2 presenations down .. 1 to go .. cant believe i survived last thurs .. 2 presentations back to back .. luckily i managed to crap for psy .. else i'm dead meat .. dont think i've updated for last wk .. but nth much happened ba .. mainly e presentations .. nearly died goin round in 3 inch .. but better den court shoes?

tmr presentation for TTOpns .. gonna hav to wear formal e next 2 mon .. cant wait for tues .. haha .. gonna watch Howl's movin castle .. n goin K box aft tt .. whahah .. gonna be a crowd .. but as long as got jay chou songs n some other can le .. haha .. gonna be funny ..a t least 5 ppl from our class not goin donno bout mia tho .. haiz donno .. but felt quite pissed when she keep insitin we go tamp or nearer sch n go for k lunch instead .. coz she need to go bk sch for db .. she was oso like already said go other day wat .. she tues not free de .. but come onlar .. she onli 1 person .. den so many of us muz qian jiu .. i din pon sch juz to go all e way to tamp .. i mean let me n pam hav a break lar ... some more tmr n tues i workin oso .. den tues leaavin early ..

dont wish to talk bout it .. cant wait .. whaha .. but sianz sia .. today last min den msg my say i workin on 18 feb n 1 march .. but hey .. at least tmr start n 630 .. gonna request to start at 630 on tues oso .. den can sing abit longer .. haha

oh ya .. sat .. city tour .. aft me pam sam lin zhi li ping sheng kelvin mia n celeste went to chiangi village eat nasi lemak .. not bad lar .. but not filling enough .. den saw trans .. haha .. but c enough le .. so doesnt make a diff .. hope to hav another of such outing again .. =]

tmr .. hope all goes well .. abit no mood to work oso .. haha ..ciaos den ..

it's kinda freaky .. was walkin up e stairs wif pam this morn discussin y e guard was sittin under e shadow casted by e bridge when this girl juz fainted right in front of us .. for a moment i tot she was gettin fits ... the was she fell is still etched in my mind .... like a lifeless doll .. freaky .. was totally at a loss .. but still we rushed over to her .. there were so many ppl arnd .. yet .. no one stopped to help .. except us .... din blame pam for not knowin wat to do when i told her to ask for help .. i mean wif e guys at e top n e ppl walkin up .. no one seemed to care

i'm thankful that she got up soon .. din wan anythin to happen to her tho i dont know her .. but one day .. if ... let's say if .. i shld ever lose consciousness .. i hope tt there are ppl to help .. aft lookin at wat happened today .. i hope tt i dont ever faint at tp .. (touch wood) .. if it was abit later .. i dont think she'll get much help .. i mean most ppl would be in class or would hav left le .. there wont be much ppl arnd ..

donno y .. but it's quite disturbin to me .. i mean tho u r rushin .. surely u can help .. we were late for our meetin oso .. but those guys on top .. i despise them .. they could hav juz lend a hand .. i seriously hope she's alright ..

anyway enough of e serious stuff .. went to gandma's today .. glad she got her hse le

gtg .. ciaos .. tk care all

supposed to be rushin my psy now .. but no mood lar ..haha ..i know ..qian bian.. but serious lar .. really donno wat to do ..grrr .. still hav presenation tmr ..still donno wat to say .. later gotta study on e train .. hope can slp abit ba .. but at this rate . i dont think so ..still haven writen e thing down for comm skills ..argh... so damn screwed .. sry to all .. seriously slp deprived these few days .. my stomach doesnt help either .. sry to all if i'm out of sorts ..

better get bk to work le .. ciaos all ..

 

tot i'll do a quick update b4 i start muggin for psy ... well .. evaluation's over and done with ... made a few mistakes n changed poses too fast .. oh wells .. gotta find some time to take nice photos before collectin e cert in 2 wks ..

