tee-hee

Oppsy , I'm so sorry , blogger ( lil insane ) . 

I have not updated you for over a month . 

I was busy tackling stress in the past few weeks . 

LOL ... 

I had actually just ended my exam .=x 

I only study few days before the exam . 

What  kind of result will I get ?

U guys can have a guess 

Well , 

i promised myself , no more last minute work ... 

aha . 

Will i keep my promise ? I don't know =x

hehehehe , 

So , just ignore it first =P

Heeeeeeeeeee

In my cousin's room now 

Munching my favourite cadbury crunchy choclate 

=DDD

yum yum .... 

Shouldn't eat choclate now lah !

but i have d finished half of it ( =.= )

hehehee

Good night 

I'm heading to bed soon  

♥

yuckss..

YUCKSS!! YUCKSS!! 

I spent my very first time with COCKROACHES... 

We did dissection today 

We wanna learn how to preserve the insects actually 

So , dissected 'them' is 1 of the procedure ...

Cut their abdomen to remove the digestive system ...

It's difficult to remove their small intestine 

Yet , we need to remain the faultless exoskeleton  after the dissection ...

Majority had dissected cockroaches

because we'r able to find it easily 

But we regret ...

We should dissect locust...

That is easier to dissect ...

larger and hygienic ...

>,<

stinky cockroaches make us nearly throw up 

yuck ...

and the 2 pairs of annoying wings ...

They cause us loss of appetite

and i nearly use up whole bottle of sanitizer ...

==

Well...

We'r gonna to do again next week...

we wanna to dissect locust...

no more cockroaches...

We are fed up with stinky cockroaches..

LOCUST LOCUST ~~

Don't jump away ...

here we come..XD

14*15 August 2010

Casz , Ping , Yee and I went to famine camp 

30 hour famine 

Not as fun as we expected 

because ..

didn't go together with whole gang of friends 

Campers mostly are smaller than us ...

Same group with strangers..

Educational activities ...

 But

30 hour famine 

not as difficult as i expected 

That was fun and excited when we had soya 

and the time we counted down 

Exhausted when we back 

till today we're still lacking of energy ..

I feel sleepy and tired all the time =x

'zhou gong' stay away from me !

Didn't update my blog for couple of weeks
It means i'm kinda lazy ... LOL
Anyhow , I'd like to summarise
School's life .... I'm still adapting to the new environment ...
Biology - its the killing subject ... Memorising all the time ... the very scientific words , the terms...theories .... Some even have difficulties in pronounciation ... spelling of words ...=x
Chemistry  - the teacher's just bluring all the time ... and doesn't draw any attention of us ... since i'm super duper lazy to self-study ...so , i'm always left behind .... i only know the first chapter well ...==
PA - the worst subject .... i dont know anything in this subject .... i didn't study this subject since form six began ... I always dreaming in the class.... especially when the pervert teacher was teaching ...LOL !
Math T - teacher that always manage to confuse us ...==.... the more she explained the more we confused .... @@
MUET - reading , speaking , writing and listening ..... It's running out of the time .... we're going to test in the end of this year .... but we're just starting to learn the teachniques ...

Haizzz ..... i know i need to catch up alot of things .....

12-07-2010
I skip school for today ...Not because of the Fifa cup last night ... but because of the piano examination today .... As i know there is only 4 ppl went to school today and majority were because the the world cup  XD .... I think the teachers have gone mad ... Hopefully we'll be fine tomorrow....=x

