scary n happy is the main emotions for today...!

today... i meet up wif my poly frens again.... i really enjoying going out wif them... cos everytime i emo... den after going out wif them... ends up happy again... =]

hmmm... today early in the morning... i woke up quite late... 11am... not bad hor... hahaha.... i m becoming more n more pig le... eat n sleep n rot... i send some resume to recruit express... hai... but i tink no hope oso de... hmm... dun sayy this kind of sad things le...

yea yea... so actually meeting them 1.30pm at Chinatown de... cos we going the 10 Dollars Family KTV again... think it is really our chilled out place... cheap... got sharkfins.... best is got FREE FLOW DRINKS! hahhaha.... n den i m late again... but not very... hehe... soooo... we started singing @ 2pm and den all the way~~~~~~~ till 7pm... is a package... hehehe.... even though.. throughout the singing session... i m super lethargic.... but i at the end oso quite high when singing... the 原谅我 by hisao jing ten n a song by zhang hui mei... all those emo songs... dats y... i tink i high at the wrong timing... ... N N N i enjoy singing 周杰倫's songs.... hehehe... cos HE IS MY FANS! haahhahaha....

after dat we went to PS to eat... after much consideration of the time waiting for table n the cost needed to be spent... we end up eating Aijisen.... hahaha... n den we (glen the leader....... eileen... me... jiawei... n weilin...) formed up the Cheapo gang... hahahahha... cos we need to save money n den we ordered ala cart.... so we are the CHEAPOs! hmmm... a bit lame... but is fun....

den we went to watch Coming Soon... i m like.... the most unwilling to watch this show... so scary... dun wish to say much... i dun wan to reflect... end here for this part...

n i really miss my baby today.... but he seems to be busy every day... so sianz... or is it i too slack n free le.... hmmm... hope i can find a job ASAP... n den fulfil my 21st birthday's dreamt birthday party!...

continue to see my bro's new learnt magic tricks...... =]

wooohooo... still jobless.... sianz... send so many but some need to wait further... some dun even reply... dats quite bad hur... now economy is super bad... my pocket oso "hollow" le.... sianz....

but today was a tiring yet fruitful day... cos i accompany my bro to buy things.... hehe... cos he going to start his dynamic poly life in Nanyang Poly... hehee.... *jealous*.... therefore... as his super good sister... i accompany him to buy some stuffs.... we start our shopping spree at around 3pm this afternoon... as i was tasked to buy the medicine (SNE) for my auntie n family... so our first stop is to go Golden Landmark Hotel... yeah.... around 500++ was spent buying dat medicine... hmmm... but not my money... nvm... den we head towards Bugis Street... we only shop in a shop which i tot was not bad... cos the bermudas and t-shirt is they designed themselves... n the price is affordable... hehe... SAVE! so he tried n tried... he managed to get 2 bermudas and 3 t-shirts... at a total price of 57 bucks... not bad...

den.... we walk towards Raffles City to buy his crumpler bag.... hmmm... we joke around... very stupid... he suggest me to name my son.... Raffles... i was like dots dots.... who the helll is out of mind dat will named ur own son... Raffles.... so i suggest him to named his daughter... Guan Yin... this one... i tot was not a bad idea.... Kua Guan Yin.... not bad hur... hehehe.... when we reach Raffles City... we directly head towards Crumpler.... hmmm.... the design we eyeing on... only left a few colours... but at last... we both agreed to buy the full black coloured one.... hehhe... 98 bucks spent! but still not using my money.....

den we took train from CityHall towards Dobhy.... to go to The Cathay dere de Urban Male to buy the sandals.... once again... we both agreed on a brown bottom and blue strips one.... 49.90 spent... hehehhehehe.... den home sweet home....

today... oso the return of baby from HK.... we meet out for dinner below my house... I m now really a 100% "zai nu"... hmmm full full... den we went to his car n have a short chat... n den he passed me his presentss.... hehe...

Present 1... from DisneyLand Shopp... Minnie Cup....

Present 2... Crystal Bracelets....

Niceee?????

Present 3... Giordano T-shirt...