Virgo: A new moon on the 10th will bring someone into your life who is as different from you as can be. Despite how opposite you are - and no matter how hard you try to rationalize it - tgere'll be an immediate attraction. He may not be the love of your life, but you two will have plenty of fun while it lasts.

my horoscope from seventeen .. march issue .. haha .. tot it was kinda funny so posted it ...

finally open hse is over .. but i'll miss the fun .. guess e sch guides now know how tough it was for us roamers .. finally saw teddy .. funny as usual ... took fu hua sec yest ... well e grp of 10 i took wasnt tt bad .. not as roudy as i tot ...

missed jam n hop .. but i guess there's always another ... went to east coast with ah boy .. miss e beach .. been so long since i last went to e beach .. n now i remember how much i hate east coast beach .. coz of e roaches .. argh ..was so scared that i cried ... juz hate them .. ah boy still tot i was jkin when i said i'll cry when i'm scared ..

well .. as said ... i finally accepted him .. was surprised tt he asked so soon .. it seems so long tho it was juz 6 days ago .. haha .. played some game i nv tot i would .. haha .. had fun ah boy? .. lolx .. still surprised bout it ..haha .. wonder when's e next time .. lolx ..

better start on psy ba .. ciaos all

open hse .... tot was kinda screwed up ..lolx ..but aiya .. for e fun of it .. all so sianz one .. not alot of ppl cheer .. until i oso no mood to cheer le .. basically onli bring round 2 grps of ppl ... luckily i had kokwei to help ..else would be so screwed ... din manage to hav lunch *sobs* .. but it wasnt so bad till e debriefin .. guess had things to take my mind of it .. but goodness ..so long since i heard my stomach growl ...

hah a.. justin in formal ..lolx ..quite funny .. saw andrew ... zhu wei .. hah a.. faith .. oh ya .. e media biz is so cool .. made me kinda wish i was there .. but hey ..htm is cool ..haha ..

missed e debriefin coz too hungry n tired .. was quite funny lar .. den gerald n manda ar .. both keep suanin each other .. so funny ..lolx ..

met ma n pa for dinner .. went wif gerald .. haha.. now u know how i felt yest boy .. lolx .. but i mean wat's wrong wif meetin friend's parents for dinner .. friends wat .. dad was like complainin bout kor's gf sayin tt she can juz meet us wat .. friends wat ..don need to be so ... 'dao' .. den was sayin tt she's possessive n all ... oh well ..

tt's all ba .. ciaos ..

as requested, i'm updatin now .. haha .. u shld know who u are ya? ..whaha ... hmm let's c .. yest had e I guides briefin .. but took so long .. sat there for almost 2 hrs .. worse den lec .. dont think i've stayed in a LT for so long le ... aft tt went tamp to eat wif ah boy ..

watchin e commercial for Fish Leong's concert ..makes me feel like goin oso .. but .. no $$ .. besides .. promised i wont spend money for concert till next yr .. sigh ..

today went quite well except for this morn .. stupid cab driver .. spoil my morn onli ...was so tired n wif him scoldin me for not havin smaller change .. i really wanted to cry .. but it's over .. he's lucky i din note e no. n name .. else call to complain sia ..

got 30/40 for POM .. so happy =] .. den 'papa' still suan me .. say if i turn off my hp sure score higher .. haha

went to watch constatine .. din find it as confusing as e rest said .. it's somewhere along e line of dan browns n peter jackson .. it's so cool .. catched it wif ah boy ... so nice to hav a shoulder to lean on in e movies again .. last few times no one to lean on .. no fun de ..lolx ..

tmr open hse le ..cant wait ..gonna c edna wei jie vanessa they all .. hope i dont screw up sia ..haha

oh ya .. stopped by his hse today when he collected stuff .. goodness .. so pai sei sia .. hardly go ppl's hse ..let alone a guy's one .. den his mom they all so cute .. haha .. his nephew is so cute .. at least he dont run away .. not like min yu .. last time so close to me .. now don even wan to talk to me le .. guess coz i din go bk for so long ba .. but no excuse lor .. yu qi they all still love me .. lolx

hmm .. better sign off now ..haha .. ciaos ..

tot i'll do a post b4 i start muggin for proj ... start wif today ya? .. firstly a HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY TO ALL !!!! haha .. but it's almost over by now .. haha .. i must say this yr is e best vday i hav so far .. not tt i celebrated much last time .. juz buy some swts to share .. like any other day .. this yr things went as far giving each other flowers .. so dun .. lolx .. to sherrie manda serene n sha gua .. hope u guys like e flowers ..haha ..

thz serene n manda for e rose , sherrie for e earrings and ah boy for e piglet cushion, pooh bear, "rose" and the card .. i really enjoyed myself today altho we spend a very short time together... coffee club .. neo print .. wished it could be longer tho .. but hey .. there's always time .. haha

felt so funny when i carried e flowers to sch today .. but quite xat coz alot of ppl want oso dont hav ...haha .. quite fun havin it to 'show off' for a short while ..

