I wont say life in tekong is good. Yeah yeah admin work is considered good life to all of you because what could possibly be better than have an air-conditioned room as your workplace? Not having to stand in the hot sun teaching recruits, saving their asses in live grenade throws or doing all the physical training with them. I face people and the computer 24/7 day and night. What could possibly go wrong or so difficult doing admin work? Simple. The people that we are dealing with. With the amount of shit Im thrown at everyday, whether it be people screw up or people dont do their work, it will be my fault one way or another because I did not prevent all these things from happening. I complain I whine because everyday i get maligned everyday I get scolded. Trust me. You wont feel good just because your rank is lower or you are a NSF, you gotta suck it up when things go wrong for you. No praises or credit given when done a good job and only sarcastic comments and harsh remarks for doing something wrong. Tired of waking up in the morning only to find myself dragging my feet to work, tired of facing of the people that I hate with a big ass grin on my face, and so tired of all the bullshit I have to endure during my time here.
However I used to and still believe, no matter how hard life is, it still goes on and you just gotta move on.