hahaha... after several days of emo... my brain is now lighten... things should not be seen complicated... n sometime... jus dun think of others... think of urself first... yes... hahaha... tis few days... have been soooo busy... chionging work... the tuition centre is holding a workshop... so busy preparing the materials.... so stupid.. change n change... keep changing... fuck lo... wasting my life... mmm... btw... after working tis job... i found out that my time is very impt... now... even i tink sleeping is waste of my time... so omg... now i m like sleeping damn late n waking up damn late... chiat liat... later sip how... must wake up very early.. i tink i will die lo... hahaha... but v wat de lo... haven noe my sip company... hopefully can work in T2... n not other parts of changi airport....not outside changi airport.... changi airport means T1, T2 and T3... not other buildings that to them consider changi airport... hahahaha... pray hard... n oso ar... hope that my auntie can get her wanted unit... blk 601D level 12 or 9... if really got... a big feast is waiting for me... hahahaha... pray pray... tml will noe the result le... hahaha.... end here lo... mmm... Jia Xin.. if u got see my blog thru ur fren's labtop... still want to tell u to play hard... den come back n suffer for sip... =]... n oso Sharon... i m counting down to ur bday.... hhahahaha... i really miss my frens... of cos include my dear yuen tak... congra ya... finally bought ur own car.... somemore toyota.. so good la... i will go aus find u de... i m waiting the day to come... when u can drive me to pluck abalone wor... hahahaha... n have a abalone feast....... =P... cheers..!! my frens!!!...

very emo... super emo tis few days.. mm... faces some setbacks... haiz... i tink i m a failure... in terms of a girlfriend... a friend... a daughter.. a granddaughter.. a sister... i m a failure... i dunno y... i tried my best... but still dun get the care i deserved... i really dun ask for more... as a girlfriend.. i dunno wat he wants... even though we already been together for 4 yrs... we still quarrel.. he still have doubts wif me... i really dunno how... our thinking is different... but i really cant leave him... as a friend... tink my attitude towards a friend is wrong bah... my friends dat i can really throw my hearts is not wif me... wats wrong... i dunno y... as a daughter... i have tried even harder... i put my family at the top... but my parents... they dun like me..... from the day i was born.... till now... dunno y... most probably becos i m stupid... not a male... i dunno... but for 1 thing i m very sure dat is my dad really hated me... as a granddaughter... i done my best... when my ah ma was sick... i tried my best to do my part... even before warni havent come... i help her change pampers... sometimes me alone... but dunno y... my ah ma seems to like warni more... dunno... dunno... !!!.. my world is sooooo... omg... i want everything to get out of my brain!!!... i cant denied dat i m simply not a perfectionist... i do things to the minimum... but... for them... i done my very very best... even if at last... i will be alone... i accept it... i will learn to be independent... becos... i tried for 19 years... it is still the same..

addition....

13mar... work again.... but wan to intro to u all my 家传 dish...






tis dish is very special... even though it is known as mee... but can u see... the vege is more than mee... n the soup is jus as clear as water.... 神其吧!!! hahahaha...






hai... anyway... a lot of unhappiness happening tis few days lo... oso dun wish to tok abt it... but i already post all my good memories up le... bad memories are meant to forget de... hope to have a good day tml.... =]

wow... so long nv posts le.. so tis posts i will tok abt lots of things....

28 feb... which is after our last exam... which is erm i tink... den we went k box....


so black rite... actually dat is glen... can see>??... tis is the clearest le... hmmm... but maybe the colour pixel is around the same... so cant see bah... hahahaa...







me n eileen.... mmm... sianz.. my face look so round la... next time mus look down abit...







can see my qin ai de...?? dat one posting peace sign.... hahahaa... so cute rite... my 眼光 very good de...









hmmm... tink i will really miss them during my sip... really hope dat our friendship is not fragile... cos alot pple say... a friendship mus have quarrels den will last long... hopefully... will not become wat others say bah... i really cherish tis kind of frens when they really care for me... mmm... jus like today ar.. in msn... i tok to my qin ai de... den she ask abt my ah ma lo... which i really feel touched... n dat glen... oso will ask me how m i de lo.... surprisingly... i tot he only noe how to play play... n dun really care for others... but no lei... i tink he really become mature le... which is good la... hey glen... hope u can find another girl dat will really make u fall in love de ok.... u can de...!!!
n lo... haiz... my qin ai de(jx) and my lao po(weilin) went into the same company... so good rite... got pple to accompany.... hai... tink i won be so lucky de lo... but still will reserved some hope bah... hopefully can go wif some one i noe... mmm... everyone... we mus really take grp pics le... no camera shy is allow k... hahhahaha... dat does not apply to eileen n jiaxin...

29Feb... yep... went pulau ubin wif fatima... nice trip... nice food... nice cycling track... nice weather... nice quary.... nice stray dogs... hahahaa... the air is so fresh dat u can even smell dog shit... hmmm... luckily dat day went cycling no big sun... or else i will be burn again.... hahahaa...





the ferry point at punggol...very omg de lo... super... the shuttle bus is lok... the road to dere is even more wu lu....






we saw a big big big fish.... is like 3 of my arm big.... super big de lo... but ugly oso... not nice de... black black one...








me n fatima...he look... hai... tink he wan to blow his 'holy' air into my nose... omg... very childish...













2mar... me n fatima... went to a restaurant call the Japanese dunno wat de... forget le... but is something like marche... jus dat they sell jap food... anyway... the restaurant is located at raffles city... B1.... can try....





they got tis... which i tink is very cute... they will give u one of this to chop ur table.... maybe singaporean... no longer nid to use tissue paper to chop table in hawker le... can use tis ideal... tink it will make singapore look higher standard.... den putting tissue paper.... hahhahaaa..









5mar.. my sis's birthday... after work... me n her went together.. my auntie bot a cake for her...
taste nice...n we oso order 2 pizza... so full... hahaha...



the birthday girl....


















me n ah ma...









cute ah ma... i force her to do tis pose... i tink after she took out the feeding tude... she look more refresh... mm... but now is only trying... see whether she can adapt to eating food again mah... if not have to put back the tude... tis 26mar.. going doc again... hopefully... she can maintain like dat forever....






mama n ah ma.... 24 孝mother.. 三從四德women... both are like dat de lo... pray hard... i next time dun wan to be yellow-face woman...






my sis n ah ma...








warni n ah ma.....













8mar... went out wif fatima... after an exhausting day... i was arrowed to do some coaching during saturday class.... idiot... i hate children..!!!! make me so tired.... but anyway... we went to it show.... found a camera... n in good price... but i nv buy... =[... quite regreted... hahaha... nvm... next time... june sure have de... so we went arcade...




i got tis pooh bear... spent $30 on it... so stupid... but was fun... n got some chocolate gold coins...












9mar... went to watch Rule #1... i expected high... cos was directed by Kelvin Tong... the maid's director... but was disappointed at the end...



not so worth it...





after dat went to it-show again... he went ot buy thumb drive... saw kelvin dere... expected de... mmm... heard from him dat shone n jw oso working dere... but too big le... cant find them lei... den after dat went home lo....