yippee... today actually is very upset by work matters de... but due to 1 thing... my rest of the day become very happy... hahahaha... my colleague's baby full month lei... hahahha... his name is Felix Forbes Dimjati... indonesian... hehehhee... i m exactly 19 years.. 11 month and 26 days older than him... hhahhaaa... he was born on 26 June 2008... super kawaiii...








cute rite... hmmm....super handsome... not like dat shawn... the face like monkey... hai.. shhhh... better dun let him see tis... or else he will chop me...
















neh... this is the full month cake for ME!... hahahhahaaa.... i oso bought him some presents initially... the hand gloves n socks... each side printed.. 'I love Daddy' and 'I love Mummy' respectively... hehhheheee... n oso 7 handkerchiefs... Monday to Sunday... damn cute de... i m going to buy more .... cos lilian wanted to share wif me... so i decided to go kovan de kiddy Palace (i tink)... to buy a set of clothes... the bee theme de... damn cute de... the socks still got 3D bee... hhhahahahahaa...

Ps: May Felix be the happiest child in the world... Indrajit and Jenny be the happiest Parents in the world...

today is so normal... but sweet... i seriously love the life wif him n wif MONEY!!! hahahaha... i can buy n buy n buy... but i hate my hair lei... so frizzy.... so today... we went for shopping... didnt buy much... as i m too fat to find clothes dat i can fit in... haiz... dunno y... maybe i should jus be more hardworking to exercise... so we met around 4 plus... i bot a red colour nail polish at face shop... hahahaha...i told him is to take revenge on him after i die... but he say... dun scare me... so i agree to come n find him with white light behind me n a pair of wings... hahahaha.. so we came into a conclusion dat ghost dat came in green light background is to scare pple... ghost dat came in red light behind is coming to take revenge... den ghost dat came in white light behind.... is a friendly ghost.... hahahhahaa... den went went to cathay to eat nihon village... cheap n nicee... hehhehehehe... after dat we walk to far east.... is walk ok... walk is oso exercising... ahhahahahaa... actually wanted to get shoes n dresses de... but cant find something dat suits me... actually i found a shoe quite nice de... is like the new series of feragamo shoes... but only come in red.. grey... n black.... but i wanted a brown-bronze colour shoes.... haizz... so nv buy... dress oso... sux lo the design... i tink online still better.... cheap n nice... hahahahaha... after dat... we went to wisma... taka.... at taka's watson... i bot a anti-frizz... from essence... seems not bad... cos is water... not only de... hahahaa... den eat at food-republic... den went to take bus home... on our way home... i suggested i wish to go for a holiday... becos... i jus feel sick of life... n too many unhappiness had happened... so i definitely need a escape... so do him.. i tink... or he jus wish to go wif me... dunno... hahahhaa... but nvm... we decided to go for holiday to thailand again... to find good food.... hahahaha... this december... hahahhaa... hopefully... i got the money to fulfil this dreams... cos we next year june still going Hongkong wif him... my auntie n uncle... should be damn fun lo... maybe me sis joining oso... but depends she can save the money in time ma...cos she tis december going taiwan for 14 days... hahhahaa... n she promise me dat she will send me a postcard when she reaches the AH LI Shan.... they say the stamps dere are different... so is very memorial de... hahahhaa... look forward... holiday... I M COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...


on fri... he bot lost of meji tibits for me.... really makes my day...





alot rite... tink i going to put on weight again....

i cant sleep... very troubled... veryy confusing... very upset... very helpless... these should be the factors that cause me to have a sleepless night... n at tis hour... posting my sorrows... i jus dunno y at times when i wan to treat someone good... n they build a shelter in front of me... y does no believe dat in this world dere is still people dat is giving but nv ask for returns... i jus wish to care for people around me... i treat all my frens seriously.. dats the only thing i can say... maybe at times there is still some unhappiness around... but i believe dat it is normal for frens to have unhappiness... all i wish is that my frens can share wif me their sorrows... n oso their happiness.. let me be their listening ears....... i dun treat frens wif motives... but y... y are these kinds of stupid things appearing... n wat really hurts me is... when u... listen to all my sorrows... u can still jealous n not trust me... is already been long that we r together... i jus hope u give me a bit of trust... maybe at times i maybe very wat... but trust me dat i noe my limits.. i m no longer last time me... after ur care n ur love... i become more stronger.... i won chicken out when i faces challenges... credits to u... i m really grateful that when i m wif u... u teaches me alot.. share wif me alot of ur experiences.. working... frens... n lots more... from u... i learnt a lot... seriously... u maybe my bf.. but u act like a big brother dat teach n guide me along in life... u minimizes the probability for me to get obstacles.... i really depend on u... alot... therefore.. alot of things... or... everything.. i will tell u... to get ur advise or just borrow ur ears.. as i have no frens.. (except takky) around me... dat can give me advise or willingly in the night lend me their ears... but... u dun trust me.. nvm... i stop here... i really dunno wat to say le...

so upset... i always tot u are my true frens... i tell u my sorrows... even though everytime u didnt say much... but i tot u are my fren... i trust u lo... but u.. jus becos of such a naive thing.. put our friendship to war...

If anyone does not treat me as their frens from heart... or make me ur fren for a motives.... PLZ GET OUT OF MY WORLD... dun ever misuse my trust... n dun be a hypocrite in my world...