Happy Fathers' Day

Hmmm ....
today is the last day of school holidays ... and fathers' day as well ... So , happy fathers' day to every father ....
due to my daddy has to work at KL for this few days ... so today  we have no chance to celebrate with him ...
That's why i have nothing to do right now ...
All of my friends are going back to KL .... sobzz ....
Everything return back to normal ....
Study's life .... BORING ! ...
Yet i haven't complete any of my homework ...
perhaps i need to complete everything within this few hours left  ...
Last minute work again ... @.@....
I enjoyed this 2 weeks of holidays ....
Firstly , I' d tuition marathon within this two weeks ... LOL ...
especially  the Biology tuition (enjoyed because of the tuition teacher Mr Victor)....
Then last weekend , i had a nice trip to Pulau Redang ...
For sure , i'm dark now ...
and i get alot  of nickname from  my friends .. LOL ....
' gi ling po' , ' bangla' , ' yin ni po ' , maid .....and the latest ' hak chai ' ....
=x ....
proud that i have such kinda of ' creative' friends ....
hahahaha ....
Besides , a guy who i miss him alot ...
came back from far far away .... hehehe....
happy happy ....
enjoy the pleasure of the outing time ...
can see him whenever i want ...=D.......
Moreover , we had a steamboat's party in Shu Teng's house last Wednesday ...
Thanks ShuTeng ...
She has very good cooking skills ...
Prepared for us a delicious pumpkin steamboat .....
such a memorable night with the pumpkin soup , lame games , Shu Teng's sister and the few lame guys .... LOL ....
Friday , one of my friend suggested to picnic at TC ...
At first , i thought it's a lame idea .... hahaha ...
Sorry , i had such thought ....
But i changed my mind ....
It's fun ....
Unforgettable picnic ....
It's just like the time we spend together in form 5 ....
When we study together , organized an event together .......
 Everything that we did it together ....
Laugh wherever we wanted and whenever we liked .... =) ....
 So .... i should stop DREAMING NOW .... haha ....
It's time to do my homework ... =)

Disappointed ....

Oppsss .... We were depressed by the tracing papers that we bought .... My friend have a great idea to D.I.Y some key chains ... it sounds fantastic and unbelievable ... Draw or trace whatever you like in a piece of paper , cut it out and placed it into an oven ... The paper will shrinks and  hardens .... Actually  we don't know what kinda of paper we need ...  So , we bought the tracing papers which look similar ....   In fact , we need the shrinking papers ... All of us were so excited while we were waiting the 'tracing paper' to shrink ... but eventually the paper became black in colour ...it didn't shrink... and yet it had a nasty smell ... The kitchen stank ... =x... OMG ...  We had bought the wrong material ... so disappointed man ... Lastly,we only searched some photos from internet to comfort ourself .... T.T

Holidays

Two weeks of school holidays have already begin for few days .... What i'm busying is tuition and tuition ... I'm having tuition everyday... sobs ... Due to the teacher has to leave just after our holidays .... So , I need to squeeze half of the syllabus into my brain within this two weeks .... Does it possible ? I do hope so ...  How pityful that i need to wake up in the early morning everyday ... and yet now is the holidays ... *Sigh*.... I was chatting with my friend about her recent life at KL and my life at here ...  a great difference between college's lifestyle and secondary school's lifestyle... Honestly , i prefer the life's there  .... Perhaps i didn t try before ... But I'm fed up with the form 6 's life ....  it's tiring ... I have a hatred of stressing myself ... and and and it's just after 3 weeks of study ... I have so much disatisfaction of it.... We are used to frightened by teachers around us .... Bla bla bla and bla ....They want us to be hardworking ... They are trying to let us know only hard works will lead us to succeed ...  We know that ... We really know that ... Why some of the teachers have to look down on us ..... Why Why Tell Me Why ? ...... ARGHHH .... I'm trying to persuade myself everything will be fine afte r i used to it ...

=@=SABS

SABS ...A very new environment for me ... And Everything begin with zero again ... After a week of orientation , i roughly know how is the school's environment , those teachers act and student as well ...  So , yesterday we have just seperated into our class .... Majority of the 'J-monsters' are  in the class L6S1 .... Too bad , i'm not one of them ... I'm in class L6S3 ... Due to the stream we take are different , so we are unable to stay in the same class ... =(... Everyone of us got to know our form teacher .... My form teacher is a malay teacher .... A over sensitive teacher ... Sigh** ..... I'm not willing to think back what she have done .... She is not a lovable teacher ... And I'm not going to love her ... LOL .... Sigh** ... How am i going to survive until the end of this year .... facing the freak weather and the weirdo teacher .... cause me mad in some day perhaps .... SIGH **

~~

我累了，真的累了....让我休息下来好吗...哪怕只是一瞬间...我讨厌玩什么心理战...因为不会有所谓真正的答案...似乎只是你的心里怎么想...有朋友告诉我哭泣是发泄最好的方法...可是我却觉得不管用...因人而异吧...有人可以忧郁整整几个星期甚至几个月...不告诉任何人...不向任何人诉苦...就只活在自己的世界...最后还是熬得过来...自问我却不是这类型...要我这样活着,别说几天，就算几个小时我都会疯掉的...有朋友告诉我....只要现在觉得开心就好...不错...最重要是现在...因为没有谁会知道以后的事... 可是却没人知道我是多么的害怕...我害怕失去...失去所有的一切...我不要只剩下回忆... 我不要只剩下遗憾...我不想去怀疑我自己的决定...因为我觉得我不会错...因为我从不相信你会这样对我...因为我爱你...因为我坚信着只要用真心的对待，所有事都不会很糟...我知道我不该胡思乱想.....

