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Thursday, February 28, 2008; 8:54 PM
haiz...
im exhausted!!
haha=))
i did quite well n badly 4 my this common test
was really disappointe in myself too..
after receiving results that i failed my english overall,
i really ve e urge to cry
n my eyes r alrd filled wif tears?
juz that i dint wan to disgrace myself any furhter after crying 4 my hist..
haiz..
juz e paper itself
english:20/50
chinese:51/70
e. maths:45/50
a. maths:35/50
pure geog:17/25
e. history8/25
pure physics:36.5/50
pure chem:?
look at it?!?!?!
im really fainting from my atrocious results..
n to improve my english,
i shall start reading faanfics when im free n i shall chiong 4 geog n hist..
my geog i'm onli 0.5 marks to get 70 4 e overall..
but miraculously,
my chi i first time gt 51/70
i nvr reached 50++ 4 CHI LEH
MY E. MATHS is still e best..
overall, 92.6/100!!!
cool rite!!
haha
i oso dunno how but i top e class onli 4 emaths..
i failed my overall english..
i gt onli 44.6?
i really felt like crying can?!
my hist like that i alrd cry like shit lerh can?!
haiz..
damn scared..
yarh
nxt year is 'o's n im alrd ike quite worried at the rate im going..
i really dunno how to face my parents..
u noe wad my mom actually said ytd?
'i noe u did put in effort this term.. hope u dun dissapoint me'
upon hearing this, i nearly cried but i held back my tears..
haiz..
my overall grades r really disappointing n im ashamed to face my parents though..
its ike a piece of shit can?
n todae, coz i not feeling well so i called my mom in e corridor coz e class was too noisy n my fone ws nearly confiscated by this bitch of the name ms chan..
she's a real total bitch nia..
she actually speaked v rudely to my mom which pissed my mom off..
haha
my mom was actually speaking at a harsh tone to her..
haha
though she dinit confiscate my fone n sae that she will refer to the dm 4 my case,
but both my mom n i doubt that she would do so..
haha=))
wadeva e case,
im not bringing my fone to sku tmr..
juz in case she wans to confiscate it=D
haha=))
realize that sec3 camp v stressful..
though subjects r slightly lesser e man left to pia is geog n hist,
but still,
its stresssfull!!!
who can save me?!?!?!?!Labels: 28.02.2008 thursdae
Tuesday, February 19, 2008; 8:53 PM
ahhhhh~~~
sian larhxx..
i wan slpppppp~~~
i dun wan study~~
but i wan to do well 4 exams~~
haiz..
sian larh..
haiz...
totally damn sian diaox..
thurs jiu start exam liao..
but still haven study yet..
die liao lorh..
haiz..
n my mum is now shouting at my sis as though they r e onli one at home..
siao diao liao lorh..
so noisy can..
haiz...
i carn stand it..
time juz flies so quickly..
sec aft sec..
min aft min..
hr aft hr...
dae aft dae..
week aft week..
month aft month..
years aft years..
its like its never ending..
haha=))
yarh i'm being seriously random..
but..
i went to buy xiao zhu 3rd gai ban liao!!
its gold colour feng mian can~~
but dere is currently no stock so i got to wait lorh..
but still..
v happi
ying peisi von eunice valen clarissa sherman hj yc ben cw went watch jumper
von seems to be the onli one who thinks that its quite nice barh..
but the other all think that its a waste of money..
haha
so kelian..
kucily i dint go wif dem..
but still..
haizz...
gtg go mugg 4 hist lerh..
haha=))Labels: 19.02.2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008; 12:13 PM
juz came back from sec3 camp!
it rawk nia!
haha =))
so fun till i so she bu de go home~~
sad larh...
actually wan to 忍着眼泪 derh, but den c peisi cry, it made me wan to cry even more..
haiz..
den, i finally 忍不住地留下了眼泪。。。
haiz.....
the camp was really fun larh...
the first dae was in school,
we did ice breakiing and team building..
ice breaking we played got'cha
n team building was thrust sit..
our class was really united..
haha=))
den, was the second dae..
was really fun larh...
we did crc.
some high elements..
was damn scary larh..
but still i did it.
i did some tied ropes..
den was kayak..
but before that was water confidence.
i den rmbed abt that sentosa..
den so scared till i cried..
was really 丢脸 larh..
but carn blame me marh..
but den ester conforted me so was quite okae larh..
she still ask me if i still wan go kayak..
but 始终 i still nid to over come it derh marh.. so i still went 4 kayaking lorh=))
haha=))
it was fun niax..