It really cheer me up... baby... hehehe... thx thx thx thx thx... for ur presents.... Love U!

yea... blogging again...

today.. very upset... cos is the first day... baby went on business trip to HK... sianz... so i m alone in singapore... very bored... even though is a 3D2N trip... i still miss him... very very very much... hope he eats well there... n sleep well....

ytd... we were discussing how to celebrate my 21st da shou! woohoo... 2 suggestions.... first is at my house and then buffet.... second will be at costa sands resorts and BBQ.... actually i m ok wif both la... cos it has its pros n cons.... cos if it held in my house... my grandma can attend... but den... i m scare to troublesome for my frens to come and den my house is not dat pretty overall.... hmmm.... if resorts... my grandma cant attend lo... sianz... but anyway... i m looking forward... even though i need to spend alot of money... but still looking forward... hopefully my frens can attend.... hehehhe....

ok... i will continue missing my baby...~~~~

Today was supposingly to be a happy day for baby... cos he is collecting his damn small PICANTO!... yeahz....

But there is many unfortunates that happen today...

First, baby hurt his little finger during work... stupid... the eyes so big... dunno for wat de... ya... look at pretty girls like me only... hahahha.... den he went for doctor cos the blood kept dripping non-stop.... luckily i was not there... or else i will faint before he does... hahhaha... anyway... ya... this pics show his dumpling finger...

After dat... when we on the way to the place... we saw a car accident in the expressway.... sianz.... very bu ji li....

After dat... actually baby's car should had spoiler de... but somehow it jus nv appear on his car....

Anyway... we made it dere....

Baby at the Cycle & Carriage at Pandan garden.... super far.... at around jurong east area.... super ulu....

First Drive!...

First Passenger!

First RAINBOW! Sweeteee.... Perfect!

yea... diary time again.... today... I GOT A NEW HAIR STYLE... >.<>

my new hair wif specs....

my whole head... look smaller???

my fringe.... slant slant de... is purposely de... not cut wrongly...

baby hair.... nice??? i tot was not bad... better den his 10 dollar....

today rain so big.... n non-stop... (i love raining... but baby love sun... sianz...) we decided to go nearby... yea... J8... best choice... we went to eat ding tai fung... one of our favourite eatery... yes yes.... my choice will still be the fried rice... n it will nv change... love it...! afterwhich we did some shopping... but sians... didnt manage to get my slippers...

hehe.. no time nv post le... hopefully can adopt the habit of posting everyday... after graduating from poly... make me felt that things in life is very precious memory... so... shall share here of my life after graduating....

1st event was the Meeting Young Minds.... 18 Feb 2009

The most fantastic group... MP07... i m really happy this group... n without any regrets... they make me laugh n cry alot...

Another pics... MP07 & 09....

Our booth... not bad hur....

2nd event... BIT GRADUATION NITE 09... 19 Feb2009

hehehe... i tot this pics was quite nicely taken... not bad huh...

my year 1 class... 1E01... CHEERSSSS.... we had gone through the 3 years together... even though we are separated during year 2.... but my group... 10 pple... we had worked hand-in-hand.... chervon is proud to be part of the group...

my major project group wif our supervisor... thick n thins... we were together to help each other....





hehe.... many pple say we look alike....

My best buddy.... hmmm... i confess to him... hahaha... but he dynamic rejected me... haiz... his heart is always occupied... but... hope he will find his another one.... me too... i will love my baby (shawn tan) forever.... n ever.... think he is much better than glen la.... shit him.... rejected me... kns...

yeas..... the group of us... went to ARENA after prom nite.... hmmm... i dun think that is a good clubbing place.... cos of the live band.... I want to dance dance n dance.... sianz.... i still like REBEL even though the mist stink in the dancefloor.... but that was FUN.... i love clubbing wif my frens....

3rd events... BIT Sentosa on 25 Feb 2009

yea... inside train to sentosa...!!!

