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Saturday, May 31, 2008

enjoying.. 5/31/2008 03:58:00 AM

todae is a enjoyable dae.. after my school went to NP cox todae is lianghui graduation day same goes for suting and my brother.. reaching NP around 12.10.. and lianghui reach around 12.20.. after that we went to canteen one for lunchie first while waiting for suting to come.. msg xing that i will be there around 12+.. but his lesson starting at 1.. so in the end we nv meet up..

so order the japenese food.. yummy.. and after eating my food went to buy drink.. help lianghui to buy orange juice while me bubble tea my jasmine milk tea with mini pearl.. haha..couldn't finish the pearl so hehehe.. i play with it again... like bullet.. haha.. a lil childish la.. but at least theres entertainment and laughters.. hehe..

den took photos here and there.. suting reach.. accompany her go buy her lunchie.. jap food too.. we see her eat and chit chat.. till around 2+... den we went to toilet as lianghui need to change.. so inorder to become bottom black.. haha.. i gt bring extra skirt.. somehow wear le formal.. hehe.. jeans skirt to black skirt.. hehehe.. den took photos inside the toilet again...hehe.. den around 3.. we went to the leacture hall where she need to report.. while waiting, so surprisingly saw lihping gf.. hehe.. den chat for a while..

den ting took lianghui drobe to wear.. becox hers ceremony is in the morning so she nv went.. so to stop her temptation, she wear lianghui drobe and took photos.. hehe.. den around 3+ when lianghui report in to their leacture.. me and ting slowly walk to the convention hall and sit down inside.. hehe.. at 4.. ceremony start.. all the grad one by one come out and sitted... hehe..

the whole thing ends at 6.. den took plenty of photos.. hehe..so happy.. left around 7.. den we headed to clementi pizzahut for dinner.. thanks lianghui for the treat.. we eat and chit chat till 9+.. den me and ting headed to ceni-leisure for our ktv... and lianghui went home.. reaching ceni around 10+.. our booking time is 10.30.. but we reach early.. so can sing longer.. hehe... and sharing problem we face..drinking whisky.. den we took a cab home.. reaching home around 2+.. den wash up everything.. is slping time is 4 liao.. waking up at 7.30 tml for work.. hehe

enjoy the photos.. more to come from ting..

Thursday, May 29, 2008

choices 5/29/2008 10:17:00 PM

no ones like to do choices.. especially you and me.. maybe is time for me do a decision..
sorry for deleting yr friendster and etc..i dun wan to decieve myself.. maybe i'm the one is avoiding ba.. althought months has passes.. i jux dunno why i can't i really let it go.. as i owaes tell myself.. loving u i dun ned to have you but jux wan to see u having a wonderful lives day by day..jux hoping one dae u will contact me.. xin bing de yao xin yao yi..

choosing single all my lives might be the best way.. as i afraid of the same disaster happen to me again and again.. twice is enough.. really enough.. jux take it that i can;t tolerate the hurt and pain anymore..as i mention to you before.. u my last.. yes i jux different from other girls.. i jux being to devoted.. i considering to end my lives jux a cut or pills.. i jux being silly.. when a person feeling low... you can nv kw wad he/she will do the next step..people changes jux like this..who can i blame.. i jux can blame myself.. and not the girl who steal you away from me..

is you dun wan me.. is yr lost.. why am i feeling so miserable.. is not my fault.. but maybe i'm the kind of people who like to burden everything by myself.. i jux putting in too much love in you.. that why i feel the hurt the most while u can enjoy yr current relationship without any pain..

maybe is retribution.. kind people owaes end life earlier and walking in the toughest path.. the one i love the most chooses to leave me.. that the fact that time cannot return again..

i really really miserable.. maybe this miserable will follow me eternity..

u mux rmb this.. when u need me i will be there for you fren or foe..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

happy+ sad+dissapoint 5/25/2008 01:12:00 PM

todae early morning went to post office to collect one of the bulky stuff send by mysterious person.. as the letter nv sae who and where does this letter come from.. so que patiently to wait for my turn.. long long que...finally is my turn.. was so suprise that my DLO post me a bulky mail from amsterdam.. love the gifts.. love u...

