Sunday, July 28, 2013

One Fine Day

It is a sunday again. The last day of the week where we could let our hair down and relax after a tough week. We have hardworking friends who work on sundays for that extra allowance, friends who are so tired they spend the day sleeping, friends who game the whole day without any rest. For me, I choose to enjoy myself the whole day because I know for myself, it is gonna be a long week ahead as usual. 

I wont say life in tekong is good. Yeah yeah admin work is considered good life to all of you because what could possibly be better than have an air-conditioned room as your workplace? Not having to stand in the hot sun teaching recruits, saving their asses in live grenade throws or doing all the physical training with them. I face people and the computer 24/7 day and night. What could possibly go wrong or so difficult doing admin work? Simple. The people that we are dealing with. With the amount of shit Im thrown at everyday, whether it be people screw up or people dont do their work, it will be my fault one way or another because I did not prevent all these things from happening. I complain I whine because everyday i get maligned everyday I get scolded. Trust me. You wont feel good just because your rank is lower or you are a NSF, you gotta suck it up when things go wrong for you. No praises or credit given when done a good job and only sarcastic comments and harsh remarks for doing something wrong. Tired of waking up in the morning only to find myself dragging my feet to work, tired of facing of the people that I hate with a big ass grin on my face, and so tired of all the bullshit I have to endure during my time here.

However I used to and still believe, no matter how hard life is, it still goes on and you just gotta move on.

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

I aint giving a shit anymore

Have you ever gotten so tired of doing something, and when people dont recognise your efforts, even telling you off for not doing your job properly? Somethings just aint worth the effort doing but we still do in the end bcos we are stupid or we have no choice. A simple action, simple word of reply shows how interested one is in anything. If you aren't interested in what I do then I wont waste my fucking time updating you. Maybe you stay out of my sight, stay out of my life, I could get the job done faster and more efficient. So much anger, no place to vent on. Why cant we always get what we want???????