den followed by that was rock climbing..
cnnt do flying fox coz gt ot enuff time n onli 10 frm our class cn do..
haiz..
too carn be borthered to do..
so peisii ying von n i dint wan to do..
so we skipped..
den followed by that was dinner.
after that was campfire prep.
we sang 第一天..
yep..
was really cool..
n we did a cheer..
but jt was a bit..
erpppss..
aft we finished everything,
she juz said：ester, are u proud of us?
was abit unfair to ben..
n he was like abit bu shuang larh..
but aft that we as a whole, shouted: benjamin, ester 我们永远爱你！
haha
campfire wasa really fun n cool!!!
den last dae,
we did abseiling n was really nice..
like flying in the air..
hahhaa
den was improvised rafting where we made our own raft..
was ok larh
but still, first trip jiu die liao..
yarh lorh
ms lim was our ginea pig..
n she kept falling into the water..
lol?
den was go back sku lerh
so she bu de can?
ester was so cute larhb4 we left i waved at her den she wan c how big my palm is
den was abt the size of hers marh..
den she was like come 十指交扣。。
was like chau diou..
hahaden leave the place lerh...
this is really a good experience nia...
had lots of fun n stuff...
n will nvr 4get this 3 daes how 3d had spent their time tgt~~Labels: 17.02.2008 sundae
Wednesday, February 06, 2008; 10:23 PM
todae is new year eve..
n as usual..
had to eat reunion dinner
its so saddening when i go back to my ah ma hse..
my big aunt wasnt dere n my ah ma said that she went to her own hse at punggol lerh
den she related her story when my parents asked abt how was she doing lerh
my aunt tio cancer
den she went to shave bald
now she's under going some kimo den heard that now the moment she smells anything she will feel ike puking..
poor thing larh
even when my ah ma washes the floor wif detergent she will oso feels like puking
haiz...
hate her loads coz she is v unrresonable n stuff
but sfter hearing this
i nearly cried
my second aunt wanted to tag along wif her derh
but she dun let her
coz dun wan her to let my ah ma spends her cny eve alone n oso dun wan her to waste her cny celebration
its really v sad lorh
went to my ah ma hse that time
my ah ma like v happi to c us there like that
maybe coz she misses us
but thinking that she will be lone for new year i feel really bad
coz tmr my second aunt will be going over to accompany my bug aunt
leaving my ahma alone at home
haiz..
tried persuading my ahma to come stay wif us for few nights. but she refuse
feel really really bad
haiz..
y has my family becomes like this?
god...help me!
re-unite my family again n make my aunt recover and let her not go through these sufferings..
though she may have sinned against u but bless that she would be well again...Labels: 06.02.2008 wednesdae
Tuesday, February 05, 2008; 9:46 PM
i'm si bei PISSED!!!!!
I THOT THAT AFTER MOVING HSE LIFE WOULD BE BETTER.
ALWAYS HOPING 4 THIS DAE TO COME.
NOW THAT IT IS HERE,
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!
Y IN E BLOODY FUCKING FIRST PLACE AM I GIVEN BIRTH TO THIS WORLD
I DUN LIKE TO BE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY LIFE!
I WANT TO SWOOP MY LIFE WITH TIFFANY! WITH BAOLIN!
WITH THOSE WHO ARE SOOOOO MUCH BETTER TREATED THAN ME!
IM SO DAMN BLOODY PISSED!
MY PARENTS ARE SOOOOOOOOOO UNREASONABLE!
IM KANNA SCOLDED 4 NTH N BEING SCOLDED WITH FUCK FOR NOT ANSWERINNG MY BLOODY PHONE WHEN IT IS IN THE ROOM!
WTF IS THIS WORLD GOING ON?
ITS SO UNFAIR?!?!?!
Y CAN THE OTHERS ALWAYS HAVE BETTER TREATMENT THAN I DO?!
