Friday, October 9, 2009
even though my blog skin is Grumpy Toast, I really dont want to be a grumpy person too...
wadeva i wrote on individual posts is wad i felt on that day or the things happened..
tat day i'm sad, of coz who wont be sad, but i do observe everything after tat... i never straight away give the death sentence... no matter wad happened, i believe there's a reason behind it... so i will find out wad's the reason...
and for the past weeks, i do see the changes u made... I didnt say anything is bcoz I believe some things dont have to say it out, but keep inside my heart... I will recognise tat person's effort & i will do it in some ways tat he/she will know tat they r appreciated...
I believe wadeva u read at e previous post, u shld come & talk with mi & see wad we can do to solve the problem, but u chose to go out with ur friends & without letting mi know wad's gg on..
I dont want tis r/s only mi workin hard on it... i want everyday to be happy when we're tgt, i believe u oso want.. but can we both put in effort too??
I want to be proud of the choice i made... I want to be happy when with U... I want to see our Future...
wadeva i wrote on individual posts is wad i felt on that day or the things happened..
tat day i'm sad, of coz who wont be sad, but i do observe everything after tat... i never straight away give the death sentence... no matter wad happened, i believe there's a reason behind it... so i will find out wad's the reason...
and for the past weeks, i do see the changes u made... I didnt say anything is bcoz I believe some things dont have to say it out, but keep inside my heart... I will recognise tat person's effort & i will do it in some ways tat he/she will know tat they r appreciated...
I believe wadeva u read at e previous post, u shld come & talk with mi & see wad we can do to solve the problem, but u chose to go out with ur friends & without letting mi know wad's gg on..
I dont want tis r/s only mi workin hard on it... i want everyday to be happy when we're tgt, i believe u oso want.. but can we both put in effort too??
I want to be proud of the choice i made... I want to be happy when with U... I want to see our Future...
1:40 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
♥ lost in confident & trust....
for a long time didnt update here... being veri lazy... but n0w jux wanna put it up here my feeling... how i feel...
had quarrelled with u on friday night... i cant really tahan your attitude... i dont understand... am i really ur gf?? do u know wad's the real meaning of a gf??? i believe its not about venting ur anger on her... do u know how hurt i am?? i sometime feels tat i'm not being love by u... u made mi feels like tis at times... which i dont like... coz i really put my heart into this r/s... tryin my best to make everything works...
u're unreasonable... where u like to deny... i didnt say i'm reasonable all the time...
I love u, i like u... but i dont kn0w how long can i put up with ur attitude... whr u nv try to control... jux throw ur temper at mi...
even i write this post i'll tears... this make mi so xin suan...
& today... i jux wanted to scare u tat i check ur laptop... but u jux showed u did someting wrong e past 2days... which makes mi even wanna check... i'm losing my confident & my trust on u... u make mi feels tat anytime u found a new love u will dump mi...
can u give mi back my confident & trust?? i dont know whether am i doin the right thing of going back tgt with u... i really want everything to work out... i dont wanna regret on wad i chose...
whether u see it or not... i know it will make u unhappy... but i have no choice as i dont have a chance to tell u all this... all i can do is put it up here in words....
had quarrelled with u on friday night... i cant really tahan your attitude... i dont understand... am i really ur gf?? do u know wad's the real meaning of a gf??? i believe its not about venting ur anger on her... do u know how hurt i am?? i sometime feels tat i'm not being love by u... u made mi feels like tis at times... which i dont like... coz i really put my heart into this r/s... tryin my best to make everything works...
u're unreasonable... where u like to deny... i didnt say i'm reasonable all the time...
I love u, i like u... but i dont kn0w how long can i put up with ur attitude... whr u nv try to control... jux throw ur temper at mi...
even i write this post i'll tears... this make mi so xin suan...
