first of all.
let mi release my tension.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH~!!!

results are coming out on FRIDAY!
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my GP is going to FAIL.
ARGH!!.
not to forget i screwed paper 3 of BIOLOGY.
GOSH!!

"relax. relax."
phew.

yesterday. 26/2
10 ppl.
woot!
one zhao pai organiser - ME!
LOL!!
i enjoyed myself so much yest!
crazie group of frens.
BTH.

there was this stupid incident.
uk and darric were mumbling sth bad abt mi.
den they laughed.
me :"zzz. wad u all toking abt?"
uk :"say liao u also dun understand!"
me :"jus say out la!"
uk :"orh. darric say u veri chio. den i laugh."
darric to uk :"wah! 我哪里会讲这样好笑的笑话!"

i hope u all catch the joke.
LOL!.
bunch of idiots.
but nvm.
i veri da fang.
they are forgiven.
LOL!

the lao sai diary.

and i hab diarrhoea yest!
gosh.
now i dunno whether is it due to the workout on fri tat i am habing serious stomach cramps,
or due to the runs tat i hab.
cant even breathe hard.
IT HURTS.

i tink i nearly lao sai till 脱水.
argh.
now i am all giddy and nauseous.
ahh..
God, pls bless mi!

wad went wrong?
=S

the cold-side of mi getting stronger.

sense it?
i dun tink so.

i am not the same anymore.

a little evil.
a little anti-social.
a little self-protective.
a little passive.

veri apathetic.
veri sulky.
veri pessimistic.

no longer smiling from within my heart.
no longer feeling bless.
no longer feeling cheerful.
no longer energetic.

too stubborn.
too arrogant.
too lazy.

not tat i dun wan to be the "organiser".
but how do i be one when i am totally NOT interested?
i am forced.
forced to take wad i am given alreadi.
i'd learnt.
life is much easier fer mi tis way.

once again,
passion dun burn fereva.
each cold blanket thrown on mi extinguishes the fire in me.
the fire is finally gone now.
happie?

being the "glue" is nv an easy job fer mi.
if u tink all tat i hab done seems onli appropriate.
tink again.
i dun owe u.
let mi be honest here.
i do things onli when i tink it's worth it.
u dun make mi feel i'm impt.
how do u expect mi to prioritise u?

dun blame mi.
i know i am responsible fer all these.
and i know wad i nid to do to revert back.

but the question is.

why shd i?

My Jie Meis!

15/2 - the rare gathering of the POWER GIRLS!
MUAHAHAHA!
LOL!



this photo is a beauty.

oh,

of cos i am refering to the main leads in the photo.

LOL!!
LOL!!

wah.
meh!
ur teeth realli veri chio now!
straight and white!

BEAUTY!
XD




argh.

i got BIG FACE.

=(

LOL!

did u all realise?
coincidentally,
our shirts' colour are in order!
haha!



i like tis photo too!

looks like i am playful!

LOL!

and the angle of the photo.

woot! PRO.

who took tis photo de huh? cannot be meh heh. LOL!! =X



WE ARE THE FUTURE SUPER HOT FASHION DESIGNERS!

faster print tis photo and ask fer our autographs ba!

LOL!

who wanna join mi and cas in our small business? O.O
LOL!
pls disturb cas fer more details! =X


SWEETX~!

c'mon.
admit ba.

my tis pose fer photo is NICE.
(without the thumbs-up! LOL!!)

my ZHAO PAI FACE!

bth mi also must tahan.
there's nth i can do to change tis new habit.
LOL!!

shall we go cycling at east coast?
pls?
i miss roller-blading too!
i wanna be HEALTHY! =D

fer my JIE MEIs!
actualli shd be JIE JIEs, (all older den mi. MUAHAHAHA!)
i am so, so, so xing fu to hab all of u.
always hab tat special place fer all of u in my heart.
i know it sounds veri rou ma.
but all of u are my second biggest assets right after my family.
LOL!
jus wait okie!
i got bf le den u all will move to third!
LOL!
=X
and tis is fer all of u!
"MMMUACCCKKKS!"
i know u all love mi too!
LOL!!

