i tink i can start writing my own tutor diary soon!

my p3 tutee, teng yu, he's left-handed.
we were playing a little game today; which made him finished his hw. heh heh!
we were competing to see who's faster at writing. haha!
and i used my left hand to write!!
i tink by the end of one year i will be able to write with both hands. LOL!

he's scare of tickling. haha!
tis makes my job even easier!
when he dun wanna do his work, i will... LOL!

these kids..
it realli feels veri different to see the world thru their eyes.
so much less complicated.
so much more happiness.

he was telling mi abt an obese classmate today.

"did u laughed at him? bad huh u!!"

"no, no, no. i didn't!"

*pause*

"..but silently got."

LOL!! LOL!!
he's damn cute.

P.S. i feel myself gradually losing control of my bad temper as days passes. dun make mi roll my eyes at you. dun.



i will lose, but i jus hate to lose. so, i wont lose.

tis sense of disgust.
i dunno how to describe it.
it's the second person tat i developed tis kind of negative feeling.
tat person din do anything wrong,
it's jus a spontaneous thing.
den i will start to dislike EVERYTHING abt tat person,
be it boy or girl.
i jus find tat person simply...
DISGUSTING.

maybe keep tat person out of my sight b4 i die from my own overwhelming disgusted feeling.
can you pls go away. pleeeaasssee~

i'm beyond hope.
i dunno wad the hell happened to mi,
but the xinyi who can go without sleep fer more than 24 hrs is GONE.
i'm so terrible today!
phone on silent mode. overslept. ching ting waiting fer mi at woodlands mrt.
i know u can piece this up and imagine wad happened.
i'm sorrie ching!! =S

if my life seems interesting to u now.
it's not.
i jus wanna advice my frens to not follow my footsteps.
it may seem possible and more fulfiling.
BUT.
things in life come in many other forms.

i'm sick in the mind.
i love torturing myself and testing my own limits,
SO DUN BE LIKE ME.
it's UNHEALTHY.

it's jus tat i din blog anything tat's on the darker side.
when there's gain, there's loss.
i'd gained so much more in life now tat i'm starting to lost touch wif ALOT of my frens.
hence, overall i'm at the losing end.
it's not tat i dun care.
but wif a million and one thing up my mind,
i seem to always forget some.
i couldnt believe how forgetful i am getting nowadays.
jus dun try to do wad i'm doing.
i'm too extreme and tis extreme is caused by forced circumstances ard mi.

u know guys, tat if i hab a choice, i wouldn't do wad i'm doing now too. if...

i ate like a PIG today.
it's not such a good idea to gain weight b4 new year rite?
LOL!
shall s*** meals tml. LOL!!

and i found an old photo taken during my song sign performance!
cos meh heh was asking mi fer some photos.



i definitely miss u girls like mad! (+yimei too!)
+ YJ, val and mc too! LOL!!

P.S. it's not so desirable to leave xinyi alone fer too long. she will start to tink too much.

i wont ask for more time.
jus keep up wif those energy running in my body.

i'm not taxing myself.
let mi do some calculations for u guys..

one week there is 24 x 7 hrs = 168hrs

i do...
24 academic hours/week
9 studying hours in sch/week
5 paying tuition hours/week
1.5 - 3 voluntary tuition hours/week
19.5 waitressing hours/week
6 sleeping hours/day
4 travelling hours/day(approx.)

i still hab 168 - 129 = 39 hrs.
an average of 5.5 hrs/day. (:

有梦的人最有活力！

i wont be blogging as often.
i hab started to value sleep and rest more than blogging. LOL!
life realli cannot be any better now! (:

P.S. 做多一点不会饿死。什么都不做才会死。所以不要懒惰！

i met my hearing impaired tutee today!!
his name is Ryan!!
LOL! the second ryan i know within a year.