& today... i jux wanted to scare u tat i check ur laptop... but u jux showed u did someting wrong e past 2days... which makes mi even wanna check... i'm losing my confident & my trust on u... u make mi feels tat anytime u found a new love u will dump mi...
can u give mi back my confident & trust?? i dont know whether am i doin the right thing of going back tgt with u... i really want everything to work out... i dont wanna regret on wad i chose...
whether u see it or not... i know it will make u unhappy... but i have no choice as i dont have a chance to tell u all this... all i can do is put it up here in words....
10:40 PM
Monday, August 31, 2009
♥ Backie BaCkie!!
Hey Hey everybody!!
i'm back frm a long rest.. haha.. alot of stuff happenin sia...
but still headache on findin a perm job...
there's one thing is botherin me... i'm bascially stuck between selfishness & friendship... haix...
i know findin a perm job is better than keep stayin dere to work temp... its bcoz of the friendship i stayed... i know everyone has their selfish side.. but i do not want to spoilt our friendship bcoz i'm leavin... haix.. heaven will knows what i can do lo...
wooo... office is veri cold.. nowadays the weather so not nice.. coz rain when i'm not at home slpin.. haha..
anyway, its our 10th month anNiversary le!! lookin forward to our 1yr anni.. wonder will he do anything special?? haha.. i'm preparin something special for him.. but wonder i'm able to do it anot... hmmm... shall wait & see ba...
ciao~~
i'm back frm a long rest.. haha.. alot of stuff happenin sia...
but still headache on findin a perm job...
there's one thing is botherin me... i'm bascially stuck between selfishness & friendship... haix...
i know findin a perm job is better than keep stayin dere to work temp... its bcoz of the friendship i stayed... i know everyone has their selfish side.. but i do not want to spoilt our friendship bcoz i'm leavin... haix.. heaven will knows what i can do lo...
wooo... office is veri cold.. nowadays the weather so not nice.. coz rain when i'm not at home slpin.. haha..
anyway, its our 10th month anNiversary le!! lookin forward to our 1yr anni.. wonder will he do anything special?? haha.. i'm preparin something special for him.. but wonder i'm able to do it anot... hmmm... shall wait & see ba...
ciao~~
12:09 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
♥ hello ppl!!
Hey!! sorrie haven been here to update my blog...
haha.. lazy & being veri weak...
high fever on sun & got a 3days MC... AAARRRHHHH!!!
its killing mi... i hate being sick!! till now still feel weak.. dont knw tmlo can go back work or not...
anyway my workplace have a case of H1N1 alrdy.. haix... H1n1 is so scary... u (H1N1) shooo!!
shall stop here to have my porrigde alrdy... =)
tata!!
haha.. lazy & being veri weak...
high fever on sun & got a 3days MC... AAARRRHHHH!!!
its killing mi... i hate being sick!! till now still feel weak.. dont knw tmlo can go back work or not...
anyway my workplace have a case of H1N1 alrdy.. haix... H1n1 is so scary... u (H1N1) shooo!!
shall stop here to have my porrigde alrdy... =)
tata!!
1:15 PM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
♥ Hot Hot WEather!!!
OH MY GOODNESS!!
The weather today is super duper hot!! Once i stepped out of the hse, i start to perspire alrdy... that's so terrible!!!
anyway, i gg back to e2i work tmlo as a TEMP again & for THREE months again!!! when can i start to work as a perm in a company?? *sigh*
But thinkin of tmlo gg back work & see those 'ppl' de shockin look... hehex... feelin excited!! haha...
Tmlo i will be at Sentosa to event for Cappella, a new hotel in Sentosa... for a long time didnt go dere le... but tmlo go dere, i'm gg to wear tee & jeans go!! it will be damn hot lorx!! i afraid after tmlo i will really left with skin & bones liao... hahahahax... i still joked with Jess whether can wear shorts or not.. she even say might as well wear bikini go... lolx...
Wear jeans bad alrdy, i still have reach at 8:30AM lorx!!! tat's really gg to kill mi... after tmlo i think i will sure knock out de... haix...
