<body>
walking with Jesus

Tagboard
SHHHH. (:

Profile

CELESTE, 26o594
MGS,


bold italic strikeout underline

Affiliates
nil

Flashbacks
August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009

Credits
Designer: nic96ole
Inspiration: one two
Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
websites, websites, and more websites.
and the list goes on.

http://pinkmasquerade.xanga.com/

the website amanda posts all her quotes.
i think its a great idea. haha.
its quite cool and inspiring (:

but soometimes it can be quite tiring
trying to catch quotes you find or those
in your mind. i let them go most often
than not.

and here's one.

screwdrivers are meant/made to unscrew.

which doesnt really make much
sense but i was trying to encourage myself. haha.

if you're ever afraid of failing because you think
you're gonna screw something up, its okay because
there will always be a screwdriver.
and you think you know that you are going to be screwed
but who really knows?

is that lame or what? haha. :D

and yes, that's what screwdrivers are for. to me.

ohoh, and there's an alcoholic drink called screwdriver too.
people drink alcohol mostly when they're down right?


Don't wait for the future, cause you'll never know what's waiting for you.
@ 8:27 AM
a song that kills, terribly.
oh it's so hard to come back up
after falling so so deep into the dark black hole.
the surface seems.. daunting.
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 6:00 AM

http://www.dltk-kids.com/school/poems_for_teachers.htm

THE CREATION OF THE TEACHER
Author Unknown

The Good Lord was creating teachers. It was His sixth day of 'overtime' and He knew that this was a tremendous responsibility for teachers would touch the lives of so many impressionable young children. An angel appeared to Him and said, "You are taking a long time to figure this one out."

"Yes," said the Lord, " but have you read the specs on this order?"

TEACHER:

…must stand above all students, yet be on their level
... must be able to do 180 things not connected with the subject being taught
... must run on coffee and leftovers,
... must communicate vital knowledge to all students daily and be right most of the time
... must have more time for others than for herself/himself
... must have a smile that can endure through pay cuts, problematic children, and worried parents
... must go on teaching when parents question every move and others are not supportive
... must have 6 pair of hands.

"Six pair of hands, " said the angel, "that's impossible"
"Well, " said the Lord, " it is not the hands that are the problem. It is the three pairs of eyes that are presenting the most difficulty!"

The angel looked incredulous, " Three pairs of eyes...on a standard model?"

The Lord nodded His head, " One pair can see a student for what he is and not what others have labeled him as. Another pair of eyes is in the back of the teacher's head to see what should not be seen, but what must be known. The eyes in the front are only to look at the child as he/she 'acts out' in order to reflect, " I understand and I still believe in you", without so much as saying a word to the child."

"Lord, " said the angel, " this is a very large project and I think you should work on it tomorrow".

"I can't," said the Lord, " for I have come very close to creating something much like Myself. I have one that comes to work when he/she is sick.....teaches a class of children that do not want to learn....has a special place in his/her heart for children who are not his/her own.....understands the struggles of those who have difficulty....never takes the students for granted..."

The angel looked closely at the model the Lord was creating.
"It is too soft-hearted, " said the angel.

"Yes," said the Lord, " but also tough, You can not imagine what this teacher can endure or do, if necessary".

"Can this teacher think?" asked the angel.

"Not only think," said the Lord,. "but reason and compromise."

The angel came closer to have a better look at the model and ran his finger over the teacher's cheek.

"Well, Lord, " said the angel, your job looks fine but there is a leak. I told you that you were putting too much into this model. You can not imagine the stress that will be placed upon the teacher."

The Lord moved in closer and lifted the drop of moisture from the teacher's cheek. It shone and glistened in the light.

"It is not a leak," He said, "It is a tear."

"A tear? What is that?" asked the angel, "What is a tear for?"

The Lord replied with great thought, " It is for the joy and pride of seeing a child accomplish even the smallest task. It is for the loneliness of children who have a hard time to fit in and it is for compassion for the feelings of their parents. It comes from the pain of not being able to reach some children and the disappointment those children feel in themselves. It comes often when a teacher has been with a class for a year and must say good-bye to those students and get ready to welcome a new class."

"My, " said the angel, " The tear thing is a great idea...You are a genius!!"
The Lord looked somber, "I didn't put it there."


happy teachers' day in advance! hahaha (:

helping out at aloud yesterday was super fun,

i love doing sounds! heh its my first time doing sounds

in the control room but things went well thankfully.

playing the songs is so much more exciting than all

the other duties. have to thank enqi for the opportunity

that she couldnt make it first half for the pri sch one.

seriously the pri sch contestants are alot better than

the sec ones.. haha no offence here but yeah.


today was rather boring i guess..

going back to dlss tmr & class gathering after that.

hopefully its gonna be another fun day ;D
Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 6:24 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEoGDS0lp_0

i love this song ;)

the singer had cancer when she was only 18,
according to liser. but fortunately, she recovered.
i guess its such impactful incidents in life that inspires
such great music/art works etc.

