sianzz.... so sianz... really so much things to do... still haven finished folding the 1000 cranes... still have so many projects to chiong... haiz... may god bless... hahahhaa... n oso... i make a christmas card for my takky... hope she will like it.. hmmm... though is not expensive... but contains all my blessings lo.... hope she won see my blog... jus wan to give her a surprise... =p but me still wish to say out somewhere... hahahahaha.... i really love X'mas lo... so warmth... hmmmm... hahhahaah... hope my friends feel dat too....

LonG LosT RetUrn

sOOooOO long nv blog le... recently quite busy.. cos have to prepared for the mid-sem tests... n oso fold the 1000 cranes for fatima... (i have officially changed ah fat's name to fatima.. which i think suit him more... blame his luck for having a girlfriend like me bah... waHahahaa)..

firstly.. the mid-sem tests... hmmm... dun really wish to think abt it anymore... think i am jus an anti-study girl.. seriously la.. rmb the ERM... i really study till i want to vomit out le lo... for those torturing 4 consecutive days of studies.. my head is like striking le lo... except for pom.. which i tink i quite easy memorised in de... hmm.. maybe is jus a nature of human.. when u noe dere isn any time left.. u will try all means to memorise into ur brain... dat day(Monday).. after dm and maf... is already 6pm.. plus... the stupid bus 58.. make me waited sooooo long... when i reached home is already 7++ le... plus i bathed.. eat dinner... 8++... den i start to revise... to my surprise... i finished 7 topics before 1am.. cool rite.. hahaha... of cos.. is i picked and study de lo... if not... how can finished.. i totally skip Organising... jus read through... luckily nv come out... heng... hahahaha... thursday is my last paper... hahahaha... that's all.. Mmmm... den fri.. cos is jx and sharon n the guys' last paper(Calculas) so we went out to 庆功... hahahhaa... went to party world... v fun... first time went to KTV to sing so many english songs... but vvvvvv fun to hang out wif them... after dat we went to Food Republic to eat... hmmmm... ytd chung kwang went hk le... so good.. hope he had fun... forgot to tell him "一路顺风"... hahahhaa... nvm la... but still hope he is safe during the tedious swimming journey to HK... hope his starofoam won break into half.. n won get caught by the police... hahahahhaa...

secondly.. is the 1000 cranes... for fatima as a gift for our 3rd year anni... mMMm.. tink i m really v li hai lo... i rmb when i started folding is on 23Nov... till now... is only 3 weeks.. but i already folded 650 cranes le... somemore is not full 3 weeks.. must deduct 1 week... cos of the mid-sem test... so 2 weeks=650cranes... li hai bah... but hopefully can finished before 19dec... cos need to work.. n i want to write something on the wings... 加油! 加油!! chervon... chervon... GOGOGO!!!

heh heh... today is my inter-break... hahaha... wednesday... mMm.. but today damn busy.. got to do u-art... the sas problem matrix... and yam cake... haiz... the yam cake... i tot wil success... but... it failed... which made me moody... i even quarrel wif my mama... hmphz... tink she pei chek oso... of the stupid yam cake failing... but she told me... : " second time will be a even better one..." mmmm... from young.. she always use tis to encourage me... haiz... which means... i from young had always expriencing failing.... sad... mmMmm... even though ah fat n mama... super fav in nagging me... i oso dunno y... but they really treat me well... by encouraging me in many ways... ah fat noe i moody... den he bot me a dolphin soft toy... cute... hahahahhaa... n my little bro ar... even is very not nice... he still eat the yam cake... n say is only blend but still nice.. mmm... is good to have pple that care for u... mmm... i oso wan to be like dat.. i wan to care for my frens.. family.. n ah fat.. (only to those dat deserved)... mmmm i wan them to feel the same warmth i recieve from mama n ah fat... n my little bro always say horror stories n jokes to make me laugh... mmmm.... i will spread my care around de.... ><

mmMm.. today... in the morning got stomachache...quite pain... Mmm.. actually at 10am got dm lecture de... but pain till my leg weak.. so skip lecture... hahhahaha... can slack at home for few more hours... mmm... but e quite contented... cos when i went to sch... jx.. weilin...eileen.... send regards to me... even though is a few words.. asking me how m i... but i was touched... mmm... i dunno how to explain.. jus feel warm.. especially.. when glen n stephen oso asked me... was reallly touched... hehehehe... me not alone... n oso... miss ah fat alot today.. hope he was alright too...