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有的就是最好的。不

要认为还年轻可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情可以和你一起坐火车的。不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们富裕的。不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现因为这个原因而反放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。其实对于爱情，越单纯越幸福。一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的，经历的太多了，会麻木；分离多了，会习惯；换恋人多了，会比较；到最后，你不会再相信爱情；你会自暴自弃；你会行尸走肉；你会与你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子。

关于友情：
有一天，友情和爱情碰见。爱情问友情：世上有我了，为什

么还要有你的存在？友情笑着说：爱情会让人们流泪，而友情的存在就是帮人们擦干眼泪！朋友就是：偶尔会为你担心、向你关心、替你懆心、想你欢心、逗你开心、请你放心。朋友之间，懂得关怀才是难得.....伤心时不妨和我说；痛苦时别忘了跟我讲；有病时别忘了通知我；困难时记得要请教我；失望时要想起还有我；开心时更不要忘记我。朋友的定义，就在于此...

 

关于幸福：
相传幸福是个美丽的玻璃球，跌碎散落在世间的每个角落。

有的人捡到多些，有的人捡到少些。却没有人能拥有全部。爱你所爱选你所选，珍惜现在所拥有的一切。人活着就是一种心情，把握今天，设置明天，储存永远。只要用心感受，幸福就会永远存在。

 

关于微笑：
被人误解的时候能微微的一笑，这是一种素养；受委屈的时

候能坦然的一笑，这是一种大度；吃亏的时候能开心的一笑，这是一种豁达；处窘境的时候能自嘲的一笑，这是一种智慧；无奈的时候能达观的一笑，这是一种境界；危难的时候能泰然一笑，这是一种大气；被轻蔑的时候能平静的一笑，这是一种自信；失恋的时候能轻轻的一笑，这是一种洒脱。不管是有什么事情，为了什么原因.....我们每天都要开心一笑...........

1st of May

The first day of May ... Labour Day ... Went to ECM this afternoon ... and the mall is crowded by people ... because of the weather is blistering hot while the temperature in the mall is more comfortable .... met my friends who are working there ... chatted with them ... saw their bad-tempered boss as well ... he's the last boss of mine too ... so , i know what kinda of temper he has .... and my friends complaint of his bad-tempered again ... well ... fortunately they are working for only 3 days ... I'm quite boring in this weekend ...because all of them are working ... but i'm sleeping ... how lazy am I ? haha .... Anyhow , my holidays are going to the end ... and busy life is coming soon ... So , am I in a appropriate state ?? and the answer which is NO ... =D

...

Gosh ... A week never updated my blog again ..... too lazy already .... I have barely remembered what i have done on last week ... Last Saturday , worked as Digi's promoter .... Regret as a promoter again...Caused ... gonna faced every kind of people .... Very tired that worked 3 locations in 1 day .... Fortunately just 1 day ... Next day ... Haven't enought slept , gonna woke up in the early morning .... and attended the Hari Anugerah .... very tired for the few days .... rushed here and there...Monday and Tuesday ..... went to watch movie .... Monday i watched Toys Story ... All of us though ... it's Toys Story 3 ... Who knows ... Toys Story 1 and Toys Story 2 combined ... become Toys Story 3 ?? LOL.... 1 ticket , 2 movie , 3 dimension .... Not worth to watch at all ... Today watched another movie ... ' The Loser ' ... is an action movie .... such a nice movie ... =D ..... So ... so fast   end of April already .... May ... All going to start their busy life soon ... Some going KL study ... Some stay here .... 1 of my best friends going to leave soon ... LOL .... Everyone told me ... All having their own lifestyle soon ... It's difficult to like last time anymore ... So ??? Is this our life??

