sad sad sob sob

things did not go as planned...
haiz

scared to plan outings now.

Looking Forward

gonna have L4D2 game date with boyfriend later.
cant wait. happy.


tmr gonna have shopping spree with Patricia.
sadly the rest cant come.
but nevermind, shall enjoy some 'bonding' session with her.


end of post.
short and sweet

Mary and the 3 lambs

Group PHOTO

changed font.

today had Army Open House.

kinda rushed for some parts of lesson.

took photos.

tmr will have even more photos

uploaded on fb.

group's presentation was the best.

commented by teacher.

happy like crazy.

ended school.

walked to MRT with usual people.

say stuff about 7P.

total disappointment. why downgrade yourself.

sat MRT with Patricia and Xi Yun.

went to find boyfriend.

headed for Bukit Panjang Plaza.

first time there and also first time

sat their LRT. 

WAY BIGGER than Seng Kang.

the LRT glass window weird like crazy.

stupidly but i am amazed by it.

reached. walked there.

walked, eat, play

tried the new cheese chicken

at KFC and bought cheese fries.

 cheese fries

cheese chicken

took 966 home.

slept inside bus on boyfriend.

damn nice.

ahhhhhhhh

tired day

bye people

CLUELESS MATHS LESSON

totally dont get a single
shit today.


blahhhh
yesterday homework was already killing me.
today just beat yesterday.


i love oolong milk tea

For A Change

my route home.... except i took the other direction

had bio for science again.

happy. i love bio.

ended class went window shopping and

snacks shopping with Qing Xiang, Bi Yu,

Patricia and Vanessa. apparently Shiddiq

does not want to tag along.

saw alot of nice stuff.

wanna buy but used up money on cab.

sad.

this sun will go shopping.

so controlling very hard now.

went home after that.

took bus because still sick.

slept inside bus.

whole journey took EXACTLY 1hr. 

saw homework qns....

faint   _._

totally dono what to write.

wish me luck

lost in a maze on a hot weather

weather super hot today.
rarely complain about weather.
stayed at home eat, sleep, watch tv and wash up.
reason being sick till i am lost.


suddenly dono where to go or what to do.
everything seems a blur.
life has obstacles and these obstacles are like maze.
easy to get lost but hard to get out.


i dont even know what i am talking about.
not my usual self.
dont know how to act normal in class tmr.
gonna require a lot of energy.


keep sleeping so i wont have to think or to bother.
thats how i run away. sleep and pretend.
even if i am sick of it, i have no choice.

thank you all

this post is dedicated to those 

who have wished me well.

a big thank you to you guys.

been sleeping like a pig at home

all day...

W45D Epic Day moments and SICK

hahaha yesterday was like freaking funny
many peole had epic moments
including mua.
Nandhini had like the most.


yay Sharifah's dad.
his idea was like AWESOME
group change for the day.
FUN !!!!


hate being sick.
have all sorts of funny feeling.
yuck!!!!!

u.d.d.e.r.s and whales

Green Tea & Earl Grey ice cream on WAFFLE. yum!

boyfriend's orange chocolate

Maths:

did probability.

topic was on whales sighting.

blur for like more than half of lesson.

THANK GOD for Sharifah and Vina.

End of School:

met boyfriend and went to Novena.

ate ice cream at u.d.d.e.r.s

DAMN NICE.

bought food back to boyfriend's house.

eat, played and rest.

went home, did homework.

nothing else....

craving for dumpling

i wanna eat

CRAVING FOR IT !!!!!!!!

finally did bio. happy like crazy.

went for lunch talk about Monash University.

tempted to go but no money.

And sure miss boyfriend.

sad life. oh well. at least got baby here.

textbook fly away again.

to certain people:

please lur go bring your own

textbook and stop hogging MINE.

if want to hog please ask can.

same group as me for other modules

you think i care .....

when using my book HANDLE WITH CARE !!!!

it not your book.

ended school than went to find darling.

sat MRT with Patricia.

hahaha say about certain people.