curse my stupid sister!!!! the story goes like dat(cut short version)-------------- tis morning... when i was still half-conscious in my bed... my ah ma n mama ask my stupid sister: " y u till now no bf?"... den my stupid sister says: " i got my frens ok le... i dun wan to be like "me" got bf den dun have a single good fren.." after i heard it... i was very very very the sad lo...... den my mama says her back lo: " she where got no frens.. ytd she jus went to exercise wif her frens"... the worse thing is dat the stupid sister says: " dat kinds of frens is known as frens only... mine is 10+ de friendships... tis kind den is called best frens".... i m damn sad.... who says i no best fren... i have... but she is only living in a different countries as me only ma... but we still live in the same planet ok...

see... she is my beeeesssssstttttttttttttt fren... ever...

thx to her... she is really my spirit healer... always dere for me when i wanted someone to listen... 8years le... though 4 years ago.. she emigrated to australia... but we still contact each other... though is through msn... but we still tok personal things...

today... we made each other a promise... (15 november 2007)... during year 2010 is our 10 years anniversary... so we will go overseas together as a form of celebration... TO JAPAN... yeahzz...

ps: tak... i promise i will definitely keep my promise de... i will look forward to it..

yehz... mmmMm.. tis few days oso dunno y.. been quite moody.. cant help it.. i m a typical emotional ger.. hahahaa.. but i will try my best to turn my mood around.. to the smiley side.. of course.. have to start to tink for projects le.. been slacking since last sem.. tis sem better buck up le.. hahahaa... hope i can try my best and have the strength to... hmmm... plus... me finally going jewel box to dine lo... YEAHZZZZ.... ah fat noe i been wanting to go... since thousands and thousands of years ago... finally... on dec 24 2007... chervon is going to have her first step into jewel box lo... yeahzzzz... dunno how to describe how excited m i... but of cos.. is not only going dere to dine made me excited... oso... dec 24 2007 is me n ah fat 3years anni... long route... happiness... sorrow... angry... contented... or sorts of feelings... had happened during tis 3 years... actually.. i felt that our relationship is quite a tough one.. eventually.. he is 6 years older... so... ya.. will not elaborate more... but thx to him.. he heal my wound 3 years ago... when i was hurted by a ***... mmmmm.... watever... cant be mushy anymore le...

but den now i got a idol lo... 张栋梁....... he is damn cool lo... i m now watching "smiling pasta" the second time le... is like very rare dat i will watch something the second time de lo....... plus.. not even 1 show i had watched twice in my lifetime... tis show quite suit my taste lo... cool... highly-recommended: smiling pasta.... n hor.. tml going to exercise wif frens(too many to state)... hope tml.. everyone will put a smile on their face...

mmMm.. hopefully may life n fate treat me better... let me throw away all my worries.. n oso part of my unhappiness... cos i noe the fact that only u experience unhappiness den u will cherish all the happiness u have.. actually.. i dun expect much... jus a few frens dat understand me.. n stand by me whenever i have problems.. n a ah fat dat treat me well.. n hopefully everybody is healthy.. i dun expect myself to do so well in my acad.. or watsoeverr.. jus let me lead the simplest life... i will be glad n contented.. simple life means happiness...

plus... jus to mention... life always have its unhappiness n happiness... that is cant change de.. jus smile.. n nth cannot overcome de..

mmmm... kind of low morale today.. i tink even though i tried to always put a smile on my face... but i really do have my weak side... i m not strong... n i dun wan to be... i really nid a break... or someone i can really rely on... hopefully i really can go overseas alone... to reflect the past things.. n to tink of wat i really wan in the future... mmmm... even though SIP is still a bit far for me to worry abt... i kinda being frightened my fren... she said that during her SIP... she almost cried everyday due to the pple always bully her... mmm... i m quite scare of tis oso... mmmm... haiz... plus.. my health is going from bad to worse... tis haven recovered.. next one already come... loads n loads of worries... jus hope i can die faster... mmm... i wish ah fat can die wif me too.. seems selfish... but.. i dun tink his life is any better oso... hopefully when i die... dere is still pple crying for me.. *depress*