Hmmm

So ... more than a week i never posted anything on my blog .... was too lazy to update ... Trying to understand everything in my daily life .... Is time to grow up perhaps .... cause i'm not a child anymore ... Not everything  will teach by elder anymore .... Not everything will in your expectation ... Even something will happen without your acknowledgement .... Cherish and appreciate what we have now .... And stop blaming something that we unsatisfatory ... Because it's impossible to let our life be flawless and perfect .... Nothing can perfect in every way ... So , be contented what we have now cause it's the way to gain your happiness ... =D

Everytime when i'm in bad mood .... Go and take a nap ... It's really help ... But ... Why this time is useless .... I can't even closed my eye .... I can't accept what i heard ... It's difficult to believe ... All the time .... believe you is always in my first priority .... This time ... can I ? ... Can anyone tell me it's just a dream ... If it is ... Wake me up pleaseeee ....

Teacher Diana

Today went out with Teacher Diana ... She did what she promised .... bring us to eat .... haha ...and we do what we do usual ... We used to be not punctual... And when we thought we're late ... Who knows ... She still talked with an auntie ... So ... We still consider as punctual ...XD...long didn't see her ....Last  time used to see her few times in a week already ... Chatted alot today ... about our futher study ... about the student she facing now .... we stayed in teacher's house for few an hours ... seem like ditracted her ... haha ... because ... she suppose had a class on afternoon ... but she was busy chatting with us ... and simply give her class some works to do ... then those students seem like so happy ... cause teacher didn't bothered them .... Stayed there for few an hours ... till 4something.... and finally our grandma's story were finish .... Went yam cha with Gary and Teng .... Last Monday also went out with them .... Glad that we still good like last time .... =)

Ipoh

Came back from Ipoh yesterday .... Went there for 3 days and 2 nights .... Consider as a tiring trip ...woke up in 5.am. ...non stop rushing to here and there until night 11p.m..... the actual purpose that we went back is because of Ching Ming Festival ... And went together with Eriko's family , Lucan's family , Jane's family and Ardyan's family .... Such a big gang and few cars went back togather ... The other purpose that we whole big gang went back is because of the foods .... haha .... We can consider this trip as a luxurious eating trip ... Just non stop eating ... Though that all of us were full ... but still non stop eating ... sounds so exaggerate ? ... but this is the truth ... haha ... Ipoh is a food's paradise ... that's the reason ... And all of us gained weight eventually .... XD We'll miss the food there ... haha ...

April Fool

Early morning , i get a message from a friend ... He told me he have a tumor  in his liver and gonna leave soon ... I was worried about him that time ... Hesitated whether what he told is the truth .... WTH ... i had been hook winked by him .... Forget today is April Fool ... Wasted my energy to worry about it ... @@....eeeew .... Lameeeee ~~==..... 9 o clock went to school with Gary .... caused wanna get principle's signatured  on my LCCI's form ... But ... so unlucky ... He went out to somewhere else ... All GPK as well ... can't get any signature ... Eeeew ... Since both of us haven't breakfast yet ... So we went to breakfast .... Bought Wang Pos and phtostated ... Went back on 11 o clock ... Mr Chim was there ... but inside 3M class ... =x ... How we gonna talk to him ? ... So ... waited again .... Went to library ... Awwww... Miss there so much .... Saw Pn Yap there .... And we stayed inside Pn Yap's room and chatted ... Few juniors came in n chatted together ... Ponteng class and chatted with us .... OMG ... useless that Pn Yap chased... haha ... they so cute ler .... Shared ghost's story inside ... I wondered Pn Yap listened also ... Cause she was busy her stuff at 1st ... After crapping , went to office again ... And finally he was inside ... Went in ... listened his grandpa story and settled our thing .... Finished everything on 1 o clock ... LOL ... Went to school for few an hours and just because of the form ... Anyway , it's settled .... Went home 5 minutes ... and went out again ... Finally , Eileen was here this time .... Went to ECM again ... The 3rd times i went to ECM this week ... Oh No ... Went to Shushi King ... Shushi Shushi time ~~

           
Green Tea Ice Cream ... yummy yummy ~~XD

 

Ever used chopstick to eat ice cream before?=p

hmmmm

Listening radio now ... and a girl told some words = whats in my mind... ♥♥希望你不会习惯没有我在你身旁的日子.....♥♥

ice cream =)

Morning received message , today's afternoon 2pm , semambu badminton court ..... I wonder why they everyday badminton ... I'll received the same message everyday ... haha ... The only activities that we able to have ? .... Sin Yee came and fetched me .. wohooo ... i'm the 1st passenger she fetched ... XD ... And she told me today is Baskin Robin 's Pink Day .... Awwww♥♥.... After badminton , we went ECM ... Baskin Robin's timeeeee ... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Sin Yee kept told us don't eat so much .... Caused will gained weight after this .... But ... Nobody bothered ... =)

