woahh... so shuang dao.. chiong drama from 820 untill now.. watched 2 ep of hot shot n mu hou hua xu.. so nice!!! damn funny can.. n xiao zhu soooo cute in the show!!!! damn nice... must go watch hor...
while watching oso do up our blogshop derh stuff.. now selling this couple tee.. v cute leh... must zhi chi hor.. limited edition somemore... v cute.. n capping this wednesdae.. must faster leh... coz must submit order asap.. but tht shirt really v cute leh.. haiz.. wan get more orders but i lazy advertise leh..
sianx.. wan wait for 12mn.. den start mass sending msg to all teachers again.. n to celine.. so cool lorh.. she's my church fren n so happen her b'dae falls on 1st sept, teachers' dae.. lols? kae larh.. being lame here..
juz now mass sended 23 msges to most of the 3d ppl abt the pulau ubin thingy.. sianx.. abit dun feel like gg but you gt the urge to go.. if i go den means nt gg band n tuition on tht dae.. sianx..
woah.. sian larh.. juz now went tuition.. alrd quite pekchek alrd.. so irritated by the weather n mr sim's voice lerh. den i couldnt stand it so juz tok to von lorh. den tht stupid mr sim kip picking on me. kip saying b4 i come von v quiet derh, den wad when i come i kip toking to von.. like wad shit can.. his lessons so sian den wad he expect me to do? alrd carn wait for sept to over so tht i can stop gg his stupid lessons liao lorh. onlil a waste of my time n $$$ only lorh... n he looks seriously like mr bean can?! like.. wth larh.. den like the guys tok so much at the other end he nvr sae anything.. i juz tok for less than 2sentences he jiu come pick on me.. wad's his freaking problem larh.. so irritating.. den he kip saying i v irritating kip toking non-stop. den since he so bu shuang i tok den make his lesson more interesting larh.. asshole leh.. his lessons so so so damn boring can... its like bloody hell larh...
met at 815 this morning at cp n everyone was late except for evan who reached at 740.. tiff, ying n i trained to cp tgt n was late by a few min.. peisi washed her hair this morning n was late.. xueer woke up late n luckily she stay v near cp here so she chiong-ed there v quickly.. n valen was like sooo late.. we ate brakfast so slowly while waiting for valen.. coz dun wan pagseh her n seems like none of us cared at all tht we were late.. lols? den by the time valen reach was like 835 lerh.. dun care den juz walked to sku tgt.. lols?
went in band rm coz was like arnd 15-20min late n png was juz like woah.. finally here lerh arh.. funni larh.. played this piece called under silver moonlight, was meant to be played during moon cake festival.. yarh.. n its so not cheena at all.. dun like. it dun sound nice anyway... but.. aiyah.. who cares.. den after tht we rehearsed king across the water.. so nice~~
after tht went for sectionals.. was like 1 half hr derh sectionals.. so sianx.. he was testing ppl the practical den me n givon alrd finish so we practiced king across water.. den we came up with this idea.. i stand at chem lab there derh n givon go stand hall there. den we play our own parts to train our sound. den c if can hear each other. den givon play only abit den stupid darren go scold her.. tskkkk!!! so irritating! pls lorh not like ur sound v nice like tht can.. so i dun c the nid for u to scold givon when ur eupho the sound quality oso not v good lorh.. reflect on urself before u scold others larh.. like so wth?! still ask givon go away say she v noisy.. sai larh.. so fishy lorh! n sae by blasting it will worsen our tone quality even more.. shit him larh.. n ask us go practice chords when our section only left with the both of us.. sai lorh. pls larh.. deb n syl oso like tht train for syf for their tone quality n to play loud lorh.. doesnt mean blast means not nice wad.. n we're oso not aiming to blast.. we juz aiming to be able to be able to play loud only lorh.. sai larh..
after band went cp wif tiffy, xueer, ying, evan, junkiat, n... i oso dunno leh. lols? but was walking wif tiffy all the while so nvr bothered much on who's wif us.. den wewnt cp to photocopy moonlight n king across water.. like so freaking many scores! lols? all left only left me tiff n junkiat. den we went to print moonlight first.. went to sort out the scores n count how many copies n realise tht juz moonlight have 49 copies... like woah.. like tht jiu $6.20 lerh lorh.. den after tht went back tht time gt queue lerh lorh. den went photocopy conductor score n before we continue wif king across the water, we let this gurl go first.. c.. we so kind lorh.. den after tht we continue photocopy king across the water.. haha=)) den helped this uncle print 2 pages of his stuff. so kind rite?! lols? so bhb.. oops.. den after tht we print all of the remainings.. total like tht ve 142 pages leh! my god!! $14.20 in all.. like.. woah! so ex.. but after tht will claim $$$ frm png larh.. den went lunched in kfc wif junkiat nt tiffy. den toked so much.. haha=) den jiu left for tuition lerh. but thx tiffy.. pei me walk all the way to the 43 bus stop n take 161 instead. haha=)) thx tiffy.. lols? n juz photocopying this 2 scores take us close to 1hr liao lorh.. n like all the scores gt weigh clase to 500g lorh.
woah... i juz discovered this damn shocking news from tuition todae.. my tuition tcher, from siglap sec, told me tht her sku derh arts hod was transferred into our sku.. n she none other than kong! omg!! n she was as usual, she was hated by so many ppl from siglap as well n she was like so rude to the priciple somemore.. my god~~ n she still sae she speak tht time always like v slang which she hates it the most, den i was like yarh lorh.. she tries to act slang but she carn den ended up it became so disgusting.. lols? we were like toking abt stuffs after tuition n my tcher out sudden juz told me this damn shocking news.. like.. wth?! of all sku she dun wan transfer she come transfer to our sku.. n she juz sux totally.. n so funni larh.. ended up we started bad mouthing her n my tcher was like "woah.. good.. i gt things to tell my other colleagues now.." like so funni larh.. even tchers gossips.. oops..