is a bit late to post it today.. due to the loads of stuff i have to finish... plus... very lazy to type.. therefore.. today den post.. on last fri... WE (me.. sharon.. jx.. weilin.. eileen.. glen.. tk.. chung kwang.. sunny.. jiawei.. stephen) went out.. to vivo.. actually we (me.. eileen.. weilin.. stephen) wanted to wait for them at dobhy.. while they (the rest) were at vivo already.. but they were too slow.. we shopped till no where to shop le.. plus we were hungry.. so we went over to vivo to meet them.. den after that we went to Marche to eat..

(thx to glen.. make me look so white.. =])

(finally... i have the pics of the five of us le.. "first pics of us")

(me & eileen.. sharon accidentally gone into the pic)

(dat was glen.. cant really see him in the dark.. me laughed at him when i helped him to take tis pic.. actually dat time i only can see his shirt n pants.. like floating in the air... but now put in the com.. like better le.. maybe due to the color-bits.. )

(left: normal jx.. always have tis weird expression when taking pics)

(right: abnormal jx.. i scolded her for giving me weird expression.. so she was forced to take pics more properly.. =])

MMmm.. today this posting should be posted on ytd... but i was too tired.. so today den post... hahahahzzz... hai... ya lo... ytd rite... mMMm.. the incident happened when i was working... this is how the incident happen:

got a parent went in to the tuition centre at 11.30 am... n her son named glen (mmm.. tis little glen was v v cute n fair n handsome)... ya den glen's class was supposed to end 12 pm.. den his mum came in at 11.30 am to ask me to pass a msg to glen dat she go buy some stuff den come n get him.. but... i dunno wat the hell happened to me.. i forgot abt it... den when i rmb.. glen was gone... i was so panick lo... due to a lot of bangalahSSSSSS was downstairs eating their lunch... hmmm... so i ran down to look for him... but cant find... mmmMmm.. den i decided to come up to call the mother.. whether she is with him le... but when i was going to call.. his mum came up... den i noe... something is wrong le... when i told her i forgot.. she was damn super mad lo.. so scary.. den i faster ran down to look for him with my colleagues... luckily... we found him with his ah ma.. mmMMm... at first we tot she was jus a stranger.. cos if is his ah ma... naturally she will oso come up wif us.. but she use a v sad look.. n say goodbye to her grandson.. mmMmm.. i really cant explain how his ah ma look.. but anyway it's jus v sad.. den we brought him up to his mum.. n den i apologised... of cos... haizz. but den when she went out.. she saw the ah ma.. den she was like scolding her so loudly lo.. haizzz... den i heard from my boss dat it is jus 'po xi jiu fen'... haiz... at times.. it is really hard for two people to stay together rite...

jus hope nth will happen to the ah ma..

yeahZzzzZZ.. Latern Festival

hahahaZZzZz.. today me n ah fat play latern together.. n celebrate mooncake festival
me n him:

hMMmmmM.. even thought today due to my stupid work.. we have to meet v later.. mmMM.. around 10.30pm.. but i tink we still having lots of fun.. hahahaZzzzZZ...

my present for him(actually for the past 3 years of mooncake festivals.. we have already been doing these kinds of bo liao thingys.. but actually quite fun):

before-->

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mmmMMm.. hope every year we can celebrate together.. >.<

yEahZZzzzZZ..

Mission completed.. i finally have the courage n made up my mind to buy the labtop.. today.. i bot it.. smth dat is vVvvVVV v impt in my life... =] LAPTOP.. YeahXXXxXXXxXXX...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cHeeRs!!!!!

mission failed...

haiz... tml actually wan to buy laptop de.. but.. i still do not have the courage to swipe my nets card.. hahahaha.. thou is easy to say dat i wan to buy a laptop.. mMmmm.. somemore.. is not my money.. 3/4 is my mum's de.. so feeling very the guilty.. but.. i will still buy it tml.. hahahaha.. hope tml.. i have the courage to buy it.. n oso thx ah fat for accompanying me to walk here n dere.. n oso kelvin for answering the queries i have.. hahaha..

