SURPRISE SURPRISE!
apparently, i JUST remembered i had this blog! hahha XD
tot i'd update a lil here withwhats gone on sincee the last time i blogged..
its been like what, almost a year since i last blogged.. been real busy trying to catch up with my studies.. apparently im not much of a jenus (uh genus, um genuis, eh genius. there got it.. phew) -_-' also cos i did 3 years of design(meaning i dun have exams, only projs), and 2 years odd of NS..(as you can see, im like 5 years lagging in the area of academia).. i kinda forgot HOW to study.. =/ well, its been a fruitful year, learning more of myself and learning from my peers at church (HOPE Waverly Centre, melbourne).. been thru quite a bit of thinking as well, with regards to my own life, personal issues, and God's plan for my life.. im growing slowly but surely, and its all thanks to God for sending the right pple my way to teach and guide.
looking back, if i could do things better, i would. if i could turn back time, i would. but then again, if time did not proceed on like it originally did, how would i know how and what actions i should have taken that would have been better? if i could turn back time, how many times do i have to turn time to make things better.. until its perfect? i guess, in saying all these, i've learnt to analyse the past, appreciate the present, and look toward the future (i hope.). to look to the past as fond memories, the present, a gift (pardon the pun), and the future... as lottery (you never know the outcome/rewards still, you gotta sow something i.e. some money put into lottery.. of cos analogies aside, i dun do lottery. its a money sucking scheme tt i dun condone.).
still, life goes on for sam.
tough at parts, smooth at parts, gaining experience, all bits and pieces that form the person, the character you know as sam. thanks for all the prayers you've sowed for me all these while, and the care you've shown. particularly to those who have shown me kindness by spending that bit of quality time by just being with me and talking heart to heart, i thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
back to studying for me.. still struggling with my work (im not exactly the brightest kid in the block), so gotta put in that extra push to do me folks proud.
of cos, im studying for me too.. sowing that lil bit more for the "lottery" uh.. my future i mean.