after taking the stuffs and paying handphones bill den went home as technician coming to my house to repair somethings.. the technician is so punctual.. reach at 12 sharp.. the thing was done at 12.20.. jux nice limin called.. hehe...

meeting her and cherry at 3 in bugis.. is shopping time.. winks.. min reach around 3++ as her mummy ask her to had her lunchie first.. so me meeted cherry and her fren up first.. so we went shop shop shop.. hehe...

den around 4+ cherry fren left.. den they kw i haven eaten anything yet.. drag me to the quick bite at basement... so bought a pepper puff from old chang kee and sotong stick for limin.. after tat bought bubble tea.. slurp..den 3 of us carry on shop shop shop... in the end me bought a top and cherry bought her fav grass hat.. hehe..

den decided to go kbox.. but the chinatown de full house.. so we was discussing which K should we go.. marina buffet KBOX?..nonono.. in the end we called up chevrons and book a room over that from 7-11pm..so around 6+ we slowly travel down to JE and bought our dinner.. den walk to chevrons from there..den sneak our food in..

we sing sing sing.. happy hour... but half way through... my mood some how changes.. siewhoon father passed away suddenly.. was shocking.. haix.. my dear girl.. we will be there for u.. den around 10.. called up baobei.. telling and asking her when should we go for the wake.. so tuesdae we will be going down..

after settle everything.. i carry on with my singing and taking turn to had dinner at a lil corner...den sing sing sing till 11pm.. den took a cab home from there.. limin took one cab.. me and cherry a cab.. cox the way i going gt go to her house..

reaching home at 11++.. den chat with kailing... thanks for telling me so many things.. i can;t believe.. i feel like being toyed.. haix.. couldn;t get to slp at all till around 4am.. tml still have to work in the morning at 8.30.. 7.45 have to wake up.. haix..

why mux u treat me like dis.. dissapointed....

HAPPY BIRTHDAE JIANXING :)

Thursday, May 22, 2008

interview dae 5/22/2008 09:50:00 PM

todae having job interview for our module.. wearing formal...i'm the 4th to get being interview.. before me is my baobeo.. me women in black... haha... wee u weee... haha..

is my turn...somehow nervous.. but still okie..everything go smoothly.. question which was ask by teacher still able to ans them quite smoothly..nw waiting for the grades..winks.. after our interview, went for our lunch.. malay food...the same style the same way i eat.. eat the chicken and veg.. left with plenty of rice.. hehe.. start playing food again.. hehe...

after eating.. they headed to next lesson.. while i have to leave for my check up appointment at sgh.. reaching sgh around 2.45.. registered, and wait wait wait.. till 3++ den is my turn.. almost fall aslp...lucky baobei called and have a short chat with me... after everything, is around 5 le.. den next appointment is on 5/6/08..2 weeks time..

after that went to westmall pasta mania for dinner with my fren.. same style same me.. haha.. nv finish den play with food again..haha.. den go buy bubbletea instead.. same again.. drink up all the pearls.. den throw away the left over drink.. ahaha.. den while going home, went to subway to buy cookie.. hehe.. den went home..

reach home around 9.. tml 8-5pm again.. haiz.. long long dae...

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

airport duty 5/21/2008 11:55:00 PM

todae lesson ends at 3.. yeah yeah.. baobei is doing duty with me again.. so after school we headed to airport.. our stomach is like calling out loud... grrrr... hungry hungry..

on our way there, we decided to had popeyes.. yummy.. we reach airport around 4+ den we change our pass..den went OPs room to take walkies and locker keys and the CSO ask us to help them to pass the magazine around to every counter in t1 and t2 at the same time...so we went to put our stuff inside the locker den went for our food..

on our way to t1 by taking sky train.. we pass the magazine to t2 arrival first as the counter jux outside our CYA room.. reach T2.. den went to arrival information counter pass them the mag.. den we went to had our food..

yummy yummy.. so full.. couldn;t finish.. den after that i gt the tempation to eat bean curd.. so i ask baobei wan ma for our break later on.. so she sae okie.. so we went to buy our bean curd.. after buying, we went into the transit.. passing the magazine to every counter..me the DOU HUA MEI.. carring the beancurd around.. haha...

after everything.. we headed back to t2.. haha.. den wear our vest.. start duty le.. walk walk walk.. see our juniors.. blar blar blar...den finally break.. baobei bring in the beancurd we bought earlier on..and zalina went to killiney kopitiam to buy drink and food.. after not long went back to duty again..

finally 9.45.. log out.. is their lecture time from me... i jux one week not around.. creating trouble liao.. lecture lecture lecture.. till around 10..

me reach home around 11.. wash up rest and relax.. slp... yawnz.. tml interview..

