your secretive soul
is stealing me away
UGHH EXAMS ARE PUSHED BACK BY ONE DAYYYY!
ANNOYING! IRRITATING!! mannnn my plans on
celebration on fri are now spoiled!
cause clearly fri is supposed to be bio and lit,
and afterthat all the STRESS is over!!!
because i cant do humanes and i suck in lit,
so why must LIT stay and make my life miserable?!?!
and disrupting the celebration i was LOOKING FORWARD
to??? )))))))):
arghh its okay if they'd told us earlier!
and not give me false hope. i thought i could rejoice one
fri was over...
ohwells but i cant blame anyone for being so lousy at lit.
let me tell you the most AMAZING thing;
i LIKE lit. but yet i am VERY BAD at it.
does this make sense?!?!?!
no. /:
alright, away from the unhappy stuff.
on a brighter note, TODAY IS OFFICIALLY THE LAST
TIME I SIT FOR A HISTORY EXAM.!!! EVER! YAYYY..
this is sooo worth celebrating about!!
heh. (((:
yup i'll definitely not take hist at all next year even if i do
well in it basically because:
1. it is not nice (sugary)
2. it will not be useful in future other than the skills.
3. thus, since it the information is not useful, why kill my
brain cells and make my life suffer? life is short, ENOY IT MAN!(:
4. also, no one would be interested to know our past because
singapore's not a very great deal. knowing china or america's
history might be more useful?? people are actually more
interested to know their history instead!
5. i dont want to learn about information that may not be
really accurate, since it is written locally, some facts may not
be true! heh yeah whats the point if its not the whole picture!
ahahah okay, so much about history.
anyway i am quite sure that i wont do well so nothing to
contemplate to take or not. i didnt even have enough time
to do section c the structured essay questions properly
which contains the most marks):
anyway, that isnt the most infuriating thing,
the thing is i studied those stuff that came out,
it was just cos i panicked as there were not much time
and when im subjected to great pressure while rushing
i cant think properly or sort out what i know. yep, things
in my mind just disappear, hiding in corners of my mind
i know not where. haha.
whatever it is, this kind of situations always happen for me
when i do hist & lit im pissed enough that im used to it
to take it in my stride! (:
i discovered something about myself today.
one of my greatest fears is:
losing myself.
haha yeah, im a weirdo i know(:
i told you God created me special(:
I LOVE GOD I LOVE GOD^^
art today fine. better than i expected actually!(:
except for the heavy rain which wetted my artpiece):
fortunately i am using acrylic paint and thus it
didnt smudge. at first i was happy that it started to
rain, but i didnt expect the rain to have a mutual
likeness towards me that it poured so hard towards
the window, wetting me, my work, my table and the
floor! hahaha(:
whee is RAINING now too!<3
yup, after i finished the entire thing, the last thing
i needed to do was the bullet. and cos the marker
i had to use is very thick, everytime when i do
that part, drawing the bullet, it always turn out
relatively bad, hence destroying my beautiful eye,
wasting much of my hard efforts.
so this time, i didnt want the same thing of my
eye being disfigured to happen, and i prayed
before i drew the eye & God helped me to make
it puuurrrffecct! ;p
thank God(:
you do not reveal,
but i know it all
We have something more sure""Regardless of
how long we've been Christians
and how deeply we've studied God's Word,
most of us don't really believe
down in the marrow of our bones that
God is entirely, wholeheartedly and
unwaveringly on our side. We live most
of our lives unconvinced that God
is really for us. We have little trouble
picturing ourselves on God's side,
but for the life of us we can't picture
God stooping down enough to be on
ours."
Beth Moore, Stepping Up
That until the day dawns and the
morning star rises in our hearts, l
et us be cut to the heart to remember
something more sure - God's word.
And in the light of His word, to make
every effort to add to our faith, by
His grace.
We as Christians will always struggle
with the mindset of walking the
broad way. The comfortable and
easy way. The way of the world. But
yet that is how Satan tempts
us! We are like the fishes and the bait
always look so attractive, at
time even more attractive then whatever
we have, but we must know
that, there is more than it meets the eyes!
There's a hook behind it and sometimes
the joy/pleasure is only temporary.
So why not let's set our joy on the
things that are eternal that our joy
will also be eternal? For the Lord
will do exceedingly, abundantly,
above all you can
ever think do or ever imagine!