hmmm... finally finished POM le... dunno whether i have done well ma?? tink quite a lot mistakes bah... plus i anyhow bomb... den can so early come out... hmmmm... even though today is FRIDAY~~~~... but dun seems to be happy... so boring... cant even go out... darling got to go sch... haizz... sianzz... even though i really wished to see him... n at least go out for a short shopping... becos... today is friday... starting of weekends lo... such a waste... correct...hahhaaaa.... btw... i m contented my ah ma finally can eat le... the therapist say if tis week my ah ma can eat porrigde n dun cough... next fri... she can take out the feeding tude... can say goodbye to it le... mmm... actually the feeding tude really cost a lot of problem... n costs a lot of money... haiz... finally can take out le... i told my ah ma if really next fri can take out... i will take a photo of her showing the victory sign....hahahahahahha....

haiz haiz haiz.... so bored... super dooper bored.... i really hate exam.... i spent my day studying POM... but 1/2 of it sleeping... 1/3 of it eating.... den 1/4 of it watching tv.... den 1/5 of it day dreaming... 1/6 of it studying.... hahahhhaaaa.... finally... wat the hell... but nvm... my holiday is coming... finally.... finally... hahahaha... these few days hor... i was watching kiss 2.... hmmm so sweet... i wish i can be like 湘琴 love somebody so naively... n being protected by the guy i love... n can wear so sweet sweet couple shirts.... so nice... if i have a relationship something like dat... i will be happy enuff le.... me n dat stupid shawn... mmmm... abt there la... but he is damn stupid n 节省... omg... i want to act romantic with him oso cant.... he jus think dat we should think practically... oh please.... teacher always say must think out of the box what... no meh.... so darling... dun be so stupid k... sometime... love dun nid to be practical de... ok... something like... mmmm... u noe... we go stroll along the beach... den u pluck some flowers for me n shout... "CHERVON!!!! I LOVE U!!!!".... u noe... so sweet... plz dun tell me pluck flowers is illegal ok... i noe u will say dat de... m mmm... or u noe.... blindfold me... den u use candles to draw a heart shape.... den u take off the cloth off my eyes... den u say.. "oh chervon.... i love u ... deeper than the ocean... hotter the the fire... brighter than the stars n moon" something like dat... u noe... u tis stone... nvm... mmmm.... at least when i wan u to buy couple tee... u suggest to buy a plain tee n embroid our name.... ok la.... dat is not a bad idea la.... forgive u.... but rmb wat i say... romantic is not for rich people only... poor people oso can de... is jus dat how u plan it only... ok... hahahaha...









this show is damn nice.... waiting for episode 10 le....







my frenz.... jia you oh... for the coming exam.... den on the last day of the papers.... 28 feb.... we will go celebrate k... den force weilin to drive her picnic out... hahahhaa...

is sunday 咯!!! so fast hor...next week fri is my pom lesson le... so tis 2 weekends i spent wisely...

on saturday... i went suntec de engwah to watch kungfu dunk... wat i can say is the 3 movies had their good points... but kungfu dunk is more worth to pay $9.50 to watch due to the effects it have... ah long is only lame jokes... cj7 is the touching storyline... saturday was really a good one... we went shopping n i bot a bag... quite nice la... he help me choose de... at bugis street.. n ytd i n him went out till 12am den reach home lo... due to the movie... cos we started at 9.20pm... first time so late since long long time ago.... hahahaha...







this is the bag i bot lo... plz dun say is ugly k... cos is my darling choose de...