Monday, May 19, 2008

is sundae.. 5/19/2008 12:44:00 AM

todae tution cancel.. so i manage to go to chan yang child 1st month birthdae at chevrons..

meeting up ting at 2pm at fareast.. den after tat took bus 105 to there.. reach there around 2.30.. meet up with maryann and lianghui.. den we went to find chanyang..passing him the redpacket we pack.. hehe.. saw his son.. so cute.. jux like chanyang.. photocopied.. heehee.. den not long later.. caiyun,quek and siewbo oso reach..me,ting,lianghui went to walk around take photos.. while the others went to bowling alley.. so after taking lots of pics.. we went to find them and join in the fun...i gt a strike.. wink winks..

den alice and his bf reach.. after playing, we went back to find changyang.. den we took pics with his son.. den went into the ktv room he book.. dat chanyang ya.. on my birthdae make me drunk le.. todae oso try to make me drunk.. lucky i control as i still ned to meet cherry,juan,eve,bin and his gf later.. but in the end still gt sobble sobble.. 4 big cup of tiger beer.. den ting drink 1 cup already sobber le..while other doesnt drink much as they can;t drink..

and chanyang still ask me and them so stay to drink somemore.. i say cannot next time next time when i nv meet frenz.. so we set our ON date on NOV 2008..our pubbing class gathering..so around 5.15 we left the place and took the free shuttle bus to Jurong east mrt..

den i realise i start to feel wobbly and sehing.. same goes to suting.. we headed to marina together.. but they go their shopping while i meet them.. so i called cherry up and tell her my case first.. den she sae she help me go buy greentea and mineral water..

after reaching cityhall.. cherry reach.. so me and them depart from there.. but feeling more better le after going to toilet and drinking the tea that cherry bought for me.. thanks you so muchie.. den meeted up with lihping, juan and eve..

went to suki-yaki full house.. so we left our name behind as the person sae minimum waiting time is 1hr.. so we try to see around.. going to another resturant and being seated.. den the suki yaki person called sae gt place le..bluff us sia.. hehehe.. so we left the resturant and went back to suki-yaki.. lucky we haven had our order yet..

eat till so fullll... den after that we shop around to digest.. den so coincidence.. winson tap on me.. so we had a lil chat.. den he went off... so me and cherry they all carry on our shopping..den after tat we decided to go to starbuck to have a drink and relax... we chat and crap till they close at 11.30.. den slowly we walk to the suntec conventional carpark as ping cars park inside there..

reaching home around 12.. tired tired.. tml is vesak dae.. is holidae.. hehe.. meeting limin first..going to bugis to pray pray.. den after that meet up cherry, jack and peter in the evening for the movie at cathy cineplex.. 3 daes of busi-ness with them.. especially cherry.. 3 dae non stop seeing her.. hehe..

after a long story.. nw enjoy the pics...

Saturday, May 17, 2008

morning~~ 5/17/2008 01:00:00 PM

todae is saturdae.. tired tired... actually meeting up kailin and her mates for drink but in the end went for dinner supper with brother they all.. yawnz... waking up in the early morning at 7.45 for my work.. reach my work place at 8.15.. wondering how come i can wake up late and reach there on time..? hehe.. cox my work place is jux my area.. healthway anchorvale.. so those who sick can come sengkang find me.. hahahaha...

reach clinic den preparing and printing out ytd depensing report and income report.. 8.30 clinic open.. todae really really no patient think due to the long holidae ahead.. peter came to find me while he on his way to his church which is jux behind.. after peter left... the clinic become so peaceful again... no people no patient.. so me and angeline and doctor chit chat and find stuff to do... todae total onli 11 patient for the 4 hours till 12.30... hehe..

later meeting cherry..

meeting of cherry~ we had a good time indeed..

oh ya... let me upload some of the pics i flew off that time.. winkswinks...

