i'mtoostressedup.iknow.andicantstopthosetears.idunnowhy.

tmd.

so many things to do.
i'm so stressed out at this point of time that i need to have this opening line.

i need to list out ALL the things i need to complete.
so let mi do it here...

school work:
1. physiology quiz 2 days later. 6 lectures. 0 read.
2. microbiology lab report due on tuesday. the booklet is 0.5cm thick.
3. 25 surveys to be completed. 0 done. not even printed.

RSPHI things:
4. wrong testimonials to be submitted by tonite.
5. budget plan for sadeaf by tml.
6. monthly report for wsc by monday.
7. comm meeting agenda for thursday.
8. budget planning for *** sponsorship.

Tuition class:
9. 2 tests to be marked in 4 books.
10. need to prepare for 1 N level, 1 O level, 1 PSLE, 1 JC1 promo, 4 P4 SA2, 2 sec 3 promo. (thanks huh.)

now i know my bdae wish.

i wan to have at least a day of peace in my life.
so leave mi alone on my bdae.
i wanna spend it with my sis, cos i wont be seeing her so often as i already got the keys to my hall. (sorrie. freddie, i accepted the offer before i even read ur tag. LOL!)

i hope to have less problem by stupid ppl.
(i will curse them by scolding them on paper and burn the paper when i'm free. you know who you are.)

i will also appreciate if someone would pick up the electricity bills and pay it.
i will be delighted if the fellow that have been sleeping in the living room sofa uninvited, leave.

i will blog maybe 1 week later.
i really got a lot of photos to blog.
but i'm so tired i fallen asleep b4 i took out my contact lens last nite.

next next time.

no worries, i will handle my own life and be responsible for it.

P.S. No need to celebrate my bdae this year! I would love to sleep 24hrs on my bdae. (:

I got a pleasant surprise when i checked my email today.
(there were near 30 emails in just 2 days. freak.)

what was my surprise?
The school finally granted me a hall to stay in.
i was granted a room as i'm in the main comm of WSC.
i cant choose which hall i want at all, totally random.

and i got.....

HALL OF RESIDENCE 16 a.k.a. HALL 16!! WEE~~!!!!



some facts about Hall 16:

- newest hall in NTU
- one of the 2 air con hall in NTU (out of 16 if you din catch the line before).
- The potential hall where youth olympiads will stay in 2010 youth olympic. (NTU is hosting them!)
- there's a LIFT. (OMG. i'm flying to the sky!)

P.S. Sorry Sam, Hui and others, i cant join you all at Hall 9. cos i'm gonna stay at hall 16! =X

I'm backed from chalet!
RSPHI VOC 2008.......SUCCESS! =D
i will blog abt it another day...haha! let me update abt last saturday! (:

20th September, 2008 - International Day for the Deaf!

I was worrying for the whole week becos i have to attend the dinner ALONE.
but it turned out to be just fine. (:



I-L-Y Diamond Award for NTU WSC-RSPHI! (:

the theme was "Hollywood Comes to Singapore"..
and i...



bumped into SUPERMAN AND FIONA(Shrek's Honeypie)!



Two of my friends from SADeaf, Kenji and Lily. (:



As the representative from RSPHI, i cannot throw face.
so must dress up abit. heh heh!



This is ultimate.
All guest were given a goodie bag.
the goodie bag was made from recycled bag.
and seriously, it doesn't match..
I had to tolerate strange stares on the train....
check out the hand gesture. =X

Overall, it was fun, Fun and FUN! (:

P.S. Ching! Thanks for the camera! (:

i cant breathe!

i had too many things up my neck for the past few days.

saturday night - International Day for the Deaf Dinner.
The theme was "Hollywood comes to Singapore".
*herh herh* LOL!
I represented RSPHI to get the I-Love-You DIAMOND award.
tat is rewarded to us for contributing more than 10,000 hrs of volunteering work in a year! (:

sunday - 2 tuition and restaurant work.
I have a good laugh with Gabriel and Loong.
i will nv forget the "NTU 有没有帅哥" joke.

Today, this morning, there was photoshooting for my committee.
Many thanks to Ryan for inviting us to join the Camp OutReach portfolio shoot!
The photos are pretty! gorgeous.
i will surely blog abt them when i get it. (:

i'm off to a chalet tml, cos...
RSPHI Volunteers' Orientation Camp is on 24th Sept!
@ Aloha Loyang! (: (: (:
well. i will let the pictures do the toking when i get them.

i'm off for more work and fun! (: see ya!