today lei... we went kovan awhile to sign up some resort membership... is like for doing spa n outdoor activities de n staying... v fu zha... but nvm... n when i m on my way to meet him at kovan... i meet my secondary fren... hehehe... he grow more muscular... still a bit short la... but he is wif his gf... hahahaha.... i knew him as a very shy boy... really super dooper shy de... hahaha... ok... back to my activities... den after dat we went to kallang leisure park... is a shopping mall beside the stadium... hmmm... there was quite cool... especially the kbox... is "WOW" de lo!!! hahahha... i wan to pull jx... weilin... sharon... eileen... n my guy frens... to go wif me after we finished exam on 28 feb... (ok everyone???) hahahahha.... n first time in my life n his we went to arcade to grab those toy machine... n we did it... a mickey mouse speaker... cool rite... he say was real de... from disney.. cos got the sticker... dunno... but the speaker was very cute but the quality is u noe... lousy.. hahahhaa... n the first time a took a mercediz cab ok... hahahahaha.... 贵夫 ok... hahhahaha... but hor very dao yan those free concert attract so many china pple... omg.... 害到 we all have no bus... dat bo bian have to squeeze up... haiz... dun say le... tis is the only thing dat make me unhappy...







tis is the speaker... cute hor... yeh lo yeh lo.... very cute... hahahaha....






















overall i spent a good weekends..... =D

hahahaha... my dear blog... today is a happy day... 情人节后的第一天... 心情还以样美好... 天气也特别好哦... 温暖的阳光.. 微风也不由的轻轻吹来... 美好的爱情还是围绕着我的哟... =p... today is lucky de lo... even the erm lab quiz... is one of my most afraid module... i pass wif flying colours wor...... hahaha.. cos can discuss... but nvm... i get 15/15 for my second attempt lo.... dats was good i tot... hahahaha.....

hehehe... today is VALENTINE DAY.... is out 4th one le.... i do me a handmade sketch book... wif all our pictures n some verses... i tot was quite a good idea.. contributed by weilin... at first i tot i cant go out to celebrate due to tml ERM lab quiz... was so sianz... but den weilin... eileen n melissa say they won study wor... so i asked him to come out lo... hahahaa... we went to PS to eat ajisen.... mmm... same old things... we called for the grayfish ramen.... hmmm den we exchange gift lo... at first he only see 2 pages of the book den he cried lo... den he say he cant continued le... so later den see... mmm...his present oso let me ALMOST (ONLY) cry... but nv cry... hahahaa.... but was so touched... he bot a SK de necklace for me... so nice... due to my fatness... the length of the necklace have to change... hahahhaa... "I will slim down de!!!"... i was touched osoo because the very first valentine present he oso gave me SK necklace... it somehow bring me back to the time we first started dating... so sweet....

but in sch today... also very shuai le lo... when interviewing... my bottle open... the water alll flow out... make my things wet and my pants... ='[... sianxxx.... but my frens helped me... let me feel that i dun look silly... thx... 感既...

ytd... jus few hrs ago... me n fatima went to the sentosa hua zhan... mmm... not really nice lei... last year nicer... they design the place into a fairy tales... make leaves into tea cups and flower into tea pot...n alot more... i cant really see a space when is all green... all the space uu can tink of.... is filled wif very bright flowers.... very very nice... but tis year a bit plain.... though they have beautiful scalpture make by flowers............... but there are alot pple qeueing.... n also... very wat lo.... no matter when r u... ur front.. back.. sides is always filled wif chi-na pple... n bangalaSSSSSS......................... dun really like it....

very funny de lei.... when we r taking the heart shape picture.... we met this very "funny" couples.... the guy look "sick"... n the lady look so... omg... dunno how to describe..... hahahha... when the lady taking the heart shape.... she lie her all body on the chair............ hahha

we ytd oso went to watch cj7....

very nice ooso... but i tink ah long pte ltd is better... but but cj7 is very touching... can watch oso.... worth it...

mmmm... jus now toking to him... so disappointing... when he noe dat i chose caas which is at changi airport...... he non-stop discourages me.......... so sad.... i tot he will support me or even he should support me de ma... even i really choose wrong... also dun disencourage me lo... haizz... dunno la... tink i really getting more and more difficult to communicate wif him le...

hai... same old things... we are together again.... but of cos i have set some rules tis time again... in order to ensure my safety that in the future he won take tis thing n blame me lo... hahaha... so we ytd went to ps to watch the ah long PTE LTd... damn damn nice ..........
i nv try before a movie i can laugh at the first word of the movie till the last word... is super nice n funny lo.... i highly recommend.. but i tink is not every people will like de... this movie is only those who like some dialect added movie n noe those kinds of dialect jokes den will understand n like it de...