he's super naughty.
he points his middle finger as often as he blinks his eyes(exaggerated). LOL!
the thing is, he's onli primary one.
duh.
he likes to punch and beat other fellow tuition mates.
he slapped one kid jus now too.
and said "sorrie" wif a glare. OMG.
my palm became his "punching grounds".
LOL! luckily he's not so strong yet.
it's okie. he gets tired after a while and stopped. (:

he came wif a rubber band on his wrist,
so i also nid to bear wif the pain tat he made on my fingers wif the rubber band by pulling it and letting it go!! LOL!
anyway, i confiscated the rubber band after a while. =X

oh ya, he BITE out like 6 strands of my hair when i carried him away from disturbing the counter auntie.
OMG. MY HAIR~~!!!
i din flare up or sth, of cos.
he's onli a kid.
but at least let mi complain it here... LOL!

he cant spell, so he cant tell mi wad he is signing wif his hands.
and he's super impatient.
when i dun understand wad he's signing,
he slaps his forehead a few times jus like when we do "alamak!". haha!
he keeps shouting :"AH BU! AH BU! AH BU!"
and i dunno wad it means. he doesnt wanna explain it too. LOL!!

overall, he's cute.
i like him. and i hope he will like mi one day too.
kids education are important from small.
i shall make him learn to be more FRIENDLY.
LOL!

fun day fer mi!
shall take photos wif him next week! LOL!

P.S. hf, i will convince u one day!! LOL!

I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!!
how could i forgot tat uk is flying off to Thai today?!
NO!!
it's almost 5 hours after he flew off tat i realised it.
zzz!

to uk(when he comes back on 30th):
sorrie uk!
i'm repenting! ahh!
make up fer u when u come back!
maybe get u one single mandarin orange or sth...
LOL!! =X

argh.

P.S. xinyi, u SUX!

heck care!
i wanna mass post entries!
LOL!

tis one is to tell all my frens out there tat i miss all of u alot!
pls TAKE CARE of urself!
and pls MISS MI! LOL!

when i'm alone in the train, i will miss all the good old times.
but this onli serves to remind mi how much i shd treasure my last few years as a student!
LOL!

in particular, i miss all my jie meis.
GIRLS. WE SHALL GO SHOPPING ONE DAY OKIE? LOL!

i also miss Yong Jun.
he's off at thailand, maybe hiding in jungles now.

i also miss my papi when i see other girls wif their own daddies at my restaurant.
there's even one whom i heard calling her dad "papi" like how i used to call my daddy too!

nonetheless, after going thru so much,
i learnt to LOVE LIFE AND LIVE HAPPILY. (:
okie. i know it's BEDTIME! LOL!

i noticed tis little sth when i interacted wif my P3 tutee...

when he doesn't wan to do his work,
i would go :"are u sure? if u do it, i will get u a yoyo as b'dae present oh!"

yes, jus like wad u guessed,
this cutie boy took up his pencil and started to do his work upon hearing this.

the next thing tat will come to ur mind will be :"wah, so cheapo. jus a present to make mi do my work?! ya, maybe try a psp."

after giving this phenomenon some thought，
i realised how humans get greedier as they age.
at 5, a sweet.
at 10, a toy.
at 15, a computer.
at 20, a car.
too greedy. when will one ever be truly satisfied?

conclusion:

做人要知足。因为这是快乐的根源。
金钱不能提高幸福指数，
只是个满足你虚荣之心的实在物。

I'M BACKED!! LOL!

yup. i hab a busy week.
but luckily some tutorials were cancelled and i dropped my psychology module,
so i hab some unexpected free time now. woo!
anyway, last sunday i was a temporary karang guni!
LOL! it's actualli a fund raising activity from my cca.



"AHH! so many papers!!"
tat is kok ping, my centre head, in the picture.



check tis out. look at how big the bin is.
i was standing on top of onli papers and books.
the bin was so full tat i climbed up to stack the papers a little to throw in more!
can u imagine how much we collected tat day?!



lots of monitors and electrical appliances...



i hope all these bring us TONNES OF MONEY!! LOL!

i'm so sad today!
due to the fever i hab 2 weeks ago i cant donate my blood today!
BOOHOO!
and i overslept tis morning!
but still rushed to sch anyway.
otherwise, huijie will say :"wah. so fast break promise liao ar..."
or veri "fiercely", "HUH?!U SKIPPED LECTURE?!"
LOL!! damn scary i tell u.

God was kind to mi today again.
He heard my calls to him and came to me.
He sent mi so many guardian angels today.
Thank you.