Busy Monday @@

I can't believe that i able to sleep so early last night .... slept soundly about 10p.m.... though i slept earlier , but my friends aren't ... my phone was ranging consecutively .... i wonder why when  the day i slept earlier and they're keep calling me ...  i didn't accept anyone of their called ... straight away switch to silent mode.. and continue my sweet dream ... =)....woke up on 6.30a.m. ... bath and prepared for my driving test .... uncle came and fetched me on 7.30a.m.... went ELIT there and we're having last practice before real test ... sat  under the sun for few and hours only up to my turns .... all of us done it on 12.30p.m. .... so suffering that stayed there for numbers of hours .... After arrived home and breakfast, then rush to Teacher Diana house... as a small small gathering there ... chit chat ...  Few hours at there ... until teacher have the next tuition class ... I'm not feeling well that time ... wanna go home ... but ... constrain by teng and gary .... And went to ECM for lunch finally ... Steamboat as lunch ... a very 1st time ... haha ... and it's nt bad ... finish lunch and we went to children's paradise to entertain ...so childish right ? ... haha ... we just act like those children ... bought Big Apple for my brother ...=) and me as well ... until late evening and finally went home ... had a bath ... and went out again ... went to see doctor ... so funny that after i saw the doctor but i don't know what sickness i get ... because i didn't asked the doctor ... XD ... probably was bluring that time ... went home and rest .... so ...  took medicine ... and wanna sleep now ... good night ... =)

Friendssss

♥1a.m.++ now .... sleepy sleepy actually ... but just wanna updated my blog before sleep .... recently is  addicted to my blog ... idk why ... today 6a.m. early morning had waken up by my mum .... sweep a grave of my grandpa ... done around 9 something ... then , having breakfast with my uncle and cousin them .... Afternoon , went driving lesson again ... last lesson before i resit driving test on Monday .... Done everything well .. Just hopefully can pass my test successfully on Monday .... God Bless ... Dinner in my cousin house .... After dinner went to friend's house ... Thank you very much that he provided his living room for us to Mah Jong , Cards and his PS2 as well .... Regard this as gathering again before all of us are leaving ??From beginning of the year , gather in a big bunch of human until now only leave few kittens....awwww... how sad is it ... but this is just one of our life process ... so .... aix .. accept it lar qing ...@@

♥It's not worth at all ... You know you can't get anything what...Sorry ...

♥eeeeeer, i'm sneezing non stop here ...=x...Around my lappy lappy full of tissue papers and bacteria already ... ishhh ...Sleep lar ....Nitezzz...

