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Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
“Ordinary riches can be stolen, real riches cannot. In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken from you.” -Oscar Wilde |
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@ 9:30 PM
Delicate Jim Croce - I Got A Name Lyrics Like the pine trees lining the winding road I've got a name, I've got a name Like the singin' bird and the croakin' toad I've got a name, I've got a name And I carry it with me like my daddy did But I'm livin' the dream that he kept hid Movin' me down the highway, rollin' me down the highway Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by Like the North wind whistlin' down the sky I've got a song, I've got a song Like the whippoorwill and the babies' cry I've got a song, I've got a song And I carry it with me and I sing it loud If it gets me nowhere, I go there proud Movin' me down the highway, rollin' me down the highway Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by And I'm gonna go there free... Like the fool I am and I'll always be I've got a dream, I've got a dream They can change their minds but they can't change me I've got a dream, I've got a dream And I know I can share it if you want me to If you're goin' my way, I'll go with you Movin' me down the highway, rollin' me down the highway Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by Movin' me down the highway, rollin' me down the highway Movin' ahead so life won't pass me by this song caught me in a show called incredible or incredible something.. sorry cant really rmb. its a really old show, about american football. they showed us during pe but didnt finish watching it. it has quite a cool tune and lyrics. makes me feel.. very sentimental. haha yup. puts you in a mood to contemplate about life. i like old songs (: but, the singer died at the age of 30. so sad. so young. he could have written more nice songs had he live on. his wife must have been terribly affected. he died in a plane crash. the pilot had severe coronary heart disease and most probably suffered a heart attack and couldnt drive the plane well. just cause of one pilot and everyone in the plane died. its a small commercial plane though, not the big ones. but still, quite a substantial number of deaths due to one pilot's error. life IS fragile. |
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 5:45 AM
the world has officially gone wrong. maybe it has been all along, but how funny it is you get these sudden realisations. (like 'duh' kind of statements) why are people so frivolous about relationships? (not just between the opposite gender) hmm. eoyseoyeoyseoyseoyseoyseoyseoyseoys :( |
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 6:30 AM
Siyan: "just believe it (: the fact that you aren't falling off the face of this earth is already enough to know that God is there.. & u just have to look at the beauty of nature or look up at the stars & you'll naturally feel that God must be there coz only such a great God can possibly design such wonders." unexplainable, undeniable facts always bring us to God, reasons to believe, and stay in faith :D |
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Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 5:54 AM
its the LAST DAY of our hols. ): quote of the day by Jose: "we never had 'holidays' before, honey." (: another quote: "At the present moment two things about the Christian religion must surely be clear to anybody with eyes in his head. One is, that men cannot do without it; the other, that they cannot do with it as it is." -Mathew Arnold, God and the Bible hmm? |
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Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 11:05 AM
its time. to put the pieces back together. back together. its so scary. today i actually had the notion of dying. giving up. committing suicide. OMG. yes. i mean, its not the first time i have such awful thoughts but it is the first time that i've actually gone to imagine how it is like to jump off the window for real!! yes i really stood by the kitchen window and stared out. and down. feeling really emo but obviously wouldnt just jump off rashly. helps that im not tall. looking down at the ground then reminded me of the pain of hitting the ground. like that article i read few days ago online. the suicide pact. so freaky. the pair jumped off at night and i remembered distinctly that the rest of the friends went down to find him writhing in pain and he died shortly after (dont rmb if he was about to be sent for treatment). life is scary. life is.. life is everything and anything you say it is. you choose the way you want to be, your actions and thoughts determine your life. no matter how many circles the blame you tried to shuffle has gone round people, things, or whatever, all the blame always goes back to you in the end. its like that. we have to face it, take the blame, accept the way things are and resign to fate. only then can we move on. hmm. there is no escape, while you're on earth, is there? no matter what you try. sure. drugs. poison. glue