P.S. 大S仔仔分手!! NO!! I'M VERI, VERI, EXTREMELY SAD. ):

i must JIA YOU next week!
becos i'm...
1. working 6 days.
2. gibing tuition on my onli off day.
3. hab to wake up at 6 plus everyday.
4. both weekends are burnt due to cca.
5. started to hab sth call TUTORIALS.

i must take tis chance to express deep gratitude to ppl who showered mi wif so much care and concern tis week!!
1. my mum who cooked some soup tat cures both mi and my kor's cough.
2. all the uncles at work, they avoided cooking chicken cos it's bad fer my cough.
3. cas's parents who gave mi some chinese med fer cough the other day when i went to their house.
4. all my frens who wished mi "get well soon!".

my cough must be scaring alot of ppl. LOL!
THANK YOU! muacks!*

" 太坚强的女生不可爱. "
" 那就把我当男生吧! (: "

P.S. tis is bad. i cant sleep.

today, i'm veri disappointed...

with myself.

i need more self-discipline.

P.S. cough! Cough! COUGH!

i know the BIG question is :"so, how's life at sch?"

SPLENDID.

i had my most fav module - astronomy today!
i din even feel like sleeping fer the full 3 hrs!
MUAHAHA! hope it will go on fer the whole sem.
it's interesting! SUPER!!
esp. the lecturer. LOL! DAMN FUNNY.

life is great and packed everyday.
tml is the most "amazing" day.

8.30-10.30: psychology lecture. (at ntu)
11.45-2.10: study wif casilin. (at khatib)
3-4.30: tuitioning my p3 kid. (at cck)
6-10.30: work! (at somerset)

all the time in between are meant fer travelling~


anyway, i made this pact wif hui jie and ching ting.

scenario 1: i didnt get all A fer my 6 mod tis sem
consequence: i treat them to a restaurant! ( CHOY!! )

scenario 2: i get all A! (YAY!! YES!!)
consequence: hui jie gets the tab.

scenario 3: both mi and hui jie get all A.
consequence: the bill goes to ching ting.

scenario 4: all three of us get all A!!
consequence: we go dutch.

LOL! it may seems stupid, but it will drive mi to WORK SUPER HARD as i'm POOR.
haha! u guys better start saving money ba! muahaha!
I WILL GET ALL As!!

P.S. i'm still sick. the sore throat is still there.. WTH. the idiotic SILKWORM....

S.H.E - 爱来过

我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回来

当你拥抱着我那一瞬间
我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中

爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容

爱来过让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我

寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大会容得下
我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰

你有没有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
我就是要等你回来

如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回你
就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化

爱来过让我完整过(让我)幸福过
爱来过让我完整过让我幸福过

P.S. this is a real beautiful song. compliment the show real well. (show = 斗牛,要不要)

on 05/01/08, these guys made mi real happie tat day!
despite habing sore throat and recovering from fever,
i'm happie tat i dragged myself out of the house! LOL!
tis was at Millenia Walk!



uk looks like he has got tummy!
LOL! boy! u must be careful of ur posture!
fred got a good one! LOL!



"YAY!" tis is a happier photo! LOL!!



it's not jus a shoebag...
it has 10KG dumbell inside!! LOL!!
jus look at him! LOL!



"SU-BIRD-MAN!"

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and today, i went to yimei's last concert wif the SP band!
wore a dress and shawl. LOL!



blur photos work the best.
they cover ALL flaws. LOL!!
i love u girls!! fer a prettier tml, 姐妹万岁! LOL!


simin got hit by the "laser", jus look at her face.
LOL!!
"are u okie, my dear?" LOL!



LOVE THIS PHOTO!
i tried my best to REVEAL my teeth during photo shots today.
but i concluded tat i'm gonna wear braces ASAP.
no shopping, no entertainment, etc. it's okie.
jus let mi get those braces SOON. LOL!