-END-

I'm back

Phew ... one week didn't updated my blog ... so ... many of thing had happened on last week ... 19 of March ... eileen's daddy had passed away ... I'm so sorry to heard about that .... 18 of March that night ... we still having yamcha on the taste cafe ...and discussing about our further study .... then the next day ... we get the news ... hopefully eileen will get well soon ... Everything will be fine for her ... Just hopefully she can be strong .... I wish to see her smile as soon as possible ... I know she can do it ... Okay ...so .. i just came back from Genting .... We had a trip to Genting on 22 of March till 23 of March ... an awesome trip .... unforgettable ... regard as a farewell trip before all of us go for further study ..... Really enjoy the whole journey .... And cause me miss the time ... When we all laughing and crapping together ... it is so memorable .... 22 of March .... 5 smtg i'm awake probably i was too excited ... and just woke up easily ... We gather at Pizza restaurant on 7a.m. ... 7.15 a.m. we started the journey .... due to that we are hyperactive teenagers ... walking , laughing , crapping , watching tv in the bus .... Minority are sleeping ..... 12 smtg reach the destination .... and our crazy time began ... wohooo .... we went to outdoor themepark ... hmmm ... i admit that i'm quite coward ... so i didn't joined for few games ... so for those games i didn't join ... i became camera girl while wating them ... Until late afternoon ... 4 smtg ... we was rushing to hotel and check in .... Un fortunately that those rooms are fully booked ... so ... we're compelled to seperate into different hotels .... girls stay in First World Hotel and boys in Them Park's Hotel ... There is a distance between both hotels ... so is quite tiring that walked to each hotel .... During night time , we had a K- dinner ... Singing while having dinner ... Quite new for us ... And it was fun ... haha .... sang with all of our energy ... wohoooo ... We like to sing !! .... then after karaoke .... we went to boys' room .... and party began .... eating , shouting , playing card , mahjong , sleeping .... Most enjoy is when playing ' kam min toi ' ... excited ~XD ... Played till all of our hand injured ... @@ ... some boys having pillow fighting ... LOL ... i wonder that why nobody complaint us .... cause we were noisy in the midnight .... so ... Untill 1a.m. ... we went back to our room and rest ... 23 of March .... Maggie mee breakfast with my buddies .... then went for MC Donald for lunch ... after lunch we checked out and settle our luggage ... we try went to outdoor again ... but unfortunately ...we had failed to do that ... cause ... we using yesterday ticket and trying to go in secretly ... But i'm caught by those facilitator.... awwwww ... so ... we played other thing else ....some of us went to 4D motion master ... and some of us went to movie ... I'm one of them who went to watch movie ....‘月光宝盒’... not really nice ... cause the movie quite meaningless .... 6.p.m. ... we began back to Kuantan ... We stop at Bukit Tinggi and having dinner ... and again ... we singing inside the bus .... so enjoy man .... and like not willing to went back kuantan ..... Some talking ghost story in the bus ... Gosh ... i run like hell ... cause i scared of it .... 10.45 Reach Air Putih Bus station ... and all of us went home ..... Conclusion ... it's really an awesome trip ... Nice memory ... =)

WTF@@

What the hell is going on today?? Early morning woke up and bath .... Prepared 2 exam for today ... 8.25a.m. arrived SMK Panglima Perang ... 9.00a.m. theory exam start ... 1st and 2nd question i still can done it quite well ... Start from question 3 ... finding wrong key at 1st ... wasted almost half and hour for that question .. and my stomach was not cooperate with me .... Stomachache begin from question 3 until the end of the paper ... i was distracted by my stomach and the next coming exam ... didn't concentrate well on my paper .... not easy on question 4 ... and i just simply fill in all the blanks ... question 5 i still able to finish most of the question ... Honestly , i didn't done well for the paper .... Hopefully , i won't failed this paper ... Then 11.30a.m. , I'm rushing for the other exam which is driving test ... Freaking nervous for this ... When i arrived... my friends have almost done and pass their test ... means they can get their P license ... I'm the last one among all the candidates ... Driving up the hill for the first ... I have no problem for that ... Then , come to parking ... For usual , parking just a easy task for me ... it is more easy than driving up the hill ... Since i have driving up the hill successfully , parking doesn't have any problem for me i think .... UNFORTUNATELY .... Maybe i was tooo relaxing myself ... i cause the pole fell ... @@ ... WTF ... i practice for so many times ... never have this mistake before .... I dunno what am  i doing ... Everything rushing just because of this exam... And .,... I have failed it lastly .. Just because the careless mistake i done .... Freaking moody actually .... Just because i wan get my license eagerly ... If i done it by next week or the other days ... Maybe i can done it well .... So , now need to resit the exam again ..... Everything that i done today was wasted .... What i can do now is just wait to resit the exam again ... My mood is just ruined by all this thing today .... GRRRR...@@