LASTLY... Wei Lin.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!=]

testing

sianz + happy day..

today ar.. kanna.. scolding.. ='[.. so sianzz. plus must do ot.. luckily still get to meet ah fat.. else.. i will burn now the whole tuition centre and go to meet him.. mmmMMM.. but anyway.. after meeting him.. all the worries and unhappiness all gone le.. is dat really wat it meant by 'Love'.. i wonder.. hope it is.. anyway.. jus to say.. i bot the 2 shoes today on an impulse, i tink, in order to even more reduce my unhappiness.. *yeahz*... gogogogogog!!! 4 more weeks to go back to sch..

my long return >.<

*yeaHz* finally.. finally.. i am blogging again.. hahahahzz. due to the working timing.. i cant hardly find time to online... mmMMmm... so ya lo.. ytd is my long long return to internet.. cos need to check my exams result.. MmmMM.. luckily clear all.. thou the grades are no good... but i am still contented.. MmmMm.. mus learn to zhi zu.. or else God n Buddhas will be unhappy.. so i mus zhi zu.. den next time they will give me more lucks n brain.. hehehhehe.. >.<... hope so.. hahahhaha.. den ar.. toking abt my work place.. actually the tuition centre is quite well-known in those p6 kids..(i then realized).. thou they did not have any advertisement like Kumon... mmMM.. so ya lo.. they have 2 outlets.. 1 at novena(which is the one i said is v weird place.. two extremes.. nightclubs and tuition centres side by side..)dat one hor.. mMM.. i everyday.. can see 'special' de lo.. haiz.. but another 1 is at simei.. harvey cresent.. rich pple corner.. hehehhe... their centre is in a terrace house lo... 3-storey.. hahahaha.. i feel like i am the rich girl living there.. hahahaha.. cool rite.. taste the rich pple life..

Mmmm.. still got a lot to write lei.. so since is my long return.. i will write extreme long.. n oso ar.. dat time ar.. ah fat share with me a news in 'The News Paper'.. he said ar.. dere was a news which is abt a china woman.. she got a bf in china but she(i tink she went overseas to work or smth) so they were sperated.. butbutbut... they were separated oso cos the guy's parent object.. cos the girl was older den the guy for few years old.. but due to the mistake of china government.. her IC stated her to be 50+++ years old.. so ya.. the guy parent object tinking that she was so old.. so they were forced to separate.. but not long after.. the guy died due to cancer.. mmm.. after 6 months.. no body went to collect his body.. not even his parents.. but when the girl knew the news that he died... she flew back to china.. she decided to marry to him.. even thou he was dead.. after 6 MONTHS.. the still have the picture.. of her wearing the bride's costume.. n the guy(corpse) wearing.. mMmm.. i forgot le.. nvm.. but on top of him was a amulet.. the corpse was black le.. but the girl still dare to hold his hands.. n kiss him on his lips.. cool rite.. MmmMm.. den after all the ceremony.. they 'crement'(i dunno how to spell.. means burn him)so ya.. den the girl so yong gan lo.. tattoo his face..(colour de..) on her chest.. she said.. den every day she can see him.. n when she sleep.. she oso hug his 'the wood wood thing.. when the dead person name is encraved on it'..
THAT IS THE POWER OF LOVE!!!!!! but i dun tink i dare to even kiss a corpse.. even thou is my love one.. i scare the corpse will become zombie.. den i die le..

and oso ar.. i wan to buy a laptop.. but my budget is not above 1.8k.. mmMMm.. i tink super hard lo.. if i wan to buy a better brands.. haiz... sianz sianz sianz.. hope i will get con.. n get a good laptop with cheap prices.. *yeahz*

- The end-

working in a safe yet dangerous place =]

now.. me working in a tuition centre.. doing admin.. crazy le.. me type their maths exams paper type till crazy le.. hahahaha.. y i say it is a dangerous place too.. cos.. below is those... night clubs.. u noe.. those got girls de... n somemore.. i every day work till 9pm lo... coolllzz~~~~~ .. lots of SPECIAL things for me to see le.. hahahahahal... very weird rite.. there is quite a number of tuition centres dere.. but there is also a number of night clubs... coollzz hah..