TML IS THE START OF MY YEAR 1 SECOND SEM!!
WOOT!!
i love sch! shall enjoy my last few years as a student to the MAX! (:
other than study bio stuffs this sem,
i got 2 electives tat are my favourites!!
LOL!
ASTRONOMY and PSYCHOLOGY.
MUAHAHA!
nobody understands how happie i'm to hab gotten them!
THANKS GOD!
i'm a HAPPIE GIRL! (:

tis entry is totally random..

sometimes,
it irritates mi when my phone starts to vibrate.

it has been on silent mode fer 4 months.
and counting...

i like things to be done the same way everyday.
planned, and in order.
fer example, everytime i take the train, i would enter thru the same door, stand at the same region, take the usual seats.
sometimes to the extreme of forcing others to do it my way.
this is bad.
i tink it's HABIT.
jus like it the same way, no big surprises.

i'm jus like tis. once i like doing sth tis way, it's difficult fer mi to kick the habit.

YIPEE~
met up wif the o5s22 gang ealier on.
finally ALL OF US were there.
took some group photos, but it's wif limin.
wait till i get them i will post them up.
LOL!
not to forget the "SUPERMAN" darric.
"check out my matching pipes~"
LOL!!

anyway, dunno whether it's a scam or not.
while standing at marina bay mrt station,
this guy came up to us and handed us a namecard claiming tat marina south steamboat had closed down alreadi.
not there since 1st of jan.
BOO...

woohoo!! SP BAND CONCERT @ VCH tml!
gonna meet the girls after such a long time!
it's cute-dress-outfit tml fer us!!
LOL! it's gonna be fun!

joined the food trail yest.
ate quite alot of rubbish stuffs.
i ended the food trail wif a SILKWORM in my mouth.
YUCKS!
i dunno was it due to heatiness or the silkworm tat i'm sick now.

it feels terrible to be SICK.
becos of it, i cant go fer my flag day and also meet my HI tutee today.
ARGH!!
but the fever subsided alreadi,
so i guess i can still go fer the gathering later.

P.S. MY THROAT HURTS LIKE HELL NOW.

AHH!! it's gonna be 12 SOON!!
BEDTIME!!
nid to wake up at 5 .30am tml to do flag day!

but i got sore throat NOW.
and i nid to sleep otherwise i will hab fever too!
okie, i must go and sleep now!
BYE!!

P.S. my P3 tuition boy is BRIGHT and CUTE. LOL! (:

fer the first time in 3 months,
i shall leave the phone next to my pillow tonite.
jus in case a fren nids mi.

dear fren, u know tis is fer u! (:
everything is gonna be fine!

due to the increased in commitments,
tis is how 2008 is gonna work fer mi and my frens b4 anybody gets upset.

below is the list of commitments i have:
1. studies - all weekdays, daytime.
2. my cca(RSPHI) - all saturdays afternoon are burnt.
3. my work - at least 4 out of 7 nites in a week are burnt too.
4. tuitioning of my P3 kid- 3 hrs/per week.
5. studying session wif cas - 2hrs/week
6. sleeping from 12 - 6/7 am everyday(optimum!).
7. jogging on weekends morning.

tis leaves me wif onli sat morning and sunday daytime.
so perhaps, tai gor we can go sing k!! LOL! =X
i can still meet up at nite by taking off days!
and no worries, i got sth call HOLIDAYS.
LOL! and there's chinese new year coming!! WOOHOO!! LOL!

i will try to work it out, and make sure i appear at most of the gatherings!!
XINYI will stay true and loyal to all her old buddies!
she will not desert her old friends fer the new. LOL!!

I TOTALLY LOVE MY LIFE NOW~ (:

xinyi's 2008 principles and must-do list!

1. one thing fer sure is tat i'm staying put at ao-chan as a waitress. i can gib up on tuitioning, but definitely not tis job.

2. in urgent nid to improve my GPA TREMEDOUSLY, i MUST get onli As fer all the exams. ONLI As. NOTHING ELSE. i must not gib up!

3. fer the first time in my life, i'm gonna do financial planning SERIOUSLY. a small notebook will do the job splendidly. ha!

4. no skipping of work/school. not even fer frens gathering. onli REAL mc is allowed.

5. no play if work isn't done! tis includes housework! =X

6. preferably, no blogging after 12 am. in fact, no using of com, unless fer sch work after reaching home from work.

7. TO DELIVER ALL TAT I SAID.