You can see the stars, if you stare hard enough..

Interesting how a seemingly starless sky can churn out the title.

I was just thinking of how much life seemed to have changed overnight. Let's stay with the ubiquitous academic (I chose this first cos its seems to be the dominant worry and event of my life now) woes. One obvious change and root of all worries: The "A"s dun appear just because you scored 75 marks. The bell curve is gospel and competitors will be the very persons sitting next to you.

Had high tea at Equinox today for Mom's second bday celeb. Some pics follow:


Its really been a while since I chilled my whole weekend away.. Had a 21st bday celeb with ZQ on saturday as well..

I was just looking at some old pictures (well they aint that old, rather recent in fact) and had quite a fuzzy feeling. I still enjoy the things I used to do equally much, but its just v pek cek when u really wanna do them yet cannot afford the time cos u gotta mug or just got too many things to take care of. Growing up sounds really tough...with all the added on responsibilities.

Well anyway Im hardly feeling depressed over this, just commenting on some thots. Stress and woes are really not such difficult enemies once u see the silver lining. As the title goes, "You can see the starts, if you stare hard enough". When responsibilities become part of yr goals, things just dun seem so demoralising anymore.

Its amazing to find out how hot I am only after one week..

It sounds like a narcissistic title but its definitely not...

I got curious over why I have not got over my bout of flu and cough for like, the past week. A swish of the thermometer showed a 37.8. Im not sure if that is serious, but it certainly convinced me to see a doctor and take MC for two days. Maybe my job is not that physically demanding for me after all. Its probably just that I felt sick during that period.

I declare Hobson's Choice to be my new best friend

"Life sucks and there's nothing much I can do about it". This is a flawed statement. Apparently there are many things that I can, and probably should, do but circumstances (and a little of demoralisation) hinders progress.

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Work is....demanding.. For those whom I'm lucky enough to meet during my post-work evenings, they probably already know why.

I feel drained. Havent felt this way since who knows when. Something tells me that I shld not feel happy now, and I think I will listen to it for a while. Meanwhile, I just need some quality time on my bed.