*JIAYOU*!!! yeah...
but this few days de weather is makin my mood very bad... i might really becomin like the Grumpy Toast on my blog... haha... *Grumpy Grumpy*!!! AARRRGGHHH!!! wahahahaha...
kkx... shall go have a cold bathe then go to my dreamland & prepare for tmlo's work!!
Nitex....
The weather today is super duper hot!! Once i stepped out of the hse, i start to perspire alrdy... that's so terrible!!!
anyway, i gg back to e2i work tmlo as a TEMP again & for THREE months again!!! when can i start to work as a perm in a company?? *sigh*
But thinkin of tmlo gg back work & see those 'ppl' de shockin look... hehex... feelin excited!! haha...
Tmlo i will be at Sentosa to event for Cappella, a new hotel in Sentosa... for a long time didnt go dere le... but tmlo go dere, i'm gg to wear tee & jeans go!! it will be damn hot lorx!! i afraid after tmlo i will really left with skin & bones liao... hahahahax... i still joked with Jess whether can wear shorts or not.. she even say might as well wear bikini go... lolx...
Wear jeans bad alrdy, i still have reach at 8:30AM lorx!!! tat's really gg to kill mi... after tmlo i think i will sure knock out de... haix...
*JIAYOU*!!! yeah...
but this few days de weather is makin my mood very bad... i might really becomin like the Grumpy Toast on my blog... haha... *Grumpy Grumpy*!!! AARRRGGHHH!!! wahahahaha...
kkx... shall go have a cold bathe then go to my dreamland & prepare for tmlo's work!!
Nitex....
11:18 PM
♥ I wanna start a small small business =)
Recently have seen a few ppl who i knw, started to set up small business; like selling clothes to engravin.. & oso gettin a small booth to sell their goods.. seems fun & oso can earn additional cash $$$...
so started to go see ard, see wad kind of things i can sell... den thinkin of doin hand-made accessories... saw a fren did some earrings & it seems fun oso... so i ask jessie to help mi...
she somehow inspire mi to use my creativity to made some nice nice de tings... *Thanks JEssie!!!* =)
Ytd after i got e raw materials, i started to do e accessories... its fun & feel good when done with the end product... so excited & nervous.. worry about alots of qns... like whether anyone will like? will anyone buy frm mi? is the price too ex or not... but will try to produce e most unique & beautiful small things for ppl out dere... (",)
will start soon on my Facebook... so do come take a look! if like it den BUY IT!!! :) *While stock last!!* hahaha...
THANKS!!!
got to go le... :)
so started to go see ard, see wad kind of things i can sell... den thinkin of doin hand-made accessories... saw a fren did some earrings & it seems fun oso... so i ask jessie to help mi...
she somehow inspire mi to use my creativity to made some nice nice de tings... *Thanks JEssie!!!* =)
Ytd after i got e raw materials, i started to do e accessories... its fun & feel good when done with the end product... so excited & nervous.. worry about alots of qns... like whether anyone will like? will anyone buy frm mi? is the price too ex or not... but will try to produce e most unique & beautiful small things for ppl out dere... (",)
will start soon on my Facebook... so do come take a look! if like it den BUY IT!!! :) *While stock last!!* hahaha...
THANKS!!!
got to go le... :)
1:26 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
♥ NO ADS IS ALLOWED!!
Hi all,
I hereby request that please DO NOT post any of ur ads on my tagboard.
If any of u want me to advertise for u, please ask permission & i will link u up.
It is kind of rude to post it on somebody's personal tagboard. If U all want, I can create another TagBoard for jux U all to post ads.
Ur co-operation will be appreciated!
Thanks! =)
I hereby request that please DO NOT post any of ur ads on my tagboard.
If any of u want me to advertise for u, please ask permission & i will link u up.
It is kind of rude to post it on somebody's personal tagboard. If U all want, I can create another TagBoard for jux U all to post ads.
Ur co-operation will be appreciated!
Thanks! =)
10:11 PM