Fortunate or Unfortunate

14 March 2010 is going to end ... I'm going to said goodbye to a day that full of unsatisfactory ... Okie ... Start from the early morning , i have waken up by my mum ... Since yesterday my mum told me she wanna go to hair saloon again , i have a wave of excitement wanna cut my hair also ... So , last night i demanded it from my mum ... And she comply with me ... Just she have done it on today morning ... Cut my hair by my mum and i pretty satisfied with it ... Plan to attend back my calligraphy class ... need to catch it up again ... because i have absent the lesson for a long period ... the month before my SPM until now .... so , as usual ... my brother and me was late ... and we had a simple breakfast before we attend the class .... rushing for the whole morning just because we wanted to attend the class ... Unfortunately , teacher was not having class today ... Then what for i rushing for the whole morning ??@@.... Let it be .... Then went Kubang Buaya's area to having our breakfast again .... Nasi Lemak ..=) ... After the breakfast , i drove back home ...it was required by my dad ... As a practice ... Hmmm ... better than what i thought ... i thought that I'll scared them a lot when i drove ... haha ... So , reached home safely .... Came back and start to study and prepared for my theory exam ... Besides, chatting on msn as well ... with 'him' for sure ...=)... Didn't study much ... 3p.m.afternoon , let my mum constrain to go for swimming ... I was thinking that wth is going on ... I'm not willing to swim under a hot sun ... But ... i have comply with it lastly ... Didn't swim for a long time ... so just few laps ... i have slightly giddy ... probably i swim without my lunch ... saw some handsome tourist there .. X)... came from western country i think ... having sun bath under the sun ... Okie ... then went to ECM ... expend the time while waiting my brother finish dancing ... Then went for dinner .... Having the dinner at the restaurant that we never go before ... felt regret and annoy ... cause we waited for 1 and half hour ... there was too crowded ... But the food is not bad ... next time just need to have a early booking ... if not ... 1 and half hour going to wasted again ... went home and study again ... A lil worry because i didn't study much for it ... and tomorrow is the exam ... @@ ... Oh ya ... something went wrong on my driving test .... At first , i will sit for my driving test on coming Tuesday , but ... they done something wrong on my exam's date ... so ... my driving test will be on tomorrow as well ...WTH !! ... two exam is on the same time .... i will not able to split myself ... But i probably can done my driving test after my piano exam .... Hopefully i can done it and pass it on tomorrow ... God Bless Me ...  Let me done everything well tomorrow ....


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07 March 2010

That day went tea with mummy... Normally i'm not interested with the bananasplit icecream ... but that day i have ordered about it ... And cause me recalled back when secondary school time , i like to ordered it when go out with my friendsss... such a nice memories ... btw i miss the school life so much ... regreted that last time doesn t appreciate... always playing truant ...=x ... last time can meet and chit chat with them whenever i want ... now ... it's not easy ... just hopefully our friendship can last longer ... for those who having new friends and surviving in a new environment ... please don't forget us ... =)
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GoodLuck too all SPM'S Candidates 2009 ... 11 of March just around the corner ...><... I'm trying very hard not to concern about it ... and forget about it ... but everyone that around me is reminding me ... The day is coming ... Thanks for my parent that doesn't give any pressure for me ... and just comfort me as well ...But in fact , i'm stressing out myself .... =x ... Tomorrow is 08 March ... 4 days more ... i'll been released ... but how i gonna spend this 4 days ???... Probably going out and not staying at home for foolish fancies ==... So my friendss, if have any activities just informed me =)...

March .....

As we know time doesn't wait us ... Now is the begining of March 2010... Recalled back what happen last year , from the begining of form 5 untill SPM , then after SPM untill now ... all is just like happen on last night ... Everyone is changing from day by day ... so that suit the environment they exist ... haha ... means we are growing to more mature??... Anyhow .. SPM result is going to announce on next week ... 11 of march ... is time to settle down myself and think for my future ?? left 1 week only ... is too late actually ....

18 Feb 2010

I didn't fall asleep ... but i'm sleepy ..... ???

05 Feb 2010

10.40p.m. now...i just came back from megamall ... is actually finish my work ... i shouldn't feel tired ... cause i'm free for whole day ... doesn't have much customers ... but ... don't have any mood right now ... otherwise ... is consider as bad mood now ... freaking bad mood =x ... it cause me loss all the energy... even the energy to cry ....== ...don't asked me why .... cause i don't know what myself wan also ...=x ...

hmmmm.... i have nothing to do right now .. so ... updated my blog few times a day .. hehe...so ... morning i'm in bad mood ... bad untill i'm crying ...=x ... i thought after crying will feel better ... but it seems like doesn't help ... so ... i slept for half an hour ... feeling better after i woke up ...=D ...

24/01/2010
WORKING
yesterday was the last day i worked togather with hoi tang ... Hoi Tang is the new friend i knew when i'm working there... Actually i just knew her about 6 days ... but ... we seem like knew each other very long already ... We can chatted any topics ... fooling around when working... She told me her experienced ... sometimes both of us talking craps ... its fun when worked with her ... This few days i have my dinner togather with her and her friends too ... So ... i knew alot of new friends ... Next week i going to work alone ... i'm not sure i can used to it anot ... cause i'm used to it the time worked togather with her ... i told her ... i have regreted i knew her ... cause she gave me alot of happiness ... and i will miss her during the day i worked alone ... then ... she bited me again .....=x ... she is a girl that likes to bite people's hand ... please beware of her ....XD ...