Y ARE MY PARENTS SO STRICT AND UNREASONABLE?!
my parents went out to shop and buy some groceries leaving me alone at home w/o dinner and stuff.
my sis is v hungry n angry so went to called my mom n pester them to hurry up come home
when she gets home, she was pissed coz i dint pick up my fone when it is in my room
she said she dint buy my dinner n i thot that she was jk
how i noe
when i gt downstairs,
she onli bought a miserable packet of hokkien mee..
n me poor sis is hungry n tired
so i wanted to give e whole packet to my sis
my mom ended scoldedd me 4 not wanting to eat
but she bought such a miserable packet of dinner 4 me n my hungry sis
wtf!
she said that we can share
pls larh
so small a packet
n can u imagine sharing half of it wif ur sis
though u're not v hungry but u sae larh
i hate them!
i finished that damn thing within 5 or so mouth.
wad the fuck!
y the bloody hell is life so unfair!
tmr is cny eve n our sku ends at 1030
after that we actually plan to go bowling!
but my mom dun allow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan to go!
arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im super pissed now..
sobxxxxxx...
but 1 good news from clarissa is
i gt full marks for my indices class test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i so dun ve the mood to high lerh
sobz....Labels: 05.02.2008 tuesdae
Friday, February 01, 2008; 10:17 PM
haiz....
so sian can..
todae gt band..
n this stupid irritating fucking asshole came
she's damn irritating larh..
she's a total bitch larh..
so irritating..
she juz carn stop asking questions...
the whole sec1 band was so pissed off untill the moment she sae 1 word out of her bloody mouth they would be "shut up larh"
she's so hao lian can.
so wad she plays a auto clarinet in her primary band.
its like so wad?
its juz a auto clarinet wad.
big deal meh?!
the moment lum came todae she was like
"i'm a auto-clarinetist. yarh but i noe that ur band dun ve 1.. but i wan to join flute" n she started jumping up and down like some siao za bo in front of mr lum when im toking to him abt trombone sec1 thingy
si bei extra larh.
lum dou alrd told her to wait liao.
ask her to wait but she's juz so impatient..
she still extra extra de go ask lum "y dint u ask me who my instructor is?"
den um like abit cua dio so bo bian den go ask lorh
n she hao-lianly sae "oh. its mr ong. u noe that one e rgs instructor?"
so damn extra n asshole can?
omg!
if u r there u will be damn pissed off by her larh..
that not all..
when lum went n ask wad is the first and second chioce of all e sec1, she was like so extra larh.
coz at that time ying juz came onto bandroom.
she was like immediately saying "omg. the flute snr so pretty"
its like so wad the fuck larh.
carn she juz shut her bloody mouth up..
aft that when they are split up to try the instu n settle wif the instrumentation, she immediately went to find ying n wanted to try flute
but coz ying there ve another 2more jr n since she noe lerh jiu let her try last lorh.
n she is soooooooooooooo impatiently carn stop asking y isnt her first.
so damn asshole can.
when i was folding my skirt she was like staring at me but i ignored.
den when i was abt to fold foinish lerhden she was like bending down looking at how much i ve folded my skirt.
luckily i hurry up pull my shirt down to block her
she was like den jie jie me
*oh btw, she goes arnd calling every single snr jie jie.
so gross..
wadever, lets continue,
she was like did u fold ur skirt
den i replied why cannt arh. in a damn bu shuang manner
den she was like i thot mr ong said that we carn fold skirt?
so damn lol can..
dunno to laugh or to cry
so juz replied bu shuangly that mr ong cnnt means cnnt meh?
her reaction was like "jiejie, u r so scary"
lol?
but anyway, she deserves it
haha
den i placed ying's flute on e floor n walk away den when i was walking back to find ying, that damn extra gurl was like trying to fix ying up n was like abt to play it can.
so wtf can
its not like she ve any single rights to touch the flute w/o any permission larh
den ying hurry snatch it back frm her n den i left ouside
when i came back, she immediately run to me n said
"jiejie, all of them dun ignored me n take me as though im transparent"
n i was like so?
n she continue "n im juz like a wandering spirit floating here n dere"
so i replied oh. den too bad lorh
she totaally diam diao n gt nth to sae.
so i left e rm n nvr went back to c her bloody fucking asshole face again..
was so pissed larh
it was like..
y do u always ve soooooo many ques to ask?
but mr lum oso quite pro derh larh
manage to sae untill she has totally nth to sae.
when she was discussing abt how stressful syf could be, lum was like saeing no n stuff, objecting her idea really v strongly, den she out sudden turned back n asked us snr if it is true n when nobody replied, i said "oh. its so not true."
everybody cua dio coz dey dint expect me to sae anything but at least that shuts her up for a while but not long ltr, she continued wif her blabbing again..
but when mr lum asked her y in the first place she joined band when she is so not happi with it, she shuts up totally!
hahahahaha=))
im so evil..
but this is a really long post abt her..
shall juz end here.
dun wan to pollute my blog any further wif her..
ahahahahahLabels: 01.02.2008 fridae
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