Sony Ericcson's New Cellphone!

isn't it a beauty?!

gosh.

this upcoming phone hab got 2 GB hard disk!!

look at the camera!

it's cybershot wif 3.2 megapixels!!

best part,

it has a RADIO function!

woot~!

i shall start saving.

LOL!!

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i hab resurrected! hee!

aww.
i hab SO MANY thingS to tell!
but i guess i will jus do some touch-and-go ba!
haha!
pardon my bits and pieces!

6/2- ate muthu's curry wif angela.
- amazed by those high-tech waiters.
- the curry is EXCELLENT!
- nv eaten a better curry b4!

9/2 - shopping alone.
- skipped ttsh work.
- went to Far East.
- spent over hundred.
- bought 2 tops, 1 bag, 1 belt, 1 shoe.
- never felt so good before.

15/2 - eat out @ SAKAE SUSHI.
meh heh!
where are the photos?!
LOL!
we are lucky, aren't we?
to hab so many good frens.
haha!
we are "rich"!

tis afternoon (20/2),
while walking across a patch of grasses,
i asked my mother.
“ 哇！为什么要走草？！等一下踩到大便怎么办？”
妈妈：“ huh? 你要大便？！”
kor kor : " 哇！差很多! ”
mummie is realli getting old.
lol.




please click on the picture.
and read those words.

i am amazed by how they carried those words.
those kind of carefree tone.

LOL!

if u are a man,
i dun tink u wanna be caught reading tis page.
XD



oh.
i am totally self-obsessed.
pardon me.

LOL!

althou it's a little late now.
but nonetheless,

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i feel good abt tis yr.

cos i picked up a dollar coin on the 3rd day of new yr.
LOL!

know wad those feng shui shi fu say abt dragons?
good year fer union of 2 hearts.
aww.
i love this line.
LOL!
will 2 dragons boost the love luck higher?
*tink tink*

i wish all of u fereva CHIO and YOUNG!
okie la, yj, shuai and young fer u la!
LOL!

the scar.

相爱不需要理由,
离开也没有理由挽留.

somehow.
it's still bleeding.
"ouch."

my dream and "dream".

i am gonna.
i am gonna.
i am gonna.

quit my ttsh job.

phew.
it's hard fer mi to make tis decision.

i am not being rash.
i made tis decision wif the tons of bills in front of mi.

i realli feel like blogging all my problems.
but i'm quite sick of doing so alreadi.
i hate the me who keep complaining.
keep grumbling.
like a weakling.
like seeking fer pity and attention.
NO NEED.
i can jolly well take good care of myself.

wah.
valerie jus informed mi 'O' is out tis friday.
'A' shd be ard the corner den.
gosh.
i am feeling so worried all of a sudden.
wad if i cant make it?
haix,
not gonna go fer one even if i make it too.
i do miss sch.
i must say,
i love studying.
althou i hab been consoling myself tat there is no nid to go Uni to hab a bright future.
but i realli do dream of going to one.
the fun the place promise.
wonderful.

i still haben get over the shock from tat nightmare.
to dream tat u nearly got rape.
is not sth....nice.

i shall work harder consoling myself.
"it's okie it's okie. it's okie."

no, it's not.
='(

The Nightmare!

OMG!
NIGHTMARE!
AHHHHHHH!!!!
NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

in the nightmare....

i was forced to marry an uncle!
GOSH!
I DUN WAN!
and den,
there were some DISGUSTING scenes.
argh!!
and the uncle keep saying :
"wad's so good abt tat boy? i'm better!"
and it was on the bed.
i was struggling.
SAVE ME!!
i tried to shout,
but nth came out.
tis was the worst part.
like helpless.
finally,
i pushed him off the bed.
den he lie there and din move.
dead?
luckily it was a dream.
i rmb myself packing my luggages to leave the house!
NNNNNOOOOOO!!
SSSCCCAAARRRYYY!!
the next worst thing was,
i was woken up by a call,
guess wad cas told mi?
"eh, got a new uncle at our workplace lehx.
i know he's ur type."
PUI!
CRAP.
i wan to DIE.
the uncle in the nightmare is someone i know!
must be he always disturb mi.
den sub-conciously i am scared of him.
[T-T]
Allelluah!
God , pls bless mi.
Bless tat my prince charming appear soon!
no,
no uncles pls!
T-T