NIGHT
night time , went out yc again .... I think i have addicted to go out recently ... Doesn't feel wan to stay at home ... and just keep going out... Yesterday night ... first time yam cha with that gang ... The gang that i didn't join them usually ... haha ... We very enjoyed ... talked untill whole old town heard our sound ... especially when we laughed ... a guy complaint their foods... XD ... chatted about our jobs .... those funny things we faced... scolding those things which annoyed us during the working time ... its really have fun ......

Do you know when breathe inside a room that insufficient space...will cause us suffer ? circumstance that lack of oxygen.... but eveyone inside is demanding of oxygen ... so ... ultimately all of us will die because of the lacking of oxygen ..... =x

Woke up in the early morning today ... just because of the new environment .... i'm not used to it at all .... hmmm, my uncle and his family have moved in to their new house ... of course my grandma will not be an exception ... she stay togather with them ... but her room placed at ground floor... and she afraid stayed alone in the tranquil environment ... she love noise .... so ... she demand an accompaniment ... and i'm the accompaniment ....=D... i ordered by her to accompany her for few nights ... felt excited at first ... because has a chance to stay inside the new house ...but lastly i can t sleep well because i'm not used to it =D ... and mum fetched me home in the early morning .... hehe ... so ... yesterday night ... i'm outing with my friend ... CJY fetched me in 21:00 ... and he wished me happy birthday ... so happy ... cause among my friend he is only the one knew yesterday was my chinese birthday ... actually he just indirectly remember mine ... cause my birthday same as his gf's birthday too ... haha .. it's okay =D ... he fetched us see pretty and sexy ah gua to pleasing our eye ... hehe ... then we stopped at tc ... yc there ... we ate RM17 keropok lekor ... XD ... it's a lil exaggerate ...i know ... haha .. but this the truth ... the auntie there was shocked when she knew .... my friend told her ... we are keropok's admirer ... haha .. met jane and her friend there .... her friend is actually my friend too ..=D ... thanks the guy who treat me ice cream =D... if i'm not wrong ... his name is woei luen ... 01.30 a.m. i arrived my uncle's new house ... apologized for my aunt ... because i'm late and disturbing her ... and thanks Mr CJY ... cause he fetched me there ... thank you <3 ......

After a whole day of tiring work , hot water bath have comforted me and relaxed my whole body , my muscle , my hands , my legs , my mind ........ So ... today i'm slacking ... didn t exert myself to the utmost as last week ... probably my mind protest ... i am doing those thing reluctantly... pretended smiling for whole day .... it make me weary .... really .... pretending is not an easy job ... hehe ... so ... i have daydreaming for some times ... ignore those customers ... because they are not interested the things i sell ... just let the time past ... and finally i'm fooling around with the staff members ... we are talking craps there ..laughing with high pitch , high frequency and high volume .... eating ... =D ... taking photos ~ haha ... completely forget our works...hehe.... the time will pass faster with this kind of method.... cause time will just pass with a blink of your eyes when you are happy ...... actually is just the illusion of human's feeling

phew~finally i have cleaned up my room cause mummy have ordered me for several times... freaking tired now ~=x...tomorrow going to work again...sigh...boredom stand there for whole day again ... numb with the rejection by customer .... dislike no one can chat with me there ... so .. i'm unsatisfied my job currently .. but ... i have promised i wanted to do this job ... so ... i will do it well ~ everything will be fine right ?:D... hopefully tomoro will be a nice day for me <3

God will not allowed a person good luck all the time.... In whole life time , good luck and bad luck is always in a circulation...God will let everyone have chances to gain good lucks....when used up all the lucks ~ bad lucks will take turns and occur often ~ so..... i'm just try to convince myself ... When bad lucks happened on me .... treat it as a challange ... and a process to grow up ~~

2010~~

This is my first post in 2010 year ~ okay ~ a twinkle of eye ~ year 2009 have gone~ my secondary school life already end ~ those busy life is temporary not belongs to me ~=D ~ because i'm in holiday mood now ~ doesn't seek for any job ~ i'm too lazy right now ~ hehe ~ now my life is just sleeping , playing , eating and enjoying ~ haha ~ wasting my time actually ~=p ~ so ... i think i will continue my life like this untill i get my result ~ thats all =D