Just like that

When you are sober 'nuff, you will know and see what you are doing. What can possibly go wrong?

Forget Everything

So much to say but no words to express myself. Im tired but I will press on. So I hope you do too. Tough times dont last, tough men do.

Change

I guess it's about time I find back my motivation and goal in life right? Hahaha I'm sorry if I have pushed any of you guys away my friends. But thats me, a jerk, an asshole, a dickhead whatever, but as long as Im not one to my dearest, everything's fine by me. I know it's cruel but that is life. You dont always get what you want, so we are constantly trying our best to cherish what we already have. I agree that I have indeed neglected you for quite some time and I know that Im not the perfect boyfriend. Not the tall, rich, handsome guy that every girl is dreaming of, but I will do my best to make you happy, at all costs. Frankly speaking, I picked up smoking 1 month back and let me tell you that, it doesnt solve any anything at all. However it has one very good use: It gets you high and ready for more work/stress to come. However I wont recommend anyone to smoke but lets just say that its damn shiok uh. ;) And that aside, Im willing to put it down too. For you. Anything for you. There are only a couple of people in this world that I will do anything for, but dying for them.... Ugh I need more brain cells to make a decision regarding that. XD

Serious stuff aside, I have already started pushing my friends to train for the upcoming AHM! Hahaha realised that its ME who is pushing. Its so damn true that people get lazier when they become commanders or permstaff. Lazy to get out of your couch, lazy to put on your running shoes, lazy to go that extra mile to clock in the mileage. Besides the upcoming AHM, I have signed up for this newton challenge too.. Its a 32km run (I know the distance is abit weird) but Im only hoping that the finisher tee is nice. XD THATS ULTIMATELY WHAT WE ARE RUNNING FOR WHAT. Hehehe how I wish I can spend my whole life running and running.... chasing that one dream that will never come true....

And so you chose to scoot?

Forget everything. Just remember what a failure you are. All the things you have done all the things you have said. It doesnt matter at all. Cos you have failed right from the start. A loser and a failure. Man this blog is turning into a whining place. Oh well.