P.S. it feels good for events to come and pass. Sense of accomplishment and everything.
i hope VOC will be a success! (:

I jus found some photos taken on RSPHI Election Day in the handover disc from XueFen.
Omg. it was with me for more than 3 months and i din notice it. =X

24 may 2008 - Election Day, the turning point of my university life.



These are the people in my committee.
From left, Athene, Gladys, Enchen, SinHang(behind me!), Yen Yah, Wei Hong and Ellie!
We were so innocent then. So human-like... =X



The previous committee were in this photo as well.
I cant wait to take photo with the next committee on 30th May 2009.
I am sure i will be smiling from ear to ear! =D

P.S. I miss my long hair terribly! hurhs!

it's been crazily long since i dedicated an entry to my beloved frens - casilin, valerie, yimei, meh heh, simin, yong jun and ming cong.
i spent my saturday night to sunday morning with some of them to celebrate mid-autumn festival!
we simply burnt everything in sight! LOL! Jk!

after we were left with nth more to burn,
we started to debate about: "is xinyi still angry with her best friends?".
The conclusion is: "NO."

The next argument was:"Did xinyi still want to leave the group?"
I admitted that i was tired and was seeking a slow withdrawal from the clinque.
But their long tentacles caught me, i cant go.
now that i'm free from their tentacles, i chose to stand with them.

Copied from the big-leg guy's blog:
"yoyos! these days have been fulfilling for me!
haha the happy thing is we are friends again!!
no body wants you to leave us.
so please come back! yea!"

haha! are you referring to me, Mr Big Leg?
thanks everyone, esp. cas. I am not leaving.
and i am not saying this only becos my b'dae is coming
(but yes, i'm trying to remind you all now. LOL!)

Luckily you guys were there for me all these years.
in fact, 7 years, going 8.
yes, i shd jus do what i always do -make my frens laugh.
it is my forte and i shd not stop. (:

i shd be ethical and help my frens by blogging abt my b'dae wish list this year rite?

well, this year i want....

A happy b'dae sms.
tat's all for this year. no presents is fine. (:

why?
cos no money can compare to the heavy weight of the thoughtfulness.

you might laugh. but phone number can be lost...

P.S. aren't you tired? stop running!

I finally have some time!
Let mi quickly blog and go to bed! heh!

Do not worry, no matter how busy i am nowadays,
i make sure that i have some fun every week!
there was some gathering for RSPHI-clementi last week! (:



only this fellow will be enthu enough to pose this kind of stupid photo.
thanks ZC. LOL! thanks for the angel too! haha!
there's another photo which shows me "eating" him.
too unglam. so... LOL!!



what a pretty star! haha!
spot my hand! LOL!

We started playing stupid game.
simply write a totally random sentence, pass it to the second person.
This person will draw sth based on the sentence and fold the paper such that the sentence cannot be seen.
The paper is passed to another person and based on the drawing, the person will write a sentence. The cycle continues..
LOL! check out wad happened:



1st line: Prawn and lobster are very good friends.
2nd line: Small prawn hold big prawn's hand. (ROFL!)
3rd line: A disabled crab. (written by me. =x)
4th line: Where is the missing crab's claw?
5th line: Where is the missing princer on the crab?!
6th line: Who is the girl with her hair tied?(i wanna cry from laughing...)
7th line: Guy want to shoot girl who he don't recognize. (LOL!!!!)

This game is absolutely fun, try it in a group of 5 or more. (:

And today, during tuition, i have some 收获.
My P5 and P6 students sent me this:



You might be thinking: "hey! this looks cute!"





wait till you see the next picture...







Yups. Turn the picture over. haha!!
Who are the one who called them KIDS?!

P.S. no matter how busy it is, things that stay there jus wont go.

of cos i wan to sleep!

pardon me, i can only afford to spend one min to blog.

P.S. i'm fine. i'm fine. Could be better.

touch my stuffs again and i will give you hell.



you dun do nth in my life and still wanna control my life.



i dun need you.

i went to lie on my bed yest at 6pm +.

"maybe i could take a short nap and wake up at nite to take my dinner and do work."

that didn't happen.

I woke up at 8 plus this morning instead.

P.S. you deserve that roll of toilet paper. you're worst than it.