In This Life - Delta Goodrem

I was nurtured I was sheltered
I was curious and young
I was searching for that something
Trying to find it on the run
Oh and just when I stopped looking
I saw just how far I'd come
In this life
In this life

[Chorus:]
You give me love
You give me light
Show me everything that's been happening
I've opened up my eyes
Following
Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need
In this life

I have faltered I have stumbled
I have found my feet again
I've been angry I've been shaken
Found a new place to begin
My persistence to make a difference
Has led me safe into your hands
In this life
In this life

[Chorus]

I was put here for a reason
I was born into this world
And I'm living and I'm believing I was meant to be your girl
In this life

[Chorus]

hmmm. been really thoughtful lately.
the year is ending so so fast.
dont want time to pass away so quickly.
but yet i really cant wait for eoys to be over.
even now, the mood to study's not there.
sigh. needa get rid of my obsessions first.
found out recently that there are many friends
around me who own personal blogs that they
keep private. and the ones that used to be
open to everyone are abandoned. heh.
reason(s) being? hmmm. more freedom to express
anything and everything?
and most of all, without judgement from others?
or/and maybe, we all have a side we keep close
to ourselves. i think we all do. yet it is a human
need to express ourselves, channel our overwhelming
feelings/emotions somewhere...

im glad my blog isnt popular so i dont really need
to private it. haha. ((:
but there will always be words we could never say,
feelings we could never express or intepret or
even understand.

alright, Celeste needs to get her focus back and
get some work done.

Kisses end. Dreams vanish, and sometimes cities too.
We long for the perfect ending, but the curtain falls along with our hearts.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 7:32 AM
took this from amanda's blog. in which i believe she
took from the source below. its really awesome.

People ask me, "Why do you believe in God?
How do you know God exists?
What if God is a hoax?"
But I mean, why do people believe in love?
So many people kill each other;
our world is degrading,
divorces are at a all time high,
& a lot of people cheat on one another.
With all that, how can you believe in love?
When you hear it like that,
love just sounds like a hoax.
But when you see love,
when you feel love,
it gives you this hope.
That's why you hear about it all the time;
that's why it's the biggest issue in our world.
Love is something cliche as it sounds,
it's truly unexplainable.
God is unexplainable.
He sent his only son to die for us,
us humans who are so screwed up.
Love is the very foundation our universe is built upon.
Without love, none of us would be here.

-Chloe Higashida & flyy-quotes.xanga.com
@ 6:22 AM
floating, suspending


hmm. its been a long time since i REALLY posted.
realised that my blog has been just like a site for
reference of sorts HAHA. oh well. too much copy and
pasting i guess. this has to stop? heh.

drama today was unexpectedly fun. impromtu comedy.
haha, imagine it yourself. not recounting what happened.

ah cts were just over. and now eoys are coming so so soon.):
life, life, life. just gotta leave it in the hands of the Lord (:

and blogging right now which i shouldnt be.
not done with assignments. but finally got the movitation
to blog after reading others' blogs.
oh man. im such a big big stalker.
truthfully, i am somewhat addicted to reading other people's
blogs, checking out their profiles on fb or anywhere and
googling their names. i dont know why. but i just enjoy it.
its just this deep interest. what job requires such skills?
haha something to consider for my future.
and ironically, the blogs that i visit very often are that of
people who dont know me or are just acquaintances.
and they dont know that stalking them, finding out about
their lives. hahaha.

well, i dont really like my new blogskin but i cant be bothered
to change it again. pink is a colour i get sick of easily.
btw, the timing on my blog is all wrong for the posts,
i dont know why its so weird and i have no idea how to change it.

i'd always wanted to switch from blogger to like livejournal,
tumblr, wordpress or something but didnt for the same
reason, too lazy. blogger isnt that fantastic.

i guess i shall end my post here. should stop procrastinating
and know my priorities. ah well.

by the way, ryc was quite fun afterall (:
despite all the complaining. as usual. heh.
and my group's cool even though Zoe said it isnt haha.
at first, i was pretty unhappy to find out that i had to be
the grp leader because min couldnt come due to her injury,
but i guess it was God's plan for me and im now thankful for
the opportunity as i did enjoy myself during the amazing race.
made new friends, interacted with new people.
that's what puts meaning into life afterall, isnt it?
waiting for the photos from jiale. (:

til then.

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain
Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 7:41 AM
When God says something, it is settled forever.

"My dear child, you have been imprisoned for a very long time, worrying over many things and ceaselessly crying throughout the year. But now, you have returned to Me. Today, I will bless you double fold. You will carry a sack of double fold blessings this year. Do not be worried."

Almighty God,
I praise and thank You for Your wonderful promises. I am returning to You having wandered far and wide aimlessly like the prodigal son. Have mercy upon me and restore unto me the joy of Your salvation and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from Your presence and take not Your Holy spirit. You alone can bless me in double measure for all the sorrows that I have experienced. Your blessings alone can make a person rich because You add no sorrow to it. Bless all my endeavors for this day and make me glad. In Jesus' name I pray.Amen.

http://www.prayertoweronline.org/message/display.asp
Sunday, August 02, 2009 @ 3:03 AM
"Paradise on Earth leaves you nothing to achieve."
dreams can take you to the corners of your smile,
to the highest of your hopes,
to the windows of your opportunities
and to the most special places your heart has ever known.
But most of all, it can break you too...