den went home n was walking home juz now when this stupid man driving bmw honked me for blocking his way n make him cnnt drive pass the lane. sorri larh.. but drive bmw jiu liao bu qi arh.. asshole leh.. wad a fisher lorh. like so wth can.. den i was giving him this damn bu shuang face when he drived pass.. he was like staring at me n i juz stared back.. n gave tht look. like wth larh..
woosh... juz got back from baolin's hse.. haha=) todae was like teachers' dae celebration n its like so OMG!! its totally humilating can... first up was band performance by the 16 of us... n we all r like crazy over shrimmers n started putting them on our intrus n on those who have long hair, they tie shrimmers on their hair. den for ppl like us, short hair derh, cnnt put on hair so we ended up putting it on our hands.. n ppl commented tht string sounded better than us.. n tht our trombone v extra.. coz everybody all so ping jing only us kip moving n moving.. performance was okae only at the behind.. when i think the trombones n eupho got too loud n wanlin's solo.. but still nvm larh.. great job ppl! n thx darren, for ur randomcity..
after tht was performances n video by councilors.. so funni.. ms pey n cheryl ng became students. not bad.. den was performances n THE TEACHERS' DAE VIDEO.. omg!!!!!! damn unglamm... tht dae this guy n yeeteng come interview the various ppl den juz nice we having sectionals so they come.. den givon was like huh? if i sae the monkey is mine arh.. so funni larh.. den was me..omg!! so damn paiseh.. dint wan to sae or do anything.. so i sabo-ed my sec one n ran away.. n apparently they edited it n put escaping.. omg.. den was like.. wth?! den after tht was like... woah!!!! dui lian!!!! den was many other ppl's interview.. n pow's interviewed too.. so random.. yeah lorh.. so paiseh.. even liting was like woah. can run v fast arh.. woah!!!!!! my god! the moment i stepped into the class everyone was like commenting on tht video!!! yucks! even he nvr watch the performance he oso noe wad happen leh!!! my god~~~ haiz...
went home to change den bused to kovan to eat lunch at hawker centre. coz von was so late, we finished lerh den she come.. went bowling alley den realised tht it was so packed n there is hardly spaces for us to play n not even ve enuff place to sit... so ended up went bl's hse to pool n mahjong... woosh.. played like few games of mahjong n like 1half round of pools.. den anyhow tyco tyco won the game. haha=)) fun!! shld go there more often.. but ended up become really really tired.. sianx..
tmr have band.. so tired!! but its postpone to 830 instead of 8.. better than nth.. but still quite early lorh.. wan my beauty slp!!!
woah.. one week is so slow but yet so fast.. one whole entire week of band.. this is worst den syf period.. mon- sectionals prep for tchers' dae tues- prac for tchers' dae performance wed- band thur- tchers' dae rehearsal frida- actual performance
woosh! so tired.. n chio te still wan me to stay up till 1005 juz to hear her dedication on xian ge ji yi.. haha=) tired.. damn tired.. haiz.. n my mom is like currently kao bei-ing wif my sis which is damn fishing irritating.. haiz.. n my sis oso lorh.. she went to take my report w/o my permission n bring it down to show my mom n dad w/o even telling me can?! asshole larh.. like. its MY report book lorh. n she is so so so damn extra larh.. luckily i failed only my english n ss c5, physic b3.. the rest all As.. heng arh.. but haiz.. oso not like i wan to fail my english derh lorh. sai larh.. so scared end of year i fail again.. dun wan retain!!!!!
so shuang.. tmr suppose to have aces dae.. but coz of tht performance, YEAH!! i can missed it! woosh! so loving it!! but hope nth goes wrong tmr!! n i really hope tht ********* *** **** **** ** *** *** *********** ***.. haiz.. its not meant to be written or understandable.. i juz carn stand it anymore!!!! haiz... * **** *********!!!!!! haiz.....
n my blog is so fishy.. coz all "f***s" to "fish"es.. haha=))
sianx.. audi is taking a damn freaking long time to dl can.. haiz...
my life sux... so does school.. its like.. its seriously like shit! REAL SHIT!!! its like.. i've nvr felt so pissed n disappointed in my results before.. not even once.. but todae's maths was really such a great disappointment tht i carn tht its mine.. i got only 41 for e.maths n 35 for a.maths!!! i could have gotten 46 for e.maths when all 5 marks are ALL PURELY CARELESS MISTAKES! a.maths was a total.. omg! i dun even feel like looking at it.. its really PURE SHIT!! i really feel like tearing it into pieces can?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! god?!?!?!?!?!?!?! the rest was okae.. chem 38/50.. physics 38.5/50.. english 21/50.. chinese 43/50.. geog 15/20.. ss ???..
when i told my mom she can still tell me.. aiyah.. work harder for next term n dun disappoint ur dad anymore... at least all these collate to at least a a2 rite? omg! they sae they dun gimme any stress n all crap.. but they r all SHIT! RUBBISH! its like.. ass larh.. its all so not true can?! u call these results not good! wad shit they wan from me?! shit it! n expect me to study! now!!! n im not even allowed to blog! wad shitty life is this!!!!!