Patricia got off than darling

got exam so decided to wait in MRT.

nothing to do so sleep.

sleep until miss stop. dumb much....

need to sit back again.

craving for xiao long bao !!!!!!

went to vivo the Dian Xiao Er. diao 

dono why the Dian Xiao Er no dumpling.

first time. sad sad sad

eat until full but I WANT XIAO LONG BAO.

walk here and there.

went to skypark and sit on grass.

so sad wore white shorts.

Benben and i were playing with

his phone torch light.

than change sitting area.

wander off to see the view.

made him worried. sorry baby.

he sent home.

did homework.

thats all

FG and AH

to tired to blog on fri and
forgot to submit this post....
combine fri and sat

big will blur

watched Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows PART 2

on fri after school.

Emma Watson super pretty.

Snape was like the good guy

pretending to be bad.

LOYAL FELLA !!!!!!

ending damn cute.

suddenly rmb QX.
go say biyu still she sad.
asshole much....
please lur if you think she annoying
or attention seeker,
tell her in the face but nicely.
no need go put on slides as example right.
worse still it was my part.
me saying that in front of my good friend.
make me feel damn useless.

should have seen the slides first.
poor biyu, she looked as if she gonna cry.
i love her being noisy, so what.
she so nice why must you be so mean.
even Shiddiq also angry.

now sat
today had FG. awesome.
lunch with GLS ppl and of course BenBen.he head.... go make me secretary
some more put meeting early.

went to White Sands after lunch.
bitch backstab us.
make me run here and there.
tired like shit.
bought coffee with darling.

took cab home.
diao diao diao
gonna collapse.

its not dream is 'hellish'

my childish baby boyfriend ♥ 

last day of round 2 exam.

never study.... dumb of me

today change group. at first happy

because i thought can have no more Cs...

damn wrong of me.

wrong because what i thought is good

is not good at all.

totally lifeless and no say in that group

regret big time.

want old group back.

book got tortured and fly.

its my book but they hogged it

without asking me....

bend book here and there.

my fault for not saying the

book will be used by sis and baby

in the future. nevermind.

should stop complaining since

complain to Biyu like crazy.

i seriously love that girl to bits

ended exam and went to find boyfriend.

sweet of him to wait till i end exam & class

at school mrt.

LOVE YOU BENBEN ♥ 

sat from woodlands to city hall.

heee got seats.

lucky city hall to bugis only 1 stop.

packed like crazy -> claustrophobic time

no more vouchers. sad sad

blahhh

sat there like stone because sleepy.

baby end work than sent me home.

loves loves kiss kiss

done blogging.

bye bye lovely humans

half done so late + lost ring

my past few post will is uploaded
late as they are half done.
all because i fell asleep.


this morning cannot find ring.
till now still cant find. very sad.


today became 'slightly' aggressive 
during presentation. super strict.
keep pin point group1 mistakes.
* slightly because that was like half
of me being my full aggressiveness.


sick again....
headache on and off.
morning wake up realise while 
sleeping injured leg muscle.


dumb-est of all,
laptop went crazy.
now still crazy.


i love wearing darling's jacket.
ITS CHELSEA !!!!!!


today 
morning: school
afternoon: school
evening: dinner date with darling


woohoo thats all.
wish me luck in finding ring.

SCRUMP is loved

super cute scrump thanks baabyyy

woohoo!!!!
darling bought me Scrump.


today exam was difficult.
think cant pass.


today maths faci unable to come.
so got another teacher.


ended school and went to Nex.
ate dinner.had squid ink pasta.
taadaa my black mouth

devious looking mouth.... hahaha 

Darling bought new clothes
and he bought me a belt too.
love him to the max!!!!!


bought yogurt.this time round he ordered.
so we shared and no need stuff ourselves.


went home did homework.
see the question than totally blur.
took quite some time to do.
did finish homework than went to sleep.

Lost & Rubbish

today had phy for science class.
new topic than in class super lost.
like some lost sheep for more than 
half the lesson.... damn hopeless
so signed up for the talk
on this topic.


saw OB result again...
YES its another C.
here is her comment.
------------------------------------
Comments for Team
Negotiation:
Your team come across as too harsh and top-down.

If you are doing a distributive negotiation 
where(you want to win),then I would say 
you have a strong start.
However since we are aiming 
for integrative(principled)
negotiation, you should have thought 
more carefully on how to find 
common interest and mutual benefits.