oh ya ya... before the movie... we went to the Ichiban sushi... wat i can say that is only... no wonder sakae is so successful and oso the suki.. sakura.. nihon village is catching up oso... but except Ichiban sushi......... i cant describe how disgusting it is to put the sushi into my mouth... but the only good things is dat.. their sushi got a very good design...

after the movie... we went to another chinese restaurant locate at the back of centre point.... den i noe... centrepoint on top is apartment de wor... i call for wanton mee which costs $6.80... expensive rite... but when the mee arrived... i tink the money is worth it... inside every wanton... dere is 2 prawns.... n dere is 6 wantons.... yummy yummy!!!

after the nice dinner... we stroll to the Liat tower dere (beside wheellock) to take bus 105 back to my hse.....

hahhaaa... ytd is a nice date.... hope today is oso... cos we going to watch Cj7 and den going to the sentosa hua zhan....

ytd... 大年初二... my family went to my grandma's place at fernvale (buangkok)... except my sis... cos she fall sick... hai... + she hav to finished the data entry work.. she got tis job to work at home de... so she didnt go lo...

we took cad to dere... when we reached... same old stuff... say "新年快乐" to everyone... and collect angbaos... mmmm... my ma' side... all won give more de lo... lowest is $4 and highest is $20 which is my grandma's one lo... unlike my father's side... lowest is $16 which is the stupid woman's de... highest is $200 which is my ah ma's de... is really a big different lo... new year once a year.. should not be so "niao" de lo... at least $20 lo... mmmm... other pple dun say la... relatives lei...

beside all those greetings and taking angbaos.. there is also a same old things... which is those usual FAQs... haiz... the only thing which make me very 不爽 de is my cousin who is same age as me tell my the other 2 cousin.. (the oldest de) say i slim down alot.. even my face not so round le... then u noe wat the 2 cousin say... they say "where got... still so fat wat... the face oso fat fat round round de... ..........." very sarcasticly lo.... the 2 cousin.. girl de oso sux de lo... fatter den me still wan to say me... i tink i more prettier den her alot lo... she is damn ugly la... not i wan to say lo.... the face rounder den me.. fatter den... still got bf... f***... + u noe wat... dat time she add me in friendster... den i saw a picture of her n her bf lying on bed.... wat the hell lo... den yuan lai they go for holiday to hongkong... such a shameless girl... even u n ur bf really do dat kind of dirty things... u oso dun nid to put on friendster de lo... wat u wan to proof is only dat u got pple wan iz.. if really like dat.. den ok lo... i tink rmb last year... she always say shawn n me till we r like those will have s** de lo... she say tis is really a shame to me lo.. me n shawn is 清清白白de lo... let them say until i m those kind of loose girl... I M NOT!!!!! haiz... dun say tis kind of unhappy things... i already ma mu le... no matter wat they say... i oso won feel unhappy de... cos wat ever they say is jus to spike me... so ok de... hahahhaa... but ytd oso fun la... i chat wif my other cousins... laughter is all around... coolllll...

but 1 sad things oso happen ytd... i wan to break wif him le... mmm... dere is always a problem between us.. which is he is 6 years older... age does really matter... he is 25 now le.. i dun blame him dat he will inevitably treat me as his marry partner... but me oonly 19 lo... wat can i tink abt relationship... i wan de is only those kinds of 两小无猜 de feeling ba... i nv even tink of marriage yet lo... even i already make clear that i wish to marry at the age of 26 if he can wait.. of cos i m happy... if he cant.. even i love him alot.. i will still give up... but he still tink of tis... haiz.... so i really no choice... but to hurt him now... hope we will really break tis time... i dun wish to force myself... n i dun wish to force him oso...

hahahhaaaa... so today i will be at home rotting lo....

hmmm... to day is 大年初一... kind of very 爽!!! cos hor... the story goes like dat....