BLODDY ASSHOLE!!!! FUCKERS!!!! OUT OF MY LIFE!!! I HATE WHO I AM! I WAN BACK THE OLD ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ONE WHO NOES HOW TO ENJOY REAL GOOD LIFE! THE ONE THT SLACK THROUGH EVERYTHING!!!! I HATE WHO I AM NOW! I HATE MY LIFE!!! I HATE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE!!! LIFE IS JUST SO MEANINGLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF N STOP BOTHERING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woah.. so tired. suppose to take same bus as givon todae derh. but coz i lai chuang so wads late. plus in the morning, i carn find any shirts available for me to wear to sku. so it made me even later. so ended up trained to sku. was waiting for 136 at my hse here coz was raining n lazy walk to the mrt which takes me 1o015min n by bus only less than 5min. den out sudden started a conver wif this 63years old Philippines woman which taught in a private sku for 42years when she looks only 50++. ended up boarded the bus, boarded the train at kovan n took the same train as ying n tiff oso. haha=)) den coz was raining so heavily tht we bought old chang kee's noodles for breakfast n bused to sku.. n juz realise wad a waste of petrol.. it takes 17min for 372 to leave cp n drive arnd sengkang n reach the interchange again.. 17min only leh! like so wth?!
den went sku.. apparently was late coz png was there when we reached. so yarh.. set up instru n we ended up nid to play some chords.. den first time realise how cool chords was like n how to c if u are the dominant, tonic or 3rd.. n not means u're 3rd trombone u are always the tonic coz 1st n 2nd trombone sometimes will be the tonic instead.. aiyah.. its juz some chimalogy tht takes quite some time to figure it out.. den went to play king across the water.. not bad.. the piece was actually nicer than the recording.. not our playing i mean.. juz tht i like it... haha=)) v light n lively. haha=) den went play postcards.. ws quite sianx.. but solved some of the problems inside. haha=)) den went for sectionals.. 2 hrs.. n png sae we're gg to have ANOTHER PRACTICAL test n this is for next year n this practical test determine if the sec2 will be performing in syf next year or not. haha=) me n givon quite confident so we jiu went to try it out w/o even practicing. haha=)) in the 1st try, i passed all scales, chromatics, appegios n long note.. 2nd try passed Bb, F n Eb major thirds. n the last try i passed everything!!! haha=)) long note 37s leh! haha=)) 1st to pass was darren, 2nd ying, 3rd ada, 4th kaixin, 5th tiffany, 6th me, 7th givon n i think tht's all for todae. haha=) so shuang.. last practical test lerh leh! haha=)) no more next year oso. haha throughout all 3tries me n givon juz kip staying there in band rm. haha=)) den finally finish lerh alrd 11 liao.. time for combine.. did some combine untill 1230? den was dismissed.. but den again, librarian things.. dig for scores for teachers' dae performance.. maybe copacabana or shrek dance.. yeah~
den went cp with tiff at a super duper slow pace we ve ever walked den bought pudding milk tea, with 2donuts n sent her off n waited for the bus with her. woah.. its like so freaking long can.. n i think 156 took like 30-40min to come manx.. but den i juz sat there n read my book untill 2 n went off to go takae 43.. in the bus was so engrossed in reading the book can.. so peaceful n quiet.. juz all alone with my mp3 n a book.. first time into katong mall.. nvr went inside before lorh.. everytime juz drive pas there but nvr step in there. but went in n juz realised tht all tuition centres everywhere.. went katong malll thot i was late but juz to realise tht class only starts at 345 n i thot tht it as 315... it was sec4 english somemore.. its like everyone there all preparing for their prelims.. only me.. ut learn quite some stuff there n received this super think stack of notes for speech writing.. i think gt 20+ pages barh.. haha=)) sianx.. carn wait to stop my chem tuition.. dun like gg tuitions on sundaes lorh.. carn wait to change tuition..
after tuition parents come fetched then realise tht we're like currently in financial difficulties lorh. haiz.. think carn folk out the 2oo bucks untill anothere time.. haiz.. oso dunno if i've made the right choice by gg coz apparently, my parents has no money n with so many tuitions tht we are gg, haiz... oso dunno how.. but since im in financial crisis, i shall now start saving up n try spend as minimum as possible n spend only on my needs not wans. hope there will be better businesses for our blogshop n will have extra income from there. haiz... n my dad like ve pms like tht. coz he wait for us untill v pakchek for our tuitions to end n he so hungry.. den he started driving super fast can.. den after dinner on the way home oso.. throughout whole journey, once have humps i'll jump out of my seats larh.. like woah.. is there a nid for him to drive so fast? den came home he jiu go studyrm n slammed the door. like wad's his freaking problem? haiz.. money makes the world goes round.. this is so true!