God Bless me bah!!!

fUn fuN~~

today ar.. me went for an interview at SGX centre.. raffles place.. actually me nv really tot of going into such a bug company to interview.. thou is jus an admin job.. mmm.. but it is still quite coolz... hahahaha.. den after dat i met up wif sharon.. jx.. weilin.. we went to bugis.. n do crazy shopping.. me bot a jeans.. m m m .. a bit regretted.. ya lo.. when i came home n try.. is not dat nice after all.. hahahaha.. but nvm la.. still can wear.. ya lo.. we went to take neoprints too..



more will be updated...

den after dat i went to meet ahfat for dinner.. we went pasir ris.. den we walk to downtown east for a after-dinner walk.. romantic ar.. hahahaha.. dont envy..

sUPER bored

so bored today.. nv even stepped out of my hse.. me jus sat in front of my computer and play maple.. (thou is abit childhish.. but is still very nice~~~)nth much abt today.. so mmm ya lor.. but ytd is fun de lo..

weilin.. eileen.. sharon.. n jiaxin.. n the me.. went out.. *YEAHZZ* finally to singing sessions.. which is wat we always wanted.. but the timing jus dun suit.. so ya.. hahaha.. but den before dat i went to an interview.. for fairprice.. doing admin.. kaozz.. v qi.. raining so heavily lo.. somemore the stupid building is located at dunno wat lane.. the opposite is forest de lo... the trees so big n tall.. (somewhere best for filming ghost movie de lo) after the rain is not dat big.. there were mist lo.. *flip* really lo.. dat kind of very thick mist.. luckily is in the morning.. or else is at nite.. i tink i won continue walking lo.. i will sit down dere n cry lo.. hahahaa... den after dat went to meet them.. we went cartel eat first lo.. i still find the drink i ordered v weird lo.. the menu stated dat the drink is 'pinky paradise' ma.. shld be made of like mmm.. strawberry.. or some fruit near pink colour de ma.. but how come is banana flavour... mmmm... v weird.. den anyway... we went party world..

Singing time!!!


Me n REn tU tU =]


fun~~~~

final

wooohooozz... today finally exams ended.. even though i had done super badly.. but at least it is over.. after tat.. we all go out for outings.. heheheee... to marina square.. n ar we went to a japanese restaurant to have our lunch cum dinner.. the 'waruka'(i tink is like dat la)..hahahazz.. but anyway.. the food there is not very the nice lo.. sux.. a bbq eel don have ginseng inside.. omg.. sux taste.. at least not for me.. heheheesss... tml ar.. going out again.. wif weilin.. sharon.. jx n eileen.. at least dun have dat tikeng.. always bully me.. hahahahaaa... but still.. always fun to have some one to play wif.. heheehee..

ps: today is a special day actually..
for someone i love alot.. hated alot.. done many many silly things for.. the one n only dat make me real happy wif jus a little effort.. n hurt me deeply..
jus wan to wish u happinesss...

my dearest

MMmmmMM.. today a bit touched by ah fat.. hahahazz... cos ar today is our monthly anni.. Mmmm.. we usually will celebrate de.. but cos ar.. today got the exams.. somemore till 9pm.. den i didnt expect him to wait at my hse dere.. so stupidly lo.. he waited for me since 7pm.. when i noe ar... i took cab lo.. (heartbroke.. haiz.. my money ='[)but ok la.. worth it.. when i reach my hse already 10.30pm le.. means dat he waited me for 2.5hrs lo.. so a bit touched.. heehheee... all the unhappiness of my exams sort of gone le after seeing his face.. so ya lo.. love is powerful.. somemore when u met someone whom are willing to do silly stuffs for u..

ps: happy anniversary!! my dearest xiao fat..

encouragement =]

today ar.. nth special.. spent my time writing notes for OB.. den ar.. my mummy bot me this two cute disney "chop"(dunno how to spell)to encourage me.. hehehe.. coolz rite.. mMMm.. ok la.. tis post won be long... need to get back to my study.. Jiayou! Jiayou! Jiayou!!!!

wonderful endings

wow... i just finished watching the 'bao jia wei guo'.. i love the ending.. it is so nice~~~.. the father.. first n second son + the daughter get married at the same day.. i love most is the first son de.. the army style of wedding.. so cool~~~... i wan to marry a armyman in the future.. heheheheeee.... hope so..