Friday, May 16, 2008

FYP 5/16/2008 08:12:00 PM

FYP deadline seems getting nearer and nearer.. our final decision finally is out.. u all wait and see ba.. is good for ladies and man..

todae wake up late and reach school late oso.. 8 am lesson, 8.30 like dis den reach.. but me not the last.. hehe... baobei and siewhoon and other reach around 8.45.. den when first lesson end, we went to mac to buy breakfast and pack for the guys ..same goes to the another class where we having same lecture together on fridae.. after buying, we slowly walk back to class for our next lecture in the same class..behind us still got the next class.. not the last.. hehe..

hehe.. teacher already reach the class.. we eat like no body business like dis.. eat and drink mouth by mouth infront of the teacher.. so half listening to lecture half eating our breakfast.. yummy yummy.. same goes to another class... so both of our class eat and drink and listen at the same time.. haha...

after class.. 12pm.. is FYP project time.. so we went to our lab.. ai ya.. when we reach the lab outside.. door close.. lab tech went for their lunch le..so we went to find a place to sit down and relac till 1pm.. we and the lab tech very close like kw each other for yrs le... can chat anything de.. 4d,toto, R21.. etc.. hahahaha..

den we start to go online to do some research.. after doin some research, we start to do our own stuff again.. hehe.. viwawa, facebook, friendster.. until 3pm, baobei and sijie, went for thier higher maths class... while me, siewhoon and anqi stay in the lab.. 3 of us.. slack slack slack.. cox our project need to discuss with our daddy (our fav teacher since yr1 mr seetow) again.. we listen to 933, print out mid yr semester exam paper.. den chit chat chit chat.. till around 5+ den we go off...

went to tiong bahru to meet sharon to take my stuff from her.. thank you my dear..after that went home.. reach home around 7.. online watch tv.. see who is onlining..den chit chat with them for a while.. den saw kailin msg me so chit chat chit chat den she jio me to go drink with her frens.. shyshy me.. still considering.. hehe...

22may is like 6 daes away.. wad will they be doing to me??? scard scard...

baobei,siewhoon,anqi.. online shopping.. spree...

anqi, andy and sijie... youtube, facebook

really slacking~

big face and small face.. hehe

Saturday, May 10, 2008

maybe letting you go will be better for us in the moment.. 5/10/2008 02:41:00 PM

after so many things happen.. i think thoroughly over and over.. and i realise that is time for me to over come everything..

letting you go somehow is really hard for me in the beginning.. but after that conversation that night.. i decided to let you go and letting you to pursue yr happiness...

maybe something, somehow have bring back my pieces of pieces of happiness currently.. friends around me supporting me giving me a helping hand which they are telling me to be strong.. and i believe that everyone includin you oso wan to see me back to my old me intead of vicious me that i couldnt believe in myself doing all thoes stuff to you.. i really sori.. sori for being firece with you..

now really feel very great as is like a fresh beginning for me again.. no more emoing and no more bu gan xin... as i really put it down everything le..maybe one dae we shall start to know each other one more time from the start again..

nw i kw that cherish wad i have nw is more important..forgive and forget.. no holding grudges.. happily daily lives is more important for me ba.. and indeed becox of your words.. i learn to precious my lives not giving up myself anymore.. happily might help me to get well some how i believe.. juz like an apple a dae keep the doctor away..

think i really let go everything le.. blueblue sea, blueblue sky.. shinning stars above me..

persue your happiness.. nw i officially wish you all the best nw and future..

time might be the best way to prove everything...

take care

walking down the streets, while the world is asleep.
i am all alone, there's nobody to turn to.
come to think of it, it's always you.
and now there's no one home but you, as you're all that's left to me.

let it go, let it go.
as path infront of me is still long.
because of you that i learn to grow.
and now i has learn to let it go.

believe in me believe in you.
the words from your mouth that never be gone.
memories that never be vanish.
simple me simple live that i pursue for.
grateful that we once be together.
that tears represents all.
thankful for every single moment i have with you.

happilicious hui
shimica =)