I LOVE SENTOSA... hmm... sounds wrong... I LOVE OUTINGS!!! dats better....

babes in the beach....... woohoo....

the rainbow that we witness together...

the legendary big heads + big eyes.... not everyone can have it.... damn proud of it la.....


steamboat for dinner at vivo.... bei chuan steambooat i think.... .... hahaha hungry....

den.... we went to the vivo amphithereate for a chat.... upcoming events will be the chalet on 3rd mar.... hahahhaha

this is my value reflection for APEL...

If there is successes in life, there will always bound to have failures too. It is difficult for a person to enjoy successes only, or enduring failures only. Thus, I truly felt that having to experience both successes and failures is rather fortunate. It is because when you experienced failures, you will treasure successes even more. And when you experienced successes, you will take the failures seriously as a lesson learnt. For me, I belong to the majority group. I experienced both successes and failures in my life.

For my case, I felt that I belong to the group that experienced major failures and I treasure small successes. Failures such as me always choose choices that I regretted a lot in due to reasons like outsiders or family’s negative opinions. For examples, choosing between express stream or normal academic stream, and the secondary school I am going in. Just because of my family preference for me to go into normal academic stream and into a better known secondary school, I accepted their choice. At first, I really regretted because I could have gone into express stream and not wasting another year in secondary. But as time passes, successes such as achieving good results and meeting good friends that allow me to see another perception of this view. I starting to felt that this is the right choice that my family made for me.

But in tertiary education, I always wanted to go into designing courses. Unfortunately, my family objected it. I left with no choice but to take up the course that my family preferred and think that is good for me to enter. Even though I could not get into designing courses, but I still managed to go into Temasek Polytechnic, which is always known as the fashion school. Till now, I am still regretting that I never went into a designing course. But I am contented that at least I have a diploma certificate to get a normal office job.

Inevitably, we participated in many activities. Activities are just the people that pass through your life. Some activities just pass through your life without any trace, but some activities will leave a trace and stay in your heart forever.

So, I will just talk about activities that had left a trace behind. The most recent one will be the attachment to other company. Even though it is tough, but I really learnt a lot from the people there. What I have learnt from them is not only all about work, but is the life experience of theirs. For example, how they handle problems in work such as when face difficulty to cope with the job scope.

Throughout my experiences along my life, I discovered and understand even more about myself. I felt that I am a person that will be easily influenced by others. Thus, I do not have any ideas of my future. Unlike other of my friends, they are sure of what they want to achieve and their plans for their future. I wished to be like them, but I think my habit of listening to others cannot change so easily.

In additional, values learnt should be internalised. Some values that I have internalised should be the perseverance in doing something. In additional, I felt that perseverance plays a big part in completing a task. Thus, for me, I usually face with many difficulties in completing a task. Therefore, if I give up easily, I will not complete any tasks.

Continuing from above, I have developed values like perseverance from many areas. Areas such as my daily routine work like homework. Being laziness will also stop you from completing the tasks. Therefore, with perseverance, I can work forward to complete my homework. Areas also including completing a project, as we all know, it is not easy to complete a project because you are working with people of different characteristics that you have to tolerate. Thus, the most difficult part of a project is to get it started. It always need several changes before it come to the final decision. Sometimes, I faced with big changes like changing the whole ideas again, when we already thought that we were reaching the final decision. This need perseverance, or else, I may just give up.

Standing up for my belief and conviction, of course is a very satisfying feeling. It is like a promise or a goal you made to yourself. But for my characters, it can hardly happen to me. Even if it happens, it can only last for awhile or others also agreed to my belief and conviction. If others objected it, I will not be firm. Therefore, I learnt that in order to stand up firm for my belief and conviction; I need to change my habit of too easily influenced by others.

In conclusion, I felt that my life journey is rather tougher than others as I have met with major failures, but fortunately met with many small successes. And besides that, I also made achievements such as meeting with good friends that helped me along. Thus, achievements like having values such as perseverance implanted in me. It gave me a good help for me to have the courage to overcome challenges. This is the last year of my tertiary education, I do not have a firm plan for me journey beyond it. But a rough plan is to start working life first, and then find my interest in an industry field. It will be better if I can fulfil my wish to get a degree certificate based on my interest in that industry field and not study blindly.


woohoo~~~ so long... slowly read bah... =)