Both sides have spent too much time 
and focus on the 95% without really 
thinking of how to move on and settle. 
Your team kept 'biting' on to the point that 
the SG team did not inform 
you (and waited till 3months).. 
actually that is not really 
beneficial other than to prove 
your point (you want to win).
Finally there was an agreement 
but yet both sides can't agree!


Comments for Individual
Michelle,
I think you enjoyed the negotiation today. 
I saw that you had fun. Ha. 
Oh well, for negotiation, 
you all must think more carefully! 
I think everyone didn't think carefully enough.

From your RJ, I see that the team 
had some communications issues. 
Yes, I did notice the chaos as people 
were shouting to be heard and everyone 
has their own ideas. 
Nobody was calm enough to really think 
through the whole thing properly.

Well, after this experience, 
I think if you go into any negotiation 
in future, you will do better!


------------------------------------
* commenting on highlighted parts




first and foremost,
we never DEBATED in our life.
like how on earth we know would know
how to debate when did not even teach us  -.-
when you debate, your point is to win.
hence comment for team seems 
to like affect my grade.
if there is agreement,
it makes sense that both sides have agree.


You think is not what
is the actual situation.
so please stop thinking and
go get the facts right.
my grade depends on your thinking.


hello please stop assuming
and read my RJ again.
Its written there so
its not that hard to infer.
have problems inferring,
go back secondary for SS.
practically in overall, 
tell me how i got a C.
its really annoying to go for
your class and come home with a C
like almost everytime.
regardless i put in effort or not.


ended school and went to find darling.


nothing much left.
bye peeps

all bling-ed up

woohoo finally manage to
decorate lappy and phone.
* sponsor by Darling
* sorry no before and after pictures

got new speaker like FINALLY!!!!!


love the new speaker but....
sound system damn damn dirty.
OMG
dono got what shit on it. looks damn disgusting.
now packing up damn troublesome.


today finally manage to buy my bread. happy ^^
took back home with Baby Darling.
so sad cannot bring him home T.T
if not can hug him nowwww.


now waiting for glue on lappy to dry.


hope can study communication tmr.
studied with Baby in the morning.
he super smart. he damn cute haha
gave me ****** advertisement as test.
love him like crazy ♥


ciao ciao people

29 months ..... 'around' there

changing font since this one is cuter to me.


today change group. 
Shuhadah never come today so 3 people.


saw OB grade, shocked.
not A but is B.
i rarely get B in her class.


today communication was 
super fun.
exam grade was release....
and i got F  *speechless*
was not very upset since
it my first time.
grumble a little at first
but than got more POSITIVE ^^


F is for FABULOUS
F is for FANTASTIC
E is for EXCELLENT
D is for DUMBASS
C is for CRAP
B is for BAD
A is for ATROCIOUS
did that to make those
that fail feel happier.


had science exam after school.
super happy when circuits
did not come out.
i SUCK at that topic
BIG TIME.


Darling came to fetch me.
went to plaza sing.
wanted to watch movie but 
all like not nice,
so in the end never watch.
ate at mac.


walk around and around and around.
BenBen craved for yogurt so went to buy.
continued to walk ..... lalala
damn sleepy in MRT.
like drunkard when walking


he sent me home again.
yay ^^ love him.
while walking home
got a HUGE shock
from xiao qiang (cockroach)
stupid boy laugh at me.
became more awake


reached home.
bathed and did homework.


MESSAGE FROM ME TO YOU


ME:
BABY DARLING, I LOVE YOU.


no matter where you go or what you do,
I will always love you.
Yes I can be insecure sometimes and result
us in mini quarrels.
But it will never change my mind of stop 
loving you and staying by your side.
I will always cherish the moments we have together.


This may be cheesy to you but i wont care.
You are the only guy I want to marry
and have kids with .


No one can stop me from
loving or staying with you.




DAMN SWEET k


BenBen:

Honestly, I want to tell you something from the bottom of my heart.
I really don't care on how you reply.
I love you.
I love every seconds spent with you.
In fact, I really hope to see you in the near future.


Michelle, I want to hold your hand while I'm old and wrinkled. :)
♥


HAPPY 29th MONTHSARY TO US 

COUPLE SHOT !!!!!!!!

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