haiz.. how disappointing.. maybe to others it may be quite well alrd but also maybe because i have high expectation on myself.. ytd when angeline n i was msg-ing, den me: eh, is my binomial notes with u? angeline: cannot be me wad.. haha. i never lend from you before. aiyah! you no need study de la! me: no larh. where ve? i'm aiming for perfection can.. angeline: yucks. you making me zibei.. haiz.. not making her or anyone zibei.. but those who noes me well will noe tht i have v v v high expectations for my maths derh.. n especially maths.. maybe im expecting too much from myself.. may be i aim too highly.. even before the test, i was like so scared.. but only angeline noe n understands me the best.. n she's the only one tht noe y im so afraid of.. haiz.. binomial i get 25/40 i alrd sad like shit lerh. this one was like.. 1o marks gone juz like tht can?! coz i no time do.. i was chionging through the papers den only realise tht ques3 is not completed after handing in the answer script n was looking through the question paper.. woah!! nvr felt so so so sad in my life manx.. like.. OMG! juz tht ques is worth of 1o marks u noe.. 1o freaking marks u noe!!! omg.... woah.. thx guys.. thx for ur comfort.. n sorry to darren.. for being so crazy when i saw u.. paiseh.. but peisi, ying, tiff n von was like saying tht i alrd v good. got ppl worser then me n wadever shit. but its like!!!!!! WTF!!!! but was actually kinda paiseh.. was like too sad lerh.. so cry untill quite can.. den my eyes was like so puffy n swollened.. woah.. den i wherever i went ppl was like: omg.. r u okae? when i go band carie saw me oso like tht. in 3e glinnis saw me n was like: u looked like u juz cried.. so paiseh.. den i so dui lian derh went v quickly into band rm.. haiz... but still.. haiz.. disappointed.. oso dunno how will it turn out to be.. my e.maths only 41 leh!! 41 out of 50 leh... woah!!!!!!! its merely 82/100!!!!! not even starting with a "9"! wad's into me?! even weisiang can get full marks. wth.. haiz.. was accompanied to the toilet coz broke down until damn cham.. den was like went back class emo-ed.. thx peijia-er! thx for comforting me.. woah.. peijia is really a good nice fren indeed... n to chio te too.. always so good. let me suan her whenever i emo.. though u aint a good comfort-er.. but always here to comfort me when i emo.. n its the thots tht counts! noe u're trying hard.. thx=)) n to my beloved trombone section!!!!!! todae, u guys have really cheered me up! to the retarded-ness of givon n the funni peisi.. haha=)) thx guys..
n i think tht this chinese proverb is so so so damn true can.. “希望越高，失望越大”its like so true on me this time! wad's into me.. highest for chemistry is oso 39/50 in our class. n its so not me... haiz.. cfm is dolly, jie sheng, ying or hj larh. haiz... suan lerh.. you will see me like so guai gia or some toot gia mugging non-stop everydae lerh larh.. n i think if i really dun do well for this term, i really dunno wad will happen to me liao lorh.. no com? no tv? NO BAND? no outings? haiz...
thank you loads Lord.. You have given me the bestest fren i could have ever made in my whole life.. understanding, forgiving, cuddly, best friends.. here for me whenever i nid them, comforting me whenever i am sad, and always around my side, giving me the courage and strength to proceed on.. Lord.. thank you for everything...
woosh! look at todae's date!! 20.08.2008. nice rite? look at the time! equally nice too! 20:08! nice hor?! 20.08.2008 20:08! haha=) once in a millennium leh! though last year oso have larh. but still. haha=) woah.. sick (physically hor!).. tired... v tired.. super tired... i wan slp! but i carn!! i nid study! i oso dunno wad's in 3d o8' larh.. our class dun have tht exam atmosphere but so sudden tht ppl like darren lilke mind blank out in geography.. his qiang xiang leh! humans? n he actually blank out.. woah.. scary siax.. but this time ct2 the papers all quite difficult n chim lorh. but the worst thing is, we ve all no time!! english- ppl took their own sweet time to do the paper n ended up dun und the passages, n dun have time to finish their summary! it applies for me n tiffy n many many ppl too! chinese- passage kinda chim.. n ended up oso abit rush for time to finish arh.. geog.- chiong-ing through all questions coz have too much to write lerh. so ended up all chiong n handwriting like shit.. physics- too much thinking ques liao lorh. ended up alot ppl still left alot of ques blank oso lorh. peisi left arnd 3 ques blank? ying coz sick so crapped throughout the whole of sect which is worth 1omarks out of the total 50? haiz.. 20% of the shole paper leh! jy barh..
woah.. seems like a tough exam ahead lerh. haiz.. tmr is ss. 2 essays in 45min.. obviously no time larh.. den after tht will be chem. oso dunno if will have enuff time to complete anot liao lorh. haiz.. aiming for full marks.. but oso dunno if will be achieveable anot. heard tht there will lots of mole ques. 90% of the paper is mole lorh. den onli like 1 ques of acids n bases. woah.. kinda scared. but not as nervous as todae. todae was like the most mervous among all papers can. but at least they are over.. another 3 more papers n its a full stop for this ct2 lerh. now is only a commar. being super random here...
todae was like the first paper n it suck totally!!! the setter was ms heng, n everyone was like expecting it to be easy larh. but things aint so simple as we think it is lorh. its like damn freaking difficult larh. even von has difficulty comprehending the passages.. its like so damn chim can?! n as usual, we thot tht we would have a lot of time doing it, so we somehow took our own sweet time doing the paper but only realise tht we have little time left for summary. like wtf? i thot i was the only one but seems like ying peisi angeline n even tiffany has the same feelings. vocab section was like shit! all the questions are so so so damn chim tht we all crap throughout.. i still left one blank. i totally forgotten abt it n was busy chiong-ing summary n hand in the paper not realising tht i left tht one ques blankuntill the tcher was like collecting papers frm valen they all. like so wth lorh.. before the test, angeline gave some encouragement saying: if whoever fails the paper, the person love zijie. den after the test my first reaction was: i hate zijie bt im so gonna fail this paper. n im dead serious.. sian manx... n shld i thank py for making this comment: at least still can crap. thx arh.. so doesnt help at all can.. woah...
