to understand That I get turned on only by garbage men. I'm returning your toe ring to you, but I'll keep My virginity as a memory. You should know that I Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard and you should stop picking your nose.
Greetings to your frog Leonard,
Bernice.
and i sent this to vonny!
Dear Yvonne,
I really don't know how to tell you this, I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it When you put cuffs on me When we skinny dipped in the bathtub and I saw you Sit on My boyfriend. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand That I may pee my pants. I'm returning Your car to you, but I'll keep My virginity as a memory. You should know that I Mocked you behind your back constantly and The apartment building is on fire.
With tears of sadness,
Alexia.
lols. its really lame larh. but v fun!! was like laughing my head off when im doing this? lols. go try and play wif fb lorh.. so addictive. oopsLabels: o3.o5.2oo9 sundae
Saturday, May 02, 2009; 2:31 PM
wah.. im really touched when i went to read ronda's blog. was on the verge of breaking down lerh. oops. abit exaggerated larh. but she's indeed the bestest of the best!
and i have decided to dedicate this post to RONDA! our 小黑!!!
in sec one, went to band when debbie and syl pon band in the beginning. den mr lum got to coach us and stuff. and he will be like: ltr when we combine, u uys must be the best hor.
lols. so cute!!!
den in sec 2, we got to prepare for syf o7' and we practiced practiced practiced and practiced so hard for syf and yeah. after tht, deb and syl left and our section was like ~~~ jr left, snr left and we were like struggling so hard to survive.
in sec 3, ronda came and joined us and we were quite happy coz at least our section wun extinct. qian hui joined few months ltr. initially we were quite worried for her but at the end of it, her performance was perfect. she was so diligent and learnt up so quickly tht we were on par soon after. haha. while ronda came from trumpet section, so she could pitch all the high notes when she came in. and she was put in first trombone under me. was quite stressed coz dunno how to teach her. and at times i was so impatient wif her tht i nearly exploded untill both of us like dunno wad to do, till peisi got to come and take over me. lols. can nvr forget how i teach u in the winter of 1730, tht fast part. when i have no patience and u juz carn learn tht untill peisi took over me. lols! so cartoon.
made many many negative remarks on my blog. so did she. but i dint noe abt this blog "fight" wif ronda till mer and givon came and tell me. somehow, i think i was the last person on earth to noe abt this "fight" tht im involved in for the past month? lols!
went for sec 3 camp and ronda is the only jr left in the section with the 3 other jrs. dunno wad she doing and she mixed up all the trombone cases. we were so mad tht we screamed at her till she cried. oops.
the fight continued givon was toked things out with her. lols.
and we slowly resolved the things.
went to genting with all the help from the tutors. thot we played like shit, but somehow, things turned out well!
we got gold!
was so happy!
came back to sg and practiced even harder. though at the end of the performances, i may be quite pek cheked wif ronda, but she's stll a great jr, a great trombonist. not all jr could be like her lorh. at sec 2 jiu can pitch the high Gs and As. and to her now, all these are nth. see pro right. even i oso not so zai like her lorh. in inn, without her, inn to me is like half of my life gone lerh lorh. all the high notes i must cheng. wah. its real torture!! oops..
and in syf 09' with her, we got silver with triple honours! we take turns to play those parts and supported each other at different parts. she's really a great jr indeed!
but all these made me feel like as though i was such a bad snr. felt v guilty for being such a lousy and bad snr. made u upset by all my remarks. but i really dun mean them.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
so sorry ronda.
but still, i LOVE ya.
thanks for making life in ncwo such a memorable one. thanks for being such a good jr, so obedient and nvr making me angry. thanks for being such a great trombonist tht i can rely on. and lastly, thanks for the music tht u have made in genting, in syf, and all the performances. to others, they may be insignificant, but i noe wad u have done, how much effort u have put into making music. i promise u tht i will go back as often as i can, and sit on ur right ;DDD so tht u wun feel alone :DDD hahaha. even if im not there, i'll make sure tht my presence can be felt. haha.
THANKS RONDA!!! u will always be trombone section's best jr ever, no doubt. tell us if any of the jr or others who bully u arh. we will help u 撑腰!! haha. :DD
wah.. such a long post. hope she reads it. or else my effort and time used to type this post will be wasted. oops.Labels: o2.o5.2oo9 saturdae
Friday, May 01, 2009; 11:41 AM
happy may day! oops. abit lame..
lots of stuff and conflicts happened this week. but it was really... we really tried many many ways to tolerate ur attitude and stuff. but its really... omg. can u juz stp all these nonsense. to avoid it we made sacrifices and these sacrifices made them so unhappy wif it. and at the end of the day, it seems like our fault for neglecting them. like wtf? we juz wanted to avoid quarrels and we are misunderstood. this life is so unbearable.. i have the urge to tell u straight in the face but it just seems so impossible. i can tell u now, tht im sick and tired of seeing this side of u. can u juz change?
probably its juz the end..
i miss band.. so is all the snrs. haiz.. heard tht there is a ncwo shirt. so cool. bought two! :DDD
carn wait for it to come.
ytd went tuition with von and the trip to tuition is so bloggable. had history test after sku and had to do sbq till 330 before we can leave. so left and chiong-ed to cp and went tuition. bused there and bought old chang kee with pudding milk tea. so nice larh. haha. i ate my old chang kee lerh den drink my bbt. had a hard time poking the straw in. den finally can poke in tht time, the bbt spilled and flew to the ledge at the window there. omg. so unglam larh!! den vonny was like dunno telling me wad and eating her sotong when she looked so freaking tarded. damn funny!!  
changed bused and she's like some sua ku looking at the bus board there to see where the buses go. and she was "woah"-ing here and there. so sua ku..
we were late for tuition and she was like walking so slow tht i think we took close to 10min to walk from the bus stop to the building when i take at most 5min? haha. oops. abit exaggerating. haha. the tcher gave us lots of ws and gave her even more. and when she is digging for ws to give us, i think she said: wah. y so dirty?
and tht stain was made by von last week. she was like wanted to see the bug under her cup and dunno wad she doing, she knocked her cup off and some bbt dripped on the papers. den like the stain so obvious larh.. haha. and she was like carn stp laughing abt it for the WHOLE tuition. so scary right!!!
hahaha. den we finally left the tuition center at 730!! and by the time i reached home and finish my dinner was like 845! and like im having severe gastric. omg. haha. she still, "eh cnnt eat right after u got gastric leh" lols. i had gastric from tuition untill i went home lerh leh. like as though the duration not long enuff like tht. lols!
sorry lao xiong, lao ber and lao von. dint go to jog with ur juz now. paiseh larh. haha. dun angry hor! oops oops. so sorry!Labels: o1.o5.2oo9 fridae
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