HApPy BirthdAY to Me...
Happy BirthDay to Me
Happy BirThday to cHerVon...
HapPy BiRthdAy to me....

I m 20 years old le.... so old... >,<...

Thx.. mum for baring all the sufferings in giving birth to me or bringing me up... Thx...

Thx everyone... who helped me to celebrate today... (Glen.. Jiaxin..Weilin.. Sharon.. Sunny.. Prata... Jiawei.. n tikeNg...) (Lilian.. Riyan.. Khartini..)

Thx shawn.. for showering all his care n love to me... thx for tolerating me...

last but not least.. Thx takky... for being beside me always... my dear takky... even we r only been together for like 4 years... n u left for aust... thx God... our friendship have not weaken... n is going 9 years le... dat is very fast...

(* my birthday updates will be coming up tml... tune in!!!)

today quite emo... cos at 5.45pm... i totally lost someone that really put his whole heart in to coach me... Mr Kelvin Tan... Farewell... but i still believe dat even though different religious... when we die... we will still meet them... so i believe i will see him 1 day.... so today... i really very emo... same old thing... i went to cut my hair... =]





nice??? hehehehehehe... actually my behind is slope... i tink quite normal... nvm... next time i mus try something more different.... hahahahahahaahahahah.... cutting hair is a nice thing to do when u r very very emo... dinosaur oso cut together.... copycat.... his oso nice... at least better than he cut at his place... sux lo... his place dere cut already not balance de... he still say nice... mei ping wei... hahahahaa....



today i made my birthday wishes le....

1) I want him to buy a cheese cake n we eat at the esplanade dere... like last time... tink we are really nerd... we actually went to carrefour to buy a cheese cake... is NOT SMALL... is those kind of big size de... n we jus find 2 forks... n we went to esplanade dere... the sea dere la... den we jus find a small corner n start eating our cake... we tot were romantic... but tink it look more silly den romantic...

2) I want him to pei me eat pizzas.... hahahaha... this 4 years... i have been persuading him to try new stuffs... like subway... sushi... etc.. all at first he dun dare to eat de... but pizzas is the worse... no matter how i push... he dun wan means dun wan... so this yr... i more clever... make it as my bday wish... hopefully he wont find any excuses.... hahahahaah...

today... i m very very very tired... cos ytd i wear my heels to kelvin's wake... stand too long for his prayers... so today my legs is like very omg... *tiring*... so i wear my slippers for the whole day in the office... but i was so tired dat... from the morning.. i already feel like sleeping... hmmm... but today me emo again... becos sasha ask me to see zijing's blog... n i saw our 4n2's fav 5 teachers... including kelvin.... they are posting in very kawai posts... like u noe... thos kind of no.1 ... no.2... kind of photo... using their fingers... so sad... n he is posting no.3... very very upset.. (i will get the photo from zijing n post it here too)... his laughters... wat i rmb him the most is dat... there is 1 time... my humanities results drop till like shit.... this is the first time he scold me... maybe a lot pple dunno... cos... he quietly drag me out of the class... he scolded me... those kind of damn fierce tone... which really scared me... cos he very scold a girl like dat... if he will... the other party oso is a guy... i rmb i cried badly... cos he woke me up... i devoted my time to gb too much n neglect my studies... i really wish to thanks him...

in life... there is always many pple around u dat is lending u their warm hands... n u dun even appreciate... so... cherish everyone beside u... life is short n unpredictable...

n today... i was so bored... i took pics...






i was so bored....




























i forced her to take wif me... i need more memories... i m very scare... after kelvin pass away... the fright is X2.... or X4 ... X5... ooh ya... i oso decided something... i wan to go for photo studio for some photo shots... when my 21 years old... either deCharacter or BeautyBox... i scare i will die early too... so prepare first in case... somemore... tis kind of photo oso can multi-purposes de... so dun worry....

very upset... today early in the morning... i recieve a msg from my sec fren... telling me dat my humanities teacher had pass away... at first i was still wondering who is that... becos he will nv come into my mind... he is so young 36.... he was very healthy when we graduated... is like 2 yrs ++ only... so me n my sec frens meet up n attend his wake... at first i wasnt dare to look into his coffin... but i still take a look... when i see his face... is really very heartbreaking... i really cant believe it... life is very very short n unpredictable... dats is all i can say... but wat i really pei fu is his parents... they faced the reality... they didnt cry... they thanked pple for coming... telling us how good is his son... i can see that he is really proud of him... n i believe dat... kelvin tan will oso be very proud of his brave parents... cos... i think that... the hurts is doubled or even more if is ur child dat had leave the world instead of ur parents... i can imagine how hurting it is for u to face the fact that someone u loved had left the world... somemore... he is a great teacher... last time.. i dun even appreciate his efforts for me... till now... when he left us... i flashed back all the scenes... how i wish he can give me another chance to cherish his effort he gave to his students... teacher like him are very 伟大.... so pple... cherish everyone in ur surroundings... cos u may not noe when heshe will leave or u leave them....

mmm... today was kind of happy more than unhappy... unhappy things is dat the boss said some stupid things to me... as tml is the new colleague's bday... den the lady boss went bot a cake for her... den we helped her celebrate... den the boss told me that i m the very fortunate intern... becos... always is senior bullied interns... but now is u bully the new colleague... comE on!!!!... is she bullied me first lo... she is super 2-headed... when in front of others... she is damn kind to me... but when others not around... here she goes again.... i asked my colleague whether she thinks that the words from the boss... does he meant it...?? but she say i m over-reacting... even dinosaur oso say so... but i noe myself i m not... maybe i dunno how to express... but the feeling is dere... i m sure i did not over-react.... but.. nvm... hu cares... i m going to end my intern life soon... Wahahahaha... today i pei dinosaur eat dinner... cos his mummy nv cook... but i ate my dinner at home den pei him go eat... nearby my hse...

hehehe... i took a series of him:
























crazy snapping... 27 shots at once... hahahahaha....

dats is the happiest things i can do... =]








and And... CHEERS!!!! to QiN ai De(JiaXin) 's gRandMa... heard from JX dat her operation will successful...!!! CHEERS...!!! sPeedy RecOvery... n oso... my Auntie is oso recovering from her operation.... hahahaha... hAppY haPPy... but hope my ahMa will oso pull through... at least this year.... den is still hopes if dun give up...

CHeErSSS!!! =]

sad sad.... a colleague quit again... someone told me... life is like this... people came in and left your world... people die and new babies are born... no one can be wif u for ur lifetime... n i tink is true... the best is jus to depend on urself... becos only urself know urself best... and use the best effort to help urself... haiz... i oso dunno wat i am talking about le....






my presents from her... i bot the "head cloth" for her....














the one wearing black... is another very good colleague wif me... she came in around the same time as me... even though we are doing different area of jobs... but we will still help each other... her name is Lilian... very cool girl... got tattoo somemore... but she just dun seems to be "ah lian"... maybe is jus like wat she say... tattoo is jus like it... not to hao lian...






beside her... is the colleague that leaving... really upset... she really helped me alot... avoided me from getting scolding... she would rather increase her work... very sweet auntie... i really dunno if she left... how will my attachment life be there.... scary... all blame to the lady boss... sux... noe wat... the auntie's job... can be divided into 3 people jobs... n she is the lowest pay there lo .... but excluding me la... n not as if the jobs is divided into 3... the 1 will be very slack lo... NO OK... oso equally busy... so can imagine how busy she is lo..... i really hope she can find a job that can pays her for what she is working....







watashi..... n auntie....