nth special

coolz.. today me n ah fat went to marina n suntec.. saw the fireworks.. even though we sit inside the marina foodcourt.. only can see part of it.. it is still very nice~~~~... hehehehe... today i oso bot a new mp3.. v(-o-)v yeahz

outings wif frens to bugis

today is a good day too.. (i m quite happy to have continuous 2 happy days =P)

today.. me n my tomodachiSSS.. (weilin, jiaxin, sharon, eileen, glen, chung kwan, tikeng and sunny + me)went to bugis today.. even though is not very long.. mMmm.. abt 4hrs.. n did not really did much together.. (only eating our dinner at TERRA and playing arcade) but is fun!!i hardly go out wif so big grp with my secondary frens.. i felt that is quite cool.. when u go out in a big grp.. can talk.. can laugh like no body business.. cool ya.. hahahha.. n lots of funny things happened while we are eating.. but is too long and hard to express out.. so i will keep them in my memories.. most funniest is glen de geisha.. if i can get those pics by tml.. i will do into slides and put it up..

n oso.. i need to 'cheng qing' one thing from the previous post.. is dat.. i m not fat.. but i m jus a TINY LITTLE bit more fats den others k.. cHEERrss!!=]

wat a day..

hehehehe.. today is a happy day.. v(-o-)v yeahz!! finally my jap role play is done.. all my projects come to the end le.. hahahahazz.. today ar.. during the stupid 3 hrs break.. i enjoyed playing chung kwan's tagboard.. coolzz~~~.. hehehe.. n he is oso a very good person to tok to.. really had fun toking to him.. hehehe..

n hor today.. during the break.. i asked ck to help me read my fren's blog(ps: LI YUEN TAK.. U GOOD!!! READ CAREFULLY!) den when we see her links.. den dat ck asked me.. y she nv link to my blog.. mmmm... so now.. at tis point of time (23.25hrs, 17 sep, thur)i was scolding her on msn.. broke my heart.. haiz.. she is my best buddy.. but like dat treat me.. (ps: LI YUEN TAK.. ni bu si ren!!)
but at tis point of time (23.28hrs, 17sep, thur)she apologised.. n put me in the FIRST place of her links.. hahahahaha..

den hor.. dat stupid ah fat.. say me fat.. he say dat if in the future i m pregnant.. no one will noe i m pregnant.. cos my stomach size.. is no different whether i have a baby anot.. WTH!! i swear here dat i will go on diet before i get pregnant.. OR i will put extra pillows to make my stomach look even bigger when i m pregnant...!!

dreamss

hahaazz.. today i post quite alot i tink.. but nvm la.. i jus wan to note down a true story dat enlighten me..

today.. i ask ah fat if he will to be me.. will he tink that my life is worth to carry on?? then he share wif me tis story that he read on newspaper..

there was a 12yr old boy who were sent to orphanage due to:
when he was young.. his dad was a drug addict and was jailed for years.. so his mum was taking care of him.. but his mum died not long after due to sickness.. den he was pass on to his grandparents to take care.. life were normal for him.. till his dad was released from jail.. his dad was very determine to turn over a new leaf n try his very best to give his son a better life.. so his dad became a painter..(those paint houses de)but unfortunately.. due to an accident.. his dad fall from a 2m high height during painting.. n cause him to be half-paralyse.. so tis boy was returned to his grandparents again.. but worse things nv come to an end.. his grandma died of cancer too.. followed by his grandpa after few yrs.. so tis 12yr old boy ended up in orphanage..

it sounded so dramatic.. but is a real story.. mMmm..

jus some prAyers..

me jus came back from sch.. Mmm.. practise my role play today n oso have dbis lec.. haiz.. tml is my jap role play le.. half-excited.. half-nervous.. after tis role play.. all my projects come to an end le.. beside that.. i oso got to noe that some of my friends are sick le.. from my 'information center', those are sick were zhuXingXing.. sHaron.. WeiLin n the Glen.. hope they will recover soon..

ps:there is some prayers that i wish to make here..