years back ago... tis stupid woman (my ah ma's last daughter) and her stupid husband cheated my poor ah ma $14,000.... seriously speaking... i tink no matter wat religion... there is always the same thinking that no cheating of parents... tis wiill really be 天打雷劈 de lo.... some more if cheat from a poor parents... if ur parents is rich... ok lo... but if u noe that ur ma is so poor... try so hard to save money.. 省吃减用... save up those money... planning to 养老.... but u still cheat.. plus now... dun even wan to return... even ah ma asked from u so many many times... u still dun wan to return.... how can u do tis to ur own mother... plus.. ah gong nv even giive ah ma money... from young... ah ma worked odd jobs to support u 4... plus ur family is well-off... got car... go holiday... u still can tell us that u own alot money... den say ur creditors always come up ur hse n get money... BULLSHIT!!!!!! own pple money still can go holiday n drive car.... dat time ah ma get from u to help ah gong hold a better funeral... u still dun wan to give... now ah ma already sick till like dat u still dun wan to return... we also nv expect u to give us some allowance to help ah ma buy milk n pampers... we jus wan u to return to ah ma dat sum of money... let her feel safer... frankly speaking... if ah ma nv say she is a burden to us.. cos of the milk n pampers money... u return or not is ur problem... if u return... at least ah ma will feel better... n won tink that she is a burden to us le... cos she is using her own money...

we hate u oso not fully becos of the money... mostly is that 你摸你的良心... did u ever do a part as a daughter....

the stupid women:

1) nv come to visit ah ma till the 11th day she discharged... not even a call...

2) when we told u that ah ma hospitalized.. u came back from genting in the evening.. u oso dun wan to come straight.. still mus my auntie call u ask why u nv come... her ans is cos i too tiired..

3) ah ma hospitalized for 3-4 days then she come... the 2nd day why nv come.. he ans is i nid to buy 拜拜 de food... why cant other day buy lei...

4) even when she come and visit ah ma... 9/10 of the time.. she is toking to the patient opposite..

5) when the nurse asked who wan to help ah ma bao pamper(nid 2 pple)... only u.. me.. n auntie... even auntie tell u straight that ur ma.. help u bao pampers from young u should help... but she jus laugh n walk to the patient opposite n tok... so no choice me as granddaughter have to help...

6) in front of ah ma... say.." i scare she will pass away" to us...

7) when the patient opposite diischarged.. she gave calciums pills ($50+++++) as a gift... but ur ma... not even a cent...

the stupiid man (her husband):

1) cheated ah ma's hard earned money..

2) disrespectful to my ah gong... he used 1 hand to take the joss stick... when we are doing rituals... + shaking... + 不耐烦...

3) when ah gong's funeral... dun even greet ah ma....

4) when ah ma in hospital or discharged... nv even come up once...

5) look down on us.... (is whole family)

actually on top is jus some of the evil thing they done... that stupid women done lots of things that reflect badly on her... such as saying i fat... stupid... but nvm... u say us nvm... but how could u cheat ur mama... n treated her like dat...

today... i shoot her n family... till they very angry... hahahaha... so shiok... my auntie say.. 1 day.. i will be scold by them de... but my auntie asked me not to worry... even i at fault.. she oso will help me de... even the stupid woman n the man.. scold me.. i oso not scare... better come scold me.. if she really start the quarrel... i tink i will win... hahaha... 我骂人的功力可不输任和人... i m not scare.. plus i tell my auntie n my sis... if i bang the table.. they must faster run to me... hahaha.. in any way i treated the stupid woman so badly... oso want to help my ah ma 拿回公道.... plus i tell my auntie dat even u all dun support me treating her like dat... i will still do it... n i will life to block them from coming to my ah ma's f.....ral... they can come.. unless they cross over my dead body...

the above things... guaranteed no 夸张......

ahMa n me =]

ps: ah ma... pplz try ur best to live as long as possible... i m really regret that when u r still healthy.. i nv treat u good enuff... plz let me do all my best as ur granddaughter... plz...