totally disappointed todae! it seems like i've made a major mistake! a great mistake tht affect someone n myself so so much!!!! y carn i just stop you from gg with them?! wad's into me?! i've only regret what i've done after you've left. omg?! wad's into me?! i just said "okae lorh" when u told me tht u're gg with them?! omg! i felt damn guilty. wtf am i doing?! i must be out of my mind not to stop u from gg wif them. omg.. i'm feeling damn bad now!!!!!!!!!!!!! but actually this thing came into my mind. its ur life n im juz a fren of urs. wad i can do i try my best to do it to the fullest. but if u wan to continue destroying ur own life, ur own health, go ahead n i totally have nth to sae. if u dun treasure ur life n wan it to be ruined, go ahead. im totally disappointed in u.
woah.. so tired.. soooo many many many things happened todae!!! some freaking idiot stole ying's fone. after breakfast, went to 7-11 coz valen said she wans to buy green tea n ask me go buy with her coz got offer. den she was passing her fone to yvonne to let her c wad jenny wrote to ying on msn. den yvonne was buying magazine so she just left the fone on the counter while she was paying. then when she's leaving, she forgotten to take ying's fone n just left. den i think somehow someone from behind saw it n took it. den went out of cp den was walking back to sku lerh den ying realise tht she lost her fone. den went back n find tht time its alrd gone. first time cal her fone tht time it rang but no one picked up. but the subsequent calls i made tells tht someoe off-ed the fone alrd. den we went everywhere to look for the fone but its alrd gone by then. ying was like so sadded untill she cried outside cp larh.. went back sku for geog lessons untill 11 de went back cp to collect her new sim card. but before tht alrd quite alot of commosion liao lorh. verdict: von's gonna compensate by paying her a new fone. trying to get her a new one same model but it will cost 600bucks w/o a plan to get tht fone. like damn ex can. haiz.. but ying wans tht same fone. so yarh lorh. probably she will go buy the 2nd hand fone coz it will be much much cheaper.
lots of comments, remarks and problems... its alrd exam period n wad am i thinking of now?! haiz.. all these things can be so sensitive to anyone tht i really want to let it out!! but who can i sae all these to? problems not even sorted out.. but who can i turn to to su ku?! totally no mood to study now.. haiz..
wad is wrong with all of us?! is sec3 a age of break-ups? a age of realtionships? a age of suay-ness? or is it a age of confusions? y things turn out to be this way? things aren't gg tht well to frenz arnd me nowadaes.. _____ & _____ & _____ facing problems with relationships.. _____ & _____ broke up this year.. n ying lost her fone todae, von lost her wallet n pencil box.. wad's happening to all of us?! haiz.. i tried so hard so hard to salvage this relationship at tmes, but sometimes, i just feel like giving up.. u're just driving me crazy at times tht i carn tolerate all ur nonsense n crap anymore!! this's driving me crazy.. seriously crazy...
woah saix. todae was really pissed off manx.. chinese oral was like shit. scrap through n it was like shit! sianx.. den after tht went kfc wif ying n peisi, ber n angeline. me ber n angeline bused there. den when the bus come, we stood up only as its coming closer n we dint flagged as we thot its stopping. how we noe it juz drove pass us. like wtf? den we waited for the next one for arnd 10min? den ent there so hungry, so went kfc eat. but by then was like 4? den back home bathed all do stuff, surfing the net for less than 5min n i was asked to eat my dinner. at 6! woah.. like. so full! my food is expected to be digested in like less than 2hr can? damn full now larh. n den was settling some blogshop which qi-ed me the most! WOAH.. sorry larh. i noe tht we've delayed it for like quite some time lerh. but wad they expect? we alrd said tht we will inform them when they can collect it only when cap full lerh. wad they wan manx.. den all come kao bei wif me tht we were mia n did not reply n contact them. like wad they wan? carn they juz read our rules n regulations b4 kao bei-ing?! asshole larh..
just realise how hard isit to do business n earn just that few bucks. i think we really sux at it. just "argued" with 2 unreasonable customers. haiz.. but really larh. v qi. found this new supplier though things v ex, but den.. haiz.. oso dunno how to continue busines with these now lorh.. or shld we listen to wad they sae? just concentrate on studies now n dun let this affect our studies?
den todae in hist. vonn was erasing her paper den realise tht her pinky will stick out derh. den i was sherman! ur twin sis! ahahaha=)) stupid larh. denwe were like high-ing over it larh. seeing her erase her paper really can make us laugh our heads out larh. hahahahahaha=))
woah.. alrd 6:08.. sianx.. wasted like dunno how many hours slacking in cp before coming home. only managed to take the bus back home at 5. pei von waited for the bus from like 423 till 5? shld have gone home. but felt bad pagseh-ing her lorh. sianx.. den now rushing for time liao lorh. lots to study but haven even started.. die! but got hooked up with this book i borrowed. not bad.. quite nice to read.. abt vampires.. haha=)) kae larh. carn waste any more time lerh, or else ct2 cfm fail lerh. *disappear* {off to mugg!!!}
woosh! finally settled! ahaha=)) doing up blogshop stuff. n we can finally get stocks from our supplier lerh! yeah! first batch leh. haha=)) excited.. hope we can get things done this time. anw, bought some show things from some online shop. haha=)) like v nice leh. this pictorial book and hp strap.. sometimes, i really v scared n will think of this: wad if one dae i dun like xiao zhu lerh den how? i invest seriously loads of money on him siax.. better last long manx.. this time all these alrd costing me 50bucks lerh. woah.. but hope its really worth it! haha=))))
woah.. ct2 coming up lerh! die!! must go mug lerh! omg.. exams r really killing me! omg!