sniffing. cutting youself. sleeping to remove recognition. whatever you do, it will all come to an end. it has to. and then everything will start falling on you again. so why not get up sooner and pick up the pieces? today i realised that faith only comes with success. so i guess sometimes its no wonder the broken remains broken. its not their fault. what is there to hold on to? failure blinds. believing is tough when nothing ever stays. nothing is consistent, reliable. perhaps life is up to us to make whatever out of it. it is ours to live anyway. we all know that it is only ideal to make the best out of it, but sometimes this thinking hinders us from progress when we fall short of it. causing us to fall deeper into the hole. what is meant to build you can also be the one that breaks you. hmm. the options seem to be there but also not really there. what do we have? i tried to fix the jigsaw puzzle but could never find the right pieces again. why, they seem to be ever-changing.. |
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@ 12:32 AM
"If everything has to have a maker who made the maker?" saw this in a website. which made me thought too. i know im not supposed to think and doubt about such stuff as a Christian, but it is impossible not to wonder. take a look at this “The triumph of reason is that it enables us to get along with those who do not possess it.” -Voltaire is it really true? |
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Wednesday, September 09, 2009 @ 1:15 AM
Empty bottle Look at yourself Are you sad? Are you sad? Don't be afraid It's not bad to be sad Dust off your hands And reach into foreign lands Of your mind Dont be kind cuz we're all fools Each others tools When the cracks on my bedroom ceiling Give me this empty bottle feeling I think its time to repaint It's time to repaint myself Maybe blue or green Or something in between Maybe blue, maybe green Maybe something in between  Try not to peer through plastic eyes Through plastic eyes Peel back the rind And youll find something kind -Ingrid michaelson today is 090909!!!! hhahaa (: btw the time for the posts are always soo strange. like midnight or something. or early morning! correction, it is currently 5.25 pm! holidays will end super soon. i might just cry on sun man. haha. okayokay shan't be emo. when it gets too bitter, you add sugar. (bittersweet! :B) when it gets too sour, what do you add?? salt? days have been sour. hmmph. when all else fails, there's Jesus. :D |
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009 @ 2:29 AM
That's Life - Michael Buble (Don't let it get you, don't let it get you down For this world keeps on spinning 'round) That's life That's what all the people say You're riding high in April You're shot down in May I know I'm gonna change that tune When I'm back on top in June I say that's life & as funny as it may seem Some people get their kicks Stompin' on your dreams But I don't let it, let it get me down 'Cause this fine ol' world keeps spinning 'round I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, A poet, a pawn & a king I've been up & down & over & out But I know one thing Each time I find myself, flat on this face I pick myself up & get back in the race That's life I can't deny it I thought of quitting, baby This heart wasn't gonna buy it And if I didn't think it was worth one single try I'd jump right on a big bird & then I'd fly I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, A poet, a pawn & a king I've been up & down & over & out And I know one thing Each time I find myself flat on my face I pick myself up & get back in the race That's life That's life & I can't deny it Many times I thought of cutting out But my heart won't buy it But if there's nothing shakin' come this here July I'm gonna roll I'm gonna roll I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball & die Can't deny it That's life http://www.imeem.com//dialogs/onthegoplaylist.aspx?key=BUo8Rnq1C9 the lyrics and the tune, the "big ball & die" part is pretty funny. heh. |
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Saturday, September 05, 2009 @ 10:36 PM
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Friday, September 04, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
expectations. everyone wants something out of you. and if you dont fulfil it, there will always be consequences. whether noticed or not. people wont treat you the same way, wont think of you the same way, wont love you the same way. likewise, you expect things out of others as well. they dont meet your expectations, you get upset. we're all surrounded by conditions. can you love freely? no. can you love someone the same way if you have to compromise yourself? there is indeed a cost for everything. i guess its called sacrifice? do we sacrifice for others easily? do you? just those little things. do you measure what its worth before you do it? only God's love is unconditional, every other relationship here on earth seems to be transactional in some way or another. but we cant help it, can we? we are only humans. Through Jesus, maybe someday love can/will be everlasting. |