Dear Buddha n Jesus..
I pray that
1)my role play tml will be smooth.. n everyone of us can get our lines into our brain..
2)my friends will get well soon.. dun make them suffer le..
(Buddha: sing niu zai zhe li xiang ning pai pai.. )
(Jesus: Amen!)

siAnzzz

my labtop cant produce sounds!! i check everything le lei.. i dunno why.. if there is any kind person who know what the problem.. pls help me ='[

ps: i wan to buy a 2nd-hand laptop.. if anyone have friends or ownself wan to sell.. can find me..

upGraded bLog!!

yoyOyoZZ... my blog had a new skin today..

CREDITS TO: zHuXingXing.. BaBao.. PratamAn.. (Ps: thx U!!)

today i oso create my own slides of photoSss.. bY myself finaaLLy!!.. i M not Stupid after aLL!!!

cRedits to zhuXingXing

thx JiaxIn a.k.a zhuXingXing for helping me to put up the taGboaRd.. =]

chervon: thx u!! zhuXingXing! cHeeRs!!

1st day of Ghost Festival..

haiz.. so bored.. nth to do.. finished all my projects.. jus like wat jiaxin said.. after all projects we will feel 'kong xu'.. (tis is wat dat zhuXingXing said when we were yr 1..) haiz.. but still have jap role play to finish.. hope everything will be fine..

N oso today is the 1st day of the Ghost Festival.. me jus accompanied my mum to burn the offerings downstair.. even there is not many pple.. but the burnings was already alot.. think pple burn early bah..

dunno y.. i suddenly emo lei.. 3 yrs have past after my 'ah gong' died.. the memories of him being together wif us were still so fresh.. the memories of him buying those wooden sharpeners for me.. carrying me.. also filling up my water bottle when i m schooling.. cooking fried rice n maggie mee.. till he sick.. cant even get out of the bed.. cant even rmb who r we.. n till he died on his bed.. seriously v fresh.. even though it had been already 3yrs.. n oso his funeral.. we cried n cried.. when his body was put into the coffin.. days of rituals.. till we send him to mandai crementorium.. seeing his coffin slowly pushed forward to the fire.. mm.. hearts broke.. we shouted for his name.. but there is a feeling like nth can be done now.. tis feeling is v v v scary..

hope my 'ah gong' will appear in my dream ONLY.. (due to my 'cowardness' ><'')

nth spEciaL

MmmM.. actually.. this write-out is nth special... but i jus want to share and oso let myself rmb a story i heard from FM933 few days ago.. the story goes like dat..

In the past of france.. there is a very well-known writer.. one day.. the emperor asked the writer to write out the history of france.. the writer spent years and years to finish.. he felt that the contents were his best efforts.. he passed all the scripts to his secretary to print into books.. but one day.. the secretary run to him frantically.. telling the writer that his maid tot that the scripts were jus wasted paper.. n used it for other uses.. the writer was very disappointed when he heard dat.. .. he did not save any other copy of it.. years n years of his efforts were gone.. he is very depressed for the few days.. but after that.. he told himself.. what has been done cannot be undone.. even he is still sad over it.. the scripts were already destroyed.. n the contents of the scripts oso won come back to his mind again.. he told himself.. maybe this second time when he attempt to write out the history.. the job will be even better than the first time.. so he xIa dIng Xue xIng to re-do everything.. therefore.. the moral of the story tells me that no matter how big the failure is.. we shld not give up.. but try even harder.. this is a very good example.. hope this story will remind myself everytime when i met problems..

haPPy NationaL dAy..

hohoho.. today is our national day..cool~~~ today me n ah fat went to vivo shp for a while.. den we went east coast.. but in the middle.. we had a small quarrel.. luckily solved.. due to his "hong wo".. hahahaa..>< haizzz.. gers are like that i guessed.. we will like guys to hong us even though we are at faults..n den we took bus 30 to go to east coast.. in the bus.. i had really a amazing scene.. i saw the whole parade layout.. the pple were all in red.. i even see the canons from the other side of the acting-stadium.. when the bus go pass the expressway.. cool rite.. hahahaha.. den finally we reach east coast.. but is at the real end of east coast.. i myself cant even imagine i had walk so far.. nearly 3.6km bah.. really long.. from the end to mac.. when we will crossing the zebra-crossing of the expressway.. we saw a hen.. 0.O.. seriously amzing.. a hen out of no where.. den dat oso nvm.. when we walk down near the beach.. there is lots of pple camping dere rite.. we saw a malay family.. they even bring their television.. hi-fi set.. n a electricity accelerator.. no kidding.. its truth.. hahahaaZZzz.. such a fun day!!