wad shit larh. i must accomodate everyone meh? u think its so easy? they just carn und lorh. like so wth can?! kip insisting me to stay at home take care of my sis. pls lorh.. she alrd so big carn she just take care of herself. n kip insisting tht i can only leave after luch lorh. pls larh. after lunch alrd wad time? 1? 2? n im doing project n studying can?! wad they think im doing. like wtf larh. n here my sis is making things so difficult for me. like so wad am i suppose to do now? asshole larh. kns!
haha=)) last week i think. we kip gg toilet emo. haha=)) yarh lorh. all von pai derh. haha=0) she still purposey choose this effect to make it looks emo-er. funny larh. but yarh lorh. haha=))
3:05 PM
opps. i oso dunno wad i typing larh. but somehow i type the date untill 10.09.08. haha=) this year gt so many nice dates.. o8o8o8 o8:o8:o8 n 2o.o8.2oo8 2o:o8:oo. but den this one cnnt have the seconds. and one more! 1o.o9.o8 07:06:05.. haha=)) okae~ im being so damn lame n random here. but wasted lots of time todae lorh. from mornign untill juz now 2+ has been surfing the net over all craps, watching endless videos, blog hopping n chatting on msn.. woah.. another dae gonna be wasted like tht lerh! omg.. when exams in 1week time!!! omg! this alrd make me so stressed up liao can... haiz.. so scared n worried for my humans.. dun get a single shit rahim is teaching for ss. n so is geog. die! geog still can si bei.. but not ss.. ss n hist, best part is juz und jiu okae lerh. dun really nid study alot for it derh.. but the moment u dun und everything will fail lerh. haiz.. sianx.. i think i nid go find angeline n tiffy for my ss lerh.. woah. sianx.. hope they wun mind teaching me.. haha=)) woah sian... only started studying now. when ltr gt tuition at 5.. sometimes really got the temptation to quit tuition lorh. but den scared quit lerh ltr i fail my chem.. sianx..
hearing the number of exams the sec4 has alrd make me so dun wan to get promoted to sec4.. ct1, mye, mock, prelims, mock, Os.. omg! 6exams u noe.. omg! n each exams ve like dunno how many papers can.. their prelims alrd can spread out to 3weeks lerh. like so omg! i dun wan go sec4?! sometimes really wonder y is education system in s'pore so stressful? haiz...
p.s: to monkey: hey monkey.. updated lerh.. u can come read lerh larh.. haha=))
woah... i think my mom some how cursed the weather todae lorh. coz everytime she washes the bed sheets, it nv fails to rain. just now in the morning it was like so damn sunny and hot derh larh. den the moment she starts washing the bed sheets, dark clouds jiu start coming lerh.. n its like raining now.. so pathetic.. but i think some how anit wrong timing to rain arh.. ltr gt ndp parade n rain.. poor beatrice. might be caught in the rain lorh. haha=)) n nw py is soooo damn high over the bumble bee score can?! n carn stop "woohoo"-ing.. lols? good luck to u n carie.. hope by the time u all can play that on the mallot, ur hands and hairs are still intact and that u dun land in imh.. haha=)) lols? jkjk.
sianx.. whole dae at home.. coz i ve no money to go out, dun wan to go out, and not allowed to go out.. haiz.. but den.. oso good larh. i can stay at home to study.. stupid chio te.. whole dae sae me n studying dun go tgt.. but hor.. even how much it dun go tgt i still have to study marh.. so.. one conclusion, things chio te sae is stupid n she is stupid herself. oops.. haha=)) jkjk. sianx... go back to mugg lerh larh.. com too much lerh. oops.. ;p
n hor... i found this damn cute damn funny thing can?! dint noe i was tht retard.. Alexia : Ber, under the table got one white white one! *Ber went and check* Ber : Aiyo! is a rice grain larhs! *everyone laughs, and continue finding.* Alexia : Ehs! is it that one? *points* Ber : Its the same rice grain larhs!
this conver is from von's blog. damn funny can? lols? i'm now like some siao zha bo laughing to the com can.. but its damn funny can... omg... haha=)) but the white white thing we r looking for is angeline's TRANSPARENT EAR STUDD. its like siao lorh.. ear studd leh. so small... still transparent. den so funny. we ask her take out the other side derh n put it on the floor n see how it looks like on the floor. den she put n like after 2min,
me: isit tht one? angeline: alexia, if u sae point to this one den im so gonna slap u coz its the one that i just put on the floor.
lols? her reaction so funny can.. but haha.. its not larh.. i think its the rice grain tht im refering to.. but den hor.. v funni leh!!! carn stop laughing now. oops. but den... was actually quite emo derh lorh.. den read tht liao jiu carn stop laughing liao can.. omg!!
todae's date so nice hor? haha=)) o8o8o8.. n we juz passed the time 08:08! haha=)) if mer nvr sae i oso nvr realise. so cool!!!