Last day... 4th day (30 june 2008)


this time is my family.... 1st time of the 20years... they help me celebrate.... maybe becos of this day... the life will shorten... i oso want.... even my father... celebrate for me... which is very surprising for me.... we bot lots of pizza... n a bday cake.... hmmm... i dun have any pics... becos we were using my auntie's camera... but... anyway... i m super happy... we toook a family photo... wif shawn... but unfortunately... my uncle not around... cos he is working... if not... my dream will be perfect.....

I REALLY LOVE IT!~~~~


oh ya... my boss... went shanghai... n she got 1 fan for all lady... and hankerchief for men... dragon de somemore... hahahaha... n some tidbits...

Day 3... (29 June 2008)


shawn again....

a nice day too.... today... we went marina... had subway... den we went to shop around... den we went to suntec arcade.... he get me this...






the machine de... mus kop alot of sweets den push the box... den u get a toy... dat kind de... niccceeee..... very very cute n romantic de....



































i like tis most....

Continuous of day 2...

after dinner... we went for a drink...




At this german bar.... VIVO... the german waiters dere.... is super damn hot de.... girls should GO!!!















he called for benzin+vodka... me red wine... benzin... is a type of german beer.... but i dun like red wine lei... i prefer his.....













CHEERSS!!!


















CHEERSSS!!!





















花痴!!!!






















































YAM SENG!!!











His presents...






My bday card... still got box to put the card de... weird..












Cover pg













Pg 1












Pg 2















Pg 3












Pg 4... like essay...












tis i dunno how to use lei... haiz....

Day 2 _______ ~~~~.oO0.oOo ACTUAL DAY oOo.oOo.~~~~~ (28 June 2008)

Shawn celebrating for me.... hehehehehe.... hmmm... me met around 4 plus bah... we went ot orchard first... after a while of shopping... we toook cab to Jewel Box... hmmm... even though is somewhere that i really wish to eat there... but when i saw the menu... is like... shawn dun eat de... so... i told pretend that i oso nv eat tis kind de... hmmm... shhhh.... better dun let him see tis... so i decided to change place... but is a more log place lei... dunno y... but is still under Jewel Box... but is the hill bistro... we at first tot was ok... since is under Jewel box... and at least they got normal food... like fish n chips la... but when we reach there.. is like OMG.... hahahaha.... mmmm... i tink he really felt very upset... hahahahaa.... but i m really happy to see him felt remorse... cos i seriously tink that he can put more effort de.... but anyway... HE IS REMORSE!!!! YEAHZZ...





This is the hill bistro... look... Romantic???... no light de... all candles.... >.<''
















Our food... the total bill cost him $90... jus for this n the tiramisu... so ex.. i tink la...















The funniest thing in the world.. he tot he can make it romantic... in the sense that... he told the waiter that he would signal him to bring in the tiramisu... but failed totally... hahahahaa... when he signal the waiter... the waiter totally forgotten it... n he goes:"HUH????" Omg... den when they wan to bring in the tiramisu... due to the wind... the candles keep blowing off.... hahahahaha... STUPID... if will me... i tink i will make it goes smoothly n even better...













His remorse look... funny???















i took this pic.. when i saw him remors-ing....


















HappY 20 Years!!!!



















see my eyes!!!... it form 1 line... i took it... when i m walking... n someone is still remors-ing behind me....















ARRAGGGHhhHHhH!!! GHOST!!!

Day 1 of my birthday... (27 June 2008)

I was very surprised that few of colleagues celebrated my birthday for me... we went to swensen to have our lunch at Bugis... then i didnt noe they ordered the ice-cream wif candles de... *i dunno wat the name for it... ya... so anyway.. they jus ordered for me... mmmm... so touched... n they have fun teasing me... hmphz... but really thx... the most happy thing is that Lilian bought me a Estee Lauder new launch perfume... so nice... she still rmb i like those very natural smell... rather than those flower or fruity smell... And we really had a great lunch of good food and goood gossips...





This is the candle ice--cream










our good food.. i love the hotdog bun... very very niceeee... got waffle fries somemore...









Lilian n riyaN









hahahahaha... my plate got different kinds of cutlery wifout me noticing...









This is lilian's gift... hehehhee... Many Thx...














AFterwhich... i went to meet glen... weilin... jx... hmmm... at first i tot was only the 4 of us... den we went popeye... but that day... tink was very tiring for everyone.. even me... i m super tiring... but i still appreciate... at least they make the effort to help me celebrate... MANY THXSSSS.... =]
But to my surprise... sharon.. jiawei.. prata.. tikeng.. sunny came too...
(PS:.. tis few days was really sux... thx to tk... always encouraging me...)
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should i put up the photo... hmmm... QAD u mus improve ur taking skills le lei... hhahahaa....





My bday cake... special rite... hmmm... due to too full.. they cant finished... so i brought home... n i finished it... jus becos is their effort... i lao sai twice.... hahahahaha.... but stilll very happy.... at least... or maybe... can reduce my weight..








Prata... iron lady... help us carry all the bags n plastic bags... but me felt guilty... cos he fall sick... hai... shouldnt eat popeye de... hope iron lady will be fine...


















i look like those glutton... hahaha... did i spell it correctly???










tk... so weird.. squarting position













the guys' present... lemon vodka...









MANY THXXXX.... oh ya.. weilin's camera ... her camera got a lot of our 自恋 photo... hahahaha... update more in future posts...