sTress

final showdown.. last project.. hahahazzZZ.. OTBS..hope will be successful.. den after that i can celebrate for a few days.. den mus jia you for my exams le.. jia you! jia you! jia you!

after 2 days of tortures..>>

tis 2 days.. cos of chionging dbis project.. me stay in sch wif my friends till 9pm in sch... first time in my poly years... but... after tml.. i only left otbs project le... *yeAhz**yeAhz**yeAhz**yeAhz**yeAhz*....

holiday is coming!!!!!!!!

miSSes

suddenly misses ah fat so much... mMmm.. hope he can pei me now.. so sianzz.. nth to do now.. even dere is still projects dat nid to be done.. i still dun really wished to get started.. jus feel like staring into the space and dream.. oh ya.. ytd me n ah fat went east coast cycling.. so fun.. we rented the bicycle for 2 hrs.. only S$8.. super dooper cheap.. tink becos the shop belongs to the east coast recreation de.. therefore so cheap bah.. still got free mineral water.. great deal!.. n ar.. when we wan to cycle out dat time ar.. got one drunked man.. crazy de.. ask me to lend my phone to him den he give me 5 bucks.. den ar.. ah fat told him we forgot to bring.. den the guy ar.. like wan to beat us like dat.. crazy.. luckily his friend hold him back... n oso ar.. when at nite we came back to my hse here.. we went to the coffeeshop below my hse.. the 'zhu chao' shop is used to be very famous.. but recently heard from my mum dat they changed their cook.. the standard dropped.. but i didnt really expect so bad of the food.. we ordered a plate of fried rice to share.. den hor.. the fried rice.. the rice so hard.. so black.. still got the 'sao jiao' smell.. wth... sux like hell..

now ar.. chionging projects.. hope everything will be alright bah..

sad

even though it happened ytd.. but i still cant really get over it.. mmM.. i dun understand y until tis age le.. i will still have those friendship problem.. i always tot dat at tis age.. our mindset shld be more mature.. mmMM.. but it still not wat i tot.. i tink i sort of cant stand her attitude le.. i mean maybe i m really at fault.. but she dun nid to say till so mean.. really hurts..

but luckily i got ah fat.. whenever i met problems.. get troubled.. he always dere for me.. tink dat is y i love him so much.. i still rmb once.. when i quarrel wif my mum and alot of problems cropped out at the same times.. really tot of dying.. at dat point of time.. it is really like everything seemed hopeless.. he was dere even though i knew he was so tired after work and he promised his mum to go back home to eat.. but he still made the trip down.. i still rmb i cried so hard on his shoulder.. he kept back all his questions.. dat was the most touching part.. cos if usual.. he would ask and ask to find out the reason.. but he didnt on dat day.. MmmM.. even though it had passed quite long ago.. i still want to write here to rmb it..

sIck

feeling sick.. haiz.. like having slight fever.. BUT.. i cant resist the potato chips me n sharon bot today.. mMmmMM.. tasty.. tml i shall bring the chips to sch and share.. which means i oso shared the fats around.. hahahaZZz..

mmm.. how i wished i can eat as much as i can.. n nv get fatter..

My sis went hongKong today..!! when will it be my turn.. *sigh*

today me oso print my exam time table out le.. 2 subjects in 1 day.. oonnly nid to suffer for 2 days.. yeaaxxhh.. dunno whether can find a job to financially support me for the whole holiday.. hope my bintan trip will be successful oso..

jiA you! jiA you!

2 yeaRs + 7 montHs

me & the ah fat.. 2 years + 7 months.. heheheee.. i have AJISEN Crayfish Ramen for my dinner.. N its FREE!!! hahahaa.. me oso bot a magnetic couple keychain for ah fat's bday.. very cool.. N oso ytd i to do a bdae card using fireworks to put all our photos in for the design.. I WILL MAKE SURE HE CRY!!

My first posting!

this is my first posting. motivated by my classmate when he was viewing my other classmate's blog. sO cOOL!!! so me created this. actually me have one initially, but failed... :'[ ... hope this will be a good one.. hahahazzZ.. oR else me seriously failEd to be a half-IT student... jiA you!