ndp celebration was kinda screwed up.. but expected larh.. stupid organizer= stupid planning=total failure! the stupid organizer im refering to is kong, that ru hua. so wth larh. make everything so secretive for wad. onli confuse almost everyone larh.. we all cheered like some group of crazy ppl for the fatal phaze lorh.. ncwo gp. haha=) they performed my love by westlife. abit sot diao coz amplifier seems to ve some problem i think. guitar out sudden so soft.. den yenling's mic oso spoil. den saxo part became damn soft larh. like woah. so suay.. but luckily the judging was on tues. but though, all thx to jeremy larh. go trip on the amplifier the wire den gt this part out sudden no guitar.. haiz.. maybe coz of tht they did not get the champion for their category barh. but den.. its the process tht matters, not the results. still, good job ppl.. continue to rawk on manx!! like ms betsy teo tht part too. she like omg.. rap untill so jay chou-ish.. haha=)) so good derh english lit tcher nvr expect her to rap so well for jay chou's song.. haha=)) make me like tht song liao lorh. haha=)
wad a dae todae! went j8 n watched the mummy! was suppose to watch dark night derh. but den, tickets were selling fast by the time we reached there to buy them. n onli left wif single seats. so we juz went to watch the mummy instead! v nice!!! haha=) those who haven watch i recommend u guys to watch it! haha=) but the j8 cinema was damn cold(for me) n i was like shakin n shivering throughout the entire movie larh. so damn cold. ber still sae me lorh. i wear long sleeves denim n jeans den i can still cold untill like tht. so bad.. but den.. aiyoh.. carn blame me marh. i v scared cold derh.. haha=)) den yarh lorh. movie started at 0200 n ended at arnd 0400. haha=) 2hr onli leh.. haha. fast. den after tht went arnd whole of j8 zi lian-ing.. took like dunno how many grou fotos n block many many ppl's route. haha=)) oops. sorry. but really v nice! den went arnd whole j8 zi lian lilke a group of siao zha bo lorh. so funni! den when we come out of the cinema, we went toilet n come out of toilet jiu start taking pic. we like took many fotos wif almost every individual lorh. so cool! but just tht i nvr take wif jieying. so sad larh.. chio te worst. nvr take wif alot of ppl.. haha=) nvm derh larh. cfm will have other chance to take again derh barh. haha=)) carn wait to see our group pics too! haha=)) pics we took ytd below! =D
me valen n chiote. chiote dun smile untill like tht.. so ugly... spoil the whole picture. no or shld i sae u in the pic alrd spoils it. oops. jkjk=))
me n valen..
chio te n chio prawn.
beatrice n me.
nicole so chio can.. so zi bei...
peisi n i.. finally can take pic tgt lerh!
ying n i.. when ying trying to act retarded. haha=)) jkjk
peisi von and me
von and i zi lianing.. oops..
von ber n me!
peisi n i trying to act emo. but somehow peisi cnnt take it n um-chio abit.. haha=)) so cute.
group photos! taken at some playground outside j8.. lols? had hard time looking for something flat to take photos lorh. outside the cinema toilet
haha=)) so sad.. take so many den realise nvr take wif jieying.. tmr national dae lerh.. woah. n in a week time, its gonna be CT2.. sianx..
woahh.... something made me soooooooooooo ji donged todae.. haiz.. sorry larh.. dint mean it.. but stil. haiz.. carn control marh... but woahhh! goodness!!!!!! haiz.. being pangsehed.. first was by peisi n ying. she claims tht she ve lunchh at home n ying sae she g make ic. lols. den i was like left alone.. ying they all like nerly wan leave liao lorh. den she den come tell me tht they gg home straight n carn lunch wif me. wah! pangseh lorh. den i jiu emo. but luckily gt vonn come pei me.. slacked in class den went tiff n went cp tgt.. den on the way to cp... woah!!!! like sai larh........ sianx.. den jiu buy some stuff n went back sku.. actually von sae her mom can drive me home but apparently, they gg to her popo hse n im like left alone AGAIN! haiz.. but lucky gt ber n angeline. so go cp wif them AGAIN, n took bus home straight. kuku arh.. but yarh lorh.. woah!!! one conclusion, HATE PANGSEH-ERS!!!!!!!!! n im so dead serious.. u can do wadever to me just hate pl who pangseh me! woah.. like wth.. den todaae still this kind of thing happen.. even emo-er!!!! sianx!!!!!!!!!!
woah... todae have band.. last practice den jiu shi CT break liao. sianx.. after investiture can thot of playing n having some fun in band but things dun seems so coz we nid to prepare for some performance for some china ppl? so random. so we decided to play kang ding love story n shrek dance party. yarh.. but yarh lorh. sian larh.. our band like gg collapse anytime liao lorh. gradually as snr graduate, can feel tht the batch is gg weaker n weaker as days go by lorh. haiz.. liya batch so strong. gt such good players like christina, liya, haolun, colman, joyce etc etc.. den followed by debbie's batch wif damn pro ppl like yunjie, debbie, sylvia, joe, eloise etc etc.. den was monkey's batch.. still have ppl lilke melissa the monkey, joyce, jason, kel, doreen, daphne, dexter, manting etc etc.. den our batch.. weaker quite alot n affected quite a lot of sections like horn, clarinet n flute.. but luckily still gt ppl to ding like valen, tiff, kx, n ying.. yarh lorh.. haiz.. haha=)) but abit worried for the next few batches arh.. sec2 still quite okae.. but sec1s abit cnnt make it.. enthu larh.. but standardwise still abit... no offence to anyone larh.. haha=)) but grats to yenling! our 6th batch ncwo band commandant! rawk on manx.. n ronda can go genting! yeah!! let's rawk the hall on tht dae man!!!
one year just passed so fast.. its alrd august n another is just gonna pass so quickly again.. haiz.. i dun wan to promote to sec 4 so fast.. i dun wan take my 'O's next year.. i wan more time to practice for our SYF o9' piece. its like untill now its not even out yet. not even decided.. abit worred for our band arh.. still gg for competition end of year which make us even having lesser time for evrything n tht every single practice is more n more impt, n we must treasure all the time we got man!! haiz.. ytd.. looking back at all my previous posts.. from oct 06' to the most recent ones.. everything seems to pass so quickly.. it just seems to be con fuoco I the dae b4 and it just seems like ytd tht it was syf 07' like.. woah.. time seriously flies.. haiz.. yet another dae is abt to pass n im left wif 11 daes to CT2 but yet i have loads of things to study n loads of doubts to be cleared.. so no confidence in this comming CT. die!!!
wad a dae.. sian.. interesting.. n pissed.. lesson in the morning was sooo fine untill ss when pey came in to look for me valen n vonn. noe wad is she gg to scold liao lorh. juz heard her screaming her lungs out over at 3a-c there. den next target was us. sorry larh. my seat there too hot lerh marh. den i jiu fold one layer though todae skirt was short. but yarh. when was asked to go out den quickly try unfolding. like wth? went out first thing jiu scold me. like wth? den she sae untill von oso. sorry larh.. thot was relief period marh. so jiu go toilet slack untill we realise tht we slacked for ike over 1 period lerh. gg back tht time saw was mr lim. like wth? den was like shit. jiu wanted to go back toilet slack den angeline come n all the shit larh. den ended up jiu lied tht von stomach pain. shit lerh no toilet paper so we went arnd the sku to find paper for her. den tht was written down in log bk. todae she came n startde scolding n nagging larh. like wth? den jiu yarh lorh. but oso lian lei dao von coz she was the one wif "stomach ache"? sorri arh.. haiz.. den after tht was quite moody liao lorh.
den was after sku den was detained for poning english enrichment tht dae. was like yarh.. wanted to watch nc talent quest derh leh. like haiz.. den she jiu ask us do the essay. n all shit. den jiu 330 can go. so we juz chiong n crapped through n went down to watch. every year contestant was more n more shit.. wang ci.. zuo pai.. chang bu shan/xia.. like all problems all ve lorh. goodness.. throughout peiwen n i were like having goosebumps non-stop larh. but was a damn long performance larh. oso dunno if is final or wad larh. aiyah.. heck larh. but still.. ncwo rawk!!!!! haha=)) was screaming our whole lungs out. haha=)) den jiu go home. sian.. no hw but i nid to study lerh!!!! haha=))
omg!! i'm like so affected by this.. quoted from chim bee's friendster.. 我很努力很努力地走过你； 我很努力很努力地掩饰着； 饰着很努力地把笑容挂着； 你把我彻底地当成陌生人； 当你经过我的那一瞬间， 你没在乎到我的存在； 当我一直掩饰着到夜晚， 脱下那笑容的面具之后， 突然发现我很累很累。 原来，你从来没有爱过我。 原来，这都是一场游戏， 全都结束了。
and another one.. 请我梦醒之后， 求你帮忙记得我。 你的自傲荣没再给我， 也许我该放手； 也许我该清醒； 但我还想继续等， 因为我的字典里有你。
last one.. i think.. i hope.. 慢慢地走入幻觉； 慢慢地面对事实； 也许以后只能望着你的背影； 也许你的承诺都将落空； 也许以后我只能静静地喜欢你； 童话的故事，你也许都不懂。
juz browsing through some friendster profile den found chim bee's friendster. jiu go look at photos, n i found this. so.... yarh lorh.. juz find it quite inspirational.. its so wad im thinking. for no reason though. n its not trying to hint anything n its not meant to be to anyone.. but its juz so.. haiz.. shall continue emo-ing then...
woah!! im so sorri larh. i dint wad i sae affected u so much lorh.. paiseh larh. suan lerh larh.. one conclusion.. u're a hong-ster. haiz.. nvm.
wad a sian dae todae. todae ms lim not here. ended up slacked thot was relief. but stupid cme tcher mr lim was inside but we were alrd late for class for 1 period. so we actually wanted to clack till bell ring derh. but den angline n ber came n asked us go back in. so we juz went back. but coz late for 1 half period we juz said von stomach ache n we nid go everywhere find toilet paper for her. but ended up nid write in log book aiyah nvm larh. wad else can happen? detention form or offence form? even kanna oso all 3 kanna barh.. haiz...
sian. omg! i look like a total mush now!! omg! juz went to cut my hair from pp. omg!!! my mom larh. made things worst by asking them to cut my lliang tiao even shorter! omg!! no face lerh no face lerh!
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering) How it could be now or neither been (or neither been) All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I never had a dream come true Till that day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where love takes me to A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time And tomorrow can never be 'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering) How it should be now or neither been (or neither been) Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I never had a dream come true Till that day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where love takes me to A part of me will always be with you
You'll always be the dream that fills my head (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby) You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget) There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering) Because love is a strange and funny thing No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye No no no no
I never had a dream come true Till that day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where love takes me to A part of me will always be with you
A part of me will always be with you...
__________________________________________ dunno why oso leh. juz out sudden feel like hearing this song den i sun bian go find the lyrics lorh. den jiu found out tht this song is so wad im feeling currently. haiz.. why am i feeling like this? __________________________________________ glad to hear from the seniors that they love the shirt. they so cute somemore larh. they all went to read the card n kip saying "im no.1 snr leh!" n ended up found out that everyone is no.1 snr! coz, ALL OF U ARE NCWO NO.1 SENIOR IN OUR HEARTS!!! sorry larh. the card i make v ugly. the shirt too. abit sot diao. psps.. they still intend to wear the shirt we fu lu shou make, on 080808! haha=)) so cute!!!!!!! so happy!!!! dint expect them to like the shirt so much oso! haha=)) thx to all sec 4 snr! we will always lurrve u!!!
ALEXIA.GERMAINE.LEE 