dinner went fine yest ... quite boring compared to e last one .. wif lucky draw and all .. din really feel tt out of place once we were in .. think not used to it ba ... n thz ah boy .. sry to make u run all e way from carlton .. but tt really mean alot to me ...

well .. back to work .. ciaoz all

i'm back ... haha .. hmm updates

hmm .. mom seems to be in a good mood today ..even bought swensen breakfast n talked to me nicely .. weird .. but somethings cant be forgotten so easily .. nah .. actually i forgot everthin le .. anyway .. for my peace sake .. i oso dium .. at least can get more money .. no money le .. argh!!!!

class was ok today .. did my make up quite well .. but e brush too small .. so i e inner side darker den outside .. but overall .. good effort =] ..

achin all over sia .. yest lar .. stupid I guides .. pack e goodie bag den carry to IT .. haha .. but funny lei .. francis n chee kin ask me if i can annot .. i look so weak mah? .. hah a.. i think so lar .. at least they nice enough .. haha..

dont think i touched on board ball ... well .. we lost .. think e first court there e feng shui better .. lolx .. but hey .. over all good games girls .. tho i din play ..haha .. thinke highlite was climbin over e gate .. hah a.. so long nv climb gate le .. but kana scratch .. *sobs* .. as if i din get enough scratches ..

oh well .. ciaos

somehow i feel tt there's smthin wrong .. cant seem to put my finger on it ... haiz .. ma n pa seem to hav v short fuses wif me lately .. even got a slap last nite .. i don wan confrontation n they like somewat insist onit .. juz refuse to let me go .. really wonder if i'm their's .. oh wait .. aft all .. i'm e 'accidental' baby .. they probably hate me for bein born .. bleagh ..

it's no wonder i hate sports ... they nv seem topay any attn to me .. kor can play a mini game n they'll be like how was it how was it .. win ? lose? .. askinn qns till e cows come home .. n me .. nth .. din even bother when i got hurt .. din even ask a single thin bout it .. juz scolded me for comin home late .. cant help it e mrt took so long wat .. i still need to eat de .. stupid irony .. otc e time ask y come home so late muz as well don come home .. say i haven eat dinner majium my fault .. den when i say they hav dinner at e cpf bldg ask y i nv go .. don eat cannot .. eat cannot .. .. argh !!!!!!! ..

if i'm tt distatful .. juz tel me .. i can leave .. at most juz be a kept women .. at least i wont make u feel irritated wif my presence,,,

sry to those who find me quiet or wat .. but i really juz don feel like talkin these few days .. selective muteness?? .. mayb ...

anyway new yr's comin .. hope it'll be better ...

ciaos

dyed my hair today .. wasted $95 .. *sobs* .. melanie .. i wan ur hair colour .. wat sia .. dye red den not obvious de highlite .. grrr .. waste my time n money .. argh ..

sry for whining .. wanna post bout somethin but someone might read .. haha .. wont let u noe yet .. it's a secret ...

oh ya .. forgot to say .. i passed for biz stat ..surprisingly ... but 25/50 .. tot i'll fail sia .. coz donno how to do .. n best thing was tt i managed to get full marks for one of e qn .. tho i oso got 0 for another .. but hey i passed n tt's all tt matters .. whahah

so regret wearin shoes today .. mayb will wear one set of new yr clothes first .. go ethnic .. whahah .. c wat mom says ... work tmr .. sianz ..

better get on wif my work ..ciaos ..

goodness .. think i shld bring a box of tissue to sch tmr .. used up i think 10 packets today lor .. haiz ..nose wanna drop off le

so changed my layout le .. but ..like got alot of prob lei .. mayb will change again soon ..

captain ball ... goodness .. so damn pai sei lor ... i donno where to put my face le lar .. donno how to play .. den din even get a goal ..den fall n kana push 3 times ..goodness do i hav a tag tt says "push me!!"? .. now both leg kana injury .. cant lean on either side .. limp oso got problem ... haiz ..

hmm ... muz say thz to someone for sendin me home .. at least i din hav to lug my bag home den ... all i hav to say .... another fast one ba ..lolx ..

but somehow ..altho i've found a somewat "perfect" guy ... i still cant forget another .. somemore c quite often.. hmmm

wonder if they'll call us bk for auditions .. hope me n pam get into da heats at least .. for e fun of it .. =]

better go slp soon ..tmr's another day ..lolx .. hope my tissues last this